So I (a guy) was raped by a female. I'm about 1/4 of the fifth(1.75ml) in so I'm buzzed I'm 21 now green text time yay!

So I (a guy) was raped by a female. I'm about 1/4 of the fifth(1.75ml) in so I'm buzzed I'm 21 now green text time yay!
>Be me 19
>At rave
>Plur Good times roll
>I've been drinking all day and before I came here
>meet female
>dance on her
>she kisses me
>pill on her tongue
>take it
IDK if its molly e or pure MDMA
I'm trippin
>We leave
>go to her hotel
>put on T.V.
>The Thing john carpenter
I haven't seen it in so long I'm enticed in the film
>she is trying to seduce me
>no I'm good
I start tripping hard(like hard as fuck)
>shes riding me
>I'm saying no, stop please.
You guys want to know what sticks with me the most, the thing that is always on my mind of her?? Its the strawberry perfume she was wearing and the platinum blonde(grey) hair she had.
>I was having a bad trip whilst in her mind I was consummating with her
>no; stop; please.
No words I had said would stop her.
>I walked to my hotel room, showered away the sins. Drank more until I had blacked out
At this point I'm a few shots from blacking out I kept drinking throughout the story.
>Tell friends
(Friends so close they are family)
>Get told....
>MAN THE FUCK UP!!!
Now keep in mind as I'm illustrating this story to my friends I am crying.
>Your right I drink till I numb the pain
>I workout till I numb the pain.
Fuck you I'm a guy who was taken advantage of by a female I'm drinking now made a snap @ anon3111

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sucks ass you can't get help from friends when this is basically the opening plot of that one black mirror episode. bet if you'd died they would've cared more

Is that the chick who did it to ya?

>in so I'm buzzed I'm 21 now green text time yay!
I can smell the neckbeard reddit larping from here

No i posted random chick pic unrelated. I thought a naked female wluld garner more attention to help me. Since this is a new /b

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You got hard watching John Carpenter's The Thing?
Uhm-kay.

Damn if that’s her I’d happily let her rape me

>Fuck off faggot

Lol heres a pic of me

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>No timestamp

She was petite cute thin nice body(sorry if spellying is off im drunk) from what i remembered a solid 6-7/10
>She took advantage of me
^thats the point not how fucking good she looked.

Here leme walk to mirror ang get time stamp. Dont leave fag.

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Hurry up asshole, Its like 1 in the morning over here.

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That's better. Good luck OP. Go crush some puss you roided freak.

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u can have a bad trip on mdma? didnt know that.

Fuk.u help me with my problems.
>Fuck /adv.
Yea Forumsro this is 5yrs of training. Lol roid.

Bruh yes i clearly had a bad time. So yes even though mdma is the "love drug" you can still have a bad time.

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N

Gino?

You knowingly took drugs and put yourself in that position. This is your fault.

Man the fuck up pussy.

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Wimp

You forgot the #metoo.

Nope

Fuk you for calling me a wimp
Made me lel.

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Ig

sorry to hear that man.

Igg

more attention needs to be brought to male victims of rape, really sorry that this happened and that your friends reacted that way dude

Fuck yourself, rape is never the victims fault.

I don't want sympathy i want this pain to be taken away
Tecnically according to law(and deffinition) a male cant be rapped
>Thats why i kept saying "Taken advantage of"

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you look like a manlet

You ever hear the saying "You can take a horse to water but you can't make him drink" or "Give a man a fish he will eat for a day, teach a man to fish he will eat for a lifetime"
>??

Im 5'11" (manlet cut off is 5'10" acording to /fit)
Average door frame height 6'8"
homeguides.sfgate.com/typical-door-heights-openings-interior-framing-76126.html

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Uh, that definition definitely says that this was rape. You didn't consent to intercourse with that bitch, and she forced it upon you. According to most laws rape is any sexual intercourse without consent.

>overjustifying
definitely a manlet

>I don't want sympathy i want this pain to be taken away
then fucking kill yourself faggot

>Yes by deffinition but...
Rape in the United Statesis defined by the Department of Justice as "Penetration, no matter how slight, of the vagina or anus with any body part or object, or oral penetration by a sex organ of another person, without the consent of the victim." While definitions and terminology ofrapevary by jurisdiction in theUnited States, theFBIrevised its definition to eliminate a requirement that the crime involve an element of force.
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rape_in_the_United_States#Federal_law

that's fucked :c

go and do the opposite of that

go rape a girl brother

it will cancel out the feeling you get automatically bro

Haha. Pain is temperary time is forever.
My guy im fucked up still drinking off this handel. I know the autist math out of people soni made a point of refrence for height. (Tbh i thinknmanlet cut off shpuld be 5'9")

Yup gotta love america
I actualy cant even fuck a female now uless im fucked up, muh dick(kek) wont get hard unless im drunk to numb the pain. Everytime im with a chick i get stressed out and anxyity to where i have to drink. If im sober to where i smash i cant get hard because im actualy too scared. I know it sounds gay but im drunk now so ill spill my feelings. I get scared of when i got taken advantage of i get flash backs i get reminded of how i got taken advantage of.
>So now to even smash i gotta be fucked up/fadded/drunk.

Bump for the rape fag

Been there man. When I was 14 I "dated" an 18 year old girl. One time I went over to her house and she basically told me if I didn't fuck her she'd tell everyone I raped her, and I was 14, I didn't know rape kits were a thing, or anything like that, so I went along with it for months, and I hated it. Almost Everytime I was crying, I never came, and I throw up after most times. It was a really bad relationship, and abusive in other ways too. She was the reason I got hooked on heroin so young, and why I tried meth so young. eventually I tried to kill myself and she figured I wasn't worth it anymore. It's been 5 years and it still hurts, I still have trouble having consensual sex with my current gf sometimes, but I don't drink myself to sleep every night anymore, I don't break down every day. I'm clean from H, and I have a decent job. People who tell you yo "man up" are anus holes who don't know what it feels like. What I'm trying to say is the pain doesn't fully go away, at least not as I can tell, I still have really bad days when I don't want anyone to touch me at all, but it gets more manageable. You'll never feel right again, but you will get better. Hold on tight brother.

Rape even in your case is objectively bad.

That being said, don't expect us degens to feel bad. Most of us fantasize about being raped like that.

We need a face or shirtless or dick pic. She didnt rape ya cuz of your arms especially if youre a manlet, so either you have a massive bulge or attractive face to get her to zero in on you.

Wait is this girl her???

Pics or it doesn’t happened... ooops never mind

I dont expect people to feel bad i just want false hope. Someome sayinb
>its ok user, i lobe you. You will be ok. Everythimg will pass over.
(I jave work in 3hrs fuck it im goimg in drunk)

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there comes a time when you must realize no one is innocent, whether its the first fight you lose, the first accident you encounter, in general the first time youre taken advantage of. Sure you may have wanted to maintain some form of innocence that night, by abstaining from sex with this woman, but the at the end of the day, she took that away from you. Removal of innocence occurs to everyone, myself included (be glad it was a female user), and you just need to come to terms with that.
Now you have 2 choices,

You can continue doing things to feel good, like having sex and drinking.

Or you can see outside of yourself, and your feelings, and attempt to move past them.

However, you cannot do both. Think of a football player who just scored and is celebrating. He's busy trying to make himself feel good, because he feels like he deserves to feel good. But, during this time, user, he isnt paying attention to anything but making himself feel good.

So user, will you continue trying to make yourself feel good/better?
Or will you get back into the game?

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From the very article you linked:
>Federal law does not use the term "rape". Rape is grouped with all forms of non-consensual sexual acts under chapter 109a of theUnited States Code(18 U.S.C.§§2241–2248).

You can press charges under federal law regardless of the sex of you as the victim because it was non consensual sex. In particular you can press for consent-impossible, because of your state of intoxication.

If you have to drive, don't. Call the fuck in.
If you are really messed up from the incident, go see a shrink. No shame in it.

Fuck 5yrs and the pain never goes away. I'll hold tight user. I hope everything works out in the end. I am just trying to numb it all right now.

If you mix alcohol and Molly, you real dumb. If you let strangers give you random pills after already rolling balls, you even more real dumb. Hope you learned something from that at least.

>fuck it

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I want to get back in the game based on your analogy
I was taken advantage of in texas went to police station next day and they told me this shit so yeahhhh
Ive seen 2shrinks and a religious figure. They go to college to help people but theu never went through the experiences so theh dont knoe what it is actualy like.

>Manlet cut off should be the average for US men.
Ah, yet another average height person who is desperately trying to feel superior to others. Find a new category to pretend you're better in.

Do you guys think user can finish the handle before he goes to work??
Do you want to push him to see if he is capable of doing it?
I'm taking bets quads to dubs he wont do it. Any takers??

men cant be raped unless the woman was a tranny or ugly

if you want to get back in the game

you gotta stop making yourself feel good, and see outside of yourself.
It'll take time to get used to, and you'll want to take refuge in the good feels, alcohol, sad music, drugs, etc.
But the longer you abstain from trying to drown out the world with pleasures, the more control you'll have.

boom boom boom boom

And this is why you get no pussy user

If anyone is telling you you cannot pass charges they are incorrect. Sure had sex with you without your consent and in fact with you explicitly denying her your consent, while you were under an intoxicant that she administered without your permission.

From US code:
Whoever, in the special maritime and territorial jurisdiction of the UnitedStatesor in a Federalprison, or in anyprison, institution, or facility in which persons are held in custody by direction of or pursuant to a contract or agreement with the head of any Federaldepartmentoragency,knowingly—

(1)

renders another person unconscious and thereby engages in asexual actwith that other person; or

(2)administers to another person by force or threat of force, or without the knowledge or permission of that person, a drug, intoxicant, or other similar substance and thereby—

(A)

substantially impairs the ability of that other person to appraise or control conduct; and

(B)

engages in asexual actwith that other person;

or attempts to do so, shall be fined under this title, imprisoned for any term of years or life, or both.

Are u just trolling? I'm 5'11" (i gave pic of me in door way to reference my height) i am trying to help manlets out by saying 5'9" should be cut off.

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Roll. Drink up OP

Was rape/molested by female cousin at an early age, she went on to raped my brother that then started raping/molesting me afterwards only stopped cuz we got caught.

Cant bring myself to be in a relationship with a woman in fears of causing her trouble with my baggage and would never be in an any long term relationship with men as its merely for the instant physically gratification and socio-psychological validation.
forever alone forever it is. At least this way the only one that get hurts is myself.

Sure you are. You TOTALLY look 5'11".

what do you love then user

So the penil system failed me pretty much what your saying?
Alcohol and the gym are all that make me feel good right now. So look at the situation process it and understand it so i can learn from it? Its been 2yrs ive re-lived the moment time and time again. I always blame myself. I always say if i wiuld have done this or that. Its always my fault.

What does height even matter in my situation. You don't believe my height ok cool.
>help me move on now user.

>you look like a manlet

They are easier for a woman to pin down...

Roll

Ok so this is the point of you guys calling me a manlet?
This rando user's comment made me chuckle.

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... nothing. I have things and people i care about and wouldnt want harm to come to, but ive emotionally distanced my self for many years.
Sometimes im not even sure if my emotions are real, i’ll just snap out of emotional situations as if the emotional investment wasnt there to begin with even though i can tell i was definitely experiencing the emotions.

Sometimes i like the think its becuz i care too much and cant afford to allow myself to commit to such things or persons because of fear of lost, but most of the time i chalk it up to fearing that i’ll suddenly one day lose interest or emotions or realize i never actually cared to begin with.
All my friendships are superficial and hollow and im reasonably certain I keep it that way, because the alternative would be too emotionally taxing in many ways im too lazy to expand on.

If thread stays alive for 2more hrs I promise I'll finish the handle.

at the end of the day you didnt want it. And she made it happen, therefore her fault.

When you think about doing something that makes you feel good, dont do it!

Not doing it shows you're able to abstain, and it gives yourself control back over your life.

The next time youre feeling shitty, and you want to feel better, dont do anything to feel good. When you notice yourself feeling better, you must remind yourself you didnt do anything to make yourself feel better.just breathe

The only way you can have peace/happiness, is when you arent searching for it.

this is relatable user. have you ever wanted something for someone?

OP is the biggest faggot on the planet. This shit is fake and annoying, it’s not even entertaining. Obviously fake, 0/10.

A bad trip on MDMA is so rare you have a better chance of fucking getting yaghtzee.

Cops, see a therapist

Yeah, in fact sometimes i go over board. Even though they’re superficial friendships i tend to give very thought gifts, but if you mean like, idk, wanting someone to success or to feel better.
Not especially. I dont want them to struggle or be feel, but i dont want for them in those capacities in any significant way outside or superficial obligations.
Though i dont especially want for myself either outside of immediately stuff like wanting drugs or drinks or superficial void filling shit.

WHO

I'm calling it!

OP has a small penis

Thats why we need the dick pic to confirm. cuz some manletts are hung.

Shits rough dude , just remember to stay strong and remember to maybe ... idk. Not take drugs from rando chick regardless of that rave love. I know it’s hard , but I believe in you

sometimes wanting something for someone else is all the love you need to give, user

.... well thats gay, but thanks for the cheese.

So sue her. literally now is the best time with me too movement. get that sweet sweet money.

You look like a faggot. Look at those smooth faggot arms.

Why didn't you just knock her the fuck out Mr. "I work out till I numb the pain"

>So the penil system failed me pretty much what your saying?
You failed to take action. Cops are not the law, they don't even really KNOW the law. The police don't have to take so much as a one year law course to get in. They are the hand of the law not the brain. The penal system and law did not fail you, you failed to seek legal advice. If it has only been 2 years you can still press charges. Talk to a lawyer, not a cop.

Don't die yet

Dont die yet

So pretty much get lost in my thoughts and find the light at the end of thr tunnle.
Lel nigga idgaf if you believe me or not just help me.(also state your points)
Well I guess I was struck by lightning.
>(inb4 she gave me drugs how do i know it's not pure mdma)
As stated before ive seen 2 therapist and 1 religious figure.
Lel some Yea Forums drop heres pic related
Ill post my pein in image next post.
(As stated in ^^)
Direct light (looks smooth arms)
>ill adress next responders in next post)

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fags on here need that dickpic OP, don't keep em waiting too long.

Here ill give u an artistic cock once sun rises

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why does your dick look like the back of my hand?

does my dick look like that?

Do you really need to censor your inner thighs? Like c’mon dude, just post it.

gotta agree, no way to gauge size, could be like a pinky.

Um show dick to tell me what your talin about. And i think ur searchijg for thr word vascular

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Shh shh shh the file size was too big ill use a size reference next don't worry.

Bump

Which episode, the one that doesn't exist?

Use something everyone knows, like a can, tube of toothpaste or hell, a ruler.

Here im trying to use natral lighting(im working now btw)
Also ill use point references soon

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Well do it before this thread’s pruned

To keep the thread alive, let's hear you favourite larping greentext fags. Mine would have to be either storybro or columnfag, because they're almost believable.

Good enough???

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Bump

user, if you give me a contact like ig or something i think i can help you... i have some deep spiritual (not religious) knowledge about some stuffs

Here is a size reference to my hand

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He already dropped his snap. Incase u missed it its anon3111

Attention whore??

Last bump.