Tomorrow's the day Yea Forums. I'm going to an hero with a 12 gauge shotgun I got a while back...

Tomorrow's the day Yea Forums. I'm going to an hero with a 12 gauge shotgun I got a while back. I'm a 22 y/o NEET and have suffered from debilitating anxiety and depression for several years now. I have no friends, and in today's world, I have no desire to make any. Not posting this for attention though, just wanted some quick advice. Anything I can do about the mess?

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I have autism depression and anxiety and try to kill myself at 13 buuut you need to understand that the world is like that, the majority are idiots and maybe you are not a idiot, understand who you are and who you want to be, and don't give up.

Bumping. I'd really appreciate some help here. I can't think of any way to make it a cleaner death. I thought of maybe putting a trash bag over my head first, but I'm not convinced that would do much against a 12 gauge.

Not giving up has only driven me to darker recesses in my mind, and am doing poorly at functioning around my family now. I can't hide it and it's only a matter of time before they take action. There is nothing left for me on this planet, nothing that motivates me or that I care about enough to yet again try and brave my ever worsening reality.

Bump

Ok user, maybe live is not for you

What does "taking action" imply? Just enjoy anything you can. You have a long while to live. Things will be better even if you can't see how at the moment

Adios!

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Having me admitted to a mental institution. They've been patient so far, and I've taken all sorts of anti-anxiety medication, but soon they'll realize the futility of it and consider it a deeper problem. Then my life will be fucked in an all new sense of the word. And it was the "it'll get better" train of thought that I've held onto for years that is the reason why these past years have been hell for me. I should've given up a long time ago. Anyway, I just want to know how to reduce the mess.

>how to reduce the mess
>I'm going to an hero with a 12 gauge shotgun
Not sure that's possible with your method. Only advice would be to not do it indoors

I've considered this. There's a tree outside next to my house in an open field.

I do not get it. Please elaborate. Where do you live, which country? What is stressing you? What drives you along this path to death?

USA. Everything stresses me. I don't know why but sometimes it feels like I'm living in a horror story. If there is nothing for me to worry about, my mind will conjure something up. I have no power over this anymore. The thing I worry about the most is that I have almost no family I can rely on, and I haven't had any friends in years. I'm good for nothing, fairly incompetent about most things, and in general a nuisance to this world in which I don't even want to be a part of.

So what’s the problem about making a mess then?
I mean, either you take the chance to see what happens next and how bad it can get, and be it just out of curiosity, or you pass and decide to not exist. AND THEN YOU CARE ABOUT HOW LONG THIS WORLD YOU HATE WILL NEED TO CLEAN UP YOU REMAINS?!

Wow...take a deep breath and calm tf down fr... whatever you prob want to do is something that is completely preventable...you need to seriously talk to someone...even if it's just a fuxing stranger...you won't feel this way forever...it sound retarded but you won't...

I'd recommend actually going to a therapist, i mean there's all kinds of good shit in life you probably haven't experienced yet. You've never seen someone quit a movie right before it's most interesting scene, so why would you?

Don't be an idiot; recognize a ruinous cycle when you see one. You have no friends and your asking Yea Forums how to commit suicide with a shotgun without making a mess. Let me guess, you also hardly ever walk outside during the day, are easily embarrassed, and never have any urge to get into a relationship, have sex with an actual person, etc?

Mental health requires a social interactions. Social skills need exercise like anything else. If you get flustered talking to people, just accept the fact that you'll always feel uncomfortable and embarrassed, but no matter what you do it will never be as shameful as being a lifeless corpse being cradled by your inconsolable mother.

To answer the question, if you don't want to make a mess, just make sure you'll never be found. Walk as deep as you can into the woods.

Only reason I haven't ended myself already is because Euros can't buy guns and bleeding out takes too long.

Wanna live? Get a hobby, make a buck shoveling dirt or whatever, get a 500 dollar car and go for a night drive

Wanna die? If you're an urbanfag, you're out of luck if you want to make it clean, unless you want to O.D., but that takes too long of a short while, which is why I assume you got le modernized blunderbuss. Get in a fight with some armed thugs.
But if you're not an urbanite, I've got happy news for you. Take your shotty, disappear into the most abandoned wood you can find, lie down on the ground. at press the gun against your head. Blow your brains and the shot into the ground. Soft, moist earth, limits ricochets. The mess will spread over the smallest possible area. Make sure the ammo's not wet

OR just jerk off every morning, the hormone rush should set you straight

ok

i almost always give the same advice to people like you.


If your gonna end it anyway. You might as well have a blast before you end it. Go to Nevada do a bunch of cocaine and fuck prostitutes rack up a whole bunch of credit, why even care if your in debt if your gonna kill yourself. a guy did this but mexico and he ended up deciding not to kill himself. But you might as well experience some pleasure if your planning on it anyway.

Second this. Cocaine, hookers and spending some faceless bank's money is an experience you really want to have before becoming Anne Hiro.

Do it in the shower

Oof

don't do it

Just pull the trigger alredy

WITNESSED

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