*IF* you were to kill yourself, what would be the reason?

THISSSSSSS

If you use terms like killary, i doubt too much information is one of your problems

Too rad

i have no desire for anything any longer

I’d never kill myself but Mossad might get me because of (((them)))

Lack of Satisfaction with life itself. I have no reason to exist. I was a random chance and it was just luck that my consciousness was put into this meatbag. I crave the bliss that is the abyss but at the same time loss of ego scares me shitless. The fact that not only will each and everyone of us die, but the fact that even the universe itself has a time limit we can only extend and not stop just makes me feel like we are in a box and none of this matters. These is a whole plane of existence outside the box we can never even comprehend but here we are fucking around on 4chink, a hell of our own creation.

tl,reply or your mom dies in her sleep tonight: Probably with a bunch of drugs followed by a bottle of sleeping pills before I come down from my high. Preferably with hookers but is what it is.

Poverty

In contrast your ideal existence would be an optional birth into an immortal body. That's just childish

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m.youtube.com/watch?v=3QkDcgtHf0g

For the lulz

this. loss and limitations give life its meaning

i am a underground fighter
i train muay thai everyday but last week a friend of mine told me about all the shit that happend in my city

And man that broke me so hard

I am a 30 year old man with acne of a teenager and a body like a 55 year old grandpa. Not only that, I have a 4 inch dick and my grandpa body sports a total of 300lbs on a towering 5'11 frame. Still I have lost weight and done the accutane thing, all it did was kill my libido. I got a bit of acne cleared up but now my kidneys are shot, I have acne scars that are crater sized deep, and have blurry vision after that. Still even when I was at my thinnest which was 180lbs, I hated it! Only wanted to eat all the fucking time. I did that about 2 years then quit now, I don't see a light.

I hate how I look as well, I am a mutt and I can't even grow a beard. I disgust myself and I only keep myself alive due to family and having a decent job. I have a woman in my life but she is just as fat and disgusting as me. I hate it all. I don't even have kids or a wife, just some fat slob who only loves me because she looks like fucking Pabbie from Frozen. I was a failure to launch asshole and I feel like an 18 year old child pretending to know what the fuck I am doing on the day to day.

So I really think killing myself in the next year or so might be a plausible option.

Tfw you hear wild military stories often, and they don't make any sense.

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Stopped waiting for her

Life isn't about how you look unless you decide it is

Slit wrists in the bathtub, with some candles and mementos and such. I'd want to be awake and feel the whole death, you only get one. People who want it painless while their asleep are cowards or the elderly.

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Plus imagine the catharsis and euphoria of looking at your precious things/photo of a loved one while you draw your final breath.

Just because you like feeling it doesn't mean that others are afraid. It might just mean they don't like it. You know, a preference?

OH you were asking for the REASON, I misread.

That would be a secret

It's still a secret even if you posted it here? How could it possibly not be?

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Alright. I'm pretty much cursed and have let most opportunities that have come my way crash and burn into dust. If that's not a good enough reason to welcome the grave I don't know what would be.

capitalism still exists

How is that not living by your past? Because that's what you're doing. Living for the future is the only way forward

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