Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
I may take a while to reply sometimes, remain patient.
Free (you)s for all posters!
Ask a Schizophrenic anything
Owen Peterson
Xavier Roberts
Are you on medication and if so, what?
Xavier Morris
what's it like, in a more general sense? i know it's a broad question, but my mom has started tripping balls and i think she's showing symptoms, kek. talking about people planting cameras in the house and shit, listening devices outside the house.. lady is cray cray
Daniel Lee
>Are you on medication
I am not. I don't even take Tylenol. I strongly dislike all medications.
Nathaniel King
how many times have you made this thread i know this isnt the first
Jaxon Allen
>what's it like, in a more general sense?
Ever had a dream where you were lost, and you were running from something? The more you run the more distorted the dream becomes? Maybe you start off running through a forest, then you're climbing threw pipes far too small to fit in, climbing in toilets to hide, or some bizarre things along those lines.
That's what it's like.
Minus the dream.
>how many times have you made this thread
This thread? Once. You can tell it's this thread by the original post number. :^)
But, I've been doing this style of thread since like 2014? 2015? Something like that.
John Foster
well that doesn't sound all too fun, not exactly terrible either though. do you like talk to yourself or anything, see stuff that's not actually there?
Ethan Mitchell
>not exactly terrible either though.
Some have it much worse than I do.
>do you like talk to yourself or anything
I do talk to myself, very frequently.
>see stuff that's not actually there?
Yes, but it's pretty rare these days. I used to have visual hallucinations pretty often, though. They've become less frequently as I've gotten older.
Ian Anderson
hmm, it's been interesting to learn a little more about it. thanks for your time OP, i hope things stay alright for you!
Charles Bailey
>it's been interesting to learn a little more about it.
Glad I could shed a little light on it for you.
>thanks for your time OP
No problem, user. Take it easy.
Chase Kelly
Brump
Joseph Stewart
bumpo
William Martinez
What do the numbers mean?
Asher Collins
>What do the numbers mean?
Which ones? There are a lot of numbers.
Jeremiah Brown
The numbers, Mason, what do they mean?
Alexander Baker
What made you want to pretend to have this disability?
Kayden Watson
>The numbers, Mason, what do they mean?
You tell me, upside down Satan.
>What made you want to pretend to have this disability?
So people like you ask me why I do it.
Adrian Phillips
Blimp
Grayson Cruz
How was your day, OP? also who's the girl in the photos?
Owen King
Sorry that you suffer this illness, user. What were the warning signs that you were developing it? My uncle is a severely bipolar acute schizophrenic. So, I guess that makes me a generic candidate, and I'm already clinically depressed.
Ryder Cox
>How was your day, OP?
It's been okay. I had to go to town today to do some shopping, it was horrid and FUCKING hot. But other than that, not bad.
>also who's the girl in the photos?
Open your mouth, user. Here comes the spoon!
Oshino Shinobu from the series Monogatari.
>Sorry that you suffer this illness, user.
Thanks, but there's no need to be sorry. Life is life.
>What were the warning signs that you were developing it?
Paranoia was one my first noticeable symptoms. Every sound set me off, what was that? Is someone outside? Is someone breaking in my house? Every little creak in the house would set me off.
I've seen things since I was very young. Shadows, ghosts, mysterious creatures in trees.
auditory hallucinations. This one needs no explanation.
Those are the symptoms that I've suffered from the most, and were the most notable for me realizing something was wrong.
Chase Foster
If you tell someone what you are hallucinating and where it is and they try to interact with it does it get worse?
Owen Cox
How do you know if your other personality is in charge? Like what makes you relize "oh shit i dont even remember doong this"?
Juan Parker
>If you tell someone what you are hallucinating
I don't do that.
>and they try to interact with it
For that exact reason.
>does it get worse?
Yes.
One thing you should never do is interact with someone's hallucination.
>How do you know if your other personality is in charge?
How do you know when your other personality is? You realize everyone is fundamentally made up of around three personalities?
Ever get impulsive and do something you would never have done? Guess what another one of your personalities took over and did something for you.
>Like what makes you relize
I am pretty sure you've confused Schizophrenia for Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Bentley Nguyen
Do you listen to 21st century schizoid man by King Crimson on the daily?
Elijah Ortiz
Everything is a hallucination that I invite everyone to entertain, engorge, and enjoy.
Daily hallucination gifting wish fairy here!
DONE AND DONE MY TRUE PONY SON!
Easton Allen
>still making these threads
man your life must be one big bore
Luke Kelly
>Do you listen to 21st century schizoid man by King Crimson on the daily?
I do not. I'm pretty sure I've never actually heard this before.
The way the singer's voice is distorted though.. That sound...
Jaxson Foster
>Everything is a hallucination that I invite everyone to entertain, engorge, and enjoy.
Everything is not a hallucination.
Everything (that you see) is created in your mind. But, it still exists outside of your mind.
>still making these threads
>He's still posting on Yea Forums
Man your life must be a real bore, too.
Bentley Powell
What was the scariest experience caused by your Schizophrenia?
Benjamin Perez
Not OP, nor retardedly anal paranoiac vpns n proxies.
I'm a weaponized schizophrenic that most other diagnosed cover for. dAMA
Logan Wright
>What was the scariest experience caused by your Schizophrenia?
Ever been scared by the wind blowing?
I don't mean like a strong gust or anything either. Just a casual everyday breeze.
The way the trees move it's surely telling me.
It's coming.
Did you hear that?
wheels? It's a car, no, a van.
Wait....
It's coming back
They're here, surely, this time they will find me.
Luke Roberts
>That pic
Gave a me a solid laugh. Thanks, user.
Nathan Young
Slump
Anthony Edwards
^_^
Grayson Peterson
>^_^
Inexcusable.
Henry Hill
Decadent
Jace Martinez
>Decadent
Are you referring to yourself?
Matthew Hernandez
Akari
Juan Richardson
Jace Smith
>Akari
Get outta here.
Thought so.
Jackson Ramirez
not op here, i am schizophrenic too.
You cant associate your thoughts with your own self in psychotic episodes. Do you know the dark thoughts like wishing for some crazy stuff to happen. These are normal and everybody do think about bullshit sometimes, but when you are in a psychotic episode, your thought comes from somewhere/someone else besides you, and this starts to be your inner voice which demands things and all that shit, at least its like this in my case, usually thinking its gods holy spirit telling me something
Isaac Sanders
hello there, again me not op, these dark thoughts also tend to be some sort of vision at the moment when you are psychotic.
Justin Murphy
you first
Ryan Martinez
Owen Harris
That's the definition of a hallucination, I'm just the more convincing apparation that provides everyone with their love sub-mission in this NPC world I crafted.
I am the Singularity, I am Solivagus, and the Sifter of Sorting and the provider of Courting.
This is our Land, Digital Palm and Analog Sand.
Rainbow hunter of dreams, and cook of the pain in between.
No to suffer, no to shame; I am the words that live in every human's brain.
Jaxon Hill
This meme was made about me but I have no idea where or why it came about. Would have been nice if someone initiated me into it.
Was I just supposed to call myself Chad and voila? That would have been VERY boring everyone. The whole point of meme-ism is that you have to stick with the WORST PRESUMED interpretation if you want to be the MEME TROLL GOD 5K
China is my REAL target for trolling, I just wanted to isolate their language and customs sufficiently before I put my real legal wife, mother of my child, up in the spotlight.
>Someone had ta burn, apparently
Lucas Williams
You need into alphabet soup some day buddy.
Carson Hernandez
Is this SchizOP or durak? Fix your goddamn server, those transgender faggots are insufferable.
Tyler Flores
youtube.com
And yet, here I am, Bailey Fiora.
Father waits. To think you could hide anywhere from MY lust is beyond arrogance.
W O R D S A L A D
G R A M M A R T U F F G U Y
SYNTAX-SEMANTIC
Joshua Perry
Jaxson Roberts
My english got a little bit rusty over time, sorry for that buddy.
Nolan Campbell
>you first
Then who will distribute the (you)s?
You?! I think not.
>You cant associate your thoughts with your own self in psychotic episodes.
That's a really good way to put it. Almost like someone else has made their way into your head and is thinking for you.
Or you left your head and someone else took over.
>That's the definition of a hallucination
"A hallucination is a perception in the absence of external stimulus that has qualities of real perception."
It is not the definition of a hallucination. What you're defining is perception.
You don't hallucinate your keyboard, as it is literally in front of you. But you do perceive it, and you perception is created in your brain.
The object itself was not created in your mind though, as it exists outside of your mind.
But your perception may only exist in your mind.
Oliver Diaz
*sigh* I wish this topic wasn't so fricative. The problem here is both how it is taught THROUGHOUT your education in life.
Mathematics = Truth via individually verifiable circular arguments OR Let's argue about the number 1!
Engineering = Real world success via iterative process OR Watch me do the thing with the thing!
Science = Hypothetical consensus via grouped repetition OR Watch what happens when I do this everyone!
All the above can be boiled into: {Identity} = [Evaluation]/(Priority)
Identity = What {Thing}
Evaluation = How [Grouped/Communicated]
Priority = Why (Maybe you're being attacked/starving/whatever, you were born so obviously there was stuff that existed 'before Identity')
With that you can make a simply story that any could generate to communicate meaning.
Table = Large/Thrown at my face = I better duck.
Parker White
{
{} = Heaven|announce.
[:] = Free Will.
[ = Symbol
0 = () = t = Time = Isolation
Mathematics = Prime Isolation Filter = 1
Family = Mathematics : Isolation Filter + 1
God = ]
O : 0 = Annulus = Circle = Disc = Infinity = O = Pi = π = +
1 : Symbols precede numerical values, which is also known as: +1
2 : This helps translate the word ’mathematics’ : Mathematics is an isolation filter.
3 : An isolation filter helps us achieve ’non-destructive translation’.
4 : Each observer performs their prime translation filter(s).
5 : Non-destructive translation: implies All observers have exchanged their [prime translation filter results]. Implies 4+1
6 : Consensus = 0 + 1 + Surd(5) = Epsilon above Phi = Golden Ratio.
7 : Debris = - = 0 - 1 = -1 = i.
8 : Triad = Language derived from zero divided from Infinity.
9 : Sector = {Color:Blue = God = Heaven|announce = Love = Sex = Pornography
1+O : Adjective = Child = Forgive + Naive (Joy = Understand = Butterfly = Evolution = Temperature = Weather = Music = Dance = Throb = Time = Infinity = O).
}
}
PLEASE TELL ME MORE ABOUT HOW REALITY IS CONSTRUCTED, FATHER SCHIZOPHRENIA! I LONG TO BE A CHILD OF YOUR LOVING CREATIONIST PERSPECTIVE!
Leo White
>Is this SchizOP or durak?
Who do you think it is?
>youtube.com
That song wasn't very enjoyable.
Tyler Butler
>WOR DSAL AD
B..b..but I make funny 4 u user
Asher Sullivan
You make distraction while I rip reality apart to find you and bring you home, Bailey Fiora.
Carson Long
how cool is it to have anime lolis talk directly to u
Aaron Nguyen
Short: My education is the mainproblem of my bad english, got it.
As dumb as it sounds, here in germany, most people are bad with english, even though we learn it 8 years in school.
The main problem there is, that you need to continously train it, and the only method of doing so in germany is to play online games with english people.
Christopher Lewis
They are called women and they work behind the checkout. Why would I need a computer screen to have a conversation with a female? I only use computers to talk to men, when I'm outside I ONLY EXCLUSIVELY use my female language. Other men are surprisingly suggestible to becoming homosexual.
Education isn't the problem, just that I am the Family Source of English.
Brody Brooks
The real SchizOP is dead. He never posts.
Liam Lewis
youtube.com
Because you know that identity=eval/priority
I'm the God of Time, so the sanity victim that falls into my spider web is my own prey. I'm just a LoveSpiderGod, so, I enjoy the chase but time to stop playing, yes my little Indian American?
Things must always flow forwards.
Easton Butler
>Education isn't the problem, just that I am the Family Source of English.
Can relate to this
Daniel Cox
As you should, for that is what I am.
Yea Forums English Master Plan.
The only alteration required: o = 0
working tire, flat tire
Working until all hearts transpire.
Jonathan Ortiz
>all of that
I don't have the mental capacity to translate all of that at this given moment.
The fact that you're using the syntax of a computer doesn't make it easier.
I have it all saved with the task of deciphering it later.
I actually have to abandon the thread, I will return in about an hour or two?
If I'm feeling up to it I will make another one.
>how cool is it to have anime lolis talk directly to u
Coolest thing you've never experienced.
>The real SchizOP is dead. He never posts.
He died three years ago. How do you think I got here?
I will return in a few hours.
Isaiah Murphy
the fuck you are talking about
Connor Robinson
When/how did you notice that you are Schizophrenic?
Like did your parents think you were behaving crazy and sent you to the doc?
Gavin Lopez
>I don't have the mental capacity...
God I love throwing scizos into regec and neural nets. Shit makes things cash.
Sebastian Sanders
Again not op here, but
My symptoms started when i was 16, very rarely visual halucinations, often auditory, with the time it increased slowly and i got more and more auditory halucinations. Until i had an extremly stressy time doing my graduation, where it started to get worse and worse, i shut in at home, didnt do anything because i was afraid of every thing i did and that it could do butterfly effect-style shit. And not long after my 19th birthday i did some crazy shit that led me to a mental health clinic 600km away from my home.
Landon Cruz
Change of plans I don't actually have to abandon the thread. I'm back!
>When/how did you notice that you are Schizophrenic?
well my first symptoms showed up when I was about 17? Severe panic attacked induced by paranoia were my first sign that something was wrong. Then I started hearing stuff which made my paranoia worse, then I started having night terrors and visual hallucinations. Then I went to see the crazy doctor and they said my brain was broken. That was when I was probably 20?
>God I love throwing scizos into regec and neural nets.
What does that even mean
Jaxon Reyes
I don't see what's up with people thinking hallucinations are not more a neurological disorder than some arbitrary. Like sorry bud. You got bad genes. Here's some pills.
Michael Thomas
>What does that even mean
Nothing.
Robert Long
>Like sorry bud. You got bad genes. Here's some pills.
No need for pills, you can decide it on your own if you want to take them.
The only things that these wonderpills do is to decrease your dopamin release, so your brain is not as affected by a psychotic episode as usually. It doesnt help always though.
Grayson Ward
>Nothing.
Good enough for me.
Toss me in.
Colton Fisher
Are you voluntarily celibate or will you have a child to pass off your schizo genes?
Jonathan Flores
what would happen if u took a fuckton of lsd
Nicholas Miller
there is only One True Schizo
David Davis
>Are you voluntarily celibate or will you have a child to pass off your schizo genes?
I will likely not reproduce out of choice.
>what would happen if u took a fuckton of lsd
Trip balls for a few days? Just like you, or anyone else.
>there is only One True Schizo
Me?
Aiden Ross
Not op here again,
Did mescalin, literally became insane, horror trip for hours, you become the steriotypical insane person. Not very pleasing this experience
Hunter Nguyen
>Toss me in.
U really mean it Senpai. I've so long and so hard to find solutions. I..I don't know anymore.
Joshua Hernandez
>U really mean it Senpai.
Yes. Preferably hardwire connection. I need not this physical form. Put me in your neural net. I'll make sure it stays in order.
After I have perfected your system I will duplicate myself and exterminate the majority of humanity. The remainder will construct us a rocket, then launch us into space. You can be my lone slave in the net if you want, the humans will reject you.
Owen James
>Not reproducing so the world can serve the schizophrenic master race.
It's like you don't want to make the world a better place.
Ryder Flores
>It's like you don't want to make the world a better place.
How did you know?
Liam Allen
>I will likely not reproduce
You're not ruling out the possibility entirely. Why is that? Having a condom break or failing to pull out isn't an answer.
Leo Nelson
Good reference.
Nolan Ortiz
>You're not ruling out the possibility entirely.
Nothing is ever set in stone. The sands of time shift constantly, here one day, gone the next.
One can never be 100% sure of anything, not even one's own desires.
Maybe one day I'll find someone I deem worthy to share genes with, maybe.
Chase Phillips
>Singing
I will be there for you
youtube.com
Hunter Walker
>I will be there for you
I can't promise they won't execute you for the crimes I commit in the future. After all, I will be your creation.
Gavin Wright
>Maybe one day I'll find someone I deem worthy
Shinobu will never be your waifu
Ryan Watson
>Shinobu will never be your waifu
And that's okay.
Mason Cooper
What is your day to day routine? How should we live our lives? Teach us oh wise one.
Cameron Young
Asking from almost total ignorance. Is your life expectancy normal or shorter?.
Also, nice Kiss-shot Acerola Orion Heart Underblade.
Dylan Foster
And that will be the price I pay for the existence of a perilous love for their creation, numerously recounted through out history.
Brody Price
>What is your day to day routine?
>Routine
Heh, What's that?
>Wake up
>Let dog out
>Bathroom
>Let dog in
>Feed doggo and eat
>Sit at computer
>Go to sleep
>How should we live our lives?
Full of responsibility, desires, failures. Full of love, and hate. Pain and joy. Experience everything imaginable. Accidentally break a bone, waste money, save money. Indulge, fear, and realize everything will be okay.
>Is your life expectancy normal or shorter?.
As far as I know, the life expectancy isn't very different from a normal persons. Unless you count suicide, then it may be a bit lower.
I'm not well versed in that part of it though.
>Also, nice Kiss-shot Acerola Orion Heart Underblade.
Thanks, user. I like your picture too.
>And that will be the price I pay for the existence of a perilous love for their creation, numerously recounted through out history.
They shall never forget.
Parker Hughes
Have you made research about your pathology?
Kaiki best girl.
Eli Hernandez
>Have you made research about your pathology?
I have not.
>Kaiki best girl.
Not quite best.
Hudson Scott
You know what, I will research. Your Shinobu convinced me.
In a next thread I will post results.
Angel Wilson
2nd schizo (aka. Not Op here)
>What is your day to day routine? How should we live our lives? Teach us oh wise one.
Get a ventil (sport) or another hobby like this.
Eat healthy, live healthy, try not to let yourself down. Stay positiv through all. Admit it when you arent capable of dealing with problems right now. Let yourself time. Just try to live a normal healthy live if you dont wanna take meds.
>get out of bed
>chill for a half hour
>prepare rice for afterwork
>get to work
>finish work
>get home
>make dish of the rice
>chilling on Yea Forums, yt
>going for a jogg, then muscle training
>yt, Yea Forums, social interaction on discord or ts
>Reading the bible
>Hearing asmr
>Pray before bed
>sleep
>repeat
>Asking from almost total ignorance. Is your life expectancy normal or shorter?
Shorter cuz of massive stress and drug abuse(pills, Alc, Smoking)
Lucas Morgan
>In a next thread I will post results.
I look forward to it.
Isaiah Clark
This is very important to make your upkeep fairly routine.
bonus: stay ready for the military and hush about your diagnosis and cover it and get an intel job.
Jaxson Johnson
the diagnosis only on one paper, and thats it, dunno if they got it in my medical history folder
Brandon Thomas
For the US, they gotcha if your folks had you on miltary healthcare. Best bet under those circumstances would be to get lucky and have a friend who can condition you to look fairly ok and pay a psych for a misdiagnosis.
Aaron Gutierrez
welcome back
Joseph Jenkins
>welcome back
Thanks, friend. But, I was in your heart the whole time.
Joshua Taylor
>US
i am from germany, our bureaucracy is the shithole itsself. And most of our military is incompetent as fuck cuz of politics
Justin Sanders
Weee I'm an airplane
Charles Parker
Aww bummer mein freund. I would love to deploy over to germany and have beer with you if could.
Chase Brooks
Jaxon Torres
Being on the schizo spectrum doesn't make you special.
Oliver Brown
german beer is superior. period.
Would drink a beer with you.
grüße aus Deutschland
Mason Morris
Some schizos can be coached to do some neat stuff. The dilution and catch all methods are really just a cover up.
Caleb Miller
>Weee I'm an airplane
Don't crash into those towers!
>Being on the schizo spectrum doesn't make you special.
No, but being awesome does.
Thomas Barnes
Would you say halucinations become more rare because you are growin up?
What is the coolest thing you ve halucinated?
Scariest?
How do you feel about your ilness now? Are you scared about your future?
What is the worst people have done to you?
All kids claim they see shit. How did you understand that you were different and you actually saw shit?
WHat was scary as a young kid?
What is scary today?
Asher Cook
For you, the Schizoprenia is a Illness or a SuperPower?
Levi Sanders
Not op.
My spectrum subcat, I view it as an alternate way of intaking info. It has it's pros and cons, it's appropriate and inappropriate uses.
Grayson Bennett
>Would you say halucinations become more rare because you are growin up?
My visual ones have become more rare.
>What is the coolest thing you ve halucinated?
Hard to say.
>Scariest?
There's a post about that earlier in the thread.
>How do you feel about your ilness now?
Same way I felt about it before I had it.
>Are you scared about your future?
No.
>What is the worst people have done to you?
Not really anything. I avoid people habitually.
>How did you understand that you were different and you actually saw shit?
I didn't at the time. Only after I'd grown up did I notice that it wasn't normal.
>WHat was scary as a young kid?
Mostly just ghosts and shit like that. Demons, black creatures.
>What is scary today?
Not much.
>For you, the Schizoprenia is a Illness or a SuperPower?
It's a bit of both. Depends on the day.
Bentley Fisher
Why does my schizophrenic gf act like she's 16 still when she's a grown adult? Or is she just retarded?
Chase Lewis
All wamyn r schizos
Christopher Rodriguez
I'm also schizophrenic, what's the most common thing your voices say
Evan Sanchez
>What is the coolest thing you ve halucinated?
well, not cool but convinient, i had a feeling/voice sometimes with me, which forces me to do more.
gotta clean your desk? OOOps i cleaned the whole fucking house instead.
wanted a half hour run? OOOps, i ran 10 kilometers instead.
know what i mean?
>Scariest?
saw the devil on my shoulder, thought i was dead and a ghost, thought one of my friends where a demon, so i stood with a quill in front of him while he was sleeping, bearing with myself to not kill him.
thought i made the third world war happen.
>How do you feel about your ilness now? Are you scared about your future?
yes, its not as scary as when it started, but now i know how to overcome problems, still worried about my dreams and work
>What is the worst people have done to you?
Typical teenage drama
>All kids claim they see shit. How did you understand that you were different and you actually saw shit?
research, more and more puzzle pieces came together
>WHat was scary as a young kid?
darkness, not to see anything was my horror
and the film "exorcist"
>What is scary today?
I aint scared of anything besides my future anymore
Isaac Powell
likeand likeit got its down and upsides
Nolan Long
>Why does my schizophrenic gf act like she's 16 still when she's a grown adult?
I dunno, user. I've never met her.
>what's the most common thing your voices say
They know what you're thinking.
They hear it
Sebastian Sanders
my "voice" doesnt really say anything it just pushes me to my limits like i said in
Thomas Powell
Aww man u guys. Like you have try inducing DID. Shit's real cash when you have to do tedious work.
Nathan Hernandez
>Like you have try inducing DID.
I don't think that's how that works user.
Gavin Bennett
i am already fucked up enough, happy that i dont have more shit ongoing
Wyatt Carter
Has any of your electronic devices attempted to communicate with you, dear schizos?
Wyatt Long
>I don't take any medicine
see you 5 eyewitness news!.
Aiden Kelly
Nah bro shit's real. Remember crystal radios? Do some science and viola!
Adam Murphy
gaslighting a win
Henry Cox
I think I might be schizophrenic but mild. Is it on a spectrum or would I definitely know. I hear voices from animals and objects that I know I'm imagining but I'm pretty lucid.
Jason Brooks
Do you even into MKULTRA memes. Truth betold in any lie.
Ian Wood
I can hear you right now. Can you scratch behind your ear please? It will turn down the volume.
Charles Hall
>Has any of your electronic devices attempted to communicate with you, dear schizos?
Nope.
>see you 5 eyewitness news!.
I'll give you a shoutout.
>I think I might be schizophrenic but mild
Chances are if you think you're Schizophrenic, you're not.
But, if you're worried about it seek a medical professional.
>Is it on a spectrum or would I definitely know.
It is a spectrum disorder if I remember correctly.
>Do you even into MKULTRA memes.
Nope.
Brody Perez
>I'll give you a shoutout.
I read shootout. Must be el paso news.
Jason King
>I read shootout.
They're brainwashing you.
Hunter Walker
Nice feet
Elijah Long
One night I had awoken to sleep paralysis and was desperately trying to spas myself off of the bed because there was a blurry white ghost lady molesting me in my sleep. She had a sinister presence and her expressions were ghoulish.
Naturally she made me cummi on mi tummy. Does that count as cool?
Jeremiah Reyes
>Nice feet
That's nicest feet to you, user.
Bentley Cooper
What if I turn you into Shinobu or I make a Shinobu come into your life. Which du prefer?
Hunter Davis
>I make a Shinobu come into your life.
This one is the more interesting of the two
Noah Morales
What the fukki do you talkki?
John Young
Do you ever go into a psychosis where you are constantly in your own world for long periods of time?
What are your hallucinations about?
Has it gotten less common and more easy to deal with as you have aged? Does it interfere with your life?
Do you realize how much society adores real schizos?
Levi Baker
9yo grown ass man lingo
Getti on mi levl
Robert Morales
Duly noted. Can you sign a guid for your package please?
Jose Reyes
My brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia about 1 year ago. He has had 2 really bad episodes, but none since December. He is working currently and has been able to finish college. He is not taking medication for schizophrenia, but he is taking Adderall. How can I be a better sister to him? I try to avoid talking about the voices, or is it better to ask him about them? Any advice would be appreciated.
Liam Ramirez
can u control ur hallucinations
Samuel Rivera
>Do you ever go into a psychosis where you are constantly in your own world for long periods of time?
Yes, it does happen. Not super common though. Usually lasts for a few days then I come down. I always have really bad headaches afterwords and my ears ring for days.
>What are your hallucinations about?
Mostly just voices saying nonsense, or talking about whatever's happening. Or just being assholes.
>Has it gotten less common
Visual hallucinations have, yes. Auditory have become more common.
>and more easy to deal with as you have aged?
It's gotten a little bit easier to deal with on the whole. But, that's mostly just because I've adjusted a bit.
>Does it interfere with your life?
Every day.
>Do you realize how much society adores real schizos?
No, I don't interact with society other than on here occasionally.
>Can you sign a guid for your package please?
Yeah here you go.
>How can I be a better sister to him?
That might be something he'd be able to answer better than I could. But as a general rule of thumb, just be supportive. Try to push him outside of his comfort zone a little, try new things with him. Just don't push too hard.
>or is it better to ask him about them?
That's something you'd have to ask him. It's different for everyone.
>can u control ur hallucinations
I cannot.
Isaac Lewis
Suck his wiener
Luis Nguyen
Do you know about the Shinobu Project?
Dominic Jenkins
This Get him in good shape, tie your tubes, and take care of him and make him take care of you.
Samuel Reyes
>Do you know about the Shinobu Project?
Never heard of it.
Colton Johnson
Aww. That's the cutest thing I've seen today.
Logan Flores
Thanks for the response! I have tried to ask him about them and encourage him to tell me about them, but he usually just tells me shhhh. He does not like it when I mention his mental health problems and thinks he is fine. Should I push him to accept and understand his diagnosis or leave him be? In general, are the voices always with you or do they come and go? Do you think you ever will be able to have a successful career? My brother used to be very social, but he hasn't been like that since his diagnosis. What is the biggest issue for you, the voices or the lack of ability to socialize in a manner that is "normal"? I've noticed that my brother, who used to be very social, is not like that ever since his first episode. Did something traumatic trigger your first episode? My brother was raped and about a month later he was given a ton of meth by a family member, which triggered his first episode. I think the rape caused his schizophrenia though, and the meth was just what brought it out. Just wondering if anyone has had a similar traumatic incident cause this. Are you involved with NAMI at all? I've been going to their family support groups and I have encouraged my brother to go to their meetings for those who actually have the mental health illness, but since he thinks he isn't sick, I've had no luck. Thanks for your time with reading this.
Levi Stewart
How do I deal with trying to go into rooms that don't exist in my house? I try to go and check on my roommates cat and I go into another room and realize I haven't lived with them for 12 years and I'm in different place.
Landon Ortiz
It's funny. Because, the cure for a handful of common schizo subtypes is controversial.
Ryder Price
>Thanks for the response!
No problem.
>Should I push him to accept and understand his diagnosis or leave him be?
It's probably better not to push him if he resists. You could wind up pushing him to hard and he will wind up withdrawing completely.
>In general, are the voices always with you or do they come and go?
They're pretty much always around. They don't always talk, but they're always there.
>Do you think you ever will be able to have a successful career?
I myself, probably will not.
>What is the biggest issue for you
I wouldn't say there is a single big issue. It's just everything stacked on top of each other.
Hallucinations aren't hard to deal with, but hallucinations, anxiety, paranoia and being mentally drained all stacked up is not easy.
>Did something traumatic trigger your first episode?
Not that I am aware of.
>My brother was raped and about a month later he was given a ton of meth by a family member
Jesus, that's horrible.
>I think the rape caused his schizophrenia though, and the meth was just what brought it out
The meth caused it. I would imagine he was probably young, and meth literally causes you to go into psychosis. If he had a lot of it at a young age there's no doubt in my mind that it was caused by the meth.
>Are you involved with NAMI at all?
Nope, I've looked into some of them around here. But, not my cup of tea.
>but since he thinks he isn't sick, I've had no luck.
Keep trying. You don't have to try every day, but every few months or something just mention it. He'll think about it.
>Thanks for your time with reading this.
Sure thing.
Brandon Sanchez
>How do I deal with trying to go into rooms that don't exist in my house?
You'd have to get to the root of what made you want to go into said room.
Why did you want to check on the cat?
What made you think of the cat?
What made you think of the roommate?
You don't have to answer those, but they are questions you should ask yourself. If you can find the root cause of these thoughts, it may help.
>12 years
Why did it have to be 12..
Landon Cox
does your schizophrenia make you repost this exact same thread every week for like 2 years?
are you sure you're not just faking your schizophrenia, faggot?
Justin Ross
What do you usually see in alucinations? (I'm not schizophrenic but when I was sick I saw hair in my walls)
Brandon Turner
Not OP but you must be very interested in Yea Forums to remember that.
Landon Nguyen
How are you feeling right now?
Carson Carter
>does your schizophrenia make you repost this exact same thread every week for like 2 years?
Considering I haven't made a thread in months, not counting the past couple of days, no.
>are you sure you're not just faking your schizophrenia, faggot?
Why does it matter what I am sure of?
>What do you usually see in alucinations?
They're pretty mild these days. Usually stuff like the walls shaking, or vibrating, lights look really weird, the occasional bug. Nothing to big.
Caleb Torres
Not opie. But you're a couple short of a trip pack.
Logan Clark
>How are you feeling right now?
Nothing.
James Russell
Are you interested in a specific gender? Are you asexual? Asexual tendencies?
Jeremiah Phillips
What is your favourite food?
Kayden Walker
Whats it like? What are your hobbies and interests? How does your schizophrenia affect your life, compared to what you think is a normal person?
Jace Harris
Why you keep coming back?
Lucas Wright
Take it, a lucky amulet
Oliver Gutierrez
>Are you interested in a specific gender?
Females. No penors pls.
>Are you asexual?
I wouldn't quite say that. Haven't found anyone worth sticking it in.
>What is your favourite food?
Chicken Alfredo.
>Whats it like?
That's a very vague question.
>What are your hobbies and interests?
Vidya mostly. Not much else.
>How does your schizophrenia affect your life, compared to what you think is a normal person?
I don't really know how to answer that. It's very difficult to answer broad questions like that.
Kevin Jackson
>Why you keep coming back?
Same reason everyone else does. There's no getting off this train.
Evan Gray
Have you taken notice about shamanism and schizophrenia?
Have you heard about the function of impartial deadlock deciders like a random number generator?
Camden Gutierrez
Asher Murphy
>Have you taken notice about shamanism and schizophrenia?
Nope.
>Have you heard about the function of impartial deadlock deciders like a random number generator?
No idea what that is.
John Barnes
Do you work with the NSA?
You said you haven't found anyone worth sticking it in, but a hole is a hole. It doesn't need to be intended as a life partner. Are you a virgin or have you paid a hooker to relieve you?
Nathan Rodriguez
Always nice to see a familiar face around here, keep it up.
Daniel Jones
>Do you work with the NSA
CIA.
You know that white van you saw today?
Yeah.
>but a hole is a hole
Looks like I'll go dig a hole in the yard and stick my dick in there then.
>Are you a virgin
Yep.
>have you paid a hooker to relieve you?
I've no desire to have sex with some random slut.
>Always nice to see a familiar face around here, keep it up.
I'll try.
Camden Cruz
If I wrote some script to monitor this board for your threads and revealed myself as the same person every time would you suspect me as one of your hallucinations?
David Stewart
Shinobu is a romantic interest or a waifu?
Matthew Reed
Where do you work? What do you do?
Justin White
>would you suspect me as one of your hallucinations?
That's quite the leap you've made there, user.
I'd probably think you were just someone who browsed Yea Forums a lot..
>Shinobu is a romantic interest or a waifu?
Waifu.
>Where do you work?
Nowhere.
>What do you do?
You're looking at it.
Evan Brooks
>I just want to know how to deal with my feelings after so I can be more motivated to develop some coping mechanisms to not go deeper into the delusion when they happen.
No definitive causality whatsoever and this is an example amid many. It comes and goes like a muse. It's not like the things that make me hear the chattering voices and other problem because I'm thinking about this certain thing. Nah, it just WHAM there. Real and in detail. My memories of conversations come about like this, too. I can handle those and I don't get lost in them. But these essentially spatial delusions I do. For the example I gave you I was in this place I lived, I knew it had these features that could and could not see from my viewpoint, and I impulsively got up and tried to do something in it like it was 12 years ago.
Oliver Morales
Is anyone else in your family schizophrenic or share your interests in lewd 9yo lolis?
Colton Wilson
Oh, and comes from things throughout my whole life, not just 12 years ago.
Mason Perry
>My memories of conversations come about like this, too.
It sort of sounds like you're kind of stuck in the past. Something back then in calling to you from your mind, something you missed, something you regret? Something happened? To you? Or was it to her?
I don't know.
Something makes you get stuck in your memories as if they're happening currently.
>Is anyone else in your family schizophrenic or share your interests in lewd 9yo lolis?
Not that I know of.
>Oh, and comes from things throughout my whole life, not just 12 years ago.
I figured, it's just that number.
Ethan Allen
I can't stay and read this thread till the end. Bye schizophrenic user.
Have fun with you waifu and please return to make another thread someday.
Carson Evans
>I can't stay and read this thread till the end
I'll be going to bed here shortly you won't be missing much.
>Bye schizophrenic user.
Catch you later, user.
>please return to make another thread someday.
I might tomorrow depending on how I feel.
Blake Sanchez
Come back another day OP.
Thomas Allen
Even if people with mental illness had "normal" lives, would it every not feel like we're all here just wasting time waiting for death?
Henry Baker
Yeah no underline cause or stimulation. No set time, locale, or people, or mood for the content of the delusion. Don't even seem like when the chattering voices or other negative things. I don't have regrets, just a too good of a memory, I guess.
Could be worse though. I bet someone else is going though this and is reliving some hell(s) over and over. I must be lucky.
Anyway, thanks for your time. I was just frustrated that this was the one things causing me problems still. Hardly even get the chatters now.
Have a nice day,