Hey Yea Forums just how much of a autistic betafag am I

Hey Yea Forums just how much of a autistic betafag am I
>Be me
>Be in 8th grade
>Have female classmate
>8.5/10 qt3.14
>Shes in 4/5 of my daily classes
>She sits next to me in 3 of those classes
>We start talking in class
>Shes super nice to me and has great personality
>Shes laughs at all my jokes and smiles at me a lot
>Start to develop feelings towards her
>Subconsciously look in her direction during class a lot
>Find out when Halloween dance is coming up she likes a different guy and was going to ask him to it
>mfw I was about to ask her to it
>He Rejects her
>Shes in our next class crying but trying to hide it
>Was too shy to go over there to comfort her
>We remain chill friends for the remainder of the year
>She says shes planning on moving after the school year ended
>Going to confess feelings on last day of school
>Im too shy to tell her
>ffw to 9th grade
>find out she didn't move and was still going to the school
>I have no classes with her at all
>Get over my crush to her after not seeing her for majority of year
>ffw to last term of 9th grade
>See her during lunch while hanging out in library with friend
>Shes next to some mutual friends of ours
>Free excuse to go over and be near her
>Shes still as amazing as before
>See her quite commonly for the rest of the year
>Coming up with plan to covertly ask her out
>Was going to put my number in her year book on last day
>Last day rolls around
>Theres year book signings happening after shitty asembly from student gov
>Look around to find her
>Target sighted
>Walk over and ask her to sign my year book
>She says alright but looks a little bit uncomfortable
>Hand her my year book expecting her to give hers over for me to sign
>She doesnt
>She signs my year book and hands it back to me
>I say thanks it was an awesome year and walk away
>Feel heart broken

Im hoping that she goes to my highschool next year if she is should i just ask her out Yea Forums?

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Of course, maybe to watch a movie that she's interested in. Also don't wait to highschool, try to text her

Read the rules newfag 18+ only
Get the fuck out
Just kill yourself before it's too late you beta fag

It sound like you need to hang out with attainable womens and get experience, however i don't believe that you can be with her but at least you you will have been with a girl

>sorry for my poor english

underage b&

I like how there are the anons that tell him to kys and the anons helping, he is underage on an 18+ board get out newfag

Mooooooooods

MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODS

Please be pasta, nobody can be this autistic
Even Rajesh knows you're not getting bob and vegene

Hour old post but user please, gtfo off Yea Forums, you're only a middleschool fag
You can still be a normie

Besides the blatantly obvious fact you are underaged and should fuck off, the biggest mistake you made was waiting so long. Next time you gotta pull the trigger much faster.

Zing!

Well first of all, underage b&. Second of all, quit being a pussy, you're only in high school, that shit should be a piece of cake. Trying finding bitches after it, fail, and then you come crying.

Become a school shooter.... They get all the pussy

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Ask her how she feels. It could make things awkward if she doesn't feel the same way but knowing is worth it.

Also, never mention your age in your post. If nothing else, lie and say you're a senior. Enjoy the ban.

Fuck man

Semi-Similar experience
Worst crush of my life started out with a yearbook

(Part one)
> be me
> end of 9th grade
> throughout the year now and then id seen this girl walking around the hallways.
> good 7/10, not super pretty, but pretty, She’s also an alt girl kind of, really friendly and energetic vibe, fucking adorable
> never thought much of her, just ignored her for most of the year
> towards the end of the year, she starts popping up in my head more and more. Don’t really have a crush on her yet, I’m just in “what if she’s the one” mode.
> almost end of the year
> buy a yearbook
> by coincidence, she’s in yearbook club, and she’s the one who ends up handing me my yearbook.
> she’s super friendly to me, big cute smile on her face along with a few even cuter giggles as she gives me the yearbook
> instantly clicks in my head that I’m in love with her
> summer comes around
> spend summer anticipating next year so I can try to get with her
> next year comes
> by even more coincidence she starts sitting at my lunch table hanging around my friends
> ps my “friends” were actually assholes who constantly made me the bottom bitch of the group and made fun of me mercilessly
> she’s basically one of those memelord girls Ig, just fits in with our all-guy crowd, etc during lunch

> in the following months of the year, become friends, get to know her better
> turns out she’s bi, has a gf
> don’t give it much thought, think they’ll probably break up soon and keep my positive mindset about the future.
> eventually they do break up
> feelsgood.jpeg
> she starts becoming super flirty with me
> randomly holds my hand during lunch
> jokes about us being married
> lifessogood.png
> I think to myself that everything’s finally gonna get better and that things are gonna be fucking great

> wait for it

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( part 2)

> wait for it
> wait for it

> friends end up ruining my chances with her and making her hate me for amusement, she ends up joining in on the bullying, and pretty soon all my friends+my crush are tormenting me and hazing me, end up becoming extremely depressed, Attempt suicide, dont tell anyone about it, torture continues for the rest of the year, nothing gets better, takes me the next summer to get over her, get in a relationship with another girl who manipulates and uses me
The end.

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>She's bi
That's a red flag right there user.

Yeah
She was super energetic, like severe ADHD energetic, just an absolute clown
But somehow I found it really cute and I made me want her all the more

And I basically fucked myself up by getting myself into it too because now I can’t have normal romantic relationships without being on edge and paranoid all the time.
I’ve lost 3 other people because of the issues the whole thing gave me

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>believing that he is actually in 8th grade
Fucking newfags man

Stop dating and focus on yourself. Iron out some insecurities and, most importantly, figure out some tangible core values and goals that you hold dear. Once you've got that, find someone with the same goals, and work from there.