>be me
>have had debilitating severe migraines daily ever since i can remember
>most likely due to the abuse of getting hit in the head a lot as a kid by my family
>go to every doctor i can for 5 years
>go through countless medications
>none of them work just cause horrible side effects
>father still refuses to believe me despite years of medical history and brain scans
>constantly miss out on life because of crippling pain
>every job i have ever worked makes me want to die since 9/10 days im there are working through the worst pain imaginable
>cant ever focus on anything with the buzzing that goes on in my head
>never tell anyone since peoples reactions to knowing i have them have been to either treat me like a child or disbelieve me outright
> constantly put up with living through a scared painful existence every day
anyone else here with this issue? its soul crushing every day i wake up and knowing its going to be an uphill battle
Be me
your just dehydrated drink a liter of water
>everyonetellsmethis
Two things to try- first, cranial osteopathy. Find a good, experienced osteopath who specialises in the cranial approach, not someone who 'does a bit of cranial' and not a craniosacral therapist because they don't know jack. Where are you in the world?
Second, pain management clinic. They can help.
shit sucks user. Worked with a dude like you for a few years and he never found an answer. He was allowed to wear headphones during work until the new manager came in and she wanted us all sitting in the same area with no headphones or music.
And respond to posts in your thread or you don't deserve help.
pain management clinic just didnt care when i went, got treated like they didnt take me seriously, insurance wont cover osteopathy i dont think, went to one before for a while didnt help. did feel good though, im in the us btw
where you work at?, i never have had anyone give me special treatment because of them
i type slow damn
could possibly be a spam post though it doesn't really look like the standard shit.
lsd
i worked at a cereal company. Cereal for animals not breakfast cereal.
when he first started working there we made a deal with him that he wouldn't have to answer the phones and could wear headphones as long as he handled some of the tedious excel/adobe bullshit that none of us wanted to put up with.
he was a cool dude but occasionally he would just tear up from the pain. If he was faking anything then he was a master of acting arts. he was pretty much forced to quit after the new manager took over. also the company started failing when she took over.
tl;dr
tried lsd and mushrooms, mushrooms helped but only for a day or so, and buying them all the time would be expensive as fuck, growing them is out of the question since roomates
they make cereal for animals? yeah i pretty much will do anything to get away from noise and lights when at work i feel for him there
animal cereal is a fancy word for mixed feed.
yep as far as lights the building was ancient as shit so no florescent and only old ass yellow incandescent lights. he did say he had something wrong with his eyes. Something about pressure or something have you ever gone to an eye doctor?
yeah plenty, my vision is fine. thought maybe it was something to do with my eyes for a while but pressure behind the eyes is super common for me.less so auras and what not. but i have several different types of migraines, he sounds like he had cluster migraines, that was what i was first diagnosed with, other types came later
i hope your shit gets better dude and i sincerely mean that.
I feel bad for you, user. I hope you can find peace. You are suffering in a way most people will never understand.
Godspeed, good luck, I love you.
Quit being a lazy nigger
I sort glass guy?
Have you tried neurontin. You should look into it. Generic name is gabapentin and if you take enough your entire body goes numb and it gets you kinda drunk. There is no way you would have a headache with 3200mg of gapapentin in your system.
nope
Nonsense. In vitro, grow em in the jar, in a locked box. Perfectly viable even with roommates.
hope so too, thanks guys means a lot. cant say im not glad most people wont understand though, still surprised no other anons really have any experience with this, maybe i though it was more widespread than it really is
not that but i was shortly addicted to painkillers, i dont think thats a good idea. but honestly i wish i had a few bottles still if im being honest
My gut tells my lyrica or gabapentin is your solution. Have you tried a benzodiazapine?
Gabapentin is not an opiate. If you feel like you have no other options try a high dose of gabapentin, 1800 mg plus. Start reading up on it bro it might chage your life.
How do i find adderall or generic?
Have you tried drinking liquor during your headaces? What happens?
Go in your dads nightstand and suck start his 40 glock.
could it really be that easy? maybe ill look into it more and try to start something up for myself
yes used to have a script for benzos since i have muscle tension related migraines
gets worse, every time.
make friends with the hyper spastics most dealers are on addys, they are all over colleges too if youre going to uni
also forgot to rely to this, looking into it currently im willing to try anything at this point
You should get revenge while you still can.
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Fuck you faggot.
Sorry pal, if it's migraines due physical trauma it'll get worse with the years, pretty much a lost battle.
I get optical migraines a lot even went to the doctor's about it one time back when I didn't know what was happening. it was a retarded 20 something roastie who implied I was making things up and told me to stop drinking coffee. I did a quick google search the next day and the fist result gave me all the info I needed. TLDR women are a joke and shouldn't be taken seriously.
made peace with the fact it happened and moved on, im pretty estranged from them at this point for obvious reasons.
well guess ill deal with that if they do. already have had them for so long idk if it really can get worse
>had female doctor tell me i was allergic to red dye and thats what was causing my migraines once because i was drinking a slushie when i walked in
Honestly i never went back. had a lot of people tell me to stop drinking coffee too though, its the naturalpath cult shit.
Not OP, but is there a foolproof guide to this?
Am often told you can literally kill yourself doing this wrongly, and it is painful as al fuck.