Should I fake schizophrenia Yea Forums?

no. most people have this stereotyped idea of what schizophrenia is, and most professionals can recognise when you're phoning it in.

also, they don't give you any fun chemicals to help control it. you get the shitty ones.

How is the stereotype different from the actual thing?

problem with schizophrenia is when it gets out of hand and the patient starts running about screaming. the way to control that is heavy sedation. like, sack full of concrete powder over your head heavy sedation. two or three steps from being dead.

well if you make it far enough you might get locked in a mental facility and once you claim you dont they probably wont believe you

Yeah, like I said, shit'll be jokes

people think it's hearing voices. they think it's imagining you're different people.

no. it's hiding in the closet because you know, literally, without a doubt, that if you leave the closet you will die, instantly. nothing on god's grey earth can make you leave the closet.

you can't eat any food that has white stuff on the outside. you know what will happen if you do, but you can't explain it in words. it's just hell of bad. anyone tries to force you to, they must be part of the bad thing so you fight them. and then the heavy sedatives come out.

that's the frightening part. you KNOW this sounds weird, but you can't explain why you think this.

Kathulus bad ass cousin lol

I knew it was something more along those lines of extreme paranoia, which is what I’ve been doing. I’ve been saying I’m having terrible paranoia about random things.

did you know Cthulhu has kids? and a sister? it's canon!

paranoia is part of it. metanoia is part of it, when nothing seems connected to anything. at times it's the greatest feeling of freedom you can have, then you realise you've just started a fire and your bed is in flames and you don't know what to do next.

you tend to give up making long-term plans, which sucks.