I don't enjoy living. What do I do?

this, you keep pushing and succeeding in things purely out of spite. Fuck every single thought you have that screams you don't enjoy life and it isn't worth living.
Keep on burning user. It never will get easier, only you can get stronger and more pissed.

Try to enjoy the small thing in life

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be the righteous change you wish to see in the world

I work a soulless 1600 to midnight shift at a job I hate and have no room for advancement until I save up enough to get a degree and when I get a degree the job I get will also suck but pay more and maybe have better hours.

I don't want to bee a NEET anymore but I don't have anything I enjoy enough to transition from this job to. I'm just so tired all the time, everything is grey and the responsibilities keep piling up. I see my friends just zip through this shit, they have passion and energy, older, younger, same age all are more successful than me.

Try finding new hobbies

You're already better off than a lot of people. It's always a grind starting out, but eventually you'll break through it. As you get older and more capable your responsibilities won't seem as big a problem as when you were younger. Don't get caught up in the past and comparing your life to others.

Op of advice. I don't even have a job and are looking for it 4 months straight, no pc, car or license, no money, living with parents. And I still continue no matter how shitty my day is, as it's your obligation

If you kill yourself you just leave other anons suffering alone bruv, if you don't want to do anything in life (get a job, have a family) then you're free to do whatever, like hookers and drugs

When I get older it'll get worse, I can't let go of the past because it makes my present so terrible and future so bleak. How am I supposed to get anywhere when I have so many duties while even my siblings live such care free lives? My brother is a NEET, failed the bar three times, is just playing runescape again and gave up, my sister is in college whoring around and used up all my father's savings so now I need to pay the bills as he is too old to work in his old field and is chasing some dream he never got to because of me and my siblings which I can't fault him for.

It's painful, nothing is going right and won't for a long time, I'm 25 already, I'm out of time it's over and I never got to do anything I wanted and never will. I want to just leave everything but can't because I still love every one and if I leave it'll set me back in further in getting a job to go to school to make more money.

You could try self employment, software development is easy to learn if you're interested in that. Become a porn artist, start a company (although that'll take 8 years to be successful)

How much do you make as a software dev in this world flooded with shitty software devs, Mr. Gates?

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Do you have any friends or family you can hangout with? If so, do it, when you go out with people you'll meet new friends, life gets better. But you also have to improve on yourself, become a healthier person

>When I get older it'll get worse
Only if you give up now. You're still young enough. You could start from nothing tomorrow and have enough before you know it.
You sound focused on the negatives. Life is never going to be perfect, far from it.

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By software I also meant games, there's lots of missed opportunities on mobile/pc ports. Making money depends mostly on you and I would recommend it cause it's self employment and if you have a house like user does, he's basically free to grow, if you know what I mean

Dude I'm 20, Never had a license, Never got my GED and sometimes my bipolar disorder makes it hard to get out of bed and walk two miles to my construction job every morning. It could be worse bro

A killing spree is in order.

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Lift weights. Exercise is an incredible cure to mental health and instability

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I just want this pain to end I look at my future and it's not getting better, I look to the future of the few I love and its not getting better, I was always a pretty positive person but it's like it all just sheared off one day, my grinding and saving meant nothing because I had to start all over once it turns out the family debt was drowning everyone so I saved them but what did they do with it? I know wasn't a mistake but it feels like one and it makes me ashamed I feel that way. I'm just getting sadder and angrier at nothing and everyone when I should be improving myself.
Self employment is a retarded meme by dumbass Americans who can't into basic statistics enough to realize 90% of businesses year over year will fail and fail hard regardless if it's a good idea and run well and they aren't good enough to be that minority.

>I'm just getting sadder and angrier at nothing and everyone when I should be improving myself.
Sounds like you already have your answer.

If everything you’re doing makes you feel that way, why don’t you just do the opposite of what you’d instinctively do?
Refusing to even consider making changes like this is choosing to suffer.
Life will be at least minorly uncomfortable, it’s inevitable.
Also consider therapy.

Improving myself goes nowhere too, I lost 30 pounds but an stuck at the last 10 I need to lose to get to a healthy weight and giving up drinking and smoking did nothing but make me miserable. I was happier drunk 24/7, pack a day and fat(ter)

Do the things you like in life

>I was happier drunk 24/7, pack a day and fat(ter)
No, you were just coping. Wasting away your youth with a slow suicide binge. Self-improvement goes beyond the physical. Find some good books to read, take up a healthy pastime, make a few friends, get laid, etc.

stop living?

I don't have time for 'healthy' pasttimes or friends becaise I work 60 hours a week, whores are cheap but add up and not fucking them is part of my 'cleaner living plan' so I've been avoiding them. But it was the only comforts I have and now I have nothing and will have nothing.

Uh, fuck that shit. Just get a whore and keep your shit wrapped my guy.
Also, if you have enough time to post on Yea Forums you have enough time to read and do other things. You have around 52 free hours in the week assuming you sleep 8 hours a night (and we both know you don't). That's plenty of time for you if you spend it wisely.

I read a lot but what good does it do me when it's all just pointless bullshit to pass the time and won't help? I suck at carving and don't really care for it and going shooting is fun but I need to drive 2 hours which burns gas and again, I dont really care for it.

>I read a lot but what good does it do me when it's all just pointless bullshit to pass the time and won't help?
There are lots of studies on reading. Yes, It's very good for you.
If you suck at something that's fine. Nobody starts good at things like carving, and even if you always sucked at it, which I doubt, you'd still be improving yourself.

Fair enough, I still don't think I should be fucking prostitutes but just venting helped a lot, thanks for the conversation, man.

Good luck. As long as you keep moving forward things will always be better, even if all you have to show for it is wisdom.

It's not meant to be enjoyable fag, it is what it is just express yourself creatively or something.

Follow your heart user

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I'm not talking about creating a product that needs to be mass produced, which is where most people fail while making a business, for that kind of self employment you need lots of funds. I'm mostly talking about indie development and things similar to that

If someone's not really mentally ill, yes

You are most successful than me , i dont have money to even pay toilet paper

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