Why am i aroused when im wearing feminine clothes and being obediant but right after i cum, im like.... Fuck that...

Also nothing about your sex life precludes from being a role model. Sex is play time for adults. It’s one of the few moments in life you get to cut loose and do what you want. You should not have to apologize for it, whatever it entails. If your kids are happy and well cared for and you got your shot together you are not failing anyone by having orgasms in an unconventional way.

Fuck. I was actually hoping that some bastards would tell me to killmyself or give me a advice how to get rid of my problem....
In return you bros are fuckin too nice and are actually trying to convince me that theres nothing wrong with me....
Shit i didnt actually expect anyone to be nice to me.
Fck.....

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I am probably a rare occurrence on this board. I am similar, no kids, but I’m bisexual and married to a woman and for a while I developed a cross dressing kink that I was afraid I wasn’t going to shake. But I did. I am not feminine, I’m quite muscular and hairy. There was no way to keep that up. I just had to really integrate my bisexuality into my identity and accept that I don’t need to be super cute and petite and fem and pretty to be sexy in that way. Like I said, try some gay guy lingerie, harnesses and jock straps and such. Might get you off the whole sissy outfit thing like it did for me and put you in a headspace that’s more comfortable in your own skin.

Nice ass

Thanks i guess....

Anyone here has any advice on how not to be persuaded by my wife atleast i feel like its the root of my problem....

>you never opened up 12 porn tabs for an epic fap session and finish after a couple the be disgusted by some of the shit you opened when youre closing them all up?
My life, every day
It is completely normal to be disgusted by your fap material (or the subject matter) after orgasm.
It gets worse, nothing compares to the shame spiral after boffing an unsightly fat girl. All that struggle of trying to will a boner into existence, then all the poking around the fat rolls to find an opening seems like a great idea... until you cum, and then the awareness of your desperation comes crashing down. Even if hamplanets can be more willing and adventurous, I can't recommend it because you have to cum eventually and the aftermath is generally not pleasant.

Actualky that could come in handy. Any advise on buying that stuff i dont want to stand in a sex shop ordering that stuf tbh....

Because all of these things are kinks / fetishes.

Some cunts take it to far and make it a part of them all the time.. like trannies. It's literally a fetish they went full throttle in to.

Back out. Back out before you cut your cock off trying to make your kink accepted at work as normal

This site has a pretty good selection of men’s sex wear, and it’s all pretty cheap. Good balance of cute but masculine too.

circuitravegear.com/

Good advice.

I wount cut my d off but still my wife seems to like me in that role as a feminine slut...
Any tips on getting a female out of her pervy kinks cuz shees draging my sorry ass with her in that sissy pit.....

Also thanks for the link...

Because you arent comfortable with your own sexuality and the wider social implications of it.
You get to have fun and play at being obedient, being a whore. You wouldnt want that forced onto you though by society and if you dress as a women it will happen, or youll be considered a freak (for the most part).
Its similar to why plenty of Doms and Subs in BDSM communities are the opposite of what they are like outside of BDSM.

anyone has advice where I can find porn with guys in lingerie fucking girls?into that shit but cant find it anywhere

I hope you right atleast you made me feel better about my kink.... I guess after this convo atleast i wount feel too bad when a dom is fucking me while my wife films how im crying with a cock in my ass....
Damnit.....
Why couldnt she be more into cuckholding or smting.....

Start wearing lingerie and film yourself scoring i guess

If you cant talk to your wife about that kinda stuff you probably shouldn't have started doing it. I doubt you should be married.
Either sit down and say "its just a kink, this is only for the bedroom and its my choice when."
or "I find this makes me really uncomfortable and im not going to do it again as i dont enjoy it the same anymore"
Lastly if you want to continue "I really enjoy doing it but we need to be more careful with it, you may also need to learn how to be a better dom and understand what we need to do afterwards to make sure everything is ok.

People often feel very vulnerable after even mild BDSM, its normal, a good dom knows and understands how to take care of someone afterwards. If they cant they usually can not keep long term play partners and get a bad name in the community.

Why the fuck would you marry someone you seem unable to have an open conversation with about your wants and needs.

allot of women really like the idea of pegging, spoken to her about it before?

You're mentally ill, seek help before you become a statistic

Outside of our bed were a great team and talk about a lot of stuff we preffer to talk stuff out before arguing but when i mention our bed play and me feeling unconfertable after that she just talks to me in such a manner that i just want to crawl undet her heel.... Just like last weak she made fun off me for looking so damn feminine.... And in the heat of the moment i sighed up for a her transformation week. As she calls it....
Now my ass is used to being ficked by a strapon and my throat doesnt hurt when shee gags me.... Now she wants us to get a bull to fuck me for the rest of the transformation week.... My kids are still in camp and wount be back till the start of semmester... I am 100% sure shes gona plunge me down that dark pit called kinkswill......

I think were beyond pegging.....

No shit.... Really?

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