What's making you sad Yea Forums?

What would you study if you went to college?

You're still allowed to vent tho

What do you do for pleasure?

Try some new hobbies

Vidya and reading
Any suggestions? I’ve never really had any

Painting is a good one if your town has one of the paint and drink wine places. Chicks go and get drunk and they're really easy to take home.

I was the family scapegoat. Whenever something went bad in their lives they'd invent reasons to abuse me verbally for days. Me liking computer games was destroying the family. My parents made me believe I needed ADHD medication because I was needing help to behave myself.

In reality my narcissistic father needs to behave and I called him out on it. As punishment he badmouthed me with all relatives and people we knew. He turned my mother and my brother against me.

5 years I suffered everyday believing I just had to find the right dosage for my ADHD. I never had it. I just destabilized myself for easier access for my parents.

This is the second week in which I walked away from my whole family.
The second day I stopped taking the ADHD medication.

They manipulated me and my mother helped him every time. And I couldn't let go of her until now. Wanted to believe their lies so I could still have a family. Have a mother.

But I don't have any of that and I never did. And that is fucking sad on the one hand and the most freeing insight on the other

I'm not completely sure, my mom and dad want me to get into college because they claim "I've seen how bad it can get" but I'm already doing better than them by not having a gf 3-4 years younger than me and knocking her up while she's in high school. I'd probably go to a trade school like school craft or Washtenaw Community College for welding or for HVAC.

I don’t think I’ve ever heard of that, no.

youtu.be/s75UyMF_2d4 capitalism actively harms the human spirit

When your horny what do you do? Like just jack off for 25 years wtf

Also hobby’s would be lifting, martial arts, or cars any two of these would be good

Iwant to fucked and be sadistically fucked by a man who is my exes best friend and who has a pregnant girlfriend. Also miss another friend who killed themselves. Before they died we both wanted desperatley to fuck amd he was the perfect sadist to my masochist. Not to mention a wonderful friend who could talk about and be talked to about anything. I miss them.

I just jack off. What else am i gonna do

I can’t do martial arts. Lifting and cars maybe but frankly don’t have much interest. Neither is gonna help.

I got a 4 year degree on a scholarship and its been useless. Go for welding, its in high demand so you'll have plenty of job options and good pay.

What do I do when I've lost interest in everything I used to enjoy, and just spend all of my time outside of work sleeping?

My friend's sister started talking to me pretty randomly, turned out after a while she had a thing for me. I had never considered it since she was my friend's sister and therefore not for pursuit. I spent the next week coming round to the idea because she was fun to talk to.
Then she gets cold feet because of what my friend would think/say, so she messages me today saying we should just be friends.

Imagine getting friendzoned by someone who was pursuing YOU.

>mfw

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Do you like nature?

Sure

Cars don't get girls, cars get dudes.

Find love

Try hiking or rock climbing

My girlfriend is going through a rough time. She was raped before we started going out and recently saw him. Set her off, she’s been really anxious and depressed since. I don’t know what to do.

That's what I've been thinking. And I think I'd get employed faster because I took a class for it my junior year of high school, I just graduated this year. If I can find the certificate I'll post with stamp. I'm gonna hop in the shower though so hopefully the thread is still alive by then.

Just be there for her and show her that you love her.

I'm 25 and in a similar boat. But lifting isn't for your health/aesthetic. Its for your mental health. Builds confidence and releases endorphins. Trust me, its a benefit and you accomplish goals

I'm unsure of what I should do moving forward and I feel demotivated all the time. Right now I'm just doing what I can to make money and get fitter but other than that I have no clue what my life should be moving towards.

I hadn’t thought of that aspect of it. Thanks

Don't worry about where its gonna go. Just be open to experiences and life will make itself interesting.

Just got diagnosed with MS at 22. Feel like my life is over after I just got started.

Kill'em. I would.

Make them the best fucking years my man

I wasn’t there when she saw him. I don’t know where he even is.

Machine tool
Become a machinist. Cnc, most trade~tech schools have a program. Very high demand

Kill yourself now before the pain starts

Then you need to start packing life in faster. Don't put shit you want to do off, don't make excuses why you can't. In honesty your clock is ticking, don't waste the your time my b/ro.

I am sorry to hear about that user.

Yeah, but she knows his name. A name is all you need. I'm not saying you should murder him but.....

There are to many migrants in my country

You first, fuck head

27 and cant land a girlfriend. Life is sad, girls say im cute and im not a total retard but idk what it is

I'm stuck in a toxic relationship with a partner who may have an undiagnosed mental disorder. I have mild asperger's so they know to use emotional manipulation against me to get what they want.
On top of that, three years ago I met a girl online and caught feelings for her hard. She said she had the feels too. We talked every single damn day. Finally getting the balls to go meet her when ai find out she's married. Confront her about it, and she admits it was true the whole time. End up relapsing with alcohol and pain killers. I broke it off shortly after for obvious reasons.

I still have dreams about her man. That's what fucking kills me.

Do you go out much?

... You should rape him back!

I know it hurts but you have to let it go man. Find love elsewhere or love the person you're with.

The realization that I meet my twin flame and i couldn't be with her

And now that she is gone I thought everything would go back to that empty feeling of nothing ness. Instead I wanted to better myself, not for myself, but for her

Now that my life is alot better idk what I would do if she came back
>still stalk her social media and her life is not going so well

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I do go out, mostly clubs but bars sometimes.I do pick up girls here and there, but it always ends the same, we just end up not talking or replying to each other. Typical excuse is busy work/school life and i get it to some degree.

I'm confused,
Isn't aspergers where you don't understand emotions or how simple human interaction works? Maybe idk what it means?

Nah, that relationship died a long time ago. And I'd let her go. I really would. Hell I've been trying to this past month. But these dreams I keep having, it just brings back that shotgun blast to the gut every time.

Never give up user, love will find a way.

Try other places, bars seem to be hit or miss for most people.

Dumped by my gf/fiance (started dating in HS, she was first real gf) after 9 1/2 years because she wanted to see what it was like to date new people two years ago. Ended up with one of my ex-friends. Now they are engaged. No real social approach for women since I always had her. End up racking up more debt on cards because i just like spending money when im down to try to get happy. Get my stomach into beer keg form after becoming an alcoholic. Mass depression.Dog dies then my grandfather then dies 7 months ago (he was like my dad since dad was non existent and died before i met him). Now I am sitting here working at a car dealership as a fat fuck who plays MMO's barely making enough money to pay bills/rent/so forth. Just don't know where to start digging the shit pile at this point. But the bar sounds nice!

Yes and no. I understand emotions, just not facial emotion or when someone has a double meaning to their words. Ergo, it's easy to say one thing, mean another, and then start a fight over it.

Someone will come along and make you forget about her.

A guy can hope right?

You guys are right and I really should make the best of it. I'm just scared about burdening my family when my condition inevitably worsens. God knows how they'll handle the news when I break it to them. I'm considering just going away and not telling them anything about it.
Thought about it but I live in California and its pretty difficult to get a gun in my county. Plus it'd probably mess my little brothers up.

It's all we can do sometime.

I should be happy, since everything is going great for me. Healthy. Lots of friends. Career taking off. Bought a house with one of the sweetest women you can imagine.

Still, I'm riddling with guilt for being in love with one of my best friends and I'm absolutely exhausted when I've met up with her. I've never slipped up, but it's draining to maintain both my friendship with her as well as my relationship with my girlfriend.

I'm somewhat in the same boat, had long time gf 10 years, we split (thanks to me) and after 2 years I still don't know what to do with myself. I get lonely depressed all the time but I don't want to be in a relationship anymore, somewhat content alone.

Yea man. I know the feels. I've gotten out more since we split. Been to different places/other cities and had more "social fun" going to tourist towns bars and doing stupid shit with a few of my MMO friends i've made trips to meet. Had a few one nighters but it doesn't feel right. Like I miss her and want to not miss here but i just keep dreaming about her and I can't seem to shake it. :/

I'm making 45k-50k+ at an airline job at 24 but with 27k debt and living with parents. It's a bit stressful but I'm working 13hrs a few days to clean out my debt.

You either have to stop dating your girlfriend or seeing your best friend. If you leave your girlfriend, there's no guarantee your friend will reciprocate your feelings, but at least you won't string your girlfriend along anymore while pining after another woman. If you choose to remove yourself from your friend and work harder on your current relationship, then you may find there's no quieting the longing in your heart. Ultimately, I would say take your chances with your friend, because no one deserves to be settled for and it seems your current relationship is not more important to you than the one you seek.

I don't have a job to pay my lawyer so might go to prison.
Family almost non existent except for my mother
I want to make people happy and be happy too

I lost all my friends to anime and I’m not sure what to feel

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Some lack the ability to do anything about them. Sometimes it's impossible to fix. Like cancer

I honestly feel homesick for a place that probably doesn't exist. I'm a goofy, jovial person who likes animals, cartoons, reading and just nature in general. I always have pets like boas, tortoises my mom had a skunk etc and people genuinely think i'm a good guy, but that's all. Iv'e never been anything for anybody. I'm known to be happy but I feel like people don't take me seriously or think i'm a child because I just try to be me. I have aspergers but I hate the idea of blaming something like that for anything. I never get anything from girls, yet I have more friends than I ever have, true, and they tell me i'm good looking. But I feel like people act in a way and treat everything else so absurd or arbitrary and even fake. It deeply hurts me to feel so left out. I have a shitty fucking pizza job where wretched people curse at me for pizza and iv'e saved a good deal of money but it's soul sucking and I suck in college and it frustrates and confuses me as to why nobody ever really connects with me or why people treated me like such shit in school all my life. I know how people see me but it's not what I want them to see, not solely at least. People really don't hold me to the same standard and I have a fucking hole in my heart and feel like a failure who can't nut the fuck up and face reality. Just put my stupid feelings in a box and Move. Fucking. On. Join the rat race and get the cheese like all these fucking fake ass arrogant people. I'm more scared than ever of becoming something that feels resentful and wasting more of my life on something like hatred. But just simply being me has never gotten me anything. It seems like I truly don't belong here.

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This.

I keep failing myself. I can see my future self being happy and doing what he needs to do but every time I have an opportunity to become him I fuck it up. I know exactly what I need to do, why can't I do it? I feel overwhelmed by the things I'm neglecting, and the usual distractions aren't enough anymore.

I battled mental health issues to get my degree in what I'm passionate about and I graduated with a first but I'm deeply unhappy. I'm stuck in a dead-end retail job that pays for most things but I have almost nothing to put away. I'm struggling to find better work so I can save up and travel. My house is toxic and I've been alone for more than 4 years now. I'm fearful of a relationship because I'm scared I'll be hurt again. I associate a relationship with huge amounts of anxiety. I have health issues, food intolerances and feel exhausted all the time. I'm addicted to food (especially food that makes me feel ill) The Effexor makes me feel sick because I'm allergic to it but it's taking the edge off. I broke edge and started drinking alcohol again, it's not a problem but I feel like I've turned my back on a core belief of mine.

I told myself that I need to take a year off to heal and plan for the future but I'm just miserable.

You may be trying to hard to look at the big picture. Scale it down some and just focus on little things that can/need to be done at this exact moment.

I might have painted the wrong picture there, but my current relationship is the most important thing to me and I'm willing to try everything before choosing to break it up.

I have tried to remove myself from said friend, but I want to do so without having to explain the situation to her. I dont want her to think that I had hidden intentions during our friendship, and I dont want her to know how much it hurt. I've been trying to let it bleed to death, but she's rather social and keep hitting me up from time to time. It'll take time to seperate subtly.

My girlfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago and I still want to kill myself. She was the only reason for me to keep on living my miserable life

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suck some toes

In that case you might just have to ghost your friend completely. Unless she's the type to show up at your home/workplace unannounced, or if she lives nearby, ignoring someone is the fastest way to burn a bridge. Either way, she's going to be hurt, so sooner is better than later.

I can’t fucking sleep

Good advice. Thing is, I can't get my day to day shit in order. Everything's always temporary or up in the air. Being so discouraged with myself is making even lifting weights for more than 5 minutes difficult. I feel like I have no idea what next week looks like, whether I'm going to fuck up my part time job by being lazy, or maybe my band will kick me out, maybe I've put too much on my plate.

Is it possible to be overwhelmed even though I have lots of free time? Wouldn't that mean that I'm just not using time properly? Or maybe I am actually overwhelmed and if I trimmed things down in my life I would start using my resources better?

seek therapy my dude

How do you not get tired of it?
Why can’t yiu do martial arts?

She wouldn't show up unannounced. She lives close to where I work, though, and we share a part of our circle of friends. But you're right, sooner is better than later, so I should make more haste.

Consider purchasing a planner to manage your weekly schedule. You can always cut out anything that doesn't fit in later. Also try to refrain from keeping yourself too busy.

I'm way to stubborn that my mind could open up to a therapist, in my eyes therapist only make things worse cause then everybody around you knows you have got serious problems.

You seem like an honest guy user, I wish you the best. Good luck

Thanks user. And thanks for listening.

How I fixed that is you either watch the same movie every night laying in bed. If you do that every night you train your mind to go to sleep when that movie is on. Same thing works with a "sleep" playlist. Put ear buds in listen to the same playlist every night and with some time you won't get 3 songs in and you will be asleep. This method works, I assure you.

I'll be 30 in a few months and I think that'll be the end. I haven't really achieved anything at all that I would like to have.
Been stuck in the same full time job since I was 18, and part time for 5 years before that. I think the general boredom/unhappiness would be worth it if I had a single achievement or notable memory.

I would hate for someone to find my body though, so I'll try my best to just disappear. I see people mention suicide a lot on here and usually discount them as not being serious. But maybe they're just like me.

>got serious problems
We all have serious emotional problems, user. The ones that judge or talk shit are hippocrates. This is a fact.

I really don't believe that suicide fixes anything. That would be to easy, to easy of a way to make everything better. If it really worked that way then about half the world's population would off themselves. I think there are things that as individuals we must conquer before we die. What if suicides never found peace? I mean think about that, we have no way of knowing for sure what happens. But, are you willing to really take that chance for eternity? Big gamble in my eye.

everything is fake.

nothing is real and i feel like nobody knows it but me.

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Hurting is a part of caring and once you find what you love you'll be there

I with you. I just have never figured out how to master my reality. If I could do that, then life would be a peach.

reality is out there.
how do we escape?
i'm tired of being controlled.

something happened in 1994 and shit hasn't been the same since. certain elements of "common knowledge" manifest out of nowhere. like i didn't know about *it* before, but once i know about *it*, i always knew about *it*. wtf is that. what the fuck do they fucking want with us?

put us back.

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I struggle with getting into a romantic relationship. I have several friends and get a lot of compliments on my looks and personality. But for some reason it never goes any further than that. I don't know if its because I'm weird or if I just don't see the signs. It doesn't feel like I'm doing anything wrong, but I'm worried I am.

That's true. But I think it's either nothingness, or if they don't find peace, but some other state, then at least it would be a change. And either of those would be preferable to how things are now.

Its not over. Theres ways to manage ms these days so you can keep a normal life. Eating right for one thing you'll see is crucial.

my mother had dementia or something and it's getting really bad, she has a long list of problems. I feel responsible for her current state cause I put her through a lot of stress with my own personal issues.

There's one thing that I am certain of and that's, that there is nothing after death. Like literally nothing not a endless black room, but rather completely nothing the second you die your brain dies and with that your ability to process anything and think, there is no heaven we don't have a soul, we just die. So why not end my miserable life now to end my suffering

Ganbatte, user san. Ganbatte.

Why is your life miserable user?

Yet another "hate symbol" that might be used by the jews to recruit you for the trump's wojak army aka meme army don't fall for it.

I have no goal in life and I have got zero friends. Everything just seems pointless in my mind and I am pretty much addicted to masturbating since it's almost the only thing that's left which makes me happy.

Ethnic demographics in my home country.

Stay strong. ADHD meds will only fuck you up. I did that shit and getting off was one of the better decisions I’ve made in my life.

What if we're living in a simulation? The fact that we're unable to recreate the spark of life, like we think we understand how it happened but we're no where near being able to recreate it. The fact that all livings things can be traced back to one spark of life. Wouldn't make sense that this phenomenon happens all the time, amino acids under the right conditions should form a simple form of life. Just seems to me that it's entirely possible that there is more happening than just random energy vibrating through the universe.

Thank you, I’ll try that

My dad keeps punishing me for the tiniest things and I can't take the pain and constantly being terrified anymore. I don't want to be homeless either so I don't know what to do, I feel trapped.

Burgerlands complete retardation

The smell coming from your moms vag

Just do your ho work Timmy

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Having trouble deciding what to spend my millions of dollars in my trust fund on

anxiety. can't function well around people. hard to keep a job. will probably hero

cockrot

WELL?? WTF DO WE DO OP??
ANSWER SOME QUESTIONS YOU RANCID WHORE

Oh shit, I thought I recognized her. Tell her to say hi next time

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Shit I think I know her too. I thought it felt a bit sloppy in there

My friend from US> cannot come to me in Krasnoyarsk, because he will be taken into the army or put in jail.

Oh shit dog, what up. Who else ran a Cosby train on this guy’s girlfriend?

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Yeah but the chick actually thanked me, said it was the first night ever she had actually came.

Is that why user is sad? Because he can’t make his gf cum?

Wake up. Wanting to go outside get out of breath from moving from the bed to the toilet to brush teeth in the morning sir on my computer chair with chest pains for the rest of the day.. don't waste Ur youth.

My penis is 9cm long when hard.
I'm thinking about converting to a religion, so that I can get a religious girlfriend that isn't a dick addicted whore.
I think about Catholism. If the girls there are also whores, I would convert to Mormonism.

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My wife won’t cuck me and it’s my biggest fetish

I'm in love with a girl I know I will never be with. Just talking to her, she makes me happier than I've ever been but at the same time I'm sad because it's literally breaking my heart that it just can't be

I have no right to complain. I'm just a little down because nobody will buy my weirdo fantasy novel (not even my co-workers who've known me for ten years), but that's whiny little bitch shit compared to somebody with REAL problems.

I can't find a steady job and its hard to pay the bills the rent and general taking care of my family.
I have no skills other than menial labor since I never finished high school,and sometimes i regret it.

Fuck that..im a 42 years old virgin.
Utterly alone.
Go cry somewhere else.

7777 incoming...

This is a positive thing you know?

I can't stand being alone.
I'm working alone this week, which really depresses me.
Haven't had sex / gf / meaningful contact to any women since july 2017.

2 whole years?

Most catholic girls are whores too, except the really devoted ones.

Hi OP, hope you're still here.
I live in the middle of bumfuck nowhere and theres nothing to do except be on the computer all day or smoke weed which I don't do and refuse to, the local weed dealers scare me a bit because one of them almost molested me the other day.
I don't have people to hang out with because all of my friends have either moved away, I've pushed out of my life, walked out on me or passed away. So I don't have anything to do all day. I feel like I could just snap one of these days, like set a building on fire or something. I want to be around people, do at least something whatever it is.

Thanks if you've read all that and it's okay if you didn't too, just needed to put my thoughts in order. Thanks for making this thread

Every single day of my summer break is exactly the same and not in a good way. Everyday is just >wake up
>watch youtube videos
>go on snapchat and see everyone doing fun shit with their friends
>go on instagram and see everyone doing fun shit with their friends
(Yes i know that instagram is normie trash)
>watch tv
>prepare to go to sleep
>remember that me and my friends planned to do fun shit
(but they barely even talk to me now most of them actually do fun shit without me)
>also remember that im fat and ugly
>also remeber that a girl that i like got a boyfreind
>hold back tears before sleeping
So yeah that is whats making me sad

My only wish in this sensless world was to have a soulmate who i love and who loves me and maybe even a family ... but after so many girls and breakups i just gave up on the hope of a monogamous relationship à la "till death do us part”.... i know its cheesy but thats just what my heart wants and i know i wont ever get it :'( .

I've been studying for this test for ages and I feel like I'm going to fail anyway