Depression thread?
>Be depressed since 16, sunk in to it when my older sister went missing and was found run over a few towns over
>Doc says he doesn't want to put me on anti depressants so young so gives me psychiatry appointments who recommends cognitive behavioural therapy to limited success
>Be 19
>Still depressed turn to drinking and drugs, nothing seems to make shit better
>Be 22
>Get a girlfriend, still depressed
>Be 24
>Think about killing myself daily at this point
>Psychiatrist commits me for 3 days
>Lose minimum wage job because what's the point in trying
>Be 25
>Brief glimpse of motivation, I get a high paying job, lots of flexibility etc, things looking up
>3 months later depression sinks back in again
Any other depressed fags on here? I don't think I'm built to be happy. Every time something good happens it's a fleeting kind of happiness. I haven't been happy since my sister died.
Depression thread?
I was depressed but your story cheered me up a bit.
You're welcome
Maybe try going to church user. Idk what will work for you but genuine religion really helped my chronic depression to clear up almost entirely
Lol this is why i come to 4chinss
Your doctor at 16 was a moron. Are you on anti depressants now?
Just accept that is how you are. You can be a depressed miserable bastard sometimes, but other times you can enjoy the few things in life you have. Like shit posting on Yea Forums, hookers and blow
do what makes you feel good
started at 14 for me, probably because I was socially retarded. It's really gotten better for me, since I started doing shit I like and taking pills.
Only drawback was gaining weight.
Yo bro, kinda the same story here.
My sister died when I was 16, since that I have been deep down using drogs and being an alcoholic (still :)))) ) But man, life is strange, shit happens but U have to go with it. Whenever I "fell" in love I feel the same, I can't be happy, cause U never gonna feel the same as before, but the problem is that U are searching for it. Im 23 rn, and making some procesess with this shit. The only thing I can suggest, talk with ur family and let it go. We cant resurrect them bro. :( I wish we could. Keep on goin. Or just accept it that u gonna die anyway, everyone will, even ur mom and ur dad and ur best friend and ur dog. The only thing is when and how. I rather live till I can.
Cheers.
>be born into the wrong family who completely lacked the ability to love, motivate, educate, inspire...
>depressed as fuck at 35 when i consider the missed opportunities to become something better
to be clear I'm still a depressed fuck, but I at least go to work and stuff
The absolute state of humanity
2 things worked for me
a good prescription (hard part is getting the good psychiatrist)
running 2-3 times per week for about an hour
now my left knee is fucked and i can t run much anymore
but i don t even need medication anymore
so i started lifting and enjoying life
you are not your brain's chemistry, fix it so you can know if u can be happy user
If I had a sister and she died, I would definitely an hero
Similar situation, I started going for walks every day about a 7 km route. Got sick of walking alone and in the rain so switched to going to a gym, ended up getting a personal trainer. First it was two sessions a week, then it was three. Now I go five times a week, two alone and three with a personal trainer...
I'm just as miserable as when I started, but my body is fucking incredible at least...
You have an eerily similar situation to me. I'm 34 and adopted but also depressed as fuck and know I could have been something other than the lonley husk of a human that I am.
I eventually learned that life really isn't going to wait for me, and I just have to make a "am I normal today" list where I make sure I do everything i wrote down the day before. I feel like a retard, but it actually helps.
Also, don't shoot up any public place
I being depressed all my life, then fibromyalgia hit, when I was about 25, and now at 38 I believe I have some kidney failure for all the booze, just life mate, is all hard and bs, but I will die of old ha!, fuck you nature my mind and conscience is more important than your survival.
Yea, for me practicing yoga and meditation is also very helpful,
sadly I hate to run haha
same dude, I used to have a lot of sex but of course all this affected my sex life now I have sex like three or four times per year :( trying to get back my sex life.
we all just have to persevere and cherish them simpler times.
I practice with my suicide rope every day untill the day comes when i really hang myself
whenever i get sad i just remember this gif of the little girl thats terrified of her own shadow.