Dont be afriad to vent Yea Forumsros please tell whats bothering you

feel like he found someone better but it’s fine nobody wants a depressing gf with no personality

I know how you feel femanon. My ex gf left me after a year and 2 months for this other dude who ended up abusing and using her but she thought she found better. Plus i guess im nobody then

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thank you, man. needed to hear that.

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Thanks mate. Long story short mom died from cancer when i was 8 dad pretty much split only saw him on holidays. I know poor me get over it right. I did for a long time. Until i was 17 or 19 met the woman i loved knocked her up around 21 and the the fucking cunt became a heroin junkie 3 years later and split on me and my son that was 4 years ago and im still a fucking mess bc my sons growing up with out his mom like i did. Fuck me i need Another drink bartender. It hurts

Youll find somone one day and im not just sayimg that and you have a personality just embrace who you are

Im sorry about that user. It sounds so fucking painful and i wouldnt wish that pain on my worst enemy. I feel the best you can do for your son is to be the father that he needs. Teach him how to be a man and raise him the right way. God speed user

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Same. GF of 5 years cheated on me multiple times. Since then women like to lead me on then leave.

Women only use me to cheat on their husbands and boyfriends. Feels bad to only be a stepping stone.

Fell in love with a girl who's super nice to me when everyone in real life is fucking mean to me all the time and never even ask how my day was, only to realize we live continents apart and she doesn't even love herself because of self esteem issues. There's nothing I could do about it, I can't just take a trip and drop work and college, not that I have the money to anyways. Damn I just want to be happy.

I'm fucking frustrated. Just because some asshole was in a hurry and wanted to pull out in front of me, I now have a broken leg and cant work. Most likely going to end up on the streets.

Because you couldn't wait 5 seconds.

I literally want to kill myself.

Don't worry user. I know how it feels to fall in love accross the world. If its meant to be it will all come together in time user.

I hate niggers and their shitty culture and wish they would all die

I think muslims should be the shittiest tier society, eliminate Africa

Thanks user. Thats what im trying my best to do. I just dont understand where it all went wrong it was pretty much a total fucking blind side when i found out about what she was fucking doing behind my back

yeah, this guy was using me to experiment sexually with fake sentiment thrown everywhere. even his hugs felt cold. really doesn't do the self confidance any favors, eh?

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Isnt temporary disability a thing for stuff like this? I think im right look into it user

Thanks man, maybe you're right, and hopefully it will. I just can't stop thinking about her, I've had a couple of girlfriends before but it just felt empty, same with guys, just dull until I met her and she made me happy when I thought I couldn't be anymore.

My girlfriend has severe anxiety and depression and I've never had a partner who has such bad mental health issues and I don't know what to do half the time. The bad days are really bad and she never wants to have me over when she has bad days. All of my past relationships, my partner has used me a relief and it's weird not being that anymore. It make me feel like she doesn't want me and that I'm basically useless in the relationship.

i wish i knew how to manage money and not feel like i need to spend it all on drugs while i make so little

You are, but I applied and was denied. I've tried 3 times now. The break has to take longer than a year to heal.

I was an awful person to my ex, I am a manchild, and I am a self-righteous piece of shit. She deserves happiness, and I'm happy for her that she moved on.

I hate that I miss her so goddamn much

i feel this bro, im a pretty big narcissist but I refuse to admit it and make her emotionally suffer..... current gf, not ex

My wife is laying 3 ft from me in a hospital bed, in immense pain, and specialists cant figure out why. I want to take it away from her. Its costing me so much time at work but i dont care, i just want her to get better but i cant help her. I feel useless.

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It sounds like you werent at fault in which case you should be compensated for damages lost wages and medical bill, which might take a bit so dosent help immediately. In the mean time do you have any friends or family you could turn to for help? I hate asking for help to but it beats the streets with no car and a broken leg on top of that.

It hurts man
Why do we hurt people

I have to get chemotherapy for six hours in two days and I’m starting to freak out

I'm currently crashing on my friends couch. No family to speak of.

I'm 23 years old, unemployed, indebted, and I currently dont know what I'm doing with my life. I've been in college for the past three years but I'm taking a year off because I've hit a road block with my major. As a result I'm taking a year off to live with my significant other (who already has a career) and find a job to hopefully clear my head. I dont mean to sound like a wuss but it depresses me that a lot of the people I graduated school with have already started their careers, started families, and seem like they have all their shit together. I'm afraid that I'll never be able to get out of the hole I'm in and that I'll be forced to live out the rest of my days unfulfilled and as a failure.

Shit man help out around the house as much as your able to while you heal and try not to be too much of a burden. Hopefully he'll be a true brother and help you through this tough ass time. Good luck user things will get better

I’ve known this girl since I was a junior in high school (about 4 years now). She had a boyfriend of about 3 years at the time and although I had a massive crush on her, I had a feeling of hopelessness. Her boyfriend was abusive but it was 3 years since they started dating so she was in love. So I consoled w her and waited for what seemed like an eternity in hopes she’d wake up and leave her shitty boyfriend. I hated seeing her in pain. She’d always come to me for help. We were so close like seriously we instantly click. We had a similar mindset about whatever we talked about, but not enough to bore us. We were perfect. I get a chance to date her and we were going great for a few weeks. I was in love as my affection towards her only grew during my wait. However, she started having problems with matters of which I felt I had a part in. That wasnt the case tho, I’ll get into that later. She left me after a huge fight we had and I felt like I’d never meet anyone like her. A year goes by and she’s in another long relationship with another abusive bf. I was her shoulder to cry on until he forced her to cut comms with me and half her friends. Months go by and I don’t hear from her, yet she’s always on my mind. Later she leaves him and we begin talking about things. And again it didn’t take long for us to click again. I’m telling you we are seriously so compatible. Went to her house a couple times, but never got together. We haven’t talked in a year and I miss her so much. I think about her every day and honestly feel like I’ll never meet someone who has effected me in the ways she did. I believe I’m in love with her and have had this feeling for almost half a decade. I don’t know what she’s up to. I feel that she’s forgotten about me. And no matter how hard I try, I can’t forget about her. I miss her and I hate myself for the missed opportunities to make something of what I believe we had.

This offer to clean, cook, and help to do chores around the house whenever possible and this way your friend will not see you as a burden. Also, try to be receptive about your friend's feelings towards you.

She has zero interest in you. You need to move on with your life and let her live hers. It's as simple as that. It sounds harsh but it's the truth. I went through a similar situation with a girl, albeit the abusive relationships, and when she cut me off I thought it was the end of the world. For a long time I really believe that, and I was a miserable sack of shit. Then one day I realized that while I was depressed about my situation she was out there enjoying her life and just moving forward, much like your friend is doing right now. The thing that you need to realize is that it's okay that she's out there living her life no matter how good or shitty it might seem to you. She is her own person and she has every right to do whatever she thinks is best. If you really care about her then you'll do the right thing and wish her well and move on. Life does get better user, just be patient and you will the right person, I promise you. I know I did.

i met this amazing girl. We have so much in common. Shes a huge nerd who plays wow and has a 1500 dollar gaming pc. Shes also sleeved out with tats and shes super cute. We both like lifting weights and we are completely compatible.

The main issue is that I can't control my urge to sleep with other women. Whenever she's around it's like the rest of the world doesn't even exist. But when im alone i let my dick do the thinking and before long, i have a random tinder thot in my bed getting banged out. I really care about her and i want to be faithful but im struggling.

Whenever you wanna fuck any other bitch except the one you really want to be with just jack off.

i get off posting my gilf wife

i feel like talking about my suicidal depression is just attention whoring

That's not healthy and morally right, don't do it.

Unless you are actually doing for attention, go for it.

yeah but it gets me fucken hard

How would your gilf wife feel if she found out that you broke her trust?

she poses for me

the past is prologue

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Troll or not, whatever is posted on the internet will always be there.

i know usually don't post face

no it's definitely just craving attention because there's no other reason why i'd bother people with something so beneath their notice. i'm know i'm a terrible person, i'm sorry. i know i really should just off myself.

I fucking hate niggers.

thank you.

No user, you really need to live with your life and your choices.

Every year for my birthday my best friend would take me out to his favorite steak restaurant and buy me one of the most expensive steaks. They were always delicious.

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I think I'm bisexual but I struggle to get romantically involved with anyone irl. I think it's because I hate myself and feel like nobody could ever love me. But at the same time everyone hates me so maybe I'm just a prick

I am this exact feel

>maybe I'm just a prick
Maybe. What could you do to be better?

I just really hate my job man. I have to redo the same shit every week because literally no one else can even be bothered to maintain shit during my off days. It's maddening.

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not completely feels but

>gf is on trip and sharing hotel room with cousin of same age and gender
>cousin receives dick pic and shows it to my gf while her and i are facetiming
>she immediately says its big and describes it as a "nice dick"
>i immediately get uncomfortable but say nothing
>continue with talk normally
>this was two days ago and i haven't had a chance to talk to her since

im less butthurt now and dont really know why i even cared at all but i still cringe when i think about it

am/was i being a bitch or is this a reasonable reaction

I love my wife and my family. Few years ago I cheated. She forgave me and I cleaned up my act and got my shit together.

>I miss one night stands with tinder girls
>feel like shit for feeling this way
> i think im a shitty person

Take the time to clear your mind, sooner rather than later you'll figure what you want to do and more importantly what you CAN do. Also, the stigma you carry with you is toxic, everyone is different and finishing/entering college is certainly tough. it's a toxic mentality to compare yourself to others but you'll always lose at something. best I can advise is to take up a hobby to build confidence

Me and my girlfriend had a perfect relationship. After our first date we started sexting. Of course because its a high school relationship we had to hide from our parents. My parents found out about and they were cool about it. Her mom found out when I was RP with my gf. She got mad her took her phone. Ever since then our relationship has been going through hell. We broke up eight times now. I still love her and want to stay with her. I don't know what to do

smoked my pay in 2days, my life is going nowhere and all i want is more weed.

society ruins everything, huh

is calling out their laziness not an option

i don't understand what you mean, sorry. and again another sorry for wasting your time.

>satan gives advice

Nope don’t be....I’m in the same boat. Love my wife and kids. But sometime you need strange. I pay for it these days so I don’t have to deal with bullshit. They just leave.

She knows how her cousin is and chose to go and share a room with just her specifically for a reason.

Cut your losses.

natural human urge

youll ruin your family if you go back just power through until sex drive dies down ig

do it for them

Next time you’re walking through a mall with her, look at a random chick’s ass, and say “that’s a nice ass!”

It’s only fair.

My mom tried to kill herself and she’s in the psych hospital. When I got home there was a bloody knife and puke everywhere. The EMS guys aren’t paid to clean it up, I had to. Found her suicide note she didn’t even mention me

I helped a woman cheat who had been with her bf for 8 years. 8 fucking years.

She left me and now I'm hung up on her. That was a year ago. We talk every day and she says she wants to move back, but it's been a fucking year.

I know better than to continue to waste my time, but at my age, this is really it. I'm not raising someone else's kids or dealing with anyone else's bullshit.

I know that best case scenario, she comes back, then does to me what she did to him.

that does sound fair but i genuinely love her and dont want to rock the boat out of spite

she recognizes her occasional bitchiness and has no problem admitting it so i honestly cant hold a grudge against her

Thank you user, I needed to this.

You're a real piece of shit. Your family doesn't deserve the burden of you

Best thing you can do is move on, it honeslty doesnt seem like things will get better user.

Donate plasma.

It’s toxic, bro. She needs to seek professional help, and you can’t keep trying to rescue her. Take my advice. She is dragging you down.

What did her note talk about

Not really, I'm fairly low on the totem pole but I've told my seniors countless times to at least make someone else do it when I'm not there. That doesn't work either. It's not like maintaining fountains is rocket surgery. Just put water in the fucking things until I get back so I don't have to replace 2 fucking pumps a month and cost this shithole more money that could be used to hire more lazy assholes. Thanks for reading my blog.

I so badly want to be in college, I feel like a failure for not even applying to a single college in high school -- but I was planning on being dead before graduation. Cringy to admit.

I go months without being with friends irl, I find myself drinking myself into the gutter on weekends. I don't enjoy video games, music, and I struggle committing myself to any hobby when nothing grabs my interest.

Wageslave but I don't even enjoy my time off. I actually enjoy being at work,as at least i'm doing something useful with my time.

Really though looking at this thread just makes me seem like a bitch for even complaining, people have it worse than me. I'm not 3 feet from my wife in a hospital.

Numbingly apathetic, years of depression, anxiety, even being in public makes me want to slither out of my skin. Most of my waking hours are daydreaming of suicide.

Or really try to better yourself.

She talked about how it’s not my brothers fault and how she misses my dad (divorce) I have been working to provide for the family while she battles depression but I guess I’m just a useless shitter

It's just weed man, find a better coping mechanism.

Suicide doesnt fix shit. Life wont get better for anyone if you were to do something as stupid as that. No matter how shitty your life may seem right now, I promise you that there is more to it than that. Things do get better but the best thing you can do for now is enjoy the ride despite the bumps.

>inb4filepicdidntlookat

Have any of you ever dealt with causing the death of another

its not that easy, most girls I know are too young for me or too bitchy. I love her with all my heart

give yourself a mission or something, find something you particularly hate about the world and spend your life trying to remove it from existence

I'm in love with a girl I know I will never have. I received a job offer in another country and I'm seriously planning to put as many distance as I can between me and her. There is nothing more for me here.

I just started a new job for front desk at a 4 star hotel, but after a week on the job I’m falling apart. I didn’t know this shit could be so difficult. I’m a pretty stupid guy, but it’s also the constant social interaction after years of being NEET that is fucking me over. Doesn’t help that I can’t talk to girls, period.. yet literally all of my co-workers are hot. I told my parents I wasn’t sure if I could do it, and they said if I fuck this up they’ll kick me out to be homeless. Feeling so lost. Pretty much all my shifts thus far have been one big anxiety attack.

I'm so old. How did I get so old, Yea Forums?

not me i know someone who did

>brother and sister living together in one home because neither can afford any place on their own
>brother suicidal but sister doesnt know
>sister leaves home for some reason for a prolonged period of time
>brother is at his lowest point and begs her not to leave him alone but she doesnt listen
>comes back home to find him with a self inflicted stab wound through his chest

i cant imagine the feeling

Went on a date with grill I met on OkCupid, there was some chemistry but I'm pretty sure I could have been more aggressive. I can get dates and act normally and have a good time, but I don't have the guts to initiate contact or turn things sexual, so I get friendzoned. I feel like I'm broken. Anyone else have this problem?

how do you eve get a job like that being that way?
anyway the key is to stop giving a fuck youll leaern it naturally as you get older

You already know you won't have her, take the job and move on with your life instead of hopelessly drooling over her.

Fucking Tragic man, I was thinking more directly causing it but that's horrid someone felt that low

I fell for the trap meme. I'm going to meet one next week. He's genuinely attractive. I'm so heavily closeted and homophobic though to most gays and I blame it on Yea Forums. Fuck y'all for making me like dick on girls

Happens, takes time to warm up to them. Sometimes I can just get straight to fucking, others I have trouble even holding their hand the first time I meet them, but those are also the ones where I usually go on a second date with instead of numblingly fucking every meetup.

Do it, go see the world and meet new people.

Sex is sex. Not my type but go off king.

The guy who interviewed me was chill as fuck, and we got along, so it went well. Since then, it’s all been down hill. I can’t even fucking concentrate on what I’m doing half the time because of my anxiety. Shits awful. I’ve honestly seriously considered walking out like 3 times, and today was literally my 5th day on the job. They are starting to get frustrated that I’m not seeming to retain anything they are teaching me.

While working this job, look for another one that genuinely interests you and focus on getting it. Also, realize that none of your coworkers want you and just do your job.

It is not just for her. I'm also sad because I was hoping to have a better life in the country I was born in, a country that don't want me

Don't look at it like that. Instead of adding years to your life you should focus on adding life to your years, user.

Thanks for the response, she seemed pretty open to having a second date so I'm hopeful she felt a connection too. She mentioned not liking a guy who was too handsy so maybe she actually appreciated it. I did hug her at the beginning and end, it wasn't totally helpless.

I made some investments that I know are going to pay off. I know non-public information about my investments and they are going to make me millions of dollars. The problem is it'll be a few months/maybe a year or two before that happens and I'm getting tired of waiting. I don't want to be a wage slave anymore. I want to start living my life, doing what I want to do. I'm getting so anxious that getting out of bed in the morning is almost unbearable.

I know it's not as serious as some of the other stuff in this thread and I probably shouldn't complain. But being so close to the finish line without having crossed it yet is driving me insane and making me hate every minute of the day. That's what's bothering me.

I've nearly lost feelings for my ex but I don't want to let her go. I'm still so defensive over her and she was the best I've had so far. The things she's said recently hurt, but somewhere in me still wants to be with her again. It's awful.

Embrace your homosexuality but also stop being a hypocrite.

The longer you live, the sooner you'll die.

If you will truly have millions in years just keep pushing on, you have actual light t the end of your tunnel.

shut the fuck up

Post me snapchat names you want me to leak

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it would make life much better for everyone around me, especially my mother, upon whom i am a massive burden. she doesn't deserve me. she might get sad at first, but i am sure within a few weeks her life would get noticeably better and by the end of the year everyone would forget i ever existed.

>Jannies are alphabet boys
>They're in my phone
>They're trying to bait me with viruses
>Porn is rancid and melting your minds
>Management of threads and posts are tactical
>The honeypot of filth is too sweet for the weak
>You have been poisoned with a lie you believe

im just kidding though im just really high.
im really just high though im just kidding.
though im just kidding really im just high.
im kidding just really high though im just.
im really just kidding though im just high.
im just kidding really though im just high.
though im just kidding im just really high.

The woman I've been talking to for the last few months, the only person who has stayed in regular contact with me since all of my 'friends and family' have abandoned me and effectively written me out of their lives...admitted today that she not only sees me as 'just a friend,' but as a "little brother," too. She calls it the "fam-zone." This hit me kind of hard, because I was sort of developing feelings for her, and I thought she was for me too. Mind you, I've been single since 2005, so I was kind of careful about thinking she did, yet I still made the mistake of, as younger people say (I'm 30): "catching feelings."

Couple this with the fact that I'm kind of in a rough patch with my parents and the workplace thots have been fucking/mocking me lately, and you can kind of understand why I feel kind of down rn.

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>be 18
>had a gf
>was great
>she broke up with me after a year
>haven't had a loving, long term gf since
>don't know what's worse
>cursed knowing what you're missing out on, or
>not knowing but never having a gf
>tfw

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I've been in a toxic long relationship where we both know we are cheating but won't admit to it when we fight. We always end with the "I love you" and things go well for about a month then she reverts back to not talking to me as much and I assume she's cheating again so I cheat

I have a criminal record from when I was younger and I'm scared I won't be able to get a job, and I don't want to burden people. I'm scared that will drive me to suicide.

I'll never get cute asian, gamer, emo, cute feet, girlfriend

I'm taking a dump and it's not as satisfying as I hoped for. It's okay but not great.

I love my wife, but I should have never gotten married. I miss my quiet house. I miss my own space, my whole bed.... Three and a half months in now.

I dropped a shit ton of acid yesteday, just after taking it, before it kicked in I realized that I was in a manic episode.

tired feeling from wage slaving. guess I could be dead or in a hospital

The week was pretty shit. My gf of about a year now is on a family trip to la. I was invited, had my plane ticket and everything but I ended up getting fucked out of it because of work. I just started my current job. I was desperate for work after being layed off without warning from my old job. And of corse just after I loaned a friend around 900 bucks.

I feel you. I miss the one night stands and random tinder girls. I've been married 10 and a half years. I love my wife, but damn.

I never learned how to study. Went all the way to university by just going to classes and remember stuff and pass my exams. Now in uni I never went to class and if I did I was talking to friends. I can't focus on my study for 5mins so I fuck up my tests. I will to be expelled from school because I'm failing too hard. I don't fucking know what to do, nor I know what I even like to do....

I got banned from reddit for hate speech first thing in the morning. I've basically been disappointing the fuck out every person or entity whose come into contact with me all day long. I also cried today and told my friend I wanted to kill myself and that all I ever think of anymore is hurting people.

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Unemployed for about 2.5 months, most of which I had less than 10 bucks to my name. I'm about 6 foot and I was about 150lbs. My girl's a pescatarian and I have an adderall prescription for adhd. Surrounded by lo-cal health food and with a very low appetite, I ended up losing about 30 lbs, most of which was muscle. I can't be too upset with her though, she did loan me money for rent but it was money I never actually saw. Finally found a new job, but it's physical labor. Hard as shit when you've lost a good chunk of your muscle. Of my close friends, in the past week one moved out, and the other met some dick she's dating and has pretty much stopped talking to me. Kinda bothers me, seeing as she lost her job recently too, and when she needed it, I offered her my second pay check. She's a single mom, 3 kids.

If they're really your friend you'll probably find yourself in a mental institution within a week

I am sorry user

Found black mold in AC unit... family is landlord so can’t sue

At this point I don't even fucking care anymore.

Your doing just fine user. U sound like u have a good plan

Leaking all snapchat sluts

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I had a girlfriend for 1.5 year and we broke up and I do everything right and I make decent money and I treat everyone right and I do my best and I treat everyone decent even when they don't deserve it and I still hate me.

As a half native american, half white I've seen native american culture up close. 80 to 90 percent are dumb as fuck, entitled and believe the white man created all their problems.

Sure yeah, colonization wasn't good for them. But this far on, with all the fucking benefits and free shit they're getting their lives are still shit. That's all their fault now.

Natives can't self reflect, improve themselves or live independantly. They all require things from other, better off folks.

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To add, if you've seen a native person they're always begging. Have a smoke, bro? Nah? How about a couple bucks? Cmon bro.

All just begging, stealing and taking.

Well my trips bro. Girl I spent a month with had an existential crisis and moved across the fucking USA. Not the first time shes done this either. It took 5 years for us to find each other again entirely through random circumstance. Feel like giving it all up, hiking the American discovery trail for the next 9 months to find her. But debt and inaction have paralyzed me.

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Don't know how to talk to a friend after I did something weird and pissed her off. Don't even know if I should talk to her

The guy she's with is one of her exes. She's told me over and over how toxic he is, and I can't really do anything to stop her from making that kinda mistake. Work's been particularly rough. I was on a ladder the day after my gf left town, the carpenders used shit wood, and I fell backwards through ladder and all to the basement of this unfinished house. Cement floor. If I hadn't instinctivly wrapped my hands/arms around my head, I might not even be here. Ended up breaking my left hand. I don't have money or insurance so I'm just walking that shit off. Nothing I can do about it. Yea Forumsros I've been depressed, alone, and in a fair amount of pain all week and there never seems to be an end to this shit. I really miss my gf. I probably shouldn't, that shit is pretty toxic. She's bipolar and goes from the nicest, most loving person to a hateful cunt in under a minute. When she's having a bad episode, there's nothing that'll stop her. She gets violent, angry, and takes her shit out on me. But after she calms down, she almost always realizes how fucked everything is, but this shit happens every few days when she's here. I can't help but blame myself, ended up cutting to try and manage thursday. I hate myself, and always have. I can't leave her because as toxic as it is, she's one of the few people who'll put up with my shit. I haven't been able to even talk with her, as she's across the country. One of these days I'm either going to kill myself or just wander off into the woods, shred or post my ssn, and be a hermit.

fuck dude i don't even know what i'm gonna do with my life anymore. junior about to become senior once school rolls around, shit grades because i'm a lazy ass fucking bum, and all i care about is my pc and video games. yeah sure i could turn shit around, easy too, at least it seems easy. every time i wanna do something i do it for like a day and then realize "wait i could be playing games or enjoying myself now" or some dumbass fucking shit. then once i realize that i'm wasting time the bell rings and that's another day gone by with code unwritten or projects unfinished. hell i don't even know what the hell is going on outside my room anymore.
every day is just sitting my ass behind my pc this summer, only going out when i need food or water, and fucking around on discord or steam. my life is spiraling out of control and at one point i know it's gonna bite me in the ass realizing how much of a lazy shithead i've been. and yet, i don't even worry or care. like honestly, i can think about it and not even worry. because every time i've always lucked out, barely passing by and letting the winds take me where they wish.
i don't know anymore Yea Forumsros, if i keep doing this dumbass shit then i'm probably gonna end up as a bum on the street, but at the same time, i don't want to give up what i love doing most.
playing games and letting the world pass by without a second thought.

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I feel so fucking lame, Im addicted to Videogames, been working in a part time job for 3 years and still managed to waste all the money. Last year I started with panic attacks on the job and since my perspective of life has change, lost my personality and became extremily shy. So now I feel stuck, each time I talk to someone I feel that ill say something wrong. Cant study because games. So lame I Cant even controll my life

I'm failing college and I can't make video games. Everyday I put myself towards trying to make something but I just keep running into bullshit that arguably in the end of the day is my fault and failure. Can I just make a single vidya, release it then kill myself? Thats all I ask

I work tangibly in the entertainment industry. Sweater songing the past few years with alcoholism because I hate my life.

put down the fucking controller nigger

nah, dont hate yourself mate, just try to make out as much as possible with the time you have here.
nightclubs are quite good kind of place to get to know people, add some booze and perhaps drugs, and you are all set

you are 23.u don't need to have everything figured out. you will have stories to tell, experiences to live while others will live their betafag lives.
enjoy it user

can't get a girl, been looking since 23. I'm 30 now

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No bad manners intended, get a dating(read:hook up) app or something. you're saying you've been single since your teens, go out and learn how to date: make mistakes, learn the weird mannerisms of dating someone and properly asserting what kind of relationship you want to have with someone. this will help both in the workplace and outside dating.

its normal, spray a small amount of bleach and water into it while its running. stinks for awhile but it kills it. HVAC guy here

You're 18, you have a lot of dating still left in you over the years being single at 18 isn't a death sentence, most of your friends are likely single too.
You're also not missing out on much, relationships at your age will not lsat due to how fragile your existence is; moving to uni, ending high school and just not speaking to friends anymore, becoming overcome with work if you choose that over further education.
Just enjoy the memory of what you had and move on, you still have plenty of time to date and meet others.

You wont know until you try, the only record that will ultimately prevent you from a job is murder and pedophilia. I've worked with thieves, bank robbers, assaulters, the whole lot.

Im good at seducing women on dating sites with words... i get a lot of nudes but i cant go further with them because they think im ugly and i only have a nice dick

Just learn how to study, retard. Join a study group. Fucking read your notes/ reread books/ chapters. Absolutely pathetic you've come this far and haven't even properly studied. Might as well just drop out and do some manual labor digging holes 12 hours a day if you can't even be bothered enough to study.
You're learning for yourself, for a better future where you can have a cushiony office job and not destroying your body doing manual labor, stop being a bitch and take responsibility for yourself, to have an easy life after uni.

That's one of the symptoms of depression.
I've got it to, Yea Forumsro.
Just talking to someone you can trust helps.
>so does kush

So many people have absolutely no common courtesy. They push my buttons trying to get me to snap & if I say something then they play the victim.
I'm getting too wound up just typing this.
GRRRRRRR!

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This WILL fuck you. Hi, I'm future you. I did the same thing you'r doing right now, playing video games, not studying, barely fucking coasting by, I'm 21. My friends are finishing college, traveling the world, fuck, some of them have been to countries I can't even find on a map.
What am I doing? Blue collar labor that I hate.
Catching up with them when we hang out and I cant even relate to their stories of school/ their new friends. All I know is how to hold a wrench and cope with soreness.
video games are shit and you'll eventually outgrow them, we all do. Log off your pc, focus on school work and you can thank yourself later.

Truth

Bump

I let a night of drunken mistakes ruin a good friendship I had because I let my urges take over. Post nut I miss my friend, but I still think about what I did when I fap at least once a week

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thanks future me. i appreciate it.

You can't be friends and in a relationship at the same time. You're either friends or you date each other. The friend zone is just some bullshit force field that idiots like you put yourselves in.

Made a stupid mistake with someone I've been writing online. I kinda hastily apologized but now she will probably never talk to me again. Now I feel like total shit and can't sleep so I come to post on Yea Forums.

What was the mistake?

I don't think I'll ever be content.

offered her a refreshing glass of ices milk when I knew she was vegan., she left my apaertment and refuses to answer any texts or calls. ive left her 14 voicemaails and she refues to contract me. all hope is gone, slipknot.

learn to be apathetic, fall into a neverending cycle of sleep, work, eat, sleep, work, eat, sleep....

>You can't be friends and in a relationship at the same time.
You couldn't be more wrong.
Those are the only relationships that last
because love doesn't

You not useless to her if you're there for here.

She stopped following on wattpad, which I only use because of her. I went all passive aggressive.

Cystic fibrosis?

And I know the feeling, user, it's frightening to feel helpless

Or fibromyalgia, now that i think more about it.

One cant post animal genitalia, but fucking pedo's can post disgusting sexual drawings of children. I guess that makes Yea Forums full of pedo leftists.

im falling for a lesbian

I love my wife with everything I'm capable of, but her sexuality and mine don't match up. she is essentially asexual, and while I don't feel offended being told no, I always have to ask and she is only reminded we've not been intimate for a long time if I bring it up. and by long time I don't mean some teen bitching like "man, it's been a week and she won't jack me off, she sucks". it's been a little less than a year. she's given me the okay to find fuckbuddies and is the one who insists on it, but nobody in my area is at all open minded or doesn't care, they immediately believe I'm a liar. even voice verification of it, I was accused of just asking a friend or sister to fill in.

really, this is just a vent or complaint at the price of puffs plus with lotion so my dick doesn't get the red nose effect.

I need to have sex with more girls

Thanks for the words but I should have said that I'm 25 now.
But I know what you mean. I try to be grateful that I had a gf and had good times. In fact, they were times where I felt like I was complete, like I found the one, and she said the same.
Now I have to remind myself that people change and there's no going back to the memory of what we were. It sucks. Even on the 0.01% chance we reconnect, she will be different and I will be too.
These harsh realities make me bitter and I struggle to pick myself up and dust myself off to try again with someone new. And I wish I was stronger, and more motivated, but "the chase" to find a girl doesn't feel like me.
I should probably get out of the city.

my girlfriend turned off reads and snap map and everytime something minor happens she says "are u sure u wanna keep talking i understand if you dont" and i have no idea if im dealing with someone who's incredibly cautious or someone who lost interest

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A couple months back, my (now) ex cheated on me repeatedly. I had some suspicions, so I hacked her phone and uncovered it. And left her.

It was messy. This is not the first time this has happened to me. It's happened a lot. I've been on this road a long time. But I realized I didn't have to be.

I went out and found a lady I had a missed connection with years ago, as I happened to know where she hung out. She was absolutely drop dead world ending gorgeous, and it turns out we have a ton in common. We hit it off and it reminded me that I can get what I want. I haven't felt like this in more than a decade and it reaffirmed so much for me - Let broken things die and reach.

Your shit doesn't have to be this sad. Stop looking at feminine penis and get out there and try.

Incredible how salty you are

>" i understand if you dont"
sounds like guilt, abandon all hope

I have a great job that keeps me on the road, never spend money, eat the same sandwich every day. I'm totally alone. Had a son, but ex took off, and now he's in the system. Tried to get him back but since no one tried to contact me about it, his foster family adopted him. Hurricane Michael destroyed home, but I'm too tired to find a new one. If I was weak I would turn that wheel and fly, if only for a moment.

I need advice, because this always makes me feel so bad whenever I wake up. I love my girlfriend, she is such a sweetheart and is always so good to me. But when I'm asleep, she's short with me in my dreams, condescending and just mean.

My father recent cheated on my mother and that has been bothering me for some time, is it because I have developed trust issues from that, and that deep down, I expect the ones I love to end up betraying me?

Natalie Portman in Thor 4 she's gonna hold the hammer i am litterally crying like a baby for fuck sake kill me

i think im gonna wait it out and see, but it's likely going to follow the
>hi im stacey and im super interested in you and we're hitting it off
3 months later
>i dont like you anymore for no reason

If she's as understanding as saying to find a fuck buddy, would she ever approve of something like getting a custom built flesh light of her pussy and fucking you with it? Then at least you can get your rocks off with her, and she doesn't have to have sex. Also who knows, she might get horny from doing it.
She sounds like she's worried she's wasting your time. Without more info I'd say she's not really cautions, but just anxious.
Inspiring user. How long has it been with her now?
If I were you I'd keep working, forget about finding a new house, try to reconnect with the son. How old is he? What are you planning on doing?

Triying to beat depression and ICD with medication. Haven't been on a relationship for almost two years, always so lonely, no friends at all. Totally demotivated, sometimes feeling homicidal and suicidal at the same time. Can't hold it any longer, just want to be a normal person, my own mind it's killing me

I'm becoming the fat stressed out irritable dad I always hated as a kid. The world is shit and the only comfort is greasy food and booze.

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that loli pic is hot bro, looks like some side nip action

kid that age doesn't even have real nips. kys pedo.

I'm not gonna force her into some molding bullshit. I've got half a dozen onahole style things, sleeves/eggs/a fleshlight that she'll use every now and then when my dick's dragging on the floor. why would sticking my dick in a rubber thing made to superficially look like her vaginal lips make her horny when the same thing could happen but it be her? she says it feels good, she just never gets the urge to want it, which makes it into an obligation and is a turnoff for me. we've been together for fifteen years, so it's not like it's a thing we've never worked out or worked through, and our relationship is stellar otherwise.

just kinda sucks when like every six months or so she does an "oh yeah, grab the lube, let's go for a round". like, I never got into that me first mentality for fuckin', and she'll refuse the old lickeroo or stop my hand from playing with her clit if she's just not quite wet enough even with the lube, so I gotta stop and apply more and blegh. hassle. the fuck am I even complaining for.

I think that you are being to submissive. Try to force her to have sex, demand it. Don't do whatever she wants

good information. excellent tactic. do you have a frontal lobe?

dude kids fall out of the fucking womb with nips

yea but they're shitty little kid nips. they don't become sexually appealing till puberty or whenever the tits grow.

you must be gay. nothing sexier than a loli chest

Just be rude, you want to FUCK your wife. Like "Hey, I want to fuck you right now". Try to do it on public places, like in the car on a parking lot. Maybe she never done that kind of stuff and maybe she will like it.

This woman wants to come fuck me at my job tomorrow, but I'm in a relationship. And I'm not sure what to do

Tell the thot to begone

Know what? I hope you die jerking yourself, you damn son of a bitch

pedo. gas yourself.

What's your woman like? If she's good to you keep it on the up and up, if not fuck the work whore.

I have 10 dollars in my bank account and no job

I feel your pain. I always thought I'd do anything to not end up like my dad, and I've ended up just like him

They actually have a point. I've met women who only really get off when being dominated. I wouldn't say actually force her, but demanding it, that might work. Take control

Sex while working. How can you manage that?

I got a spot that I can take her too

I've been with the woman for fifteen fucking years. if you honestly think we've not done significant different types of sexual play at my behest, you're beyond foolish. I've choked her while fucking her ass, she's been tied up, vibrating dildos in her ass and I'm in her pussy down to vanilla missionary with a condom. it feels good for her, she doesn't care and isn't horny for it, just goes along when I want to.

my problem isn't that we don't fuck, it's that she never approaches me in a sexy mood to initiate, as was originally stated.

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Then just grt a fuckbuddy and stop crying

Leaked my ex gf think i win

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I fucking hate my girlfriend but I don't want to leave her. She has enough redeeming qualities to justify saying with her; but I fucking hate her. She's a typical woman, she freaks out over the dumbest shit and I don't have the energy to deal with it 90% of the time. So I don't. It's retarded.

Same boat dude. Dating a total submissive who doesn't seem to understand that men aren't dick-robots. I need someone who will actually be seductive. Honestly thinking about ending it or cheating.

low resolution images make me depressed

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you could also talk to them about it and have a frank conversation. the difference from the sounds of it between our partners is that they're still sexual by nature. one can still be submissive and initiate, a simple question like "can I blow you?" means they want to start but is being a sub by asking for permission, but that's getting to types of play.

only good can come from talking shit out. don't bottle it up like that. unless you two have taken the hours to sit down to have a real talk and she still doesn't get it. if the relationship after that hinges on it, then perhaps it is time to move on. cheating is never the option.

I am too much of a slob to keep a job, my mother fucked my life over since I was 9, I haven't slept in 2 days and when I do I sleep for 14 hours, I cant decide if I care enough to tell my evangelical grandparents that I haven't believed in god since I was 14, my best friend is avoiding me because deep down he knows he is better than me in every way, and I know its my own fault for letting my life getting out of hand but I just keep pretending it will all go away. I have considered ending it on many occasions, but I want to do it without a mess.

You can't go back. Time travel has not been invented yet.

She was probably murdered. Body will never be found.

So you a basically a looser failing at life

You can't fall in love with someone you have never seen in person. Wtf user?

yep. I am intrinsically doomed from the get go. I give up trying to break bad habits, and that has become part of me. Please end me