What’s been on your mind Yea Forums let it all out

I really couldn’t give less of a shit if you are gay straight white or black I just want all the double standards to just be held to everyone else. I feel you man

It's been some time since i get these kinds of melancholies. Do you occupy yourself with activities? Or does it wear you down while you do them too?

you just keep going...
learn to love yourself
then love others. It always gets better.

I wonder whats the point of all this politics, race, religion it's all useless bullshit we are all going to die. People killing other people over such trivial bullshit

I got hit by a car and now I am slow and can't not make decisions by myself and the only woman I loved left me and I will never have a love any time agian and I can't get a job or see my child or get disability. Fuck everyone I didn't even get no any money for being hit by the car. I have major brain and spine injures and knee and elbow and can't do shit. It's really hard to live and I want to die everyday and I'm alone everyday and I can't even see my baby she's almost seven now. I'm 25 if your healthy take full advantage of life you never have a reason to be sad

Working out and staying on a schedule is the best thing you can do to keep your mind off things in my opinion

Completely agree, that's how i did it. Also setting medium term goals and goals for the day. What got me out of the rot was adopting a pragmatic and problem solving mentality, it certainly it's not as filled with novelty but it does improve your life

damn, hope things get better.

Bad things happen to good people that’s the sad truth I hope you find your way

Second this
Things will inevitably get better user... i know it's kinda fucked up to say this given the severity of your situation but it's the truth
Get well friend

Thanks. It won't but thanks for caring it's nice knowing someone is a kind person

have you thought about maybe getting a emotional support animal??

I just realized how sad I really am. When someone responding to you on Yea Forums is the only posititvity you get in your day it sucks to come back to the real world to get shit on and realize you can't go anywhere in life and all of this shit wouldn't even bother me if I just had someone who loved me. But I don't and now I'm retarded. Life's a black hole for your spirit it seems sometimes

No I haven't. I probably should lol I really like animals I want a anteater. Or a racoon

well for what it is worth i love you. I wish i could help you, I am an oldfag been here since the start.

the future really. California is super fucking expensive to live in.

37. Want to finish college. I have a shitty job that pays $17 an hour. I want to quit but I know I'll be board as fuck only doing school...but I'll survive that.

My real issue is the chip on my shoulder. I was set to graduate when I fell for a terrible woman. That would have been survivable except the dramatic end of the relationship occurred in 2008. My grandmother committed suicide and I found out she was cheating on me with my best friend. I was thrown into a deep depression and failed my final classes. The classes are given only once a year, could not for the life of me get an audience with the dean to talk my situation over, and had to leave until the class was given again. Since over 6 months elapsed since taking my last class at the school my loans started to send in their bills. Like I said, it was 2008 so nobody could find work much less a college student with no work experience. It took me a year to find a job and McD's making minimum wage. That entire time my loans went into default...yeah you can call but the thing is you need to send some money in and I had none. It was a fucking nightmare that was out of my control. It was like walking on the edge of a cliff and slipping and seeing yourself fall from the edge in slow motion and nothing you can do about it.

And nobody seems to understand. I have over a decades worth of lost earnings potential. When you get to be older you're not suppose to be angry. People hate you for being angry. I had so much potential and it's hard not to be angry. They look at you and they say "oh being angry isn't good" no shit it isn't good. But it's reality. I wasn't some fucking waffle waitress that wanted to act but never left their small town. At the very least I could have had an okay life. I'm still living with my parents because 17 an hour in a west coast city doesn't cut it if you want to pay for school too. I want to cry. I want to lash out. I want someone to understand.

idk about anteaters but racoons can be amazing. hold on..

I wanna be cute but I'm 22, overweight, have a receding hairline and thin hair that I can't really do anything with. I look kind of like a knockoff Seth Rogen and when I wear a ski cap I look like a younger Happy from snow white. Maybe I could make it happen with enough effort but then I feel like my social circle is going to reject me even though I'm not trans; I just want to uwu and to be able to go trapmode whenever I want.

I've come to terms with it though and still want to try anyways, at least until I know it won't happen. Hopefully the level of self-improvement I'll achieve will be enough for people to be glad for me rather than weirded out by me. I'll still be the same person, just cute.

Why do people live there?

fuck if i know. I'm doing 401k and the monthly i'll receive if i stay at my job would barely cover any sort of rent out here lol.

Very similar situation, glad to see it's not just me, hang in there bro.

that's fucked my dude you should move somewhere with cheaper rent... $17/hr you could be living well here. mid NA

what type of music do you like?

>Worlds gone to shit
>Money is a joke
>Work your ass off
>Kid makes millions playing
>Fortnite
>Tension everywhere
>Cutthroat everywhere
>Everyone’s a retard
>Fuck this shit I’m getting a bitch
>Going off the grid
>Living in the woods
>Gonna die in the woods

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Incredibly sad when I have no reason to be and too scared to open up to anyone because I feel like a burden, and I want to cut everyone off but I am sick of bottling everything up, and there is probably only like 2 people that give a shit about me but I feel like if I were to disappear they would care for like 2 days and then forget, I'm generally a terrible person.

meth, lsd, dmt, nicotine, booze, thc, amyl nitrate (kek). the works except opiates, those are all around shitty to me, was on morphione for 7 months in the hospital after a wreck and never want to do that again. And to user who said rehab - fuck you faggot I dont want to sober up, I have schizophrenia and when Im sober it drives me up a wall

That pic is comfy. I fucking hate living in the city, but have to in order to make a living.

right there with ya man.. Once my parentrs are passed then Im goin outr burnin, handfl of people will act like theyre so hurt, but they'll be fine by dinnertime anyways. nobody has came to see me or even called in almost a year now. Fuck em

Yeah the little things add up to more

Thanks. I definitely want to move. That's the plan. As soon as I finish school. Don't ask me why but it was terribly important to me. But after that I'm looking east and hoping to god I can find work. The west coast is too fucking expensive. My mindset doesn't jive with the people here now. Making 90k a year and spending 30k a year just on rent in a tiny studio apartment doesn't make any fucking sense to me.

I understand that my phone is dryer than the desert and half the time it's alway's people who you help for years that forget about you the quickest I'm afraid to do anything anymore, I get drunk at 3:00 am to try and feel better but it just makes me feel worse because I'm alone, hope things get better for you though man

Its very clear a female family member who is a child is being molested. She is too overt and informed - both would be red flags, but as an example she asks why penis tastes funny not if. If I report it someone is going to jail. What do I do?

the god damn sand people keep fucking with flow of spice and im trying to control the universe
>t. bibi aka בִּנְיָמִין נְתַנְיָהוּ

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The Spice MUST flow!

im just going through a hard time really, my boyfriend dumped my ass 3 months ago and i still think about him for all they "why's" unanswered, even blocked me from all social medias n shit for some reason

Your are grill?

I'm unhappy that people who speak the native mesoamerican languages are embarrassed about it.

Yep, im a femanon

yep im a grill

I wish a woman would appreciate me for once in my life. But I can't imagine any woman actually liking me.

I think I made a mistake
>move closer to job
>gf moves with me
>gf no job
>told her it is ok cause I have a good job
>my job gets a new director who hates my guts
>100% sure i am going to get fired >essentially told him to go fuck himself when he was a supervisor

Looking for a new job but I am worried I might of fucked me and my gf

After doing rehab 6 months for my gambling addiction and quitting speed and cocaine ( my fuel for the last 10 yrs ) I am left empty shell with no motivation and aspirations. Went to UK to work and make some money but all I see is my debt ( 250,000 HRK/ cca 40,000$ ) and years of no joy, just working hard to pay it back. I'm 28 and I feel like I ruined my life and there's no point anymore. I have no one and nothing in my life worth living for, every day I think about killing myself, what is life if I only work 12 hr shifts and sleep. When I was dealing and doing stimulans I was a God and on top of the world, had girls and friends, and now I'm just broken and with no life left in me.

Go apologize. srsly. Give it a try. Be a good employee.

also, congratulate him on the promotion, tell him it was well deserved.
You need to kiss some ass. He'll see right through it, but at the same it, it will push some levers if he's not a total asshole.

walked out on my job today coz i'm fucking lazy

Just came from the starting fluffy thread a few posts over and feel kinda sad for innocence. Call me a spineless normie if you want, even seeing the actual indirect purpose of it, still just bums me out. I couldn’t be evil if I tried, sometimes I think I can brush it off and it’s all different but naw. I sometimes have violent thoughts of ripping my dog’s legs off but I love him and wouldn’t ever want to hurt him, what would this mean and how do I understand and cope with these feelings?

Why didn't they pay you at all? Did they make you the perpetrator of the crash?

Thanks guys
I am going to have to suck up my pride

>mostly for my gf

Good luck Yea Forumsro. srsly.
pic related, it's you.

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this world is so shit but I can't bring myself to end it because friends and family would be sad

Im tired of my life.

have visited a park that i spent most of my childhood with my mother and brother, took 15 lsa seeds there, felt so fucking nostalgic and was tripping hard. Realized that me my mom and my brother deserve a better life, thinking about buying/building a house near a forest away from people. Now i meet up with my mom and brother weekly and buy my mom gifts. Helped my brother through a rough time no one knew about he was near suicide, those seeds saved his life.

>I sometimes have violent thoughts of ripping my dog’s legs off but I love him and wouldn’t ever want to hurt him
OCD, unwanted thoughts (I'm not shitting you). Of course you would never do, but still those thoughts? why

Jesus Christ is Lord and will hear you if you are willing.

Wish I could fix my fucking autism around girls I'm not full retard Incel level, just don't click like that. my social life was a wreck from middle school all the way up to my senior year ended up going full retard mode towards the end and saying fuck all that in my teenage angst and skipped most if not all of my classes choosing to stay at home and work then I joined the wrestling team and luckily enough made friends there that motivated me to keep my shitty g.p.a. up enough to graduate. I started doing drugs, weed, lsd, shrooms, Molly all that shit. Fell of the boat again stopped showing up to work just wanted to do drugs and hang out with the few friends I had. Looked myself in the mirror one day and was like "What the fuck are you doing user you need to tighten the fuck up" so I went to the navy recruiting station and got signed up stopped doing drugs and now I wait to deploy. I'm just worried that I'll fall off the bandwagon again and skrew around like the retarded oaf I am. I don't want that I want to be happy with what I accomplish in life.

I just want to land a new job my current job sucks so much dick

Because of a load of shit in the past I don't really trust my gf, we also haven't had sex for a few weeks now. I don't get why, she definitely enjoys the sex when we do have it.

I really want to leave the relationship but I hate the thought of being alone and I cba to try and find another girl. I also hate the thought of her with someone else.

I don't know what to do and it's making me so fucking miserable and want to die.

Thanks for asking.

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Anger that my mom works her ass off and does radiation treatments and her boss still doesn’t appreciate her, and makes her work 6 days a week like some nigger slave. I wish I could give you a better life mom, I’m sorry I’m a failure.

It means your angry and you want to hurt something that feels pain.

Only cucks whorship jews, You should pray to something kick ass like a big ass dragon like Tiamat.

I'm sure you're not a failure my man, there's always time for stuff to get better and I'm sure it will.

I can guarantee that you mom loves you unconditionally.

Why do white people fucking believe mexicans are "bankrupting hospitals?" What do you think, they're just running around, breaking their legs every 5 minutes?

this sounds like me... had to leave for the summer and i'm fairly certain she's fucking my best friend. i want to leave her but don't have the balls, will probably an hero before the end of the month so keep an eye on news in oregon.

fuck i need another cigarette

Thanks homie, I’ve been trying to fix things, but still waiting on jobs to hit me back so that I can actually do something with my life. I appreciate the niceness though, hope you had a good weekend Yea Forumsro.

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Trump fucking raised taxes from 8% to 10% on the $0-$9000 bracket, and lowered taxes from 39.6% to 37% on the $500,000 and above bracket. And he kicked 3 million people off life-saving food stamp subsidies while increasing our already ridiculous military spending.

WHAT the FUCK man!?

I miss her. I have to let her go, but I miss her every day.

The depressing reality that I'll never amount to anything of actual importance and will be forgotten as quickly as I was born.

Trust me man, it's so shit. I don't want to live with her but I don't want to live without her.

I want to kill myself too, but feel like maybe it's worth ending it before I an hero and seeing how life is first. Maybe you should give it a go too.

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I'm a full-time PhD student but I'm not exactly sure why or where I'm going to end up at. Don't really have a background in teaching.

I had to take it because my parents pushed me, saying that it'll be a good opportunity. I'm struggling a bit but it's mostly due to me not being motivated.

+ being full-time means I can't take any jobs, and my savings are drying up.

++ got engaged but scared that I couldn't afford the marriage and the lifestyle afterwards.

ending the relationship that is.

yeah, that's one of my biggest fears. To just die and be forgotten in a matter of weeks. No legacy, nothing.

Try to get a better job and file for bankruptcy?

Did she wanted you to let go? Or did you think it was for the best?

I did consider breaking up with my gf because I felt she deserved better but she'd always gets mad and said I was being selfish, that I did not consider what SHE wants.

I hate anti-Loli fags
1. for attempting to erode my rights and fetish
2. For being too dumb to recognize anti CP laws only stand for indistinguishable and actual children.

Anything less than a photogenically accurate and identifiable child is not a child

It’s just porn and porn is federally protected under the 1st amendment

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not amerifag here but I'd say it's because of their shitty health programs & Mexicans not having the right document / not paying taxes, yadayada..

god is dead, remains dead, and im fucking dying

try your best at making her happy. It doesn't necessarily means taking up a job to help financially, maybe help around the house, clean the yard, anything to brighten up her day

I feel you dude. Quitted after 6 months because the supervisor made us stay until 4AM without OT on a daily basis. (Graphic design for a big ad agency, suppose to be 9-5).

I worry that I will fail in my attempt in incorperating the shadow into my personality and instead be consumed by It.

Chronic depression and gender dysphoria. The gender dysphoria the worst cos I'm 6'1 ft and built like rugby player. Makes me sad cos I'll never be the girl I want to be

You're still a creepy fuck and shouldn't be allowed within a mile of a playground. Your reasoning, and attempt at justifying only achieves power through other creeps who will support you.

You're no different than a drug addict trying to make sense of your use of said drug.

>for attempting to erode my rights and fetish
but it hasn't stopped you from viewing / downloading / fapping to lolis right?

And these are what you're doing in the privacy of your own room. Unless, you want to express / show these traits in public?

I always thought garlic bread was overrated, but since my parents started buying garlic bread loaves I want it with every meal, it just goes so well.

only one way to find out!

Amen brother

depends really. in the abrahamic trio they say that God gave us free will. to actually have free will, then we must have zero proof of a supreme diety. I guess that's why both the papists and the mudslimes imbrace evolution, how else could it be done?

Society is fucked and dumbasses extremists are just making it worse.
We are no longer safe to express ourselves in our own communities.

I live with a fat bastard and I wish he would choke on the fist full size of peanut butter globs he throws on top of his quarter gallon of milk and mountain of cereal and splenda he has for breakfast every morning.
Seriously, how the fuck are you still alive you lazy ass 500lbs fucking potato shaped man child in shorts with suspenders because you don't have an ass to hold up your size 60 fucking blimp cloths.

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b/ro, just wait until you try buying french bread and making your own course garlic butter and heating it up in the oven...

just go full-blown homo already

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absolutely nothing besides the basic human functions, fucking sad

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your point?
>implying anybody gives 2 shits about your expressions

show butt

your shadow is your sober self user, dont stop smoking weed or you will turn into a sober faced killer, mark my words...

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>become a fucking chad
>bring girls over
>laughs behind his back while he's in the same room
>make him feel depressed

2 outcomes, he'll change himself for the better or the better outcome, fucking kill himself.

Either way, win-win on your part.

I’m used to being treated bad by women and I have self esteem and confidence issues so I completely fall in love with any woman who compliments me and treats me well. Any semi attractive woman could manipulate the fuck out of me if she wanted to and I’m fully aware of that.

I like girls tho

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No real children are involved harmed not photographed
Try reading the actual written law
justice.gov/criminal-ceos/citizens-guide-us-federal-law-child-pornography
The issue is they’re seeking out my threads to shit calling everyone pedos when we’re the harmless ones and virtues signing niggers are the real rapists

Holy Moly that book is straight propaganda

i've been working up the courage to off myself. i'm a depressed alcoholic who doesn't see the point in anything. my family hates me and all of my friends abandoned me because i'm so miserable and my erratic behavior is intolerable.

Either/or needs to happen fucking soon, his sheer laziness and general lack of hygiene is maddening.

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Went down a rabbit hole on YouTube last year learning about pizza gate and shit ... which led to some obscure videos about wealthy elites participating in child sacrifice to scare kids and harvest their adrenaline organs ? It disturbed me but my dad told me fuck it who cares even if it’s true ...
forgot about it and then the whole Epstein thing happened .. are there really fricks that eat kids adrenal glands ! Is this life

Got an early diagnosis of degenerative spinal disease a few years back. Lately been getting pains and loss of balance/muscle control through my back and I'm worried I'm on the downhill slide. I'm terrified of ending up a cripple -which is pretty much a guarantee in my future - and don't know what I'm gonna do.

I've been dating this girl for a few years now and she wants to get married...and while i was making a ring for her some guy asked me if im really ready to spend the rest of my life with her. It made me stop and think,forcing me to realize that she genuinly does not fit even one description of what is my "type". Not in personality and not in looks. Shes pretty enough but I dont remember why we started dating. After all these years I never stoppedto concider any of this and im coming up to a point where i cannot back down.

So now im just sitting here holding this polished metal band wondering if i really love her or ive ive just conditioned myself to do so...

there were only speculations & theories, nothing concrete.
to believe everything you see on the internet is just stupid.

what did the doctor said? Is there a way to slow down the process?

Slave away for a few years man .. my dad worked two full jobs for 30 years and then he went blind and can’t move his legs ... he had no life at all

I went to UK and I'm making tripple money than I did in Croatia, but I still have to slave 2-3 years just to get to 0. Problem is, I don't have any motivation, I'm empty inside. My life was a constant rollercoaster, I was living 200mph and now I crashed so hard that I litetally cry every night.
I just want to finish my house, set up a workshop and do what I love, not work some shitty job I hate. And I know I could make it all happen in the next 5 -7 years. But I lack the drive I had. I'm used to "I want it all and I want it now" state of mind and can't get out of that hole.
You can't file for personal bankrupcy here, you just get your account blocked and interests are acumulating leaving you forever slave to the bank. That's why it's so important I pay them back or they'll take my house and then I wont have anything, literally.
It could be worse, I guess, but I can't believe I fucked up this bad and 2 years ago I was loaded and had it all - a car, a long term girlfriend, no debts, lots of friends and every day something was happening.
Now it's just shit. I feel like I ruined my life and at the same time feel like that was the best time of my life and I'm sad it ended and it can never be like that again.
Maybe I'm just depressed, 2 close relatives including a parent have clinical depresion and cousin is bipolar. Maybe drugs fucked me up even more and now it's a combination of mental disorder, drug usage and shitty situation I'm in.

How much do you drink if you stop would you get sick bad?

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forget money, forget what others think, everything. Be with her at a park / place where you guys can talk, see if there's a connection. Actively talk to her & see if she responds. She may respond in a way that you disagree, but atleas then you'll know she's honest & truthful.

Yeah a lot of those conspiracy videos really seem to be stretching it , but they pull you in

I've already crushed like 2 discs in my lumbar spine and 3 of the bones are now wedge shaped. My only real hope is spinal fusion surgery (which I don't have the money for) and even then it's no guarantee

I'm always alone, the people who I call friends never call or text me. my life is just wake up, go to work, come home, sit at my computer until 3am, go to bed, and repeat. I feel the weight of this constant dread on my shoulders at all times and it's wearing me out day by day. I never have any energy and I just want to an hero already. sometimes I even find myself daydreaming about how I would kill myself, but I'm too poor to afford a gun.

Idk what to do anons, I've tried reaching out to my friends but they don't seem to take me seriously or just ignore me entirely. I just wish I had someone to share my miserable life with :/

Does she contribute anything, my mom contributes zero to my dad and they hate each other for 30 years

look for new friends, usually via new activities so you'll have the same interest.

Old friends sometimes leave user, they have their own problems in life to deal with.

I intend to soon to see if i can really go through with this, but im honestly scared of the answer ill find for myself. Everything i look for in a partner she is the opposite of and I want to understand why despite that i ended up with her and stayed for so long. I feel like scum for even having doubts...but i cant help but wonder if i just never concidered any other options.

oof, tough luck user.
Maybe try alternative methods to lower the pain? I have slipped joints so I can't sit for too long & do minimal exercises occasionally. Constantly doing these lessens the pain.

My grandma is slowly dying of cancer. And i am deeply worried about my grandpa and my mom when grandma is no more. I suspect that especially my grandpa will not take it with the stance and practical approach he has had all of his life when the person who basically was his life finally is no more. Imagining him in this old giant house of his. You get the gist i guess. Also i have the habit of being attracted to women who appeaerantly dont give a rats ass about me. Dont get me wrong here, despite my long hair and cowboy boots i still get to score from time to time but this is not what i want. I want to feel loved again, to have someone who makes my insides all warm and fuzzy. But i am also happy that i have my brother who is always here for me and down to do some stupid shit.

Ok sad nigger hours are over! Come on , go to sleep / jerk off / eat ... try again tomorrow

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Don't kick yourself too bad dude, it's normal. I was engaged last month & felt the same way but whenever I'm having a bad time I would talk to her and she would comfort me & make me sane again. Sure she's not perfect but when she's willing to put up with my bullshit I was convinced I was in good hands.

user's right. Tomorrow's still gonna come no matter what, so might as well try again.

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Thanks man...it helps knowing im not the only dude having moments like this. Im going to try to work this out with her tomorrow since its late. Anyway i think I'm going to get myself some sleep. Been a long day. I hope you have a good one, and stay safe

Stepping from day to day, sometimes the best thing you can do is carry on and wait.

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at least a fifth a day but i need more than that to get where i want, which is passing out. my hangovers are bad and i sometimes get shaky hands, but that's mostly anxiety and doesn't last longer than a day.