27 year old guy who lost his virginity tonight. AMA

Does your ass still hurt?

I actually got nervous about busting inside even though I was wearing a condom so I actually busted in the condom, outside of her lmao.

You know I thought that would be the case, but I feel no different. I guess I can say I got it over with but I still feel as weird.

Surprisingly, around 6 1/2 to 7 minutes. I've been training for this moment.

Yup

Understood but disappointed
Better luck next time user

Believe me, so am I. Thank you.

I wish I could tell you it was a perfect cumshot, but that's just not the truth.

Did she know you were a virgin, OP?

No. Thinking back, I should have told her. It probably would have gone better. But to me that sounds like a death sentence. Especially at 27.

Sometimes things take a few days/weeks/months to settle in. When my dad passed away, I didn't feel anything for a good few days.

I relate to that. Sorry for your loss user. Maybe desensitizing ourselves is a bit of a defense mechanism to cope.

So what changed that caused you to get laid finally?

Have you been working out more lately? Finally land a good job that pays and shows that it pays? Been more socially active lately?

What caused the turning point?

What took you so long?

This actually has nothing to do with me changing anything. I didn't actively go out to try and get laid.
I'm a socially anxious mess of a human who lives with clinical depression and tend to want to be alone most of the time.
I don't have a bad heart though. I care for people. I listen. I respond with real answers.
She moved back a little over a year ago after a breakup. I listened to her. I treated her like a human being and she just grew closer to me over time.
Eventually she got around to asking me about my life and I danced around it for a bit before letting the walls down and talking about what I go through in my head every day.

Typing this made me realize this seems more and more like a pity fuck.

Goddamnit.

Social anxiety. Depression that makes me want to be alone most of the time. I'm also not a head turner when I walk into a room. I'm a bit of a heavy set dude who loves nerdy shit like video games, screenwriting and D&D. So... that.

No need to spin it into something negative. Probably not a pity fuck and you just got laid, plain and simple. I don't think I've ever actually witnessed a 'pity fuck' IRL. Women don't tend to sleep with people they pity that much.

What makes you think it won't happen again?

Are you going to see her again? Have you texted her?

Sorry. I tend to do that quite a bit.
My brain sees it like, as soon as she felt bad for me, we had sex.
She just seemed like.. cold? After.
No text, no message. I asked if she got home okay and she read it but didn't say anything.
Its almost 4 hours and just radio silence.

I also felt extremely awkward after. I didn't know what to say or do.

Radio silence for almost 4 hours.

I asked if she got home okay, she read it and didn't say anything. I have this gut feeling that this was a mistake.

Go to bed. Don’t worry about it tonight.

Wouldn't be able to sleep if I tried user. Thank you though.

Looks like the thread died. I guess i'm gonna go play some games. I'll check back in a little while to see if anyone wants to ask anything else.

Alright young man, you need to butch up and project confidence. Don't tell her it was your first time and be really chill around her. Don't act like it was a big deal. If she brings it up, say that it was really nice.

DON'T TEXT HER LIKE A NEEDY LITTLE BITCH. Wait for her to reply. NOT ONE MORE UNANSWERED TEXT, I MEAN IT. This will sink you if you can't keep it together.

Confidence is a hard thing to project when you've been made out to be less than human by everyone around you since you were a child.

I get what you're saying. Its not even that I feel needy. Its just like.....Did you not die on the way home? Idk. Probably just a little baby back bitch.

Yeah, just take caution in that area. Just like you want to be alone sometimes, she would too. Give it time, let her respond to you first. The biggest pitfall is that you fall in love with her and invest all of your emotional energy and self worth into her. It'll make you even more depressed.

You got laid once, so you'll get laid again, either by her or somebody else. Just don't think about it to much or you'll either ruin your relationship or end up in a worse state.

ctr thread

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Where you from bro

Washington

>No new posts
not sure what that means

true

Missed this one. I'm leaving it be. Whatever happens happens. Thanks for the advice.

Any pointers to last longer? I'm possibly going to hand in my future of wizardom, but I don't want to end up being a two pump chump.

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You gay now?

Practice discipline man! When you're petting the one eyed python of throbbing love, don't let yourself go over. I believe this is just called edging. But additionally to that, don't watch porn for a bit. Just use your imagination and train. If you watch a bunch of porn you might have a preconceived notion on what its actually like?
Difficult for me to speak on what its actually like since tonight was my first time but as common sense would suggest, real sex is not like porn unless you and your partner are really going for it lol.

Nah, not yet. Maybe someday. wbu?

She probably fucked you cause she broke up recently. It's the easy way to forget your ex.

Not a total porn junkie, but I've got a fleshlight I like to use occasionally. Ofcourse this is without a johnny so I'm sure using one goes quicker. I'm just worried of the whole experience compared to beating off (embracement, actually warm pussy, smells). Last I beat off I did keep tabs on some movement but training is different from the battlefield.

Godspeed to you my friend, may pussy fall into your lap.

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Did you she get off?

Hope you enjoyed it have a good day/night

Doesn't help my self esteem but yeah, probably.

Should I ask girls about their days of drunken whoredom during their youth? The average 11 year old girl has already fucked 80 different men so I'm a bit cautious about putting all my eggs in one basket.

Did you reach the cledum on your first try?

Its different man. Just try to practice dicipline and staying hard (idk if you have an issue with that, me being a heavy set dude if I lose it, its gone) but same to you friend.

also what I've got in the back of my mind. I've thought maybe a cockring to give the extra thiccness but maybe some of those weird fucking pills you find in truckstops could help

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Not sure if you're asking if I got off or if she got off so i'll say yes to both. I went down on her for some time before I went in. Thankfully i've been given advice from lesbian friends of mine who knew I was untapped. I just wanted to make sure whenever it happened that I didn't leave the girl unsatisfied.
So I made her cum before I went in. Probably not a pro move, but I was nervous and went with my gut.

.......wut?

elaborate my nigger

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What the fuck is cledum?

I don't know about cock rings, never tried. Also I'm tempted to try those too but i'm afraid of any bad reaction I may have to it.

Agreed. Thls nigger must elaborate.

you get back here and tell us what your lesbian friend taught you. We must know the dark arts of pussyeating

>t. Virgin

Give us the key to the gates of Lesbian pleasures

Not too much to elaborate on my african american.

Basically we were at my apartment. Watching season 3 of Stranger Things. There was a touching moment in the episode we were watching. She came in close and we started cuddling.
She grabbed my hand and lead my arm to wrap around her. (i'm awkward so I didn't want to make any moves).
A few minutes later she just turned around and kissed me. That kiss turned to us making out.
We were both like... into it. Like a lot. It was pretty fucking hot. I built up enough courage to run my hands up and down her back and then on her ass. She got on top of me and after a minute or 2 she like leaned back, bringing me with her, then I was on top. Went from her mouth to her neck. She moaned. I was like YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (internally) because my inner voice was like 13 year old me going (its happening!!!)

Started to lick up and down her neck and then back up to her mouth and then she just full on took off her shirt and pulled my head down to her chest. She doesn't have big boobs but they are just fucking splendid as is.
She takes off her bra. Lick dem tiddies. While i'm on her chest she starts like clawing my shirt off of me. It comes off. She reaches down to unbutton her jeans and i'm like, alright, this is it. Moment of truth. Lets do this.

Kissed my way down, went up and down her legs, breathing into her crotch when I passed by, she moaned. It was awesome. Came back down. Went to the pussy and did my best.
She kinda moaned under her breath "fuck me", like I barely heard it. But I heard it. So I came up and just asked, yeah? and she said yeah. So I grabbed my wallet, pulled out the condom that's been in there for like 3 fucking years from a time I went out to a club hoping to bring someone home and didn't.
Went in. 6 or 7 minutes later, I pulled out (even though I was wearing a condom) and came.

Just like the porn we all watch right?

Very nice, but I mean to elaborate on what your lesbian friend has told you.

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Oh shit if that's what you guys were talking about then I just wasted a lot of time writing about how it went down lmao.

My lesbian friend literally just taught me about being gentle because clits are extremely sensitive. Once they're wet, tongue on and around clit, gently suck. Flick it back and forth. Every so often go down and give it all a once or twice over, make sure you're giving it all some attention, but as a rookie, just focus on clit stimulation but not to rush to it. Nothing too fancy there.

Yeah I just got that, it wasn't too much sacred knowledge, just replied above.

Would you have kys if you didn't get laid before 30?

Been there tried that. Still alive. Been through too much pain and suffering to let this bullshit mental illness win.
So no. I tend to want to be alone anyways. I find solace in solitude so I probably would be just fine if it didn't happen. It just felt weird to be almost 30 and be the only person I know that never got any action.

Did you even feel shit with a condom?
Only ever had gf sex once, in HS. Didn’t feel shit. Nor did I the only 2x i had again with a massage lady and an escort.
The day I get a chance with a regular girl again itd prob be underwhelming

How did you manage your spaghetti?
I don’t interact with others much but if a girl started prying into mu lack of social xp Id get flustered and likely make shit up

Shit's gonna get awkward if you her again

I'm not snipped so i'm pretty sensitive. Had I not had it on, I probably would have busted a lot quicker. I felt it, it felt great, but i'm sure it dampened a lot of it.

I tend to communicate pretty well. I just don't have the willpower to do it most of the time.

Idk if you read the other comments but she went through a break up before she moved back a little over a year ago and she short of confided in me. So we had open door policy on feelings chat, I just never spoke about my shit until recently because she wanted to know.

I don't talk about my trauma all too much to people because it feels like i'm a burden if I do. I just deal with it.

If you get flustered when talking about your issues, just let them know that its overwhelming. I feel like they would respect an honest shut down rather than a bullshit misdirect.

> Turtleneck niggas be like: *smegma intensifies*

If I what again? Fuck? I doubt it'll happen again.

getting fucked in the ass is not losing ur v-card

Kek

Common misconception is that all uncut dudes don't know basic hygiene.
I'm 27, I know how to shower and wash my dick.

urite.

>6 to 7 minutes with an uncut fag
shoulda said this earlier holy fuck

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I tried this; There are easy beginner cockrings out of rubber that are flexbile, thus minimizing any risk you might feel you have.
With it I last longer and have better control; Also the orgasm is intense as fuck and yet not as fullfilling? This often leads me to just keep fucking her, sometimes taking off the ring.
If I want to show my girlfriend I'm a good lay I go for the cockring.
And it does give you extra size, even if its just a little bit; She says she notices, taking that for whatever its worth.

Shoulda said what?

And how does me being uncut make me a fag? My dick went into a pussy.

dafuq r u smoking? Because I could use some right now.

Shitty weed from my normal dude, got it cheap. Anyway, I mean uncuts are usually faster blasters, even with rubbers.

That's interesting. What is the basic purpose of the cock ring? Does it just squeeze you to help last longer? I'm completely uneducated on male sex toys/tools/equipment/whateverthefuck

why are you such a fucking faggot lamow get rekt

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nice get. It restricts bloodflow, making your dick a lot harder/veinier. More blood goes to your glans giving that nice glossy look if you're in the dumps. Not really proven to make you last longer but keeps you thick. Problem is, shouldn't keep one on for too long, its essentially like choking your chicken but for real.

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Ah man, thc pen works wonders for me and my anxiety.
And that makes sense. I guess i'm somewhat happy that i'm uncut? I've heard that circumcision reduces the intensity of your orgasms. Not sure if that's true but I definitely wouldn't want to have any less feeling there lol.

Oh shit I do need to look into that then because being a heavier set dude, if I lose it, its gone. Gotta make sure i'm ready to go when I start. Blood flow and shit.

Do you regret not attaining your wizard powers before giving your nobility away to a thot?

I'm 25 right now, in basically the same boat. Debating if I want to get my shit together, or just go for the powers.

it might not help you on keeping it, but as long as you have it, you'll hold onto it. Bewarned you might get lanklet dick afterwards and fuck your normal erection, but only for a short while.
Don't drop it on a fucking whore. Least you can do is try an actual relationship before you sign away your nobility so there's incentive to move on in life. Frankly, I would rather not but most actual relationships kinda rely on lust for success.

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pretty much this; After half an hour at the latest you begin to notice how it starts to get uncomfortable, sometime even a bit painful. It's basically an easy out to maintain a really hard erection; for a time. Its a bit like coffee in the sense of borrowed time.
Also it does feel different, and kinda nice. I do sometimes even masturbate with it. As an uncut guy I would advise on lots of lube however, since it restricts the movement of skin; its almost as if youre cut for the duration of wearing the ring, which is a part of why the sex feels as intense.
And the lasting longer, for me atleast, comes from that restrictive feeling; Its a bit like the belt while weightlifting; the extra support gives you more power or something. I don't know how to properly formulate it.

Wizard powers? You're telling me if I didn't fuck I coulda been Gandalf?
Fuq.

Honestly man, its not that big of a deal. I thought I would feel different afterwards.
Like I would go to bed and wake up a MAN. A man with a renewed sense of self worth and pride. But honestly, I busted, came down, she left, and now i'm just where I was before.

No weight lifted off my shoulders. No special pep in my step.
Don't sweat it.

you fell for the meme but you can atleast say in confidence you're not a virgin

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>circumcision reduces the intensity of your orgasms

I doubt it. Orgasm is 90% in the brain, and a cut cock still has a vast majority of the nerves. Losing the glans might detract, but not the foreskin.

Admittedly cutfag, so I'm biased. But I thoroughly enjoy my nuts. The biggest difference maker for me is two things:

1) Time between nuts. Every day makes them less powerful, but you get diminishing returns after 4 or 5 days without busting.
2) Time spent actually stimulating. The longer you edge and build up, the more powerful it is.

Gotcha, gonna do some research. Thanks for the info!

Yeah! Fuck the mental illness up! You got this!

Interesting. That makes sense though. I definitely want to try it out at least once to see if its for me.

DIY it with a hairband/scrunchy. Not sure if you're the OP but you mention you're heavyset. Do you lose inches with pelvic fat? The cock ring won't help with that too much.

That's about it haha.

if you're actually gonna have sex, then practice edging. get to know the muscles that contract when you're about to bust and learn to relax them. this will keep you from prematurely nutting. also, beat off a couple hours before the sex if you know when it might happen. this makes your body less needy for da nut at the cost of a good cumshot

>actual relationship
Oh that's kind of mandatory. I'm reticent to a fault, and my inhibitions are a real problem. I can't even bring myself to sing or play guitar in front of close friends or family because I'm afraid to embarrass myself.

Now imagine how insanely nervous I would be to take off my clothes and touch someone with my genitals. Just thinking about it gives me a bizarre anxiety.

TL;DR
I'm a mess.

I wasn't saying for a fact that's what it was, just something I had read before. I only know about my own dick haha.

For me I can bust and within 5 minutes i'm good to go again. I don't beat my jerky that frequently but its never been an issue. I don't ever notice a decrease in power of the orgasm on repeat beats though. Obviously the more I edge, the better it is. So we're the same there.

I'd say its fucking me up more than it is the other way around but i'm coping. Every day i'm still here is a win for me, even when it feels like a loss.

Can't give too much help aside just either finding yourself or drugs, but neither are easy.

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Yeah i'm the OP. I'm sure if you're obese you lose a little bit. Nothing you wouldn't be able to push back though. For me its not much of an issue. I got what I got.

Huh, I guess that makes sense. I wonder if it's different in a real relationship, instead of just a casual thing.

Are you any more motivated to pursue more sex now?

yeah man, just tie it off, not too much, and give it a proper wanking. You might be amazed at how hard you can get.

Also, this is the weardest fuckin feeling. Last year, while not a virgin, I was pretty much an incel though very quiet and accepting about it. I would have been in this thread, reading along with you guys, hoping and waiting for the day to actually use that knowledge.
I don't really know how it happened, but at 28 I with little to no experience, I actually found a beatiful woman that is smart and sexy and wants to build a life with me, and more thatn that, the sex is actually good.
Also, fuck all the noise that porn doesnt teach you stuff. If you just see the fake BS as it is, fake, you can easily apply all the other stuff. I feel I am far better in bed having watched a decade of internet porn of all kinds of varieties. In the end it turns out its just about communication and learning what she actually likes, but having seen it before is simply a plus this it actually enables you to ask/try it out.

I hope so. Chick I'm talking to is just looking for some fuck, but I think she's convinced I'm not a virgin, so I tried to play it off like every experience I had was slow and romantic so I'm not dropped in meat pounding. This might of turned her away, but I don't think she has any more fuckboys to turn to, and she's desperate enough to fuck in the woods.

It might be a meme to make it, but by God's will we'll all make it someday.

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Brother, i'm right there with you.

Childhood trauma has put me in the position where I value everything more than my own wellbeing. People made me out to be less than human so I naturally believe my existence makes everyone elses life worse.
I'm riddles with crippling anxiety so getting naked with someone else and being in such a vulnerable position with them was like something out of my nightmares.

The only reason why I was comfortable enough to do it with this girl today was because we spent a lot of time talking before. Months of talking about feelings, and deep talk about life. She opened up to me. and I just started opening up to her.

Bringing the walls down was terrifying. But its necessary in life to learn to communicate, even when you feel like you cant.

Oh sure, and I'm not saying for a fact it's untrue. It just sounds dubious.

And you really don't get the diminishing returns on the second or third nut?

My record is like 6 in one day, and by the last one, it just started to feel like self-abuse. My dick just wheezed and fell over, and I went back to playing video games.

Oh I feel like a real relationship is a different ballpark man.

And no.

Anxiety is a motherfucker and I tend to crave isolation. Because today was awkward as fuck after and I still haven't heard from her, it kinda makes me want to get away from it even more.

My cross to bare in this life is that I can communicate with people, but want to desperately get away from them.

>anons circlejerk about circlejerking
honestly the 2nd nut feels a lot better but end up dribbling on your hand instead of some ropes.

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Damn man, that hit me in the feels. I'm happy for you user. I wish you the best. Thank you for the information and this comment.

I only do weed, really. Tried a number of things, but nothing does the trick like good ol ganj. I also had a good time with shrooms, but I've never been able to get a connection on psychedelics since that first time.

Finding myself is what I'm working on now. My passions have always been temporary. Right now I'm looking for one that will last.

Lmao, in actual volume of ejaculate, yeah there's only so much that comes out after a few. I moreso meant the intensity of the nut stays pretty consistent with me.

You don't need drugs man. I smoke weed too but I mean hard drugs. I went down the road of dependency. Would advise to steer clear of anything that would put you down that path

Just open yourself up, find the root of your brain stuff, where it started. What made you feel the way you feel and try and move forward.

I know that sounds like the most basic bitch way of moving forward, and i'm still working on this myself, but its irresponsible for any of us to project our bullshit insecurities and mental illnesses onto other people. We gotta be able to love ourselves to love others.

>childhood trauma

So you have a real clear notion of what that is for you? I feel the same way you do, but there's no clear moment where I can say other people made me feel like I should keep to myself.

Oddly enough, I was really outgoing as a kid. To the point of annoying the people around me. I even got a kick out of them getting annoyed at me. I still do, actually, but only with really close friends now.

Honestly man, you gave me the feels. I get it, I feel like I could have written almost the same posts not too long ago.
The only reason I actuaslly tried to break my loneliness was because of her. She was the first friend I made in a good ten years, and while I had freinds from shool, this still felt like this magical unicorn. When we finally got together a year later, I was anxiety ridden, but she already knew and eased me into it. Getting to know your partner is really fucking important, and doing it before the pitfalls of sex and romance actually helps.
That being said I do realise you can hardly plan these things beyond a rudimentary level.
I guess what I'm saying is dont give up on humanity yet. I was very close to it, actually spend a month in a hospital after checking myself in, and it's just not worth the drama. But I feel like you have found out as much on your own already.
Good luck mate. I think of you and am hopeful. I never thought I could say such a thing.

Well, happy nutting to you all

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hopefully in a rubber balls deep in a chick or atleast in her mouth

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For me there's no doubt.

I went through 6 years of straight fucking abuse from my peers. Was publicly shamed daily by teachers, the principle who would make me stand up on the auditorium stage during lunch hour while everyone ate and would make me get lunch last because I was "too fat for my age" which he would say into a microphone in front of the entire school.

People would put me in choke holds and bring me into the locker room showers and beat the fuck out of me, flip my backpack inside out and turn the showers on and just leave me there. Often times the gym teacher would egg them on.

None of my "friends" stood up for me. They just watches and laughed too. I was too afraid of standing up to them myself because my father was extremely aggressive back then (traditional hispanic family) he grew up running with a columbian gang so he had no problem choking me if I misbehaved and if I got kicked out of school or suspended, the fear of this guy killing me was real.
So I just took the abuse. Until one day I brought a knife to school and I decided that I was gonna make an example of one of them. I'd gut him in the middle of the hall and then spend the rest of my life paying for it.

I was one of the crazy people you see on the news man. I got real close.

You spend enough time around people telling you and treating you like you're a piece of shit and you'll start to believe it.

Thanks brother. I have hope. Despite all the shit I've been through. The abuse I've taken. The depths of misery I live in daily. I have hope. And I'm still fighting.

I wish you the absolute best and I genuinely hope your relationship lasts a lifetime with great memories made.

>the road of dependency
I actually feel kind of lucky in that regard. Opiates don't work on me. My dad is the same way. Neither of us can get high from them. And I really don't care for uppers. So that really just leaves weed.

And barbiturates, but those things just scare me. I got barred out on xanax one time, and I'll never try it again. Apparently I went into a grocery store with a ski mask and moose antlers on my head, and bought a shitload of candy and 5 pounds of sunflower seeds.

I don't remember any of it.

But I do need to analyze more. I really can't think of why I lost my outgoing nature, but if I'm gonna move forward, I gotta do something.

I was almost* I didn't kill the fucker. Let me make that clear lol.

this thread kind of rekindled my love for the chan...thanks anons

Now way sir, I only like my eggs two ways
>fried
or
>fertilized

I have a dream of being the world's greatest deadbeat dad. Traveling country to country, and getting some poor girl pregnant in each place, never to be seen again.

It's my dream.

Well i'm glad you got the bullshit out of your system at a relatively young age man. I spent a lot of time eating oxy like they were skittles just to escape feeling like myself.

Analyze with the intent of productive change. What did I do that I can do better now?
What used to make me happy?
What makes me happy now?
Set short goals.
Clean your room/house and keep it clean
Make your bed.
Just small steps forward and you're on your way man.

I'm working my way up too.

same

That's one hell of a MLK speech.

Fuck man, that's really rough. I didn't even know that kind of bullying still went on. Was that in Columbia? I'm in the US, and I saw kids be dicks, but not to that degree. And never the adults/staff participate. Really gives some perspective. But maybe I just grew up in a good neighborhood. Idk

>clean your room
Is that you, Dr. Peterson??

But no seriously, I'm gonna print out your post and pin it on my wall. Spend a bit of time pondering that stuff whenever I see it. It's really solid advice.

This happened in the US. My father was born in Ecuador and rolled with some rough people. He kinda grew up on the streets. Came to the US to change his life. Joined the Navy, became a better person and turned his life around. He obviously wasn't perfect but he did his best.

And yeah man I guess it just depends where you grow up. This all took place in Florida. in the 90's so... idk.

I've done my best to cope but those scars don't go away, I've just been learning to live with them.

I'm sure I'll be remembered as fondly.

And even if I'm not, the world will call me daddy

Who could ever want more?

youtu.be/s75UyMF_2d4 support revolution

Dr.Peterson! I couldn't think of his name!
Thank you!

Dude what he says is 100% spot on! Clean your living area first. Start there, make your bed. And just make small attainable goals man.
And thank you! I never once would have thought that this post was gonna go the way it did lol.
I was miserable thinking that this girl I had sex with was a huge mistake and that I just lost my virginity to someone who I spent months connecting with just to flush it all down the toilet and feel just as fucking miserable after, to chatting with anons and having an in depth conversation, thank you and everyone else here who has been reading for this.

I would take the advice in this thread and try having sex you faggot

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>'90s

That's when I grew up too, so I guess I really did get lucky. I hope you can share your coping mechanisms with others. I imagine that's the kind of thing that could use support and solidarity.

Awesome, we all got something out of this chat! For once, Yea Forums was a force for good, instead of just creating arguments or spreading degenerate porn.

Of course, there's still time for the porn.

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You know, I've always wanted to help people. In one of the earlier comments someone asked me what I did to change myself that led to me having sex today (I guess yesterday now) and honestly I didn't change anything.
I just care about people and want to help. I know how it feels to have nobody and I wouldn't wish that one anyone. So when someone is going through a rough time, I want to be there for them.
I can communicate with people pretty well. The issue is that most of the time my brain is screaming at me to get the fuck away from everyone almost as like a defensive mechanism.
Like, bruh, you've been hurt before and you'll get hurt again, stay away.
Sometimes it gets the best of me and I go ghost for weeks at a time. Other times i'm able to power through.
I just want to help. That gets me into trouble emotionally a lot of times because I end up caring way too much about people who don't give a fuck about me.

I'm still here and still fighting though.

Who knows, maybe my music will actually take off sometime soon? Or one of my screenplays will sell and i'll actually make something of myself. I fucking promise everyone in here that if that ever happened, i'd use that platform to help as many people as possible.

I need that semen retention for the big cums

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If that’s her than good going OP, she’s a keeper

I know right?! I come on here sometimes and look for people to have a conversation with and its all just hate speech and bullshit. We had something special here tonight.
I honestly can't thank everyone enough.
I was so fucking bummed when I didn't hear back from her. This kept my mind off of that all night.
Tonight Yea Forums made a difference for me. I hope it did for others too.

Yeah that was her. I think shes beautiful. I hope she doesn't ghost me. I'm just gonna leave it be and see how it plays out.

If I don't hear from her..... hey, I've been through worse. I'll be fine.

>my music

Want to share a link? If not, I get it. It is Yea Forums. But I'd be curious to hear it. I produce for a few friends who rap, but nothing you'd know. And more recently, I've been trying to make my own stuff.

Yeah that’s the spirit, man. You’re a good dude. You’ll make it

C U M M I E S

I am proud of you son.

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Unfortunately I don't even have a link to share.

The music i'm working on right now are just home demos I've been recording on my own.

I will tell you this though, in the next few weeks i'm gonna be posting these demos on youtube under the name The Recovery. Wrote an EP called Three Years In Six Songs.

Going to be posting those bedroom sessions up as I finish them.

...

Okay, I'll keep an eye out. The Recovery.

Is the YouTube account already made, or do you still have to create it?

I hate to be that faggot, but you have any social contacts man? I’d love to chat some time in the future

It's times like this I wish I did. I deleted my Facebook years ago. I think the only thing I have anymore is discord. Or email.

You know what, you seem like a solid person.

This link is a video on my channel. Where i'm gonna post my demos. There's 2 demos on there from previous songs right now.

youtube.com/watch?v=Hi88gaF5Eao

Yeah I don't do FB either.

I just hope my full name and picture don't appear on there lmao

Yeah discord would be alright, I don’t do FB anymore, other than the messenger app anyway.

Nice. Sounds kinda new age punk. Like a Rise Against or something in that. I dig it. Threw you a sub and a like.

And my full name is definitely on my account, so it's all good. lol

Nice trips, son

Just saw that, thanks man! I'll do the same, feel free to hit me up on there whenever. The new material I was talking about has an Angels and Airwaves type of vibe to it. Its the kinda stuff I grew up with, wanted to bring it back to what made me happy growing up.

If you have a link to your stuff lmk. Always looking to support up and coming artists.

#6128

I've barely ever used discord, but I think that's the right number.

I need the username kek

I might have a song on that channel? Not one of mine, just one I produced. I don't remember if it's on that one or my "moose head" channel.

MooseHeadMatt

I sent you a fr on discord

Ahh, so it was you, yeezus, all along. Should have known.

lmao, all this time.

*always*

Well guys.. The sun is gonna come up. Its a brand new day.

I feel considerably better than when I started this thread.

Thank you everyone who participated.

From one user to another, I wish you the best. Truly.

how does it feel to have that dick out of your ass now that your boyfirend came?

>thankfully
>she

choose one

Thank you.

>yeezus
nice

Hate to break it to you user, but it doesn't change anything. I was in the same place as you thinking I was a worthless faggot because I didn't have sex. Eventually I did get some puss puss but it doesn't change a thing. You just gotta know that you define who you are. Doing something or not doing something isn't going to change anything. If you don't like who you currently are then I'm afraid only you can change that user. Best of luck out there in this cesspit we call life. Godspeed homie