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I'm in love with a girl I dated for years and can not get over her at all. I feel nothing for other women and constantly think of her when I'm with other girls. Started to move on and she came back saying she feels the same way. Confusion and frustration.

I get hard tho I just cant feel it basically just a meat strapon

Don't get into programming. This field is fucking saturated.

Less than 0 interest in coding I can walk with crutches my legs work that much at least also hard pass on anything illegal prison would be beyond shit for me

Well IT work is booming, so some form of it aint a bad idea.

>hard pass on anything illegal
well then this is out of my area of expertise. Good luck user, may your masters be merciful

>minimal social skills
>no work ethic
>barely want to leave my room
>terrified of leaving my house
>diagnosed depressed
>start on webutrin
>have all the supportive friends a man could want
>porn doesn't excite me
>stop wanting food
>realize I'm not just depressed
>life just sucks and I have no reason to be happy
>realize getting old is not going to be good for me
>keep loading my shotgun just in case I work up the courage

I'm a selfish dick who's tired of living. By every logical reason, I should be happy. I'm tall. I'm not ugly. People like my jokes.

All these people put time and energy into being my friend and I just don't care about them. Or anything for that matter. I have every reason to go rape a chick to know what sex is like. But there's something holding me back. Keeping me from hurting people and ending it all.

Sure wish life had a guide book on how to be happy.

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Lmao, fbi-chan is watching

Where r u from?