Ask a Schizophrenic anything

Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient.
Free (you)s for all posters!

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Would you suck a cock if the voices asked you to?

>Would you suck a cock if the voices asked you to?
Nope, I would not.

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*BBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPP* SSSSNNNNNNNIIIIFFFFFFFFF ah yes, quite succulent my dear...

That was admittedly a waste of a question on my part, grant me redemption. What do you deal with on the daily in terms of hallucinations?

Nothing to ask. Nothing left to interface with. Sold soul for approval from an attacker.

No other title than coward. Whatever presented is falsified for it's forfieture.

>*BBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPP* SSSSNNNNNNNIIIIFFFFFFFFF ah yes, quite succulent my dear...
You're nasty, user.
>That was admittedly a waste of a question on my part, grant me redemption.
Everybody gets one. -Spiderman
>What do you deal with on the daily in terms of hallucinations?
Primarily auditory hallucinations. Here's a video someone posted a few threads back that is very close to what I hear.
youtube.com/watch?v=fL0_7YOZhfM

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Sup, schizo-affective here. Got followed by a shadow dog last night. How you do?

>Sup, schizo-affective here.
Hello, Schiz/b/ro.
>Got followed by a shadow dog last night
At least those ones can't bite you.
>How you do?
I'm actually doing fairly well today.

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Did your hallucinations/symptoms suddenly appear? Or was it a lot more gradual?

this faggot makes this thread every fucking night and refuses to take anti-psychotic medication that will safely stop all voices

what a fucking faggot

>Did your hallucinations/symptoms suddenly appear?
Paranoia was one that appeared fairly suddenly. But the hallucinations, and most of the others have been around for the majority of my life.
>this faggot makes this thread every fucking night
WRONG.
I didn't make one last night. Or the night before that.
BTFO FAGGOT.
>that will safely
I have a different definition of safely than you, apparently.

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Do u play vrchat?

what was your worst public episode?

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>Do u play vrchat?
Nope. I was going back when it first came out. But then I didn't.
>what was your worst public episode?
I don't go into the public enough to have episodes in the public..

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Does it get worse if you're depressed?

>Does it get worse if you're depressed?
Yes, it does. Depression makes pretty much everything worse.

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Does being a scitz effect your daily life?

>Does being a scitz effect your daily life?
Obviously.

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Have you played Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice? It's not life changing gameplay-wise, but the storytelling is really impressive, and the main character is a schizophrenic.

If so, any thoughts on it?

will i get the job?

>Have you played Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice?
I have played a bit of it.
>If so, any thoughts on it?
From what I played of it; it was pretty enjoyable. It kind of reminded me of Anti-chamber except with a crazy story.
>will i get the job?
You should.

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Ever smoked weed? Does it really make the symptoms worse?

>Ever smoked weed?
I do on occasion.
>Does it really make the symptoms worse?
Some of them it does, such as the paranoia and my hallucinations.
It usually helps with my anxiety though.

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Interesting! How hard is it to disregard that paranoia? Obviously you can't trust every thought, but a healthy skepticism about other people's intentions is certainly a good thing.

How do I talk to girls via text without them getting bored of me

>How hard is it to disregard that paranoia?
Depends on what you mean by disregard?
Not act on the thoughts? It's not that hard to disregard them in that manner.
Not believe them? That isn't always so easy, more often than not I have no choice but to believe it.

Whether or not I believe them, does not affect if I still think it though. I may know that something I think is false, but I cannot stop myself from thinking it.
>How do I talk to girls via text without them getting bored of me
Same way you'd talk to them over the phone, or in person. Change the subject if they're getting bored. Don't talk about yourself, or them too excessively. Be mindful enough to let them talk, and just listen without saying anything in return.

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Hey schizo-user. I remember you from a long time ago. Anyways i hope you are doing well. Its been a while since we last talked.

>Hey schizo-user.
Hello, user.
>Anyways i hope you are doing well.
I'm doing alright, how about yourself?
>Its been a while since we last talked.
Probably close to, if not longer than a year.

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Well, I mean like if I get bad vibes from someone, I just bail. I won't buy what they're selling, or do what they're asking me to, etc.

But if you have to constantly tell yourself that you're just imagining things, do you ever end up trusting someone you really shouldn't?

hru john?

posting just to get a free (You)
have a nice thread, user!

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Please don't take shrooms. Also, post more shinobu!

have you ever tried not eating for 3 days to see if the hallucinations disappear from inflammation in the gut?

You realize that you’re eventually going to off yourself, right? Does that bother you?

Worse thing the voices have told you to do?

Im doin ok. You used to call me psych user idk if you remember me its been more than a year since we talked. Anyways, i became florida man after moving to miami. Shit was weird, been through alot since then.

Where did Captain Crazy go

Do you know any rpg's you'd recommend? I want a game with a good ranger class but there's so much shit to sift through

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Day z plus creativity ???

>Well, I mean like if I get bad vibes from someone
Well, I get bad vibes from literally everyone, soo ...
>do you ever end up trusting someone you really shouldn't?
Nah, I don't really trust anyone.
>hru john?
John?
>posting just to get a free (You)
Here (you) go, friend.
>Please don't take shrooms.
I don't intend to.
>have you ever tried not eating for 3 days to see if the hallucinations disappear from inflammation in the gut?
No, because that wouldn't work.
>You realize that you’re eventually going to off yourself, right?
Most likely not.

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Statistically most of you kill yourselves

>Worse thing the voices have told you to do?
They don't tell me to do things.
>Im doin ok.
Good to hear.
>psych user
Doesn't ring any bells.
>i became florida man after moving to miami.
Welcome to hell.
>Where did Captain Crazy go
I had to step away to make some food and got distracted.
>Do you know any rpg's you'd recommend?
Not particularly. I don't really play RPG's anymore.
Black Desert was the last thing I played. Ranger class is pretty decent.
>Statistically most of you kill yourselves
That statistic is also skewed. The majority of Schizophrenics never seek medical attention.
If anything, that statistic points to Schizophrenics who have been hospitalized, or have repeat hospitalizations winds up committing suicide at a higher rate.
Which would make sense, since they pump you full of mind altering drugs.

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Okay what’s the worst thing they say? What exactly do you hear?

>You're nasty, user.
yes.

How long should I hike for tomorrow?

>Okay what’s the worst thing they say?
Agian, they don't really work like that.
youtube.com/watch?v=fL0_7YOZhfM
This is what they sound like most of the time.
>yes.
At least you accept it.

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>How long should I hike for tomorrow?
Depends on what the weather is like, and how you're feeling, user.
Hike as long as you can, nature is good.

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Is Shinobu your waifu too? Does she talk to you?
Do you have any other mental illnesses? [spoiler]Specifically pedophilia[/spoiler]

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>Is Shinobu your waifu too?
Yes.
>Does she talk to you?
No.
>Do you have any other mental illnesses?
None that I am aware of.
>[spoiler]Specifically pedophilia[/spoiler]
Nope.

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Has any electronic device ever tried to communicate with you?

Do I have some form of OCD? Whenever I play a game I obsess over what weapon or class fits me until I find a satisfactory answer, and if I don't I get this really intense anxiety that renders me unable to do anything. It's really fucking bizarre because I'm never this bothered by choices or am this indecisive about any non-vidya decisions. In fact for real life stuff I'm normally pretty decisive, at least for stuff that matters.

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>Has any electronic device ever tried to communicate with you?
Not that I can recall, no.
>Do I have some form of OCD?
I'm not a doctor.
>Whenever I play a game I obsess over what weapon or class fits me until I find a satisfactory answer
Sounds more autistic than anything. Like you have to play a certain way, or else you can't have fun.

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Hell yeah, well met Shinobro. I got one more question, about what age did your symptoms turn from personality quirks to defineable mental illness? My mother was schizoaffective, so I know I'm at risk, but I can't tell if the gangstalking paranoia and patronizing voices is mental illness or just shake n bake side effects

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shinoBUMP

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>about what age did your symptoms turn from personality quirks to defineable mental illness?
Somewhere around 17 or 18 is when they got real bad. I was having night terrors almost every night, constantly having anxiety and paranoia attacks. Hallucinating nearly daily.

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Do you think it helps to name the ghosties you see? I name mine. Spiderchan hangs out in my closet and around the ceiling, theres a new black staticky guy that hangs out in the hallway idk his name yet. Little girl in stands near me, her sister stands in doorways glaring at me. Shadow boys run into the brush on the freeway. Shadow blobs get hit by the cars on the freeway. What a world we live in.

They are all out of the corner of my eye though nothing straight forward. Not that crazy.

>Do you think it helps to name the ghosties you see?
No, I think it's the opposite of helpful, I also don't see ghosties.

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Fuck you.

i hate these threads because you are seeking attention for your mental illnesses and people like that are the worst

Yeah well if you named the voices they would probably be nice to you. Mine just try to scare me and they disappear for a bit. The more i think about them the more they appear though. Paranoia is fat. But im prettt normal besides that.

>Fuck you.
No thanks.
>you are seeking attention
He said to himself as he posted in the thread promising free (you)s.
We're all attention whores here, user. Don't act like you aren't.
>Yeah well if you named the voices they would probably be nice to you.
They aren't mean in the first place.

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>17 or 18
Damn that's young, I hope I lucked out and the schizo part passes me by. I've got enough on my mental health plate as it is
Neck yourself you newfag niggerfaggot, where do you think you are? It's best to talk about this stuff openly, rather than let stigma and fear simmer.

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i tried watching the first episode but it sucked when does this anime get good

They should be mean to you. I dont think your love for shinobu is genuine. What's her favorite flavor of donut?

at least i dont attention whore by telling everyone on an anonymous image board that i have schizophrenia every other day.

Nisemonogatari but if you want the good stuff now just watch the Kizumonogatari movies
GOREDEN CHOKO

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When do you really get the chance to talk to someone and ask questions about their schizophrenic experiences though ? Sounds like your a dumb nigger.

>Damn that's young
The average age for men is something like 19 or 20.
>i tried watching the first episode but it sucked when does this anime get good
I found the first episode rather enjoyable. Maybe you just have bad taste?
>They should be mean to you.
Nope, they're mostly just random noise.
>What's her favorite flavor of donut?
Everyone knows Shinobu's favorite donut is the one she's eating.
AKA all donuts.
>at least i dont attention whore by telling everyone on an anonymous image board that i have schizophrenia every other day.
But it's better to attention whore by saying that I'm an attention whore?

>Me being an attention whore is okay!
>But, you, no you're not allowed to be an attention whore! Because I need ALL the attention!
This is you.

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Can you do an average day in the life of schizofriend?

>I-IM NOT ATTENTION WHORING, YOURE ATTENTION WHORING

keep telling yourself that schizo

>Can you do an average day in the life of schizofriend?

>Wake up
>Let doggo out
>Let doggo in
>Get doggo some food and water
>Shower, bathroom
>Make myself food
>Fuck around on the internet until I eat again
>Then go to sleep
>keep telling yourself that schizo
Literally not what I said. Your reading comprehension is god awful, user.

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Can i have ur ssi

>Can i have ur ssi
How would I pay my bills, then?

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Work at the tavern I'll make out of ur ssi

>you will never be verbally abused by a loli vampire
the elder gods must be trying to keep all the lolidom to themselves piece a shit

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>But it's better to attention whore by saying that I'm an attention whore?
>Literally not what i said.

then what did you literally say

You seem like a pretty chill dude, user.

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>Work at the tavern I'll make out of ur ssi
Why don't you just make a tavern then I'll work there?
>you will never be verbally abused by a loli vampire
What's the point of even existing then?
>then what did you literally say
Not in the mood to spoon feed you, user. Re-read the thread. You can use the practice.

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I didn't need that feel, you fuck.

>enter a thread you know you won't like
>continue to complain
you are a real fucking retard aren't you? I doubt your even bothering to sage too
>What's the point of even existing then?
Pretty sure the meaning of life is currently being made - it's called Shinobu Project for VR, its free rn so check it out

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>You seem like a pretty chill dude, user.
I get that a lot. Like, way more than I would expect.
>you are a real fucking retard aren't you?
Damn, I've been exposed!
I think you replied to the wrong person, user.

>I doubt your even bothering to sage too
I don't think he's smart enough.

>it's called Shinobu Project for VR,
I don't have VR. I'm too poor.

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oh so now you dont want the attention, yeah thats what i thought.

>oh so now you dont want the attention, yeah thats what i thought.
No, I just don't want to spoonfeed you and explain every little detail of every sentence to you. Just so you can understand basic concepts.
You have to figure it out yourself. You're a big boi, you can do it. I believe in you!

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>I think you replied to the wrong person
yeah meant for but I'm gonna ignore that monkey and keep bumping bat

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Did she ever explain why she loves frogs? Green does suite her pretty well

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I'd kill my friends if it meant I could live as this frog stuffy

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>but I'm gonna ignore that monkey and keep bumping bat
Not a bad choice. He wasn't even a very good troll.
>Did she ever explain why she loves frogs?
Maybe, it's been ages since I've watched Monogatari.
>Green does suite her pretty well
Green is best color.
>I'd kill my friends if it meant I could live as this frog stuffy
That's kinda messed up, user.

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>That's kinda messed up, user
Yeah, I wouldn't actually though. Loyalty means alot
I need a pepe edit of this rainjacket

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>Yeah, I wouldn't actually though.
Are you sure about that? You sounded pretty committed.
>I need a pepe edit of this rainjacket
I'm pretty sure I've seen one. Didn't save it though.

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>committed
To my family and friends, kek even the law. If I was willing to break the law to get loli gf I'd have done so long ago

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>kek even the law.
Look at this square, following the LAW?!

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yeah I might get fucked over for cooking crank one day but I'm not gonna be the town pedo. That's living hell. Even the crackheads get treated with more respect

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Oh and on that subject, what drugs do you get prescribed? Anything good?

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>but I'm not gonna be the town pedo.
That's pretty fair.

I'm gonna abandon the thread and get some stuff done. I'll catch you later, user. Have a good night, or day. Whatever it is there.

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Ahoy, Dated a Schizo for about 4 years. Something very interesting about her "figure" he was always right about the situation, if she accused me of something Id always tell her to defer to him just because he was so much more cool headed and evaluative than she ever was. Even after dumping her I still think he was pretty cool, not nearly as much drama as she ever was.

youtu.be/s75UyMF_2d4 O:

doctor said we shouldn't be here. turn off the computer or i will do it again

The almighty random asshole with trips on an image board has spoken.

Tell the voices in your head to STFU. I'm trying to sleep and they're keeping me awake again

You too dude
Nice larp, now stop speaking in code crypto lib or I will change. your. life.

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hi again. im the crazy psycho one from yesterday who thinks about killing people all the time

doctor will hear about it.

OP is dead, this is now a cute and funny thread: vampire feet edition
>doctor
Yeah tell him he and his involuntary commitment can fuck RIGHT OFF back to the swamp he crawled out of

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If any of you mother fuckers starts gangstalking me again I swear to god I will flood your hood with as much of the nastiest crack from my microwave in less than 4 hours 4 FUCKING HOURS

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How do you know old boy? Do you work for him?

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cute and funny

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god i fucking hate comedowns

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Need to get my feet pics organized, this is taking too damn long

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last of feet

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goodnight

post femdom

feeling kinda bored tho
yeah sure why not

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>tfw 2 mb upload limit
fucking hell im killin the next mother fucker that spites me

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Hey nerd I just downloaded a bunch of Alan Watts lectures, about to listen to "Do you do It, or does It do you?"
You watched Kizumonogatari?

Yeah, and I'm a 'fan' of Watts too. Cool guy, great speaker. You into lolidom?

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What do you think of my gf?

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Yeah shes's pretty cute - seems harmless though, where's the edge? She got a dark side?

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Why the ' ' quotes my compadre are you being a spot dishonest with me?
No I think lolis / lolicon are degenerate and only good for being part of the supporting cast. Framing then as a love interest is foolish and not to be trusted.

Pic related is your brain, dopamine receptors fried, motivation killed, full of cum.

[spoiler]only joking[spoiler]

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who you replying to?

She's super wholesome, playful, and cute! but she does get in a lot of fights due to her role.

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well its more I greatly appreciate his speeches and books even though I don't necessarily believe or follow in much of what he says
>cumbrain
not if I edge till my dick bleeds, makes it impossible to fap for a week - drugs have fried my brain more than a lifetime of fapping

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...

Thanks for re-linking. Your post got auto filtered for some reason so I didn't see it until the link.
Yeah I don't exactly follow him like a dogma or anything but I try to take bits of what he says as inspiration.
I think he once said "it never hurts to help" and that just stuck. It didn't seem like a "Watts" thing to say yet he said it to an auditorium of people.
>Cummybrain
I just love throwing that meme around if it gives me an excuse to post gomennasai.

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i wonder what games shed like to play

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Shinobu VR sim
Titanfall 2
Bloodborne
Minecraft
Not in that order.

>loli cop anime
I havent but dipped in the threads, is she worth watcing it for?
>Bloodborne
goddamn that sounds like a great time

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What's your favourite food?

>Lolicop
It's pretty solid although they spent 1/2 the budget on OP and ED so you get some hilariously bad animation at points.
It's fun to join the weekly threads and complain about the shows highs and lows with cunnyfags.
I watch because it's a light buddycop noir fantasy.

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For anyone that's interested, here's a link to the Shinobu Project official page - its made for VR but you don't need it to run the game
patreon.com/posts/25448482

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thats about what I expected - I'll check it out, the dogakobo threads have been getting stale anyways

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You play Vidya shiobu dude.
Shinodude
.
Jahaa cool name.
Look alike you got yourself a nickname hombré.

aight lads last pic
I've got things to do today

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sup, today i heard a really loud sound in the sky at 2am
the sound last 1 minute and wasn't moving
is the end of the world started?

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Goodnight my dude

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>Shinodude
I graciously accept this title and will defend it and a future for golden chocolate donuts
Nah user we're transitioning to the next phase

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hope it's better than this one then

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To be more specific, not just next phase but the next sphere

yeah I'm hoping for a loli wife. Though once I'm a wizard at 30 I might not care about that anymore

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Its like living in horror game lel

woah, i kinda got the start, but at 0:20 its super clear and there's only one voice. is it really like this? 'cause fuck.

Why don't you stop opening the same thread every day you fucking retard?

lmao rly?
how the fuck would the VOICES IN THEIR HEAD have any effect on their daily life?

You're right user!
Quickly!
Let's retreat into the hundreds of porn threads and dump more dopamine into our systems!!!
GANBATTE!!!!!

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What do you think of my tattoo Shinodude user? Just got it the other day. Do you like it?

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