H-how are you today, Anonymous?

Everything I do ends in failure an disappointment. Now, can you tell me joke whilst I bleed out in the bathtub?

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Alright.

What have you d-done?

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More?

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Hi alice. When are you going to cook.

Ignoring a dying man's last request? I hope that thought lingers with you for the rest of your life. Goodbye OP, I hope you live a long life.

N-next cooking thread is this Friday. Have you s-seems my cooking videos?

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I'm r-reasonably sure I asked you about your problems t-to aid you with that, but have a n-nice day Anonymous!

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No. I have saved the screen caps to some threads. Wheres the cooking show?

On m-my YouTube: m.youtube.com/watch?v=rCeZ2EtHRvA

I h-have three done so far

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Is there any way for redditfags to stay on reddit and not come here

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I'm s-sure there is, but why do you ask?

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What's your favourite movie?

...

The thing

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you can have a day as wonderful as you are, that would be nice~

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The Things I desire from life seem all but unobtainable, I just barely force myself to push through each day, each day trying to reaffirm my choice to keep going...

H-how about you have a day as wonderful as you think I am~

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Because there's so many God damn redditfags destroying this board

Nice choice. What kind of music do you like?

I don't know if a day that good is possible!

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faggot shit

W-what do you desire?

This board w-was destroyed long ago.

Blues, jazz, and electro variants of those.

Then g-get to work!

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Why are you stuttering?

I am looking for someone...
someone whom as far as I know, does not exist...
but, as an user once mentioned on here
If I take myself out of the equation, and she does exist, I condemn her to wandering alone, as well...

I'm talking about destroying it even worse, this might be a shithole but it's our shithole, not reddit's

I'll do what I can, provided that you do as well

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I'm n-nervous

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Teenage slavegirl please

I have no sense of self worth.

Alice. When are you going to sell bathwater to us thirsty faggots

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S-so post more OC

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No, but I can recommend one to affirm your life by

youtu.be/VxZAuC9SuGo

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I'm t-trying.

*Hugs tightly* w-why do you not value yourself as m-nuch as I value you, Anonymous?

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Ouch :(

That shit is gross.

How are you doing op?

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hm...
the answer is too complicated to put into words properly
qualities include: Is Genuine Someone who actually thinks, not obsessed with pop culture, does more than staring at a TV with their down time...

People in my life come and go. Far to regularly, I can't help but think that I am the one at fault.
You really brightened up my day user.

I'm f-fair enough

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Well, hello there!

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Need someone to puss in my mouth right now

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T-that you, Mantis?

To...what?

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I try not to have impossible standards, but even so, I can't find her, despite searching for years...
and
if I did, I have nothing to offer, nothing to make me appeal to her...
the more I think about, the more hopeless I feel...

Glad I could help!

youtu.be/Hce-MQ7SO9g

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The original "The Thing" or the John Carpenter one?

I'm n-not sure what you mean. This isn't a singular person, it's a whole group, a m-massive part of the population.

Even I fit it. So what do you mean?

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Hey tone, I don't think the holocaust happened

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Carpenter of course, user. the original built the way, but Carpenter has a few pieces of pure magic that he's put out.

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In the flesh, baby! I'm at the laundromat, and some force compelled me to scroll the Yea Forums catalog
And here I am!

youtu.be/qRdUYBZkXjA

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Alright. It did. But alright.

Oh, your spammer needs tweaking Nevada.

And...posting...nudes...I see..

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Word. Yeah, that was his favorite movie, at some point in Halloween the kid's watching the original on the tv. Sorry, I lurk and don't know how to reply to the post I'm a fag that's new. My favorite movie's Jaws, but I don't see many movies.

That thumbnail is not mine.

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I want a real life loli to give headpats, but I'm worried about what society will think of me, I have great friends and a loving family that I don't want to lose because of lust.

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I tend to dance around the subject without using clear words, sorry
clear words sting to think of...

I am a romantic who still believes in "Finding the One" in this world crawling with filth...
but, also I am no fool, I know searching for perfection will only end in failure
I am not looking for a perfect person to fill the role, I only have a few conditions for the person, I am looking for, as I would expect they would have of me...

that's an unfortunate image swap.

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*Hugs tight* jaws is pretty good too

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Head Pat's are l-lust?

You d-didnt specify sufficient information to identify just one person.

R-right?

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Yeah, was weird.

youtu.be/qRdUYBZkXjA

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U liked it

Must be nice to have friends

I know...
sorry

I hurt now, from thinking about the things I keep buried, I think I will go try to focus on the mundane, maybe try to numb the day, again...

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alright darling, I need to grab some lunch before class. hopefully we can hang out and talk soon?
it happens, don't worry! I'm not judging at all.

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Wow way to insult most of the world because they...what, like to watch game of thrones?

Get over yourself dude. the world isn't filth.

Chek'd
You say that like you don't know.

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W-what do you mean?

That s-sounds like just running from the problem, dear. Isn't escapism the thing you don't want in a woman?

Have a g-good on

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Thanks. I can count on two hands the number of movies I've seen, I just watch a lot of documentaries. I think your birthday is close to mine, do you remember me saying "my birthday's the 12th" by chance? I'd be amazed if you do, but yeah then I got distracted and didn't respond anymore.

Im dubbing like a lotto winner in this thread.
Perhaps i dont?
What kind of pie is it..?

Show us your tits.

Alright so my family thinks I'm crazy but, I think that most of the school shootings were done by the government, they sent in a brainwashed agent to murder a bunch of kids then shoot themselves, think about it why do the cops never go into the school? We know the government can do this because of mk ultra, and they have admitted to much worse

I assume you are trying to Troll
but, I will give a generic answer, none the less
No, watch your show, there are shows I enjoy too
but if all you do, every day, is stare at that box, day in, day out
You are a Waste of the Gift of Life

I v-vaguely recall I offered to buy you a birthday present

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They are doing this to push gun control so that civilians cant defend themselves

Ch-chop off your p-penis, stick it up your a-ass and then k-kill y-yourself

The cops d-dont go into the school because they don't w-want to die or risk the lives of hostages.

Also brainwashing isn't real, that was literally the outcome of mkultra: these tactics aren't effective.

P-people are free to spend their lives however they like. None of them are wastes, anonymous.

It's not a gift if other people demand you use it a certain way.

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Hah yeah maybe. I'm pretty sure actually I said "oh mine's in a may too" and you asked me "oh when?" and then I got distracted, I forget how quickly these threads 404, have a hard time keeping up but I'm a little slow.

I d-dont have a penis, sorry.

D-doesnt seem to be working.

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*Hugs* it's n-no problem

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No, escapism is fine, though not healthy
I'd be dead without it...

I would prefer to go search, but have not the means...
and also, very little ideas on where to search...
also middle of a weekday, so I assume everybody is busy

I've got lemon meringue, cherry, and apple. Need more coffee Hun?

youtu.be/psOHQ-gfZ3I

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I m-mean, where have you tried?

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It starts with a pat, but it will not end there. I can assure you that.
And even if it was just headpatting, people will think very nasty things about what goes on behind closed doors

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>W-what do you mean?

Nothing important. Just watching people I guess.

>don't want to die or risk the lives of the hostages
That is literally their fucking job, to risk their lives for the people also don't you think the hostages are in more danger without a cop in there?

Slice of apple

I w-would recommend not sexually assaulting an underage child.

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I m-mean, why do you think you have no friends?

I'm right here

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I'm sad that Rutger Hauer died.

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Me too fam *hugs tightly and butterly*

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So what getting from this is either I'm right or the cops are cowards that don't protect the people

Ey really quick, someone's talking about school shootings..I kinda agree with him. Since Columbine police are supposed to go in the school immediately, they stopped the waiting outside "secure and contain"(I think?) after Collumbine..And Adam Lanza doesn't seem to exist, really...

hm...
I like to keep my eyes open at game shops
(Because, in my absolute best case scenario she loves to play similar games as myself)
but, that is a pipe dream
so, bars when I must
(though, I do not drink, and if She does, she does it in moderation)
out and about while living life?
I guess would be the primary place I watch, but everyone is so busy, and focused on getting their tasks done, and I can, in no way blame them, no one likes running errands, or getting groceries and whatnot, so, people tend not to be receptive at those times...

>I m-mean, why do you think you have no friends?
>I'm right here

^^Some people beat me to it..Yeah, the cops are supposed to go in, that's why they're getting so ridiculed is they're not supposed to "secure and contain" anymore or whatever it's called, but they do.

If they understand what "consent" means, they can consent

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Coming right up!

youtu.be/BTIERquza6Q

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My crush rejected me and I feel like a total loser.

...

>do you have sex?
>what's sex?
>answer me dammit!
>fine
That isn't consent user

I agree w-with your assessment about cops.

Rapid deployment is n-not the only tactic used.

It s-sounds like you are waiting to see someone not proactively looking.

I repeat it b-because it's true

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What she said, rapid deployment doesn't work in every situation: policeone.com/active-shooter/articles/194930006-Why-Rapid-Deployment-is-not-the-answer-to-every-problem/

RD tactics, which were explosively adopted and trained after the 1999 Columbine attack, were never intended as an all-inclusive replacement for the then-standard "contain, isolate, negotiate" protocol. Columbine did highlight a shortcoming in the standard protocol — if an attacker(s) is actively killing people in a target-rich environment, we can’t wait to assemble a SWAT team or conduct a deliberate, methodical search and clearing routine.

The original four-officer RD team response has been proven too slow to save lives, active shooter events are almost always over before a four-officer team can assemble, make entry and hope to find the killer(s). In most locales, an "instant deployment" by the first arriving officer is becoming the norm.

The fly in this ointment is the reluctance of some solo officers to go boldly into harm's way by themselves. We have seen hesitation at some incidents. I’m not judging, I’ve never been that solo officer crouched by the door and I understand the level of courage needed to go alone.

Going to places I have not been before, on the off chance I could find her there, is not searching?

Is there a better route to searching that I do not know about? that could prove to be useful info

(I suppose I have looked at Dating sites...
but if you have experience on them you might understand why I have no hope for them...)

We'd been seeing eachother for five months. We became close friends, I really began to like her. But when I told her how I felt she said she wasn't ready for a relationship.

"to serve and protect"? And that article says "cops don't have a constitutional duty to protect? I've never had a good interaction with a cop ever so I'm biased but doesn't their badge say "to serve and protect"? Isn't that like their whole mantra/oath? That's like firemen saying "aw man that 9/11 shit looks dangerous, I might lose my life..lets see where this goes".

**Again I'm biased, cops fuck with me constantly just because how I look I get kinda heated talking about them, but....That article's some bullshit.

This has happened to most of us. In fact, there's a whole category of songs on this subject.

youtu.be/LwjsVD23Z3E

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I h-have experience on them, and d-do not understand your hopelessness

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>I repeat it b-because it's true or not

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No it isn't r u stupid? It's an article on a court case nerd it's not bullshit lmao

F-feel free

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Warren v. District of Columbia[1] (444 A.2d. 1, D.C. Ct. of Ap. 1981) is an oft-quoted[2] District of Columbia Court of Appeals case that held that the police do not owe a specific duty to provide police services to citizens based on the public duty doctrine

I know. But I felt like she was the one and now I feel like I'll never find love.

Every site I have visited, was stuffed to the brim with people only searching for gross things...

I suppose I have not tried the later 3...
I have no idea how to go about finding one of those?
Would google bring decent results?
Are they pricey? I only have a little fluid assets at a time...

You w-will dear

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Gross things...?

And j-joining a club is free!

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^^That's what they get the job for, isn't it? to be a civil servant and protect the citizens? That's just crazy to me, they'll bust someone for a DUI real quick but if you call 911 and they get there and someone's got a gun, if they "don't feel safe" then they just say fuck it and wait it out? That doesn't seem crazy to you? I guess I'm nuts, yeah I guess it says they don't, but that just seems...Absurd.

T-thats reality. I don't know what else to tell you. We don't need conspiracies f-for school shootings b-because police don't have to protect and shooters know they cannot respond fast enough to prevent all casualties.

A ham being doesn't have to be brainwashed to want to kill, either.

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They are glorified tax collector for the state. Fuck getting people help lets just take away privileges and rights and collect cash.

She's out there somewhere, waiting for you..

youtu.be/oKgkDxnG9Z8

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I doudt that. But you did cheer me up a little bit. Thank you and have a nice day.

And didn't that cop resign that was at the Parkland shooting because he handled it in such a shitty manner by waiting it out? I mean if you guys are just saying, "well that's the law" ok, fine, but that really doesn't seem crazy? Whatever, I'll drop it because I'm retarded. Fuck it, just trying to say that's bullshit, just makes people that distrust cops distrust and dislike them even more.

Don't doubt it

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It's n-not bullshit, it's the law. The reasoning b-behind the decision makes sense too.

It just flies in the face of what everyone believes is all. "To serve and protect" is just marketing, I guess.

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Anyone like The Brian Jonestown Massacre?

youtube.com/watch?v=3LeAsyqRNTI&list=RDGMEMJQXQAmqrnmK1SEjY_rKBGAVMHh0HKfnAl5o&index=6

I saw more listing for married women, wanting "Visitors" during the day, than I saw any other listing combined
it just makes me feel worse, does no one have morals these days?
Oh Joining a club, as far as I know, there are not any around here, let alone one with a subject that would appeal to me
I suppose, I would be willing to drive into town, to meet a club I had interest in, but I have no idea how to go about locating one? even then, the odds of finding her, there, feel slim
(But I am not against fighting slim odds)

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Yeah, sorry I went on a tangent. Yeah it's the law, oh well, it's whatever, I'd never call the cops anyways, that just added fuel to the "fuck cops" mindset I already have.I've heard there's good cops, but I've never met one. I'm dropping it, never mind.

I'm f-fairly sure that people have morals, just that they d-dont align with yours.

I mean, the odds of you finding her d-doing nothing seem to be zero; how old are you?

*Patpat* I f-feel you. Just don't leap to conspiracy theories, okay?

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Oh, boy. Another thinly veiled Alice thread. It's like she understands that we don't like her so she doesn't say her own name yet she still makes these threads that her white knight clique asks for.

M-my picture is in the OP, I'm stuttering, w-what about this is "veiled"?

It's just me here today dear. Mantis and Hijiri both came of their own accord. No one asked for this.

That said, h-have a great day dear

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Actually her chat tells her not to make threads

Old enough to feel like creep when trying to hang out at game stores...
Even though I actually came there to play games!

I dunno, I'm not at David Icke level, but you really don't think any conspiracy theories sound pretty fucking weird? MKULTRA(which..I guess is the go to one because, yeah, that's not even a theory anymore.) The whole Joe Kennedy/Jack Kennedy/Chicago Outfit connection? Rick Ross(the real one)/Mendoza/Noriega/CIA shit?

W-what kind of games?

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Icelandic Ultrablue?

As long as you're here, have some pie.

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Mkultra proved brainwashing isn't real

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I like playing a wide variety of games
my favorite are strategy, and my least favorite are games that are just luck of the draw
but I enjoy a huge range of different games

Pls return to /soc/ and or /r9k/.

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The Rick Ross one is completely true, too. That's not even a theory. And Joe Kennedy was a bootlegger during prohibition and kennedy BARELY won because he got more votes in IL. I mean, those aren't even theories anymore are they?

I'll take one.

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T-this is my home. I only visit those boards. Try again.

S-sure but table top? Video? Etc?

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Lol thank you!

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>try again
If you insist.

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"MKULTRA proved brainwashing isn't real"? I think the bigger takeaway is they were actively trying to TRY and brainwash and control people against their will for what, 15 years or something? On prisoners, peoples in asylums, etc, without their consent.

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I like the interaction of tabletop, board, and card games
but, I enjoy video games as well
I'm not TOO picky when it comes to games, heh

T-that thread was only posted to Yea Forums, which doesn't really support your argument.

S-sure, and they failed..brainwashing isn't real

I'm n-not exactly frightened by my own pictures I willingly released you know.

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Ever play 40k?

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Yes, I played it before the Recent Heresy turned it into a Different game, but stole the title of a Game I loved...

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Alice such a cute

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Oh? W-what army?

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Cuase, Everyone knows a Tank can't fire it's weapons if there is an enemy within 5 feet

8/10, would give a reach around.

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My buddy was SM
I tried to take Tyranids as a Primary army, but it was too expensive, so I went with Tau

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I like you. Will you be my friend?

Alice is clearly female lmao

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S-sure

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Ok now let's talk about politics and religion...Yeah never mind it's pointless, whatever, really interesting shit to me, but fuck it, I'm throwing pennies at a brick wall. Is this about to become a cooking thread?

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I’m not good. I’m going to commit suicide at the 1st.

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S-seems to becoming that.

W-ehats got you suicidal, love? *Hugs tightly* I'm h-here for you. Tell m-me all about it.

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this coming 1st?
I recommend moving it out one more month
Someone once recommended I give it one more month to think, and by the end of that month I found a sliver of reason to keep pushing...

First what? And why?

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Everytime I see you, you remind me of my passed away wife... Anyways, I just wanted to say hi and hope your having a good day.

^^I'm not good either, try not to do that though. I've thought about it, but what if death is worse? I'm tired of living but scared of dying..I feel for you though, if you're serious, heavy depression and other mental shit here too. Try to not.

Join the discord cdVQYG9

T-thats good advice. Even a two minute delay substantially reduce the chance of a suicide attempt.

Right b-back at you, love

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I’ve been suicidal for maybe 6 months now; depressed for almost 7 years if I remember correctly.
I’ve been abused and sexually harassed as child and now that I’m 20 I still get abused by my significant other.
Also I’m not able to do anything good or be successful, so what’s the point?

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I wanted her to be the mother of my child. she was an amazing woman...

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^^Suicidal user, will you listen to this song for me? It cheers me up.

youtube.com/watch?v=F-3ox-6WhBA

*Cracks her neck* alright. Time to get personal.

I was the same way. Maybe even at the same ages as you. I was abused and used and even lied to by someone so close.to.mez they might as well have been a part of me, a second liver.

None of that means you aren't a good person or you can't be successful. That's what they tell you, to beat you down, to make you feel worthless, to assert control and power over you. Ont let them.

You can put in the time, right now, and learn a skill. You can find a thing you are good at, and write your own ticket. That's what being young is all about. Don't let someone else take that from you because they know better. Give them the finger and get to work.

As for the depression, I've had good experiences with ketamine treatment and a new drug, ssketamine, was just approved. It's rapid acting, long lasting, and has none of the side effects current antidepressants have.

Check and see if a clinic is open in a city near you. If it is, and you can't afford it, email me: [email protected]

And I'll pay for it.

Don't give up, anonymous. Not until every possibility is exhausted. I was right where you are now, not too long ago. And while I don't consider myself some super success, I do well for myself.

Don't let anyone push you around. Not even yourself

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Esketamine, my apologies.

It also kinda depresses me when I remember Joey Ramone is dead, but, I hope you listen to it. Might make you feel a little better, I dunno what music you like, but I don't see how someone couldn't like that cover.(if he's even still here)

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^^Sorry I'm all over the place, but Alice(that or Celty?), you've tried the ketamine treatment? I've heard really good things about it. It's just an IM shot, yeah? SSRIS didn't do shit for me, but I've considered the ketamine jank.

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well, feeling pretty low, since I typically avoid thinking about this stuff
I will try to focus on something else for a bit, to get some stability back...
but, I will look into the couple pieces of information you have provided, and see if I can keep fighting the fight, for awhile longer...
Good Luck with your endeavors, whatever they may be...

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is that like...a costume of the faceless nurses from Silent Hill?
Terrifying...

C-correct. I'm both Alice and Celty.

It w-works very well. I highly r-recomme d it.

B-best of luck, love. *Hugs tightly and kisses cheek*

C-contsct me at any time if it's t-too much or you need more help.

Yep! Halloween thread!

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You're a cute bald girl. Do you have cancer? I hope you don't.

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I don't get it, why spam these?
Am I missing something

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Amazing.

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It's some creepy asshole who thinks he's doing a nice thing by saving her pictures and spamming them in her threads

What is the reason you became Alice2? Did you love the original so much you wanted to carry on her legacy?

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I'm n-not bald.

Ah?

B-best just to enjoy the old content

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Thank you for the song recommendation. It is a really nice song.

But what if they’re right about all of it? I haven’t accomplished anything yet while others my age have a house and a family etc.

I’m not good at anything, except maybe drawing. But my SO destroyed every picture I’ve made. So maybe I’m not really good.

Thank you for recommending the ketamine treatment, I’ll try to find a clinic. But please don’t offer payment for me, I’m not really worth your money

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W-what can you do, you know?

Gotta roll w-with the punches.

She helped m-me in my time of need. I w-was not there for her in hers.

So I do my best to help the people of Yea Forums in her name.

Yep

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You are w-worth very dollar I have, anonymous.

I w-would recommend getting out of such a toxic relationship. It's m-most likely a contributing factor.

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Oh hey ikarous

Can I help you with your fucking stutter like Jesus it’s like talking to a fucking faulty engine, I mean seriously it’s like taking to Walter Junior getting strangled. How in the actual name of shit do you even stutter an “s” without sounding like a deepthroating snake you fucking blabbering bitch.

youtube.com/watch?v=9LD3NKlS55g

Check it out my love

V-very carefully

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HELLOOOO I'M THE NOSTALGIA CRITIC AND i REMEMBER IT SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO

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Nostalgia critic is kinda gross tbh

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He's an awful person with an ego the size of Neptune, you just seemed to be emulating his style of comedy

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He threatened that if I leave, he’ll kill me and my sister.
I don’t care if it’s me, but I won’t risk my sisters life.

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Go to the police then?

H-have a good day guys!

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>oof
You cant call the cops we already learned they don't do jack shit

Way to go, retard. We just hit image limit.

He can and should

Y-you too.

Women should obtain a firearm and license if required and learn to defend themselves.
You know empowerment and all.

That was his faggot goal all along.

Having a fun in your home dramatically increases the risk of suicide.

2/3rds of fun violence is self inflicted you know.

She'll be back in like 5 minutes with a new thread, guaranteed. She always comes back.

nice pic, more?

I don't understand. Why would he do that?

I don’t want to hurt him. He abuses me, but I could never lay a hand on him. I would be beaten to death if I tried

She's at work, she will be back after probably

N-no, you!

And being a victim increases your chances of being a victim 100%

If he attacks you or your sister he would deserve it.

Having a fun doesn't decrease your chances of being a bictim

Why would you try to destroy something beautiful?

...

Y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-ou too!

People will kill themselves with anything, doing it with a gun won't increase suicide rates

Stop beating me
>no
Or else
>no im going to kill you & your sister
Bang. Guy is down.

Suddenly no longer attacked. Instantly no longer a victim of domestic abuse/assault&battery etc.

You’re not wrong. But he won’t attack her. I’m pretty sure about that.
I’ll escape him by taking my own life, that’s probably the best lesson for him.

Not what the evidence shows

Not really? They are still a victim and that's also a very unrealistic situation. After all, the other party can have a gun too.
An eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind.

Well?

That's dumb as shit idiot. That won't show him shit except that he can get away with it. Go to the cops

People have killed themselves long before guns, if you want to die you'll kill yourself with anything

...

Person could have killed themselves this entire time. Yet havent.

And he already threatened to kill her? Your right she shouldnt defend herself and taken beatens and threats of bodily harm towards herself and family.

He said multiple times he’s scared of losing me.
Also I’ve been to the cops, and they did nothing. I don’t believe they’ll help.

Gun makes it potentially instantaneous so if you are squeamish about cutting/drowning/whatever and you have suicidal thoughts, it's easier to just pull a trigger than it is to do slowly and painfully inflict injury on yourself with any other means, which means you are more likely to go through with it and less likely to be able to change your mind half-way through

Nothing inherently wrong with suicide. Not to mention women are less likely to do it regardless. If the person wanted to kill themselves they will.

Considering this person wants to suicide due to their attacker. Doing nothing keeps them in a constant state of wanting to die regardless if they do or not.
Thats not an excuse to use a weapon that equilizes strength vs the attacker and be able to defend yourself or another innocent.

>Nothing inherently wrong with suicide

What the fuck kind of advice is this, what is wrong with you

>my body my choice
Doesnt mean suicide is good. You are not the arbiter of others lives that is all. Taking ones own life is not the same as taking someone elses unjustly.

Imagine not wanting someone to have freedom of choice. Imagine thinking someone HAS to slave through their life that they didn't ask for despite how absolutely miserable they may be. Are you literally the american government?

>jumping off a high place
>drinking yourself to death
>being hung with a long rope
These are all painless ways to die

>taking one's own life is the same as taking another's
Oh, boy. Here we go.
>but user, you have to grow old and weary in life. I don't care if you can't find happiness. I don't care about what ails you. I don't care if you're alone or sick or disabled from birth. You have to because I say so!
I can't fathom this thought process.

You forgot the not

>painless
>liver failure
Okay.
Also, good luck not fucking up a jump or a hanging. It's pretty hard not to. There's a HUGE number of folks who have.

>jumping off a high place
Not necessarily fatal, could just end up in the hospital with 50 broken bones and immense pain

>drinking yourself to death
That typically takes about 20 years and is far from painless

>being hung
Not sure why you think being choked and held up by a rough rope around your neck is painless

Sorry, I'm a dumb blind retard.

Suicide is not a valid way to escape an abusive relationship

That's dumb as fuck, don't kill yourself

There is very many things wrong with suicide

You are stupid

Painless lmao you are stupid af

Go to the cops go to the cops go to the cops

>jumping off a high place
If you fall off a skyscraper your not going to survive
>drinking yourself to death
You can die of alcohol poisoning in a day
>hung
If the rope is long enough then your head can pop clean off

>thats dumb!!!!!111 you can't kill yourself because I said so!!!!!!111
Sigh.

>spend the night with a guy on tuesday
>cant leave to go anywhere else because of circumstances
>we have sex use a condom things are fine
>after the first time he takes the condom off but we're talking about doing other things and i dont think anything of it
>he surprise puts himself in me without a condom and starts to fuck me
>night goes on with us having sex without one from that point because i cant leave and want him to be happy
>cums in me to "mark his territory"
what do i even consider that? i feel violated but am i reasonable in feeling that way?

Its cool. Id rather see the girl defend herself from an abusive lover than kill herself with it. No need to stay a victim.

Hanging snaps the neck you can no longer feel.

Tall building is more than one story. Get to terminal velocity and hit pavement you are not going to survive it.

Lay down on traintracks

Poison yourself.

Etc

Considering we were trying to tell her to get out of it defend herself so shes no longer a victim we agree

>Many things wrong with suicide
Such as?
>You are stupid
Nice argument.

People survive falling out of planes idiot

Nah it's because we don't let retards kill themselves

You are the one advocating for suicide idiot lmao

You were violated. Call the cops.

I remember reading somewhere about a guy who's parachute failed to open and he lived. He was allegedly falling at terminal velocity.
>you can die in a day from alcohol poisoning
I think his point was that it would hurt. Alot. You don't want to be conscious when your organs fail.
>long rope = decapitation
You would need a REALLY long distance to fall. My guess would be around the triple digit region of feet.

Not if they were trying to die, falling face first onto pavement will snap your neck and kill you

Uhh yeah he took advantage of the fact that you have nowhere to go and went into creepy ass possessive BDSM mode. You didn't want it, it was rape.

Hope you're not pregnant.

You pass out before your kidneys give out

>You are the one advocating for suicide idiot lmao
Totes.

Why? Why would you be against that? Can you stop for a second and imagine being Steven Hawking levels of disabled? What kind of life is that? That's horrible. Your only purpose would be to get out of bed every day and even then you would need assistance to do that. Are you some sadistic fuck that enjoys watching people suffer through life like this? Because that's childish.

Sounds fine? He did well for himself idiot

Yep, having a gun dramatically increases the risk of suicide.

You are advocating for suicide.

People dumb enough to kill themselves deserve to be scooped out of the gene pool

i dont want to deal with all of that, i don't ever have to be around him again and thats good enough

i just didnt know if i was wrong for feeling that way because just before that him and i had consensual sex with a condom

it was creepy and he did get like that, at one point he was messing around being rough and told me he'd stop if i kissed him, a lot of things like that, i couldnt use my phone either he kept looking over my shoulder at anything i typed to anyone

nice dubs, both of you

It's not about intelligence, it's about being pushed past your limits. Everyone has em you know.

And killing yourself after being beaten and abused by a criminal is better.

Looks like you are also an advocate for suicide.

>...dramatically increases risk of suicide
More correct would be successful suicide. The risk of suicide is the same.

It is definitely wrong of him to violate a prior agreement yes

I was implying his disability, not his stature in life. Not everyone has the opportunity to do something great and be crippled their entire life. Most of the time they only get the shitty parts tacked onto their life without any of the good parts. Are you trolling or is it just that you're not old enough to understand how cruel life can be?

Nah the risk of an attempt also increases

ok, ive had a lot of bad sexual experiences with abuse and i have a hard time understanding if someone croased boundaries or what "counts" or is my fault etc

Everyone does. Just gotta try harder.

Note:
This thread has hit both File and Bump Limits. Proceed at your own risk.

They crossed a boundary

and Yea Forums is so slow that it's been up for like an hour after reaching those lmao

thats why i wanted other opinions, but now thats 4/4 saying it counts as rape/violation. i know it probably sounds stupid that i need to ask, but again a lot of abuse and i dont understand whats ok and what isnt sometimes.

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