Fuck the world, I've been clean for 4 months...

Defeatist attitude.

you'll never quite because you don't want to.

just start taking a fuck ton of dabs.
personally weed fucks me mentally if i do it too much, but itd be better than actually risking death.

Imagine being this guy and giving this advice

Don't fucking do it OP. You know you're just deceiving yourself. 4 months man. 4 fucking months. Don't just throw them away. And stop fucking counting milligrams. Oh just 40 mg. It's not JUST 40mg and you know it stop lying to yourself. JUST don't do it.

What have you been doing for the past 4 months without H? H isn't a very productive drug, I'd rather you abuse meth, I rarely see a person on H functioning.

Why do retards even feel like giving this input? It's so pointless. I bet you're the type of idiot who goes up to smokers and tells them that smoking can cause cancer as if they aren't aware of this already.

It's insufferable mentally inept retards like you that drive people to get smacked up on heroin in the first place.

i dont see the issue
get fucked up on something a bit safer to fill the void

Dab is a Pathetic replacement for heroin, but you don’t know that because you clearly have never done it. Congratulations, now go back to read it

4 months is nothing. OP's probably got 600 months of life ahead of him or maybe only 240 months if he keeps using drugs.

Do what you want, just don’t give EMTs or medical professionals shit when you report with an OD. No one gives a fuck what you do just let us and everyone else do their jobs please.

what music did you listen to while you got high?

Or 120 months if he is a fatass and doesn't do any drugs or smoke cigarettes.

Being a fat fuck is the number 1 killer.

These past 4 months have felt like 14 months. And the 14 months where I used H every day felt like 4 months.

yeah h is cool hf

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600months of misery or 240months of heavenly bliss.... hmmmm

Hahaha I sincerely hope you die loser lmao please just let the heroin kill your little faggot ass hahahaha

nothing feels better, it all comes back to H, feels legit like a kid on christmas morning driving to your grandma's house to open ur presents, and all the shit in the world disappears right before your eyes in a way you didn't think was possible. And as you get dependent on H again, the highs don't become lesser and lesser for me personally they become stronger and stronger, as you got into withdrawal you yearn for it more and more and when you finally hit the H you feel a strong and strong wave of pure bliss

Grow up, you're not a little kid anymore, the world sucks dick accept that

Don't do it man. All you're doing is throwing away 4 months of progress for what??? A couple hours of pleasure at most. You're prehistoric monkey brain is taking over. Just wanting immediate pleasure without thinking about the consequences.

Don’t do it you weak faggot

You might be a massive homo. Just sayin, ya fucking queer.

I'd rather be a homo queer than a literal mouth breathing mongoloid.
>durrr op did you know relapsing on heroin is bad just saying durrr did u know that?

replace heroin with weed lol youre retarded

Quads. You are not a literal mouth breathing mongoloid, but you are a massive homo queer.

You and I both know you are better without that shit. If not for yourself than stay clean for your families sake at least.

just move backwards into meth at least you can be productive when you’re high off your ass

ok Nietzsche

>of progress
progress towards what?

You can't just drop a habit, you have to exhange it for a better one.
So fill your life with something else.

Or die, if that's what you want.
best of luck user.
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Yes, it's clearly other people's fault you're an addict. You're just the victim.

All I’ll say op that at the 6th month mark I finally started feeling good again, and the cravings had all but disappeared. To be fair I wasn’t slammin, I was snorting Roxie’s and opana, but I’m 6 years clean now. At least give it a few more months before you give up you might be closer to crawling out of the hole than you think.

i've never tried heroin but i have used and been around many meth users over the course of my great 3year bender since i got pescribed dex off my doctor, i've been temporaly addicted to alcohol (1 year) in that time but have now quit, i'd say it's definetly worth it, alcohol produces a very impaired feeling of intoxication which tricked me on numerous times into thinking i was sober and doing some very dumb stuff, plus the hangovers... awful though though when you're addicted to alcohol hangovers are no more. meth and speed are a whole new game, while i'm fried i am 200% my usual self & when it starts to wear off fuck noo i ain't crashing but when all is run out i an at 40% mental stability and 60% my physical strength and stamina and its just so easy to get back up there. ever drug i use is combined with weed, weed is like pornography, it wires itself into your brain and routine (only if abused).

if you read to the end well done you must feel smarter

That's somewhat true, treatment's supposed to make it easier

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The Laura of wet blankets enters the thread.

Instead of participating in thread discussion, this Laura just wants to point out that you're currently at the edge of the board and about to die. =^_^=

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It's okay Laura, this thread isn't really worth it.

Don't. First off you may OD and die. Second a few more months of being clean and you start to feel fucking amazing. Do whatever you gotta do to distract yourself till then

OP, you need to learn to enjoy life itself. You took the wrong path, relying on the drug to make you happy. It will only make you content.

Seek treatment, get sober, and you'll feel better several months later. It's not easy, but it'll be better than death. If you have to, use something lesser to ween you off (i.e. alcohol/weed).