I live in a 3rd world country 'Tunisia' and this shit is fucking terrible.
spending all the time in my room and never leaving, have fucked up sleep schedule no relationships nor sex since most girls here are retarded Muslims who think its haram or whatever!
basically, have nothing interesting ever in my life since I had a huge change in the way I think from religion to everything else and I cant socialize with retards here!
School is fucking shit yet I can't wait for it to come back since I'm so desperate for anything interesting, no actual friends and all that people do is talk shit and laugh at how retarded I am for not believing in the great Allah.
The only fun I have is a week once a year when my brother comes from Europe and takes me to a hotel and have little laughs since I love him and only get to see him once a year.
the only reason I haven't ended it all is that I care too much and its a matter of time to graduate and move out of this shithole.
I've been trying to find a way to get like 5$ a day doing stupid retarded quests on the internet since with that amount I can live in a much better condition here!
yet found nothing useful! any advice other than killing my self cause it sounds good yet doesnt work just to make these couple of years better and not wasted with fucking depression!
I live in a 3rd world country 'Tunisia' and this shit is fucking terrible
Move to another country. Start afresh.
Hey bro, what age are you ? Just study a little, go to college - middle europe is quite cheap, you will be able to work using English. You can live better, you just need to leave that fokin room. It takes time but it is possible for sure.
This.
Move to Libya, or Algeria.
Heck, Mali.
You will find life much better.
I guarantee.
graduate then move out! still 17 no money,
im 17 thats why i been looking for an internet job or anything thatll make these couple of years better then hope that my brother helps me out to move to Europe
>all that people do is talk shit and laugh at how retarded I am for not believing in the great Allah.
must suck openly being a non believer in a muslim country
Give me your PayPal
i need money to do that! plus id rather stay in tunisia instead of any arab country since its the most modern out of them.
dont do it op
i only tell ppl in school not family or anything, i love getting into debates and convinced a couple of ppl and thought that it was a win-win, until i realized ppl talk behind my back all the time saying how stupid i am and i even sometimes get weird looks not knowing why,
but i may have made it sound worse than it is! it doesnt bother me much its just that some ppl actually think im the retard in this situation!
that was a joke, OP.
Tunisia may suck ass, but it sucks less ass than any of its neighbors.
Plus, your country was the filming location of the original Star Wars, which is one of the all time greatest movies. You can take some pride in that you live in IRL Tatooine.
Just don't lose your head over it.
probably best keeping it to yourself in case some religious nutter caused you harm because of it. how would your family feel if they knew about you being an apostate?
dude ngl tunisia is fucking great! but u cant do anything unless u have money my dad worked his fucking ass off for the longest time ever and come to think about it he gets 400$ a month after decades of work and dedication,
yet we still have a house and everything i cant be more thankful, its just that we only get the things we need no means of entertainment or fun what so ever!
Hi user I’m an ex Muslim and I get it, I had an aweful time with my family and friends but I found strength and hope in the word of Jesus. don’t worry everything will be ok and please don’t kill yourself, I could advise you to blend in as much as possible NEVER say your not a Muslim in an Arab country, as for now forget about having sex and try to learn as much as possible about the world now that you are young and don’t have to worry about rent and debt, im a couple years older than you and Im coping too so you’re not alone. Good luck friend
>apostate
i dont even know how to fucking use paypal or what to give lmao, plus whats the worst that can happen LULW i get hacked?
i have nothing there!
idk know what to give we dont even have paypal i think, but i made one i when i was 9 thinking ill be rich.
i feel like a leach but mohamed zouabi is my name there!
as a european who is atheist, would it be smart of me just to pretend i'm a christian when i go and visit my cousin who lives in malaysia?
OP dont listen to this guy
>tfw jesus is a faggot too
my mum loves me to death and so does my father,
i dont think they will ditch me or hate me, but i will never tell them because it would be too selfish of me.
itll make their life a lot worse to know their child will be in hell forever my mum would probably cry and feel like she failed her god u know what i mean, my sister wouldnt give a fuck, and my brother would support me since he lived in europe and isnt a retard!
If you are locked in room learn to code. There is huge demand.
glad u found something that made u feel better, appreciate the love
yea dw i fucking hate religion! not even gril jesus could convince me otherwise!
good luck, OP.
my parents hate me for religious reasons, which could have been avoided if I didn't tell them.
OTOH, once you're older and have established yourself with a qt 3.1415 waifu, they won't be nearly as heartbroken as if you had come out as an athiest neckbeard incel.
A good part of what they fear is that- being an atheist, people will hate you and that your life will be shit because of it. Prove that your life's not shit and they won't care nearly as much.
i chose computer science in high school, and i dont know where to begin for learning on my own but ill try to not play games as much and learn something useful instead!
appreciate the love man! i will try my best!
Just start somewhere, there are many IT paths.
/biz/ is that way