H-how are you feeling Anonymous?

I feel like it's been a while since I've seen you here. Good to see you again.

I know, I p-played one or two on xbox 360, b-but I'm not sure about the 5th one.

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are you fucking retarded

It's good, just like the older ones. They replaced the giant robots with giant frog aliens tho

I've b-been doing mostly mornings recently.

N-not that I've been diagnosed

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W-what happened to the giant bugs?!

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That would explain it, I have super early mornings for work.

giant bugs will always be there, thankfully

Whew! You s-scared me!

I w-was also banned for a while, though I will b-be resuming cooking threads next week

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if you want to play, send me a message on steam. i'm on your friends list, playing it right now

Why did you get banned? Did they realize you're one of the only good things on Yea Forums?
Thanks for the link, it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside.

you look like a doki doki character

I'm s-sadly a bit busy running threads

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post feet

I'm n-not

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no, i meant so you can check who i am without me putting my steam info out there on a public forum

Oh l-let me do that, haha

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yes, post toes

S-sorry, no.

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post tasty alice leggs

I wanna kiss and lick your legs so over

If you w-want tasty Alice legs, w-watch my streams.

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I have an internet friend that I've ended up developing feelings for. I don't really want those emotions, and not especially because it seems they love someone else. I really wanted to avoid jealousy but the more I see them, the more it hurts. I just want those feelings to go away.

have you ever played doki doki literature club? if so who was your favorite?

no worries here, it's just a teensy bit of that weedle-dee-deed ;)

i do but i want moar

T-that isn't how feelings work, Anonymous.
You can't just s-switch them on and off like that.

No.

S-still. Best to vape to prevent lung damage

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I don't know you. Fuck off and die.

im not alice but i recommend you find a new hobby to get stuck on. I went through some shit and taking MMA classes does wonders for me.

lmao, newfag detected

Then how do I make it less painful? They're both good friends. I don't want to end up hating them.
I've been considering this aswell, but see above. I don't really wish to lose friendship.

I feel liek shit but I'm not taking advice from a stutter typing faggot

Your words helped me a lot, more than a year ago, and I'll be forever grateful. I love you A, have a great night :)

S-so ignore my thread? D-doesn't seem hard....

You c-can't; you care and the pain you feel IS the care you felt before.

Why would you hate them though? It's not like they WANT you to feel bad anymore than YOU want to feel bad.

H-have a good day then

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Make new friends to spend your time with.

I want to cum inside you, Alice

yeah
i'm dabbing hash oil
combustion sucks!

>Why would you hate them though?
I wouldn't, but I just feel sour everytime I see them do love stuff in public (discord). I hate this feeling to be honest.
Yeah, I'm gonna go and do that.

me too, lemme take that tight asshole for a ride

But she might have a crush on you in the long run? improv yourself as much as you can

I h-hear that!

That's s-something you need to get over on your own Anonymous. You s-should be happy for your friends!

That said, I can understand having an unrequited love. It's awful, it's sucks, it's the absolute worst to see the person you love being happy with someone not you. But part of being an adult is overcoming these visceral feels, to learn how to feel emotions but not be controlled by them.

Does the dog wag the tail, or does the tail wag the dog? That's up for you to decide, Anonymous, but I suggest you don't let your emotions control you.

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>Go out on a beer run
>Place I go to that I hear has Labatt or Molson doesn't have it
>tfw I'd have to drive an hour away to get good Canadian beer

Alice please end my suffering from living in the Southeast

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I've been thinking if she could have one, but from reading the current situation there are times where it doesn't seem like it. I've been running for false hopes before.
I agree, controlling my emotions haven't always been a strong suit of mine, and especially just talking about them in general.

I'm gonna go now and ponder over these messages, thanks both of you.

>good
>Canadian beer

I'm g-gonna have to stop you right there....

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>Canadian Beer isn't good

Then what is? And if you say Budweiser you'll truly disappoint me.

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It's m-my honor. Best of luck Anonymous, contact me at [email protected] if you w-want to talk more

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I m-mean...it m-may or may not be Miller Time, t-to my understanding....

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Do you still talk with Reimu? I haven't seen her around forever.

Do you actually have Millers in your fridge right now?

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Mmhm! w-we are working on a game right now

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Miller High Life, the Champagne of Bottled Beers. You bet!

Does she still do Tarot aswell?

We are w-working on bringing that back

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Oh.....why not?

I had a High Life in a glass bottle once. Worst beer experience I've ever had.

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Awesome.

I want to escape from reality and isekai

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I'll s-see if she wants to show up

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I d-don't know what that is, c-can you elaborate?

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You don't have to for my sake, it won't be long til I go to bed.

when will you have early access

Too late, hey.

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It's that new anime genre where the guys get killed in this world and reincarnate in a game-like world where they have broken stats or broken skills that makes everything super easy.

It's the current trend among trash anime/manga/light novels.

I want to abandon my current life and tranfer my soul to another world which is similar to videogames

I dont want to be op that would make things boring, i want to suffer

Oh fair enough. I like it although I sometimes do a bit too much.

Pretty entertaining to game drunk I will admit.

Reimu, why'd you unfriend me on Steam. It legit made me sad.

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Hi Reimu, good to see you.

>i want to suffer

You can do that here. In fact, that seems to be what you're doing.

Good to see ya reimu, been a while since last time i saw you

P-probably September?

Sounds awful.

S-sadly, that isn't possible.

I c-could see that

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I'm so fucking down. I can't even talk about it. This might be the hardest period in my lifetime. I just want weed and smoke trough it, but I can't afford it, amd maybe I shouldn't. I should've done that while I had money and time, but back then my "friend" who gave me the weed totally betrayed me. I'm still furious about her sometimes, not right now tho. But almost every fucking person I knew turned out fake, or not on my level of intelligence, after I started pushing things. So I'm alone, without weed, anxious all the time, frightened about the future, not doing anything to prevent bad things from happening. Maybe those things won't happen at all, but I'm so stressed, maybe I just shouldn't be. I don't know. Thanks user, for the opportunity.

Oh look it's this fucking larping faggot again

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>But almost every fucking person I knew turned out fake, or not on my level of intelligence, after I started pushing things.

Did you do a racism?

N-nice to see you again, even if you are a larping faggot

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The Isekai has had a few good anime come out of it, not many though.

Name them.

Rather not talk about that.

You too Anonymous. Look forward to a new kind of fortune threads in the near future!

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I've been very busy as usual! Sorry for not visiting more!

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I'm not the one typing out a stutter and pretending to be an animu girl you fucking faggot.

To my knowlegde, good therapy costs money. I don't have that.
I'm not sure about weed increasing anxiety for me, it did not happen yet, and depending on the person, it has different effects.
And yes I have an IQ of 119, which is higher than avarage, but when I say intelligence I'm not talking about IQ (generally accepted as being born with it) it's more about how perceptive, thoughtful and informed about things going around people.

Hey alice, here from other thread.
My life is the same despite all these years, my family and I moved to another city, my brother even got married but I'm still a NEET living like a leech, and as afraid of social interactions as ever
I've tried doing a lot of stuff, but I really don't enjoy anything I do, even stuff I liked like vidya and anime don't make me feel better anymore
I got professional help, I'm on meds but feel exactly the same
And above all, I feel really alone

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You are the one pretending to be upset and offended by something that has nothing to do with your life as long as you don't choose to engage with it.

It's not even like Alice does this all the time so you don't have that excuse anymore.

W-who is? I'm not from an anime

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Ah, you l-live in the US and have no insurance?

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I thought Yōjo Senki was pretty good, I also liked Re: Zero and Overlord though those are divisive. KonoSuba was pretty fun. I haven't seen them but I've heard Shield Hero and Reincarnated as a Slime are good too.

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>a new kind of fortune threads in the near future!
Hype!

>it's more about how perceptive, thoughtful and informed about things going around people.

So what was it you said that turned your friend group against you, exactly?

W-what medication and therapy are you in?
*hugs tightly* You c-can feel free to hang out with me if you f-feel alone

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>being a beta orbiter to an cringey weeb internet persona

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Man, those are all pure garbage.

I appreciate you taking the time to actually name some though.

Yooo what is this gay shit?

Yeah. I'm kind of an idiot sometimes I'll admit. But we all like to have fun in our own way.

Guess that's fair.

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>being a black knight to a thread you can just ignore

How about your EQ and SQ scores?

It's some gay shit.

You may or may not be into it.

Love and c-cheer

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alice isnt gay

SHE IS LEZZY AF

Just ignore my posts anons, it's so easy
>black knight
that's not a thing

Same thing just less penises.

It is you are being one lmao

I'm only on fluoxetine and no therapy right now, my father lost his job 2 years ago, so I could only keep myself on fluoxetine since it's so cheap here
Yeah, I catch your streams and vids whenever I can
Still, it's not the same as an actual friendship I think, not that I would know anyway, all my friendships have been very hollow

I'll accept that. I actually thought I could name more until I thought about it.
You got any anime recommendations?

No, it's just called being anonymous you fuckin virgin weeb

W-well, that won't really help with anxiety.
L-let me recommend you ask your doctor about beta blockers!

They are cheap, they block the physical effects of anxiety, and they have very minimal side effects! I'll pay for em if you cannot: [email protected]

And why not talk to me more then dear

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nah you are a black knight you can only attack even when you could easily ignore lmao

Why do you keep replying to my posts? Are you having trouble ignoring them. It's so easy per your assertion.

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because I like laughing at you larping lmao what a dumb black knight

They didn't turn against me I stopped talking with them, because they're fake, not perceptive, not thoughtful and not informed about things going around people and the world.
Nah, I live in Eastern Europe.

Also, that guy thinks you're me for some reason.

It's pretty funny.

Oh d-dear. Yes, t-that will make it hard to find a good therapist...

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Blah blah blah, ohhhh, not a microbrew??? How terribly tacky!!!! you won't like the first time you eat pussy, either, summerfag.

Hi Alice,

I am depressed. I just keep on keeping on.

The terrible thing is there is nothing I want.

I f-feel that, Anonymous. I f-feel that every day.
Tell me about it.

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>I don't know what larping means

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its what you are doing black knight

I didn't know perpetual virginity could be personified, but here you are

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yes you are black knight!

Alright, I'll read about them and hopefully soon I'll be able to go to a doctor, thanks

I'd like to, but a friendship based on pity isn't enjoyable, so you listening to my problems is way more than I deserve, so thanks

I'm n-not your friend out of pity

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>a friendship based on pity isn't enjoyable

I don't know. That's what I have with Alice and it's pretty alright.

Is this how you're polishing a character for a story? I mean, after you have your character, and can think like her, it's not a bad idea, to take her to Yea Forums and make her interact with people there.

>I know you are but what am I
Are you literally a child

I wish I could explain it all.

Midlife crisis, sexless marriage, job has gone to hell, can't get another because I'm depressed, can't quit because I need the money.

That's not what Alice is doing.

I've l-literally done this for 8 years. I'm not a character. I'm a person.

S-start from the beginning

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It's not pity with her.

She's as damaged as us, and helping us is how she helps herself.

>m-m-must defend my virgin NEET w-waifu

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I'm damaged, b-but this harms me, it doesn't help me

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You're an actual hero then, like Peter Parker

I d-doubt I would look as good in spandex

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I'd be willing to judge that for you.

cutest poster
have a day as beautiful as you

if you do it because they need it and it does nothing for you that's pity

That's not clever, it's cringe

Most people feel better after helping people with their problems.

She is a New Yorker

I'm sure all of use would.

It flatters me, but you know that's not true, you know how socially retarded and annoying-to-hang-with we are, or at least a lot of us
Don't do it then please, it's nice to talk to someone but it just feels terrible if it is bringing you down

M-maybe later

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It is t-true. Don't lecture me about how I feel.

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> (You)
>I d-don't.
I'm sorry. It's a pure joy.

was expecting a denial, but I'm impressed

W-well I do have a Spider Gwen outfit....

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> (You)
>S-start from the beginning

Ah? W-what happened?

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but it's not halloween yet.

I w-was saving it for Labor day actually.

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Okay, that's fair.
But still, please think a little more about yourself, I don't want you to feel bad, you've made me feel better in the past, you know? so it feels a little sad when you feel worse because of us
I don't even know what am i saying anymore, just take care

She said she was no longer interested.
I'm not going to rape or cheat.
Even if it were a good reason to divorce, I geel so terrible I don't thing it would matter.

Work it girl

The time for being anxius, insecure and timid has gone, now thats i confronted some people and know they are as much as afraid than me. I start to give less attetion to what others will think about me. Finally i see myself equal to the rest of the world, not inferior. Just want to say that, thanks for listen.

Then d-don't tell me I don't care for you or only like you out of pity

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i have bad anxiety and i'm scared i'll have to work a job at a cash register and deal with people all day. i just want to work with my coworkers and not deal with the public. maybe a warehouse job will work for me. i'm just scared i won't keep up and they will fire me

>She said she was no longer interested.

Because of the testicular cancer? That's fucked up.

you do though

H-have a good one!

S-so what have you done to face and eliminate your anxiety?

No. I don't.

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see here

This was me
This wasn't

But if it was brought up, a spandex pic would be welcome by me if you're/when you'll be a hot bih (even if you're not, it's just that I'm not trusting Yea Forums to just slide by this, without overwhelming shaming, if you're not)

whew boy you sure made it sound appealing

>S-so what have you done to face and eliminate your anxiety?
not much. i go for walks sometimes. and sometimes i go to the store. after i get done at the store i feel good but the whole time im around people i tense up. i just need to get a job but i keep putting it off. i'm going to force myself to apply at a warehouse sometime next week and if that works out i will be happier than i have been in years. anxiety has cost me all my previous jobs and all my friends and it makes me just want to sit in my room alone until i die. INTJ personality btw

I d-disagree, mostly b-because that's just not how emotions work

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Honesty is more important than appeal

Hey Alice. My grandpa's kidneys are failing, but on the bright side, I had some really good eggs and toast for lunch. Hope you're doing well.

Alright, I get it
So pills might make me feel joy again

Not me btw

I'm s-sorry to hear that Anonymous. I hope you are d-doing well too. How are you holding up?

They m-might knock back the anxiety and h-help you to work through your issues

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you don't have a clear grasp on emotions if you think friendship can be mass produced

She said it was her.

> (You)
>If you aren't g-getting your needs fulfilled dear, you need t-to break it off. Have you talked to her about it and h-how it makes you feel?

She started crying and accused me of being unreasonable.

Thank fuck this thread is here because I need to vent, so gather round sit down and read my blog post.
Or don’t, you’re an adult make your own decisions.

So, I decided to go on a trip with a few good friends and assorted acquaintances.
the important characters here are myself, my best friend of many years hereafter know as Mike, his girlfriend and two girls from the acquaintances category who are basically interchangeable thots, they are henceforth A and B.
Overall the trip is nice and it has been a fun week with friends, drinking, activities and generally being a tourist.
Now comes the fun part, it has been decided that we’re going to visit a karaoke bar. As you may have surmised from the fact that I’m on Yea Forums, this is somewhat out of my comfort zone, nevertheless I’m here with friends so I resolve to sop it up and just go along. The karaoke bar is about 25 minutes walk from our apartment so we set out on our adventure, most of the group is already pre-drinking. When we arrive at the karaoke bar we go to our reserved room and the waitress informs us that our package includes drinks, a bottle of rum and some cola is quickly provided and the singing and drinking commences in earnest
Soon our two hours and a second bottle of rum are gone, so naturally we book another hour and bring in yet more alcohol. At this time I notice Mike has gone and gotten beyond fucked up and is moments from puking all over the expensive looking furniture, so I get up and manage to manhandle him to the bathrooms where he promptly drops to his knees and begins puking his guts out. Mike remains sitting at this toilet for a good hour, with me and his girlfriend attempting to keep him from drowning in the toilet bowl with occasional visits from a concerned waitress. At this point I decide it’s been enough and this dumbass needs some fresh air, I summon another friend from the karaoke room and we manage to convince Mike to go outside, this works somewhat.

>Then w-why not? Why haven't you b-been to a doctor? I d-don't need your horoscope, I n-need to know what you are doing to get over this

I n-never said it could be, b-because it isn't

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reading and lurking. continue...

you're telling people you enjoy their company at the same time as saying this helping stuff does nothing but hurt you and you get no joy out of it

>She said it was her.

Did she elaborate? She should have more of a reason than that to stop having sex with you. It sounds like she's the one being unreasonable.

Regardless, your needs aren't being met and you should address that with your partner until you find a workable solution. Or end the relationship if you have to.

I'm doing alright. He's old as dirt, I've come to terms that he's going to die sometime soon. It's a shame I probably won't get to show him that I'm finally a doctor, but I'll be okay. Besides, like I said, I had really awesome eggs and toast.

Okay, I'll give it a go, I seriously hope it works, I've been dealing with this shit long enough
Did you like katawa shoujo? ksg and my bed is where I spend most of my everyday life these days

W-which has no bearing on whether I care f-for them

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I'm g-glad to hear your breakfast was good

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Would you consider yourself to be some one that has had successful relationships in general?

i don't know about taking beta blockers but CBT is what I was doing for 1 month. they told me to talk to my mom more and go outside and walk more. there's not much else i can do with no car except walk to the store. i think the best CBT for me is getting a job which forces me to be around people. i can't really afford to keep going to the therapy though. they always tell me stuff i already know anyway like talk to people more and stop sitting in your room all day. i don't think i can get rid of my anxiety permanently but hopefully i can learn to deal with it so i can hold a job and have a life

you have that bond with all the people you help on here?

To me it felt like the whole point of Katawa Shoujo was that, that they need to be included, not excluded and handled like egg shells.

Yes

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so you pity them, and you don't enjoy their company

I d-didn't say that. Please d-don't put words in my mouth. I care for them. I d-do not pity them.

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>T-that's "exposure therapy", and w-while it can be helpful, it c-can also cause significant problems.
>That said, the best of luck if that is your intended course of action!
thanks

so you care for them but don't enjoy their company

I d-don't enjoy anything

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Cont.

Having successfully transformed drunk guy in building into drunk guy out of building we’re feeling confident although at this point I’m so far outside of my comfort zone that I can’t even see it anymore.
In the standard “care for drunk idiots protocol” we give Mike the occasional sip of water so he has something to throw instead of painfully dry-heaving, and patiently wait for the rest of the group to emerge from the depths of the karaoke bar.
And that is where shit gets worse, the entire group is if not drunk at least tipsy at this point, when A and B come out of the bar, A almost immediately throws up in a quite spectacular fashion.
At this point I’m agitated because I need to not only get Mike back to the hotel, but apparently I’m the only member of the group who is still sober. Once A has finished throwing up I walk over and hand her a cup of water, because I’m a gentleman after all.
Here’s where a fuck up. Because I am already on edge, exasperated by the fact that these adults are apparently incapable of realizing when to stop drinking I hand over the cup of water with the encouraging words: “here you go, you dumb bitch”

This causes the poor girl to start crying, this attracts the rest of the girls in the group and drama ensues as they try to calm her down.
I have not noticed this, because after handing of the cup I went straight back to taking care of mike and attempting to convince him to walk back to the Appartement with me, his girlfriend and friend Nr2. Just as we have Mike upright B and some other girl suddenly appear in front of me, in the few minutes after I handed A the cup of water drunk Chinese whispers have turned “here you go, you dumb bitch” into “what have you gone and done, you fucking whore”
At this point I reached peak “Fuck this” And start marching Mike back to the apartment with the girls still shouting at me. I get increasingly hostile looks from other people who are out and about

are they individually important to you? or interchangeable parts?

Each one is d-different and unique. I'm often able t-to spot anons from months or even years ago, because of t-these unique characteristics.

I'd say they are very obviously individually important

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why did you call that poor girl a bitch lmao

Hey: if I don't make it, thanks for everything.

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Aw, that's a shame, I don't agree and I felt very different things when I played it, but I guess everyone has their own opinions, still, it feels bad when others don't like something you do
I don't have much else to talk about, I have really been isolated since I graduated, haven't applied to jobs nor colleges, I'm scared and also hate them
For know I'm just afraid of the day my father is fed up with me and kicks me out

do I have any characteristics that stand out?

Cont.

Now, I’m getting nervous, because I may very get the living shit best of me very soon. Meanwhile mike has decided he wants a taxi, which we can’t afford even if he wasn’t throwing up again every few minutes, and has begun threatening to break up with his girlfriend if she does not call him a taxi.
Together with friend Nr2 I successfully get him moving and we haul as (as far as such a thing is possible at this point) thankfully leaving the crowds behind and escaping without getting into a fight.
After a 45 minute walk involving all your favorite drunk shenanigans such as, accosting random women, trying to start a fight, casual vandalism and of course, the star of the evening; throwing up. We finally get Mike back to the apartment, where he is currently taking a shower. And i’m Typing up this lovely post waiting for A, B and the rest of the group to show up so I can get yelled at some more.

So yeah, how was your night?

You'll m-make it

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Why suffer anonymously when you can suffer with a personality? Join the official chanfag server and share your problems, thoughts, or just shitpost memes! Minimal rules, active community. Piss your day away with us, you'll feel better we promise

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discord gg/CgtYuW

P-please don't advertise discord servers in my thread....

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it's just like brushing your teeth, small circles til you're done

Because at the time, it seemed to me that as the one sober guy, I now had to go and get two drunk idiots back home

And also because I genuinely dislike her and her quite shallow personality.

How does hot sauce affect you?

Sometimes the pain is the only thing I feel.

Ok.

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Oh, and the word I used wasn’t actually bitch, it was a far less harsh one but it doesn’t translate into english

i gotta move like 4 hours away, and i have to do it in time to enroll in college there. i took a year off because i was failing my courses. school starts up in like a month. i've got some apartments and shit picked out, but i've not packed, and i've not signed a lease, and i've not submitted my re-admission documents.

i'm not suicidal, but basically every day i'm like "man this is a ton of work, you could end it and not have to play this game, you know?".

i just want this shit done. i want it done months ago. but now it's nut-cutting time and no one is going to do it for me.

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M-my sense of taste is greatly diminished due to anhedonia

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I am often perceived as multiple people.

We are called Legion for I am many.

i'm living in a hell that i've created for myself and i hate it

That's what she said.

where might I find your streams?

this is why i drink alone. good story

she said nothing because I don't have any more contentious points to raise with her :(

Here: youtube.com/celtyplays
And here: twitch.tv/celtyplays

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I hate anything that requires effort and I don't inherently enjoy, even if it does have a reward.
It's just some irrational bullshit that I can't seem to control at all, I just seem to hate everything and only want to sleep

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> (You)
> M-my sense of taste is greatly diminished due to anhedonia

It s-sounds like you need t-to talk to a doctor dear.

I s-see.

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Can we watch Leaving Las Vegas in the Hotbox this Friday please?

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Hey, Alice. I love you.

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No.

Wuv

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> (You)
>I s-see.
Just saying it may be something to help you feel.

Do you know why you have anhedonia?

B-because I have clinical depression

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How much vacation do you have?

well I guess you had enough of me but I just wanted to say I wasn't trying to make you look bad goodnight

Oh. Can we watch The House of Sand and Fog then please?

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>twitch.tv/celtyplays
followed

W-why do you ask?

I d-don't know what you mean

We're g-gonna watch Kampfer again.

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>Wait, isn't that the same character?

Who? Nagito?

circles-chan

Thank you

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If you have a couple of months, get good shoes, throw some clothes in a backpack, grab a couple hundred euros, go here en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint-Jean-Pied-de-Port and follow the sea shells.

I hold n-no disinclination towards you dear

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>Kampfer
I'm dismayed.

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any interest in Rimworld?

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well okay good same for me

W-why? All I'll b-be is depressed AND wasting m-my vacation time.

I d-do like a good Rim now and again, s-so a Rim WORLD is indeed s-something I might enjoy....

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Good

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I'll help give you a rimming

I have alice, but either psychologists and psychiatric in my 3rd world country are bad or I'm just dumb, and don't agree with anything they say or i can't do what they ask of me, and meds haven't helped me for some reason, I haven't not felt* anxious or depressed in a decently long time
*this doesn't sound right

Whats on the next cooking thread? You should try lamb curry with rice and potatoes

thats a cute bikini I see you got your summer fit on :)

It's a 2 month spritual journey with interesting people and lots of good food, good wine and exercise and sunshine.

It helped my pain for a while.

S-so what meds did you take and w-what form of therapy were you in?

Next Friday.

I'm always fit

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I've enjoyed spiffing brits playthroughs is all.
I'm married so... can't help you there.
It's like(?) stardew but different.

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well good for you :)

Alice, I miss the sound of your voice.

>birthday in a few days
>everyone's saying they got me good stuff
>mom's taking me to a place I've never been before
>I just want to stay home and be alone

Am I the asshole for everyone giving me stuff I don't want? Their friendship is enough. I don't want stuff. I want sleep.

when are we doing a podcast together, microphone alice

I'll c-check it out

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dripping wet??? lewd

I've g-got a ton of Holder series videos coming down the pipe

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> (You)
>I doubt two months of hedonism is going to change my genetic structure, Anonymous.

Following epigenetic theory it is more than enough.

The goal is to build new thought patterns.

>dripping wet

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Im jelly

Yeah don't you know Alice is quite a pervert. She's always dripping wet.

I poopsmoked too much butthash and i’m high as shit nigger as fuck
I think i’m becoming schizandric

Have you ever put peanut butter on your asshole?

As I s-said, that's unlikely to have clinical results.

Of w-what?

S-stay back! Not an invitation!

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of you and your 100 pounds but also being wet

Holy hell, you look good nigga

I wish I could help.

Thank you

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I was kinda suspecting you're a people I know, but they have completely different bodytype

meds: I only remember fluoxetine, I know I was in another one but it was only for a couple months and I was underage at the time, so my parents took care of it. It didn't feel different anyway
therapy: I didn't know there were different therapy types, I had 10 or so sessions with a couple different psychologists and it always felt like a time and money sink

W-well, don't suspect then.

Ask about beta blockers dear

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Women never mean "fine" when they say it.

But that's ok.

Can i put my penus in your asshole? I just washed it, it’s clean i swear
My dick smells like jojoba nuts

And men never t-think they are sexist when they say such things

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have you tried beta blockers for anxiety? i'm going to ask my doctor about it after he checks my prostate

if it was only one medication, it might not have been the right one. some people are more sensitive to SSRIs and have no benefit from MAOIs or tricyclics, and any other combination. anxiety medications can sometimes take up to 6 weeks to start having an optimal effect in the body, so judging off of only one medication's performance and only from a couple months is a pretty small sample size.

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Are you as excited as I am that murdered Justice Scalia's son is tapped to be the next Secretary of Labour?

...

>Women never mean "fine" when they say it.

I do that all the time and I'm not a woman.

alright alice I'm gonna go rub my clit see you next time

>Anxious over s-some triviality?
Yup.
What does it mean when your ex randomly messages you.
We split around a month ago because of distance and haven't spoken at all since. I'm currently on vacation and put a picture up on my story, she responded to it out of the blue saying she hopes I'm having fun. I just said thanks so I didn't come across as the petty ex and went on with my day.
I don't know how I feel about it. I thought I was good but the past couple days have been kind of rough and now she's done this and I really don't know where my head's at.
We were really close friends before we were together and she said she still wanted me in her life when we split but I honestly just thought she was saying that because all exes do. I really don't know what's going on.

>Secretary of Labour
>Labour

You're not American.

GATTEM

Everyone's depressed. I know I'm depressed. And I'm working on that. But even then, isolation is good sometimes. Being far away from things that hurt me means I don't have to put up with people.

Makes sense to be alone when you want to, right?

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If you're not comfortable with having her in your life after the split, you should communicate that to her.

Yeah, I told ya I would

try to focus on your vacation more for now. have a relaxing time first and foremost. if it's just things moving into a friendship, let it happen and don't worry too much about it for now. things ended for a reason, and even if this was to reignite something, it's better to establish some level of stable friendship before discussing what caused your relationship issues.

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I apologize. Thank you for calling me out.

I sincerely wish you happiness

trazodone

is a benzo, not a long-term stabilizing medication like an SSRI/MAOI.

I wish I was a Stardew Valley character so I could have a chance to marry you.

*sweats"

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N-not everyone is depressed.

Right back at you d-dear

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yup
I take it with sertraline
I has helped me.

I'll see you around. Time for sleep. Goodnight.

that's good, keep it up
kick your brain's bad chemistry's ass

S-sorry, I'm Emily

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I have been on fluoxetine for 4 years, so should I stop it? and well, I don't remember what was the other med but I was on it for more than 6 weeks for sure.
Also, I may feel very anxious but I'm clinically diagnosed for depression, not anxiety, saying otherwise would put me in the same category as self diagnosed tumblr users

Sleep well

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You should t-talk to your doctor, say these things to them, and ask them t-to try something new if what you are doing is n-not working.

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Merry Christmas, Alice Margatroid.

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I don't know if I am or not.

That's what I've been doing, I'm in bed at the moment so thought I would jump on Yea Forums because I'm addicted to this fucking shithole.
I really don't know if I want to be friends or not, that's what I said when we originally split. I was leaning towards giving it a shot but I started getting a bit sad about her a couple days ago and that's kinda made me think.

I will, tho I'm a bit scared, I have hated every time I talk to a doctor

Hehe

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You c-can do it love

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The sheer amount of stubs I have in this thread is lagging my browser lmao. Anyways, I love you Alice! Sorry I missed most of your thread again :(

No p-problem