My girlfriend is a bit into fitness and she sends me random pics of fitness IG models...

my girlfriend is a bit into fitness and she sends me random pics of fitness IG models. I nornally don't pay any attention to them but this model has got me all kinds of fucked up.
it was intrigue, arousal, then anger, jealousy and depression.
i don't know what to feel. i don't know how to feel. I'm a guy with a girlfriend of 3.5 years, i shouldn't be thinking this but i'[m devastated knowing i will never be able to be with this model.

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i know i'm fucked in the head for thinking of this but my girlfriend would be, at most, a 3 compared to this 11/10 goddess.

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And I’m sure your gf has felt this about many of the male fitness models she doesn’t send to you

i've busted at least 8 nuts over the past 3 days to this goddess.
i've started working out religiously but i don't know what for. it's all in vain. there is no meaning in anything that I do because i'll never get to even know this model in this lifetime

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it's my fault that i'm not as fit as i should be and i'm sorry for her. i wish i put in more effort into my body. i wish i could be better.

Jesus Christ, kill yourself

ikr i probably should
at this point i'm not even aroused or anything any more. all i feel is sadness and despair.

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If you get rich you can probably buy her for a few nights as an escort.
That's usually how it goes.

there's no point. i've thought about it but it's just pointless sex. there is no fulfillment or satisfaction, just emptiness and ego.

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My god, sauce please sir

Like, OP. Not all, but a lot of the well known models on instagram from around the world are just high end sluts. Just like your peers who have an only fans on the internet, their real life is an only fans. As above, so below.

@cathrynli on instagram

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cathrynli on instagram

wtf I just realized how fucking lucky I am, thanks

Jesus dude. Sure she’s hot, but the Facetune and shopping on each pic is ridiculous.

She's probably bitchy and super high maintenance though.

>has blue hair
>no ass
>no tits
>only pretty face
I think she’s a crazy bitch all women
who paint their hair in an unnatural
color are wacko

i'm happy for you. i'm glad you don't have to feel what i feel.
i'm sure this will pass. i'm sure in a couple days or weeks i won't even think about any of this
but there will be moments where it will cross my mind and remind me of the empty little spot in my heart

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she looks like one of the cats from Avatar (2009)

You could be better, you're actively choosing not to. She's gently warning you to get in shape before she leaves you

thank you for your attempt to comfort me, i am thankful
but knowing that my girlfriend is not much compared to this model does sting me a little bit
i love my girlfriend. i fee; nothing but joy with her. there are good days, and there are bad, but looking back i can really only remember the good ones. this is the first time i'm feeling fucked over something like this and it's worse knowing that i am completely and utterly at fault.

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It’s not your heart the hole is in but rather your penis

it's alright. everyone lies a little. i'm lying to myself every day and that's fine with me.

i guess that's why unknowingly torrented the movie out of the blue then

if she does, and exactly because i'm out of shape, i will be happy for her. she deserves better, someone who doesn't jerk off daily to an IG model.

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>no ass
Look at the second pic bud
Man, we all feel this, there’s no dude in the history of penis niggas existing that hasn’t wanted to fuck a chick like her.
Thank you good sir

>i'll never get to even know this model in this lifetime
not with that attitude

I love my gf and she’s cute and calls me daddy, but goddamn I want a little Asian to play with. Is there anything better than some hairless Asian pussy?

sex wouldn't fix it. sex with the actual goddess would fix it, but for how long? the value diminishes each time. there would be no point. the leak is always there regardless of the patchwork. the ship is destined to sink.

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Jesus fuck stop feeling so guilty, it’s all your penis talking. You’re fucking delusional.

can't do doggystyle with her because I would shit myself if I saw that long gangly mess scittering about on all fours

I mean, you could jerk off daily to an IG model and also be in better shape. They're not mutually exclusive

You answered your problem there

it's not even sex i want at this point. i don't know what i want to be honest. closure maybe. enlightenment. acceptance that i'm fucked in the head and some things will never be.

and things might be better if it stayed that way, so it will.

maybe for my parents to tell me they're proud of me.

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call me crazy but take a look at their parents. some people age better than other.

You were never going to smash you having a gf changes nothing about that picture.

damn bro i know i'll be better in a couple days
just let me fucking confess my twisted dark fantasies

hey, no judging. you can be into shortstack all you want and i won't say anything at all.

i'm doing both right now, but it feels all very pointless. sometimes it's really hard to do some things when you know it makes no difference in your final goal. you sort of fall off the track.

that's a big "what if" situation. the biggest i have thought of so far in my life.

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She has an awesome looking body but there is something off about her face. Maybe her eyebrows.

Well then it's not about the fitness, really, why she's gonna leave you. It's because you're an unmotivated, whiny quitter

can you post some? i can't seem to find any pics of the parents.

it's not about me smashing tbh. just about me feeling guilty for letting an IG model fuck me up for a couple weeks

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Literally some skinny Asian bitch my god

i kind of like her eyebrows.

yea, i know. i don't know how to change that. my bad man.

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By not saying shit like that mostly

i might think that a couple weeks down.

damn aight.

anyway should i sign up for a gym or do i do push ups at home until i give up and abandon fitness altogether?

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I bet her pussy feel just like every other

she natural? nice body. looking for reference material to draw

>can you post some? i can't seem to find any pics of the parents.
no I mean just in general, no idea who this model is

i honestly couldn't care less. i think falling in love would be much more than sex.

i don't know, sorry dude.

oh damn, okay. I really can't find anything so i guess i'll leave it at that.

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welcome to being a married guy, bust a nut and move on, it never gets easier, especially if you wanna stay faithful