My life is hell. None of you fuckers need to know the reasons, but rest assured I have more than enough of them to seek death and I'm not going to be dissuaded from doing this. No one will miss me and those that notice will be happy that I'm gone. I want to be entirely sure that this attempt doesn't fail like my past attempts have so I'm not going to use the radial artery, and I'm going for the femoral, because it's much more likely that I will not survive. Trouble is, I don't have enough medical knowledge to know how to adequately server the femoral artery.
use a circular saw, press hard on your artery and turn it on and keep the pressure
Jason Myers
just get a job where you can sit and take up and get a medical marijuana card, life will drastically improve
no matter how bad it is, as long as your job isn't hard work and you can afford rent, and you can be high every hour of the day that you aren't working, life all of a sudden becomes not soo bad
Samuel Murphy
use a knife
Hudson Hughes
You there, fuck you! Come drink and be merry with me! We'll forget all lives woes and I'll kick your ass until you're adhere to an appropriate level of gumption and levity!
Honestly this try it out or get back on it for a bit. Things will get better
Jacob Thomas
Why not just go buy some Xanax, take that and while it’s getting in your system, prep some heroin/fentanyl and take a way-beyond-lethal dose? Like you’ll be blissed out while you crash. It won’t be a fucking gruesome scene for paramedics/police. You won’t feel a thing and you’ll die happy.
Honestly I think you’re being a pussy cuck if you kill yourself, but if you’re going to, don’t make it a horror show for all the first responders or family members who find your shitty body. Hope you make the right choice and avoid death a bit longer fuckface. Oh and fucking blasting your femur with a saw sounds fucking terrible. Talk about pain and suffering
why specifically that way? why die at all? there must be reasons for your fillings? why not change them?
Hudson Rivera
I already smoke weed and had my dream career. It crumbled before my very fucking eyes and I can't get it back because of the nature of my field. I'm married, but my wife stopped loving me years ago and is using me for everything I'm worth and burying me in debt for her own benefit, because no one else will support her. Once my savings run out or I decide to stop giving she'll be gone. I will never be financially stable again, I'll never be happy with my job again, and I'll never love anyone else again. I'm not some stupid teenager going through a depressive fit. I have a fucking doctorate, that is now just fucking useless paper. I don't ever even use this website, I'm only here in the hopes that one of you depraved simpletons will actually give me the answer I need. Again, I won't be dissuaded. I just want to die.
Cameron Long
Because I already own scalpels. I don't need to explain it to you. Help me die or go away.
Liam White
>I'm only here in the hopes that one of you depraved simpletons will actually give me the answer I need What led you to believe anyone where was helpful?
i wish i had the opportunities you had going to college and all.
you know you can just go into the take a few sleeping pills, go into the garage, and start the car and let it idle. you will fall asleep and die and not even know it.
David Peterson
was going to suggest this as well, no need to risk a bloody mess that might not even do the job
on a related note, please dont do this unless you've really, really thought about this, things can be bad for months, even years at a time but rarely would death ever be a true solution
Lucas Morris
Man up lady. - the Soldier, tf2
There is no reason to kys if your life is hell.
There are even less reasons to do it the way you are.
You could get a trip to russia, get a gun there and murder Putin. At least then you were good for something. People would remember you. Doesn't this sound good? Leaving a mark on the world that will be remembered instead of killing yourself quietly and being forgotten.
Hudson Sanders
I could care less about being remembered anymore. I tried to have the world better and I lost everything because of it. I want ever supposed to be born. I'm only correcting a mistake.
Justin Robinson
The greatest science on the planet says that you are predestined to do everything you do. Basically if you kill yourself it is meant to happen and if you don't it was meant to happen. You have an unavoidable fate then that will happen. We are complex machines at the end of the day and as such reality is just what you make of it. If you are a predestined machine on a bunch of strings doing one thing, but you have free will what says that you can't change the course of your life REPROGRAM yourself and start anew. Change your programming meet 100 people a day talk to everyone you can become the ultimate Chad and become filthy rich make yourself happy by saying you are.
Cooper Cox
Stop trying to dissuade me people. Tell me how to get a hold of some fucking fentanyl if you want but I will not be dissuaded.
Again, help me die or fuck off.
Gavin Scott
No need to risk a bloody mess dumbass.
If you've got a car, a hose and some tape you can kill yourself completely painlessly.
Gavin Russell
Causality is a lie, you killing yourself is meaningless bring yourself meaning by living nothing will change.
Brayden Clark
This is what an incel will look like. I hope you look at all of the successful african americans and other non-whites and realize your time is over, you dinosaur white man. You belong in the dust bin of history and even your wife knows it, you dirty goyim. lol!
I hope she leaves you and gets blacked every night. I hope you have to watch her birth mulatto children, how does it feel to be a powerless piece of shit? G-d's chosen people are trying to scrape you dried crusted turds off of our heels, it's why we want to replace you. Jews will replace you, with immigrants. lmao
Except in the right doses those drugs are ecstasy and at the high doses they become excruciating there is no way on the planet to die peacefully by suicide it would be much more meaningful to live a fulfilling life.
Sebastian Morris
I'm intriguied. How would that work?
Carter Kelly
That's not how it works these romanticized notions of death are false if you shot yourself in head your cells will still die you will still feel pain for hours. Even if you are unconscious you still will feel the pain. Why not get a better life and not be a loser that resorts to throwing away the only thing meaningful they have left.
Nicholas Adams
And still it's a better way to an hero than making a bloody mess in silence.
Why don't you want to go out in style? The putin thing was just the first thing that came to my mind, school shootings also have a higher rate of death than cutting. Shotgun to head is really good, if you are in the us and able to get one easily. Fentanyl is ok, at least you get some final good time before the pain when they kill you. Helium/CO exit bags work and, at least if you take sleeping pills beforehand.
As someone really depressed, fuck you. At least do some research how to an hero.
Joshua Carter
I'm not OP dumbass I just wanna know.
Nolan Taylor
OP right? You supposedly got a fucking doctorate. You should be smart enough to figure it out with the list of materials.
Elijah Johnson
Can we agree op is a faggot and shouldn't die
Hudson Walker
I'm the poster, not that fucker. I have a large quantity of scalpels so it seems the most readily available method. Looking for immediacy here.
Kevin Hughes
Dont do the car thing most cars dont produce enough carbon monoxide to kill you
OP is literally a lesbian faggot, and very much should die. Please stop with the dissuasion tactics.
Austin Scott
Have you ever thought of maybe just running away from your problems. Tell everyone thats making your life suck to fuck off and eat shit and run away. Go to another country if you have the money. This might just be the best opportunity for you to take your life by the cock and balls amd change it to however you want.
Lincoln Lopez
that's what I thought, too, but OP is a faggot and committed to ending her life before actually trying to change their situation.
Jacob Green
Personally i recommend alcoholism and a healthy dose of a gambling addiction instead. Works wonders for the psyche
Jacob Moore
hey I'm trying to outlive my enemies and show those fuckers who can ultimately change the course of humanity by openly defying the laws of deterministic fate, and I think you can too whether you off yourself or not... you can instill your free will into the decision of either choice and tell the universe to go fuck itself and that although you may die alone, you don't have to feel lonely
James Nelson
as for the cutting I say I have no idea lol but I'd try just suffocating yourself with a gas like nitrous oxide so you'll die laughing and possibly painlessly
