I just realized how disgusting I am. Ending it all seems like the way to go. I'm planning on hanging myself. It's the only viable option, and I can't live with myself long enough to find another way. There's a 50% chance my plan will fall through, due to constraints related to body mass.
Any suggestions?
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dont do it man
That's a hard ask friend. I've done a lot of really really bad things
Such as?
I was thinking of using a shoestring, but I don't think my bedpost is strong enough
with that neck, you'll need a really tall tree
If I told you, ypu would wish me dead
But you're killing yourself anyway, might as well tell us
I live in Julian, CA. Nothin but tumble weed and cactuses.
The last two years of my life have been insane. I created a gigantic web of lies and it's becoming too much to bare
that's really not that bad man
I maintained a relationship in complete secrecy for over a year. I couldn't openly have a relationship because my family is extremely overbearing.
Do it life is not worth living
And I happen to live with my great grandparents. They think phones are evil, and sprinkle them with holy water before every use. I took advantage of this and created a false community service center at my school. All I needed was a gmail account with a similar address to the school's default one. I set up "community service workdays", which were mostly "mandatory" because I went to catholic school. They would take place every weekend. All day Saturday, and sometimes overnight into sunday.
During this time, I would travel about 15 miles by metro and get picked up by my girlfriend's mom. My train ticket was payed for by "lunch fees" collected from my great grandparents two days prior to the "workdays"
The emails I sent were extremely convincing. I had limited abilities, but I was able to create a fake staff member at the school I worked at. He was designed to be an intern, meaning last minute emails and other small mistake could be ruled off as rookie mistakes. I designed detailed itineraries, researched locations, and falsified permission slips as needed. It was a poor knock off, but their lack of technological hutzpa made them oblivious to the sleight.
Bro don't.
Become a rapper like me, I almost gave up but now my life is blowing up.
Or apply all of your pain to something beneficial to your life.
If you have any doubts about the means of an hero’ing, don’t do it. You’ll fail halfway through and become a half paralyzed mess. Just throw yourself off a building or shoot yourself, maybe shoot others beforehand and die by cop
>hutzpa
This system of lies worked incredibly well, and it reaped many benefits. It reached it's peak when I got all the way to Disneyland with my girlfriend, made my g. grandparents believe it was a school funded trip, and that I got my girlfriend to meet me down there with the group. Completely free of charge (which is true)
This went on for a year and a half. And it ultimately tore us apart. I also concealed a drug problem, stole pills from family members and neighbors, and even sniffed a few panties, stole money from my family. And I just can't balance the weight of it. I just needed to get that off my cheat
Post a picture of yourself or just your body, let's see how bad it really is.
Don't have any
And you don't have a mobile phone?
I rely on a TI-84 powered by a hamster wheel
Yeah OP show us how big you are then we can give the proper advice.
I need therapy? Why? What's wrong with me?
Trips of truth
I'll give you my weight.
Well you didn't hurt anybody
Everyone steals pill
That's why they have the commercials
Fuck I took my mom's pills(kinda needed them tho)
My g. grandmother has a nerve condition that causes horrifc pain the right side of her face. I stole the hydrocodone they prescribed for the pain.
dont do it man
Lose weight
Did u take full bottles
Did she need them often
All the shit you mentioned does not sounds nearly enough for an hero. Sit the fuck down, chill out and let your moralfag trip pass
