Ask a Schizophrenic anything

Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient!
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How is your telepathy practice?

>How is your telepathy practice?
Not as good as it should be. Not too shabby though.

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White Light and Rainbows

>White Light and Rainbows
Yeah, what about them?

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Did you smoke pot as a young adult? I've read that guys who smoke a lot in their early to late teens are very prone to becoming schizophrenic. Had a friend who almost ended up there, but he only heard voices when he smoked.

>Did you smoke pot as a young adult?
I smoked occasionally. I smoke more now, though.
>I've read that guys who smoke a lot in their early to late teens are very prone to becoming schizophrenic.
There's a problem with that train of thought to. Does the weed cause the Schizophrenia, or does the Schizophrenia cause you to seek drugs?
It's probably the second one. As Schizophrenics are known to be drug abusers. Tobacco, alcohol, and weed mainly.

But, I know mine wasn't caused by weed, I had the symptoms before ever smoked. It may have made them worse though. That's a possibility.

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hi again

>hi again
Greetings.

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hello hello, I love you all

>hello hello,
youtube.com/watch?v=wTWOAJJ9s1g

>are you well, blonde friend?
I'm better? I can feel things. So there's that.
>is your head clearer and weighs less now?
Quite.

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Are shadow people real?

I do not understand this link.
I see! that is good, feeling things is a good thing. please continue to do well

Emotional support in this discord /AVxtb65

do you take meds? are you also bipolar?

Attention whore. You opened this same thread yesterday.

>Are shadow people real?
Are you real?
Are the items you acquire in a video game real?
Is a video real?
Are emotions real?
What is real?
>I do not understand this link.
>First three words
>Hello, hello, hello
You just reminded me of that song from the way you wrote hello, hello,
>that is good, feeling things is a good thing.
Not always.
>please continue to do well

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please do not call my friend names, I enjoy speaking with them

>do you take meds?
I do not.
>are you also bipolar?
Not that I am aware of.
>Attention whore.
We're all attention whores here. Welcome to Yea Forums.
>You opened this same thread yesterday.
Don't think so. That was the day before yesterday.
>are there feels that are not good feels?
Of course there are. Just not at this moment.
>I am doing my best tonight

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I just want to see another nobu picture

What do you do when your dreams are incompatible with reality?

hey again schiz bro

why did you stop posting here so sudenly? something happened to you?

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>I just want to see another nobu picture
There you go.
>What do you do when your dreams are incompatible with reality?
Same thing I do every day.

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What are your thoughts on portrayals of schizophrenia in media? Do you find them offensive, inaccurate, etc. ? If so, what would an ideal representation look like for you (ignoring the fact that the individual's experience will obviously vary greatly)?

Sorry if this is a loaded question or one you aren't particularly interested in. I want to avoid stereotypes and show a more honest example of schizophrenia in my writing. I'm particularly concerned about nailing this because the character in question begins his journey in a villain role, which I know is commonplace and often strikes a nerve with people.

>hey again schiz bro
Hello.
>why did you stop posting here so sudenly?
I fell off the planet.
>something happened to you?
Schizophrenia happened. I tend to withdraw from all social interactions for long periods of time.

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oh, so its something normal? are you used to it?

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>What are your thoughts on portrayals of schizophrenia in media?
Schizophrenia is portrayed many different ways. Is there a specific instance you're thinking of? A movie? A tv show? The news?
>If so, what would an ideal representation look like for you
Not a clue.
>because the character in question begins his journey in a villain role,
I think that concept is kind of neat.
>oh, so its something normal?
Fairly normal, yes.
>are you used to it?
Unfortunately, yes.

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Well in that case I'll let it pass...right now I'm angry with someone but I'm out of meds so I am searching someone to charge my anger.

>so I am searching someone to charge my anger.
What exactly does that mean?

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and how do you handle it?

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hi schinobu
what do you think about killing?
when is it right and when it is not?

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>and how do you handle it?
By giving in to it.
>hi schinobu
Heya.
>what do you think about killing?
It's illegal.
>when is it right and when it is not?
"right" is such a loaded word. There's no such thing as "right"

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what do you mean?

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>what do you mean?
I'm not sure how else to word it.

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so, you dont fight againts that? you just let it be? that doesnt bother yoou?

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Aaaaa nice to see you again

I'm referring to fictional portrayals. I don't exactly have a catalogue of examples, but the common complaint I read is that the more extreme/rare symptoms get portrayed as the rule, such as tulpa-tier interactions and primarily visual hallucinations rather than the more common aural ones. I'm not trying to suggest that visual hals can't be predominant to an individual, but statistically, they don't seem to make up the bulk of hallucinations for most schizophrenics. Other sensory trickery, such as tactile hallucinations are something I've yet to come across in any fictional portrayal.

Like most fictional portrayals, the truth often gets romanticized in the process. I'm interested in what aspects you feel (if any) have been omitted/overlooked in that process. I'd also love to know if there are any aspects you actually prefer be romanticized for the sake of story.

i know "right" is really different for each individual but do you see a circumstance where you think murder could be justified

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>so, you dont fight againts that?
Why would I? There's no changing it.
>that doesnt bother yoou?
It is the way it is.
>but the common complaint I read is that the more extreme/rare symptoms get portrayed as the rule
You're pretty much on the nose with that one. Stuff like visual hallucinations appearing far too clear. Or a lack of auditory hallucinations.
I guess the biggest problem I can think of is how it's often portrayed as unidimensional.
The creator may only focus on what the Schizophrenic is seeing. Not how they feel, or what their innate reaction is. There's a lot of stuff happening when one is in psychosis.
Most fictional portrayals make it seem like "oh yea they just see stuff".
Shutter Island is one of the better fictional portrayals of mental illness I've seen so far. It captures a couple different facets of what it's like to be in psychosis.
>Aaaaa nice to see you again
Howdy, user.
>do you see a circumstance where you think murder could be justified
Of course can justify it.
You can justify anything if you try hard enough.

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>It is the way it is.
So you just resign to accept it? Okay, I understand that, I do it constantly, but I want to know how you feel about it, if it bothers you or not, and before you say it, I will not use what I feel to compare it with you, after all, are different circumstances

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Can you diferentiate real world and hallucinations

Do have a headache, if you know what I mean?
Can a birds semen be made of chocolate chips?
Where's the Pocky at?
Can have a vagina if you don't a cyst?
Will I be the 48th president of the United States of America?
Please stop badgering me?
Fuck this dick?

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so what, for you, would be these reasonable reasons to murder someone

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>So you just resign to accept it?
It's not like there's another option.
>but I want to know how you feel about it
What makes you think I feel some sort of way about it?
>and before you say it, I will not use what I feel to compare it with you
I wasn't going to say that.
>Can you diferentiate real world and hallucinations
Yep.
>Do have a headache
Nope.
>Can a birds semen be made of chocolate chips?
No chocolate chips are allergic to bird semen.
>Where's the Pocky at?
Where it was left at.
>Can have a vagina if you don't a cyst?
Obviously not.
>Will I be the 48th president of the United States of America?
Nope.
>Please stop badgering me?
youtube.com/watch?v=NL6CDFn2i3I
>Fuck this dick?
Gay.
>so what, for you, would be these reasonable reasons to murder someone
If some had a knife to me. That's a good reason to murder someone.
I don't particularly think about murder a lot. So I don't know.

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Can show penor?

>What makes you think I feel some sort of way about it?
the fact that you are human and that humans feel things and that

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i have compiled a big list of banana facts, would you like one?

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/URMARV

Is it rough that your brain has claimed it's glory over you?
How much agency do you have over the stuff you do on a daily basis?

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>Can show penor?
Can.
But won't.
There's plenty of dickrates at this hour if you wanna go look at peepees.
>the fact that you are human and that humans feel things and that
While you are correct, I am in fact human; and humans do feel things.
I in fact do not feel any particular way about it. This can be said about many things. I don't feel much very often.
>i have compiled a big list of banana facts, would you like one?
Orange you banana I didn't make this joke?!


Yes.
>Is it rough that your brain has claimed it's glory over you?
That isn't what happened.
I am my brain, my brain just doesn't function properly all of the time.
>How much agency do you have over the stuff you do on a daily basis?
I don't know how to answer that.

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I wanna see a schizo peepee though not a normal one. Am cripple, can show my cripple wiener in return.

>I don't feel much very often

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I can hear the voices in your head OP...does that make me schizo, or neurotically paranoid?

>banana fact:

74% of a banana's weight consists of water

banana's contain a small amount of the radioactive isotope potassium-40

The fastest marathon run by a man dressed as a banana was ran in 2 hours and 58 minutes

A cluster of bananas is called a hand, and a single banana is called a finger

I remember an user did a similar thread posting images of shinobu, two years ago, and I think I asked him why he liked anime.
Are you the same user?

>I wanna see a schizo peepee though not a normal one.
Sorry, friend. Can't help you there. I'm sure one of the dickraters will ERP with you that they're a Schizo.
>can show my cripple wiener in return.
I'm okay, thanks.
>
>I can hear the voices in your head OP...
I can't even hear them on account of the music. It's blasting pretty loudly. Props to you hearing them over the music.
>does that make me schizo,
Yep you've officially been diagnosed as a Schizo now.
>74% of a banana's weight consists of water
I think this fact can be applied to almost any living thing.

>Asks if I want a banana fact
>Gives me four
I can't hold all these bananas, user.

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is schizo like MPD or DID? i dont understand the difference

>I don't know how to answer that
Dang.
Have you tried listening to Alan Watts?
One of his lectures, or a number of them really, deal with understanding why you do what you do.
It really helped me and I think it might help you if you could see things not from your ego or id (thought and instinct) but from your super ego which is hard to identify with or understand.
I'll post the specific lecture if I find it.

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Sorry, i forgot complete the phrase....

Do you think it is related to your schizophrenia? or is it something else?

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>I'm okay, thanks
Yeah you probably dodged a bullet their. It's very unpretty

do all schizos hear voices?

i see, have a good night n thread

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Are you seeing people? Do you talk with them? Describe the people (or person) you see.

>Are you the same user?
Most likely. I've been making these threads for quite some time now.
>Have you tried listening to Alan Watts?
I've listened to some of his stuff, yeah.
>deal with understanding why you do what you do.
Pretty much all of them do. The ideology he was trying to teach has to do with understanding one's self.
>I'll post the specific lecture if I find it.
Alrighty.
>Sorry, i forgot complete the phrase....
Don't worry. I was just replying to your picture with my own picture.
>Do you think it is related to your schizophrenia?
Yep. 100%.
>Yeah you probably dodged a bullet their.
I'll count myself lucky then.
>do all schizos hear voices?
Not all, but the majority do.
>have a good night n thread
g'night.

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Would you let someone slap you with a handful of E. coli infested shit?

For those of use (and by that I mean me) who are uneducated and curious, but not curious to pull up a new Google tab, what exactly is schizophrenia?

Well tell the voices to shut up. I'd like some fucking sleep for once. If you were F or a cute trap, I'd fuck the voices silent just so I can get some goddamn sleep. My insomnia is killing me

>Yep. 100%
Well, it's similar to me, but I don't have schizophrenia, do you have a personality disorder of some kind?

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How do I make the anxiety stop?

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>Are you seeing people?
No, not currently. I do occasionally though.
>Do you talk with them?
>Describe the people (or person) you see.
I don't see anyone right now, so I can't.
>Would you let someone slap you with a handful of E. coli infested shit?
Hmmm, nope.
>what exactly is schizophrenia?
It's a mental disorder categorized by delusional thinking, hallucinations and lack of emotional response. There's other stuff in there too but I can't recall all of it.
>Well tell the voices to shut up.
If only it were that easy.
>If you were F or a cute trap, I'd fuck the voices silent
Thanks, I guess.
>My insomnia is killing me
Do 12 jumping jacks, 3 sit ups, then jerk off one time to 2 girls 1 cup then drink the cup.
That should remedy it.
>do you have a personality disorder of some kind?
I've never been diagnosed with one. But I have a lot of the traits from cluster A.
So I probably.

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Alan Watts - How to get out of your own way
It's this one. Perfect.
I can also recommend:
>How to spend your time
>learning the human game
>the cosmic network
>the tao of philosophy
>the taoist way
>the law of karma
>The process of growth in the world
I can recommend all of them, but if listening to lectures isn't your style then try reading The Wisdom Of Insecurity.
When I listen to Watts I often play Minecraft for about 4 hours while going through a lecture.
Really helps digest it imo.

>>I've never been diagnosed with one. But I have a lot of the traits from cluster A.
So I probably.
And would you be able to say what you don't feel?

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Do you know where to find help if you need it or even imagine you need it?

>delusional thinking
>hallucinations
>lack of emotional response
To varying degrees these apply to me but I always though it was somewhat normal (except the emotional thing) and just wasn't enough of a big deal to talk about.

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i think the key is in localising the voices to actual people. to achieve the level of "unity consciousness" where everybody is true, personal, and innately knowing about you.

I've often wished to bring this into reality but with a weariness of the "aural hallucination" aspects of these drugs. I have experienced this phenomena (other people talking about me) on high doses of marijuana.

people are like speakers or radio tuners, what they tune into is up for grabs. and if you are tuning into something without an visible speaker, why have other people in the world at all?

love to hear your thoughts on this

>How do I make the anxiety stop?
Do the exact opposite of what your anxiety is telling you.
>I can also recommend:
I've listened to most of those. I'll check the ones I haven't though.
I used to spend a lot of time just listening to lectures. I spent a lot of time listening to Alan Watts and Dr. Peterson.

>And would you be able to say what you don't feel?
Can you rephrase that?
>Do you know where to find help if you need it or even imagine you need it?
There are plenty of places, yes.
>To varying degrees these apply to me but I always though it was somewhat normal
They are normal things that everyone experiences from time to time. Same with every mental illness.
The difference is those things are nearly constant.

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>Can you rephrase that?
I mean, what kinds of things you don't feel or think you don't feel?

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>love to hear your thoughts on this
I can't make heads or tails of what you're getting at.

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>jerk off one time to 2 girls 1 cup then drink the cup.

Bloody hell...you sick bastard. Even I'm not that much of a degenerate. I'd rather fuck your ass raw until we were both exhausted, even no homo, as opposed to that.
Time for 3 or 4 Soma to help me sleep and forget I ever read that....you twisted bastard

Yeah some things are just common with most people, but we, unfortunately, live in a society where it's looked down upon to talk about to talk about. If you feel overwhelmed though, definitely look into getting some counseling or a psychologist if you can afford it.

Why are you a weeb faggot?

GTFO

What's your favorite color?

GANBATTE!!!
user!!!

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>I mean, what kinds of things you don't feel or think you don't feel?
Typically if I don't feel anything, I don't feel anything. No emotions, except maybe anxiety.
No happiness, no sadness, no dread, nothing, just emptiness.
>Bloody hell...you sick bastard.
I was just trying to help you sleep, user!
>unfortunately, live in a society where it's looked down upon to talk about to talk about.
Can't go around making it seem like you're different than the other sheep.
That scares the sheep.
>Why are you a weeb faggot?
Because I'm on Yea Forums, and I'm OP.
>What's your favorite color?
#39ff15
>GANBATTE!!!
I'll try, user.

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Why are you mad weeb faggot?

They are pretty constant the "carrying degrees" is the severitu.
I used to hallucinate all the time as a kid. I used to see people in mirrors and if I looked thyself in the mirror in the dark it would look nothing like me, and would see things that weren't there at distances or against walls (one time eve cried myself to sleep because the walls turned red and I thought it was blood)
Things I used to think stupid I can't help but believe now (I literally have 2 lottery numbers memorized because I can't shake the idea that life just restarts when you die) and certain fantasies (which will not be named) are starting to bleed into reality, and I'm acting on impulses I swear I never would.
And I'm constantly fighting with people because they say shit that I can reconcile emotionally and I make some slight remark and it just turns into an argument because I can't reconcile emotions with logic. I almost literally cannot think emotionally (gotten good at pretending though).
Also pride is stupid af and anyone who makes decisions based on pride don't deserve their pride. Thats not what the arguments are about, usually it's about platonic love, grief, or respect (I know respect isn't an emotion but it provokes emotional response)

A friend, a friend!
A friend like me!
What do we see?
We see girls like you and me~

Is this Shinobu like me to my him?
A walking talking guide to all that's weird
A companion that keeps him from sin
Us the culmination of all he feared

Just let me be, okay?
I'm venting and it's almost done
I've said what I want to say
Now go along and have your fun
Too-doo-loo and all that jazz
I hope you don't think that I'm a spazz
'Cause you're pretty neat
and meeting you was quite the treat

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Worst hallucinations so far?
What "theme" are you ilusions?
Do your hallucinations reflect your fears or are they more random?
How does weed make you feel relative to your sober and hallucinatory state?

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> just emptiness.
well, you are exactly like me then, it's good to know that at least I'm not completely crazy

I would like to stay longer, but I just came in passing and stayed for a little more time to talk to you, I hope to see you again, i will go to sleep bye

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Those are some bad signs, user.
>Also pride is stupid af and anyone who makes decisions based on pride don't deserve their pride.
I know a few people like that. They bother me to no end.
>A friend, a friend!
A friend, indeed.
>'Cause you're pretty neat
That's a neat little poem you've made there.
>Worst hallucinations so far?
Worst? Probably something like spiders crawling on me or something like that.
>What "theme" are you ilusions?
They don't really have a theme.
>Do your hallucinations reflect your fears
Not that I've ever noticed.
>How does weed make you feel relative to your sober and hallucinatory state?
It makes me feel normal.
>well, you are exactly like me then
Sorry to hear that, user.
>i will go to sleep bye
Catch you later. Have a good sleep.

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Oh and to add (because I did specify as a child) I do still see things as an adult, but never in the light anymore. I'm also pretty used to it (haven't cried from it in like 4 years now) but all it takes is a single thing out of place and a whole room warps against me and I've got to turn a light on for my own sanity.

What Voices you have in your head ??

A man and a woman talk to you ? Telling you to do staff like beat people to death

Do you feel like everyone following you ?

How do you sleep

Do you have a girlfriend or how to girls treet you ? Are they scered from you ?

>What Voices you have in your head ??
That doesn't make any sense.
>A man and a woman talk to you ?
Sometimes?
>Telling you to do staff like beat people to death
That's oddly specific. No.
>Do you feel like everyone following you ?
Everyone? No.. I do feel like someone is following me sometimes.
>How do you sleep
By closing my eyes?
>Do you have a girlfriend
No.
>or how to girls treet you ?
Like a normal person most of the time.
>Are they scered from you ?
Only if I do something to scare them.

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I love you user

You should Come on Yea Forums every day your threads are so comfortable !!!!

I all ready miss you !!!

Do you have kik or something we can chat about schizophrenia

I am schizophrenic to

It all start whan i start to believe in god then i start to hate humans and to love trees to worship trees floowers

Hey do you sort of "see through" things when you hallucinate? Not literally like
X-Ray but like you can feel the hallucinations. I'm and I really have to turn on a light because even if I pull a blanket over my eyes I still feel the room, and closing my eyes the light show (can't remember what the eyelid visuals are called) just imitate the room then warp further.

>I love you user
Thanks, I guess.
>You should Come on Yea Forums every day
That's a lot of effort.
>Do you have kik or something we can chat about schizophrenia
You can add me on Discord Laxeris#4748 I don't use it very often though.
>Hey do you sort of "see through" things when you hallucinate?
I don't think so?

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What books do you love what movies what music ?

What lenguages do you speak

As schizophrenic i have Voices in my head telling me to cut my thong for reviling the secrets of gods

Like Christians muslims and jews are some things

And we are pagan

Like jesus was just a niger

I am schizophrenic i speak greek russian Deutsch english Ossetian Circassian Hebrew polish latin and serbo Croatian flantly

I am from east Europa

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>I don't think so?
Was the "see through" bit confusing? It was weird even writing it like that just ignore it. Do you ever feel like they're still there even if you block your vision.

What's your favorite thing about Shinobu?

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How do I fix my extremely poor sense of self?

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Shinobu is bae, even though I often dislike the loli character.

Anyways I've heard the phrase "mental illness is not your fault, but it is your responsibility" and I was wondering your take on that. As someone who has no serious mental illness it sounds nice, but is it that simple?

Пpивeт мoй дpyг :)
Hello my friend
Я pyccкий cлaвян и кoчёк
I am Russian slav bodybuilder

Чтo ты дyмaeшь пpo нaшy нaцию и мyзыкy и нaш язык ?
What do you think about our race the Russian race and Russian language ?

youtu.be/nA0JOv5TFQs
Boт Для тeбя хopoшaя язычиcкaя пecня !!
Here is a nice pagan song for you

Tell me if you like this song or not ?

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>What books do you love
I don't really read.
>what movies
Hmm, off the top of my head, the number 23, Shutter Island, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
>what music ?
youtube.com/watch?v=YWN81V7ojOE
I like a lot of music.

>What lenguages do you speak
English, and a little bit of Weebanese.

>I am schizophrenic i speak greek russian Deutsch english Ossetian Circassian Hebrew polish latin and serbo Croatian flantly
That's a lot of langauges.
>Was the "see through" bit confusing?
Yeah kinda.
>Do you ever feel like they're still there even if you block your vision.
No not really.
I don't have that sort of hallucination.
>What's your favorite thing about Shinobu?
The fact that she's Shinobu.
>How do I fix my extremely poor sense of self?
I don't even know what that means.
>Shinobu is bae
Fact.
>Anyways I've heard the phrase "mental illness is not your fault, but it is your responsibility" and I was wondering your take on that.
I think it's fairly accurate, honestly.
It's no applicable to everyone, obviously.
Just because you're bipolar doesn't excuse you from being an asshole to your friends, as an example.
Even if your mental state is compromised you're still responsible for your own actions.

>but is it that simple?
Nothing is ever that simple. But, that doesn't make it wrong.
>Hello my friend
Privet suka blyad!
>What do you think about our race
I like the Ruskies. They're a pretty decent people.
>and Russian language ?
Easily one of my favorite languages.
>Here is a nice pagan song for you
It sounds nice, but I don't have any idea what he's saying,

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>I don't have that sort of hallucination
Hmm...well I never actually see anything that isn't there (except people in mirrors) it's always the world around me warping.....wonder if that's just closer to paranoid delusion than actual hallucinations.

OP is a tranny LARPer who needs to dilate and gtfo.
If you use animu pictures in every pic related to “represent” yourself, you need to be hung.

>wonder if that's just closer to paranoid delusion than actual hallucinations.
It sort of sounds like a hallucination, but not really.
>If you use animu pictures in every pic related to “represent” yourself,
That's not what I do, so I must be safe.
>you need to be hung.
Hanged, user. Hanged.
Meat is hung, men are hanged. Get your shit straight.

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Maybe he's just saying that larpers are well endowed

>Maybe he's just saying that larpers are well endowed
That would explain why my dick is so small. I need to start larping as a normie maybe it'll grow then..

I need to get some sleep though. I'll catch you guys later. G'night.

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Was actually thinking of getting some sleep as well. Thanks for indulging my hallucinatory question (of which I really need to talk to my psychiatrist about).

Night user

what happened to my feels thread friend

what do you do for money? is it hard looking people in the eyes when having a conversation? what meds are you on?