What lead to you feminization? was it hypnosis? crossdressing? bisexuality?

cant imagine doing any of that without a proper dose of molly and weed and a regularly scheduled hypnosis regimen

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i'm glad to know the rabbit hole can stop at this reasonable point

Not op but name is Sasha foxxx

this is all i have

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so .. I was the little brother of 3 ( 2 older sisters ). I was very curious and and naughty. One day when I was like 7 I saw my two sisters in their undies by accident (I entered their room at the best/worst moment posible (?)). I immediatly felt an urge to know why they where wearing different underwear than men (I was stupid I know but I was very young). That's when I started raiding drawers (lingerie ones). I was grounded before I was able to try some panties on. That's when my curiosity got even worse and realized I had to do it to get to know why and what could happen. The first time I actually tried some panties I immediatly got a boner (you know womens clothes are tight and they did something to my little sissy cock) (didnt know what a boner was but it felt amazing). Then I grew up and my sexuality developed with a fetish for lingerie. I then discovered weird types of porn like shemales and crossdressing and felt identified so thats why and how one thing lead to another and Im now writing this

Yeah ,I mean, I think it varies on the person and how badly they want it. I don't think it can fully turn you into a sissy slut or whatever their intent is unless that desire is there. Even the highly touted Bambi files have their limits I suspect.

I’ve used some hypnosis. Isabella Valentine made me wear panties. Otherwise the trauma of being cheated on, cucked, and dumped has done the rest.

this is OPs spirit animal

bambi uniform lock

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bimbo envy/femdom

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Oh rite, and this.

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i feel this a lot, i'm truthfully a switch but i've never been dominated like i like to dominate, i envy sluts who can get dicked down hard

wishing I had a bigger dick when I jerked off because I felt inadequate pleasing women because I came way too quick. Somewhere I turned into the girl.

you can please women without a mongo donger
unless you rockin a lil bitty weenie talkin microneckass

Hypnotic Wishes was my first taste of feminization hypno. Then Isabella Valentine. Sissy Jasmine and Arousing Audio/Thoth Rhobot Ghod now mainly have my attentions along with the random vid on hypnotube that catches my eye. Arousing Audio/Thoth seems to have deleted their profile on porn hub now and mostly sticks to doing tamer Youtube videos. They're still interesting but not in the erotic/hypnotic sense.

isabella valentine was my first taste, what is Hypnotic Wishes?

yeah I know and I switch back and forth but I guess i got addicted to self loathing and buried myself deeper into femdom and degradation.

If only. I did the files seriously for a while and even done the uniform thing. The only thing it really resulted in is me talking in my sleep and a really insane DXM trip once.

I honestly think if I had a cute woman or trans hypnodom (light/loving...I don't dig harsh/punishing/brutal doms) that I'd probably go way deeper down the rabbit hole. But alas, I can't even find a compatible girlfriend into normal stuff let alone something like that.

I'm not even sure it's still around. It was a website that offered hypno files but I mainly stuck to the free flash animated hypno. It's ancient compared to what is out there now. Mostly just flashing images with words but at the time it was new and arousing.

thats super pathetic, get a hold of yourself retard.

any sites like femdom-pov, eroclips, bimbotube, hypnotube, etc...?

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adderall and 24 hours of betting myself I couldn't go deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole.

how?

i'm living what i imagine is a normie life with a normie gf who has no idea, i'm happy with what we are but can't imagine broaching the sissy hypno subject

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isn't that the subject of this thread?

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I have nothing usually just find tags on reg sites. I'll use those though got a specific recommendation for me? I like what you like. I also like Charlotte Stokely, Mina Thorne, Natalies bedroom come to mind.

I wonder if theres a correlation between antidepressants (SSRIs) and men becoming feminized. Both are on the rise

bambi sleep! has been mentioned offhandedly but is generally considered the pinnacle of feminization
all the files are free for download but you'll need an object (or ideally a slutty bimbo set of clothes) that you can compartmentalize bambi within or else she can start to bleed into your everyday

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def check out femdom-pov net but load up on your adblockers/anti-malware

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because your inferiority complex informs your sexual life, youve sexualized your trauma. Instead of getting a hold of yourself and integrating your bullshit, you've fetishized it.

rolllllll

xhuh

Yeah, it would definitely be something that an SO would have to bring up or hint at first before I'd even approach the subject.

bambi does as she's told

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Lived with girlfriend. Tried on panties and loved the way they felt. Then off and on for a long time.
Struggle against society and conditioning. World changed. Internet happened. Now living in a fully deranged world where I can feel safe to wear panties, meet a straight guy, suck his cock, fuck like a slutty cheerleader, get a nice pair of tits and still keep a little clitty. Shits cash!

I've always been a bit of a faggot but holy shit nothing is hotter than having a girlfriend who's into it. turns me on so much knowing how much she enjoys me in panties and letting her play with my ass. one day I'll let her peg me

Also check out Hypno-Fetish.
No coming back from that!

I was only 'feminized' one time, other than that I'm a masculine straight guy. Me and this kid I knew in middle school would watch his dad's porn and jack off together. it got out of control like this shit always does and we both got really into it. We would blow each other (no homo because we are just practicing for girls) all the time, and since his parents were pill heads we literally had a second life together on weekends when his parents were gone. we would walk around naked and have porn playing on the big living room tv and we would pretty much fool around all day. If one of us got hard it was weirdly normal to walk over and suck him passionatly for a while. We were pretty young so didn't cum too often but I would swallow when he did and not say anything because no homo just practice.

I started to REALLY like this, even though neither one of us really ever talked about it. He had a water bed (fucking sweet for the 90s) and we would sleep naked together on it and fool around through the night. CONT...

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I've got a slightly above average dick that was mostly the same size back then, which probably looked huge on a 110 lb skinny kid. My friend had a tiny dick, maybe about the size of your thumb or smaller, but I liked it because it was the softest thing I had ever felt and was super pale and hairless. He always wanted to spoon me when we fooled around on his waterbed but he was way too small to ever get close to doing something dirtier. Even so, i let him kind of dom me and would do real fem shit like wash every part of him in the shower because he told me to. He kind of treated me like his bitch when I'd let him. He kinda acted fem/dom on occasion because he would cry and moan when I made him suck me because he had a hard time without gagging

>I'd prolly suck his dick once more for old times sake

It was cucking for me too. Ex-girlfriend in college was fucking another guy the first year we were together. I knew and didn't like it but was too much of a pussy to make her stop or break it off with her. Her friends knew, some of our mutual friends talked to me about it, I just said I didn't care (a lie). One of the most humiliating experiences was when she told her entire English class she had "two boyfriends".

She knew I knew but we didn't talk about it much, it was just this unspoken agreement between us. I broached the topic a few times but she would just get defensive and say she "thought I understood how it was going to be" (they'd been fuck buddies before we started dating but I assumed she'd break it off with him) so I just dropped it eventually.

Of course there'd be times when I'd want to hang out but she'd be with him. It got to the point where if she didn't answer her phone for longer than an hour I'd assume she was fucking him. I'd have fantasies of her skipping class to bounce on his cock and shit. She spent half of spring break that year with him on a road trip to a beach in Florida. We kept in touch through Snapchat and shit but I would jerk off to the thought that she was probably spending half the day on her hands and knees for him.

When I fucked her the night she came back I noticed she had shaved her pussy. The thought that she'd probably done it for him turned me on so much that when I entered her I ended up cumming in literally three thrusts. When I pulled out and splattered all over her back she just laughed and said "Aww, did you miss me?" She actually thought it was sweet (not a quick shooter generally) but it felt so emasculating, especially after three days of fantasizing her getting fucked in every possible position.

They broke up eventually, and I stayed with her for another year where she was faithful (as far as I know). But the whole experience basically gave me a fem / cuck fetish for a while.

Havent done anything but just the curiosity of what it would be like to suck dick and stufc

This whole story is so sad, pathetic and disgusting.

oh well. I got more blow jobs in middle school than you will get in your whole life