Anyone ever cum into their own mouth? the idea gets me hard, but I always lose the urge just before I nut...

Back in my youth when my sperm piston was turned up to 10, I did give myself an accidental facial.

all the time OP

whenever I'm horny I think `I"m gonna cum on my lips, rub it on my face and then swallow the rest` but I cum and then the gay fantasy ends and I shamefully wipe the cum off and question myself for the next hour

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I also do this alot and wonder wtf, I worked myself up to that moment and then when it actually is about to happen... I'm like nooo..... the fantasy was the pleasure

I've done it before. It's really hot until after the last shot hits you and then you feel kinda disgusted with yourself. It's the kind of thing you swear off but then want to do again later.

It's the kind of thing you swear off but then want to do again later

That's how I feel about pizza vids

Did it a few times when I was a teenager and swallowed, it was pretty cool. Used to get horny and fap in all sorts of places, once got upside down and swallowed my cum in my car, in an abandoned industrial estate, when I hadn't passed my test yet.

why the fuck is this whole thread relatable

Because we have all been there with a few of us going through with it

Yea dude thats how it goes, i swallowed a few times but honestly not worth it because the fantasy pleasure is gone. Now if you can manage to ejaculate without orgasm or just leak precum...that is very fun

I was surprised by the level of response

Don't most guys do that at least once?

I got over it

The best is when you can self suck and feel your cock pulsing between your lips as it shoots out. It's instant regret after doing it though.

All i can do is get close enough for a good facial shot.

This

You should start always eating your precum first and then jizz into a cup and save it for later

How'd you manage that?

never shot my own load in my mouth. I had a ex who sad if u want me to swallow it u will have to try it first. so I shot my load in her hand and tried it, it was ok not as gross as I taught it would be . and from that time going forward she kept her word and swallowed my load every time she gave me a bj

Recently got an old fashioned where I nearly came on myself. Good times

Would if I could, I have a pretty big dick, but a very long torso

Are you fat? If not try yoga

Nope. Quite fit. I've thought about it. The my gym has free classes with membership. Very long torso though, like, I'm 6'6" and only have a 34 inseam

yes, used to get on my back all the time and shoot it in my mouth, then chicken out and spit. recently i've been ruining my orgasms licking up what dribbles out, then fapping with the cum in my mouth until I cum again. usually I lick up my second load too, I lose interest a lot less than just cumming once and eating it

Nice!!! Watching sissy hypno too?

the hypno stuff isn't my cup of tea, i usually just look at pics and gifs of cum swallowing and captions about eating your own cum, licking creampies etc

I both love and hate ruined orgasms as it's so unsatisfying but it just makes me want to fap more

Start watching!!! You’ll love it

What are some goo starting vids?

Sissy Factory, Emperor Sissy, Bambi Sissy, Babecock, Deep slut puppy. It’s heaven

I take it you have a lot of experience in watching these? How have they affected you?

I end up fapping so often that my loads are tiny and not even fun to eat. it's hard to stop fapping for a couple days just so I can eat my cum. sometimes it's just not worth it

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God I love that gif

It unlocked a new side of me and I’ve never been more turned on in my life. Jizz buckets

I fap all the time but rarely let myself cum. It's fun working myself up.

What kind if stuff you find yourself doing now? I'm very interested.

I always nut in my hand and eat it after. Sometimes I'll just cum on my face/in my mouth. It took a while to get used to doing it but now I love it. Especially when I have a huge load

I get so damn turned on by big cocks. I really one suck one in real life

Watching sissy hypno too?

When I was14-15 I used to put pillow behind head to crane neck up a few inches and essentially do a partial headstand while putting my back against wall for leverage, flip lower body over top of myself and walk legs back across floor until low enough then give myself helmet-head (partial blowjob with just the tip and tongue the shit out of it). Had to exhale and hold breath while doing it. DO NOT RECOMMEND, thinking back on it I could have fucked up my spine or broken neck — I just happened to be greatly flexible and it came only with a few sessions of practice.

often I edge for hours while saving pics and finally explode. that's when i'm the most horny for my own cum but it's always so watery that i can't even catch it in my hand. plus i only really love cum when it's thick and gooey, i love playing with it in my mouth. if it's watery it's kinda disappointing tbh

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Yeah and posting sexy pics of myself in panties etc while others tell me I'm a slut

Mmm yummy

How was it? Cocks are a turn on for me too, doubly so if the guy in question is also very fat.

Mmm you’re almost there. Haven’t sucked a cock yet but I might start posting on Grindr

Wow literally me. Idk when it happened but big bear types with smaller dicks always ignites my cock lust. I kind of feel like they're more grateful to get their cock sucked? I just love losing my mind worshipping a fat guys cock

>implying this isn't the threshold between simple queerbait and a deeper understanding of human nature
>implying questioning your sexuality can't promote a more positive worldview
>implying it's best to just stay in the ambiguous inbetqeen rather than follow the feelings and ideas to logical ends
Try harder, m8. You'll be glad you did later on.

What sites do you use?

Yeah its getting harder and harder to resist.
Me too. I want to feel his obese belly bouncing off my head as I suck him off. Maybe even gain a little weight too so he can have more ass to squeeze.

So give in

/r/sissyhypno and hypnotube mainly

it's the same for me, I don't know why. I fantasize all the time about sucking a fat guy's unwashed cock

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Im still pretty nervous about it though at the rate I'm going, it won't be too much longer now

Go watch right now. Right now

Sucking, riding, being pinned down by, fat men just make me go wild.

Is there on you would suggest to help me take the next step?

Babecock

I'll give it a look then. Right now I'm really turned on with all this cock talk.

Holy shit dude, same but I actually did it.

It didn't land on my mouth, it landed on my eye and it was fucking painful

Edging is the secret my friends, edge for like an hour and chill for 5 minutes, then blow your load. Gallons

Or edge all day and savor how good it feels for your body to be constantly ready and willing to cum.

You know that feeling when you're watching porn and then you finish and you immediately want to stop watching. You close all your tabs and wash your hands.

Imagine that; but instead, you are bent like a pretzel shooting ropes at your eyes wishing you had kept a towel nearby. You no longer want to cum on your own face; but your doing it and you wish you weren't.

Cum is hard to wash out of beards. I suggest using cold water and soap if you have a beard.

Good luck.

This.