Off meds and going psychotic. AMA

Off meds and going psychotic. AMA.

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What's been on your mind lately?

black dickk

Thoughts go super fast. I’m turning hypersexual and euphoric

What are your exact thoughts, right now?

Big Black Dick

I’m so revved up should I go on a bike ride at 3:30? I’m also starting to hallucinate smells, or pheromones

can you smell colors right now? What does blue taste like?

No, I smell pheromones emitted by people and animals. Smells amazing like exploding flowers. My psych says it’s a unique type of hallucination

So the depths of my armpits or the crevice of my asshole would smell like an orchid to you right now?

Sounds like mania bro.
Make art or something. Best time to do it.
Or clean up your room while you got the energy

It doesn’t work like that. It takes like 10 days for my symptoms to wind up to hospitalization level. I’m still pretty lucid rn

Hey op you're going to crash hard soon just be ready for it.

what meds do you take? Diagnosis?

Schizoaffective is like bipolar only my mania has psychotic features like delusions and hallucinations

Yeah I got mountains of seroquel

Omg you too?

Schizoaffective, ocd, anxiety. I like lithium, lamotrigine, seroquel, cymbalta, and propranolol.

Seroquel is the big gun and I’ve stopped taking it for a while

Not even close to the same things. This is why I hate psych these days. No respect for the art.

Schizophrenia is more like bipolar but still not even close.

Psychoses is a hell of a crash.

Sounds a little fun, like free tripping

This is how im feeling too.

You're going to need an antipsychotic as well. All that's going to do is make you sleep. You need a barbiturate.

I know this feeling bro.
Find an anchor if you haven't yet

That’s the nature of the disease. You’re up, you’re down, wash and repeat til death

It’s funny..... when I’m in that state I am perfectly 100% aware I’m psychotic and in an episode. But I can’t control it or change it

Is it like being in two places at once?

is it like watching a movie of your life from another angle? that you can't control?

It’s like I am inside everywhere

Be a part of everything is a good thing, you are your surroundings.

It represents a disintegration of self which is a hallmark symptom of psychosis

The insane drown in the same waters the mystic floats.