I can only get off to really extreme porn, and I always feel ashamed/disgusted afterwards

I can only get off to really extreme porn, and I always feel ashamed/disgusted afterwards.
How do I reset my brain? I tried no fap for 2 weeks and it didn't seem to work. I just want to be attracted to normal women again and feel comfortable having sex. I have a 7" dick, but I'm used to watching women take shit like pic related, so my self-esteem is pretty low. My view of reality is really warped.

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By jerking off to a normal porn that you find acceptable to watch. You're living in a bipedal dog, so train it like a dog.

It doesn't really get me hard anymore.

Share some examples of the porn you watch?

Start with extreme porn, switch to the normal one midfap. Or don't fap until you get hard to anything, then fap to normal porn. If your dog is chewing your shoes - you either give it something acceptable to chew, or hide all your shoes forever.

What kind of porn is it? Is it like this? ANd if so where can I get it?

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Shrooms.

I'm not gay, but this image is really fucking hot because of the implications. You just KNOW that thing went inside of her as soon as she was done taking the picture.

Embrace the degeneracy. I get off mostly to fisting, huge insertions, gaping, etc as well. It's hot seeing a guy or girl stretched to their absolute limits.

>her

When alone for too long I gravitate to beast stuff, but that tends to go away when I'm getting some regularly, I wouldn't worry long term :)

It's only when I'm alone for too long as well, but I'm afraid to go out there and start dating because my dick doesn't get hard for vanilla stuff anymore. I'm afraid that if I brought a girl back to my place, I wouldn't be able to get it up and I would embarrass myself.

The fact that OP doesn't reply to this means he's a larp

I don't feel like indulging in my awful fantasies.

Fucking bullshit.

Don't worry i have a gf after years of the most disgusting porn (dead girls/bestiality/scat/gay/tranny,etc) i didn't got boners from normal things, but when i got a gf i have never got a problen with the boner, but i still like the werid porn over the vanilla.
So no problemo amigow

Where do you find your porn?

Moar!?

Third world countries don't ban a lot of websites or web security, so i lurk over thor and some gallery places, i don't have one in specific because a lot of them are taken down in time to time, so... the only help i can give is to be pacient and take your time to find the diamond websites

I don't know where to get more, that's why I asked.

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