I hate who I used to be, my past and everything about who I used to be. Anyone else feel like this?

I hate who I used to be, my past and everything about who I used to be. Anyone else feel like this?

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That means you've grown, OP; you've become a better person.

Yeah apparently I was was a complete cunt,bullied loads of kids,even ended a p.e teachers career

>even ended a p.e teachers career
How?

Yeah, I have. But I can't stand it when I'm constantly reminded of how much of a retard I used to be.

i'm tired of posting logs. i wish you'd all accept andy into your lives so i can finally stop and move on.

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to have such contempt for your past is indicative you lack the ability to understand it

How? I have contempt for my past, because I understand it.

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you do not understand it, thus your resentment for it

Explain your reasoning. You've just restated what you said originally.

how? if he truly grown up and bettered himself that means he should be glad for the person he was because it lead him to where he is now.... i'm pretty sure OP is a degenerate faggot with no future and life filled with misery

you hate your past because you still don't understand the underlying reasons for which you made certain decisions/mistakes. so you most likely didn't learn anything

There are many paths to become a decent person, I took the worst one. That's why.

I know why I made those decisions, but they were the wrong decisions therefore I resent them.

if you have understood your past and have thoughts on it you would know/understand the actions/words which lead you to this current path, but to blanket your footsteps with disgust is to be ignorant

there were the right decisions at the time with the amount of knowledge and understanding you had. if you truly knew why you made them and why they were mistakes you wouldn't blame yourself since you didn't know any better.

I know that the past lead me to who I am today, but there are other ways I could have become who I am today, that would not have been as painful and destructive, and would have lead to me being a better person.

you may always resent yourself then, limiting your potential substance as a being

If I said 2+2=5 based on my knowledge at the time, would that make it right? No. Therefore, regardless of what I did or didn't know, felt or didn't feel, I was wrong.

I don't hate myself, now. I hate who I used to be.

so you hate the person who made you? are you even happy with yourself now?

i suppose you must find your own answers as it relates to your past, fren

Yes, I hate the person who made all the mistakes that caused me to attempt suicide 3 times. I couldn't be happier now, because I've nearly escaped all that shit.

Thanks, fren.