Well, I'm not american and things don't exactly work like that in here, but basically, yeah, that's another negative feeling.
For sure me and all those of my generation are not going to retire any soon nor getting any good retirement money, so I basically stopped giving a fuck about anything. Waiting for death in a peaceful, relaxed fashion seems a more reasonable option than constantly complaining. At least I do have a job. It's jist a survival matter. As soon as I still fuck and manage to have fun when I'm not working my life is tolerable, despite me constantly missing youth. I guess this time comes for everybody, so it doesn't matter either.
Btw if you wanna work don't get any tatoo on your stupid face, don't do drugs in work shift and learn to do a thing or two in your pathetic kid life. Everybody is able to do this, if you can't just kys and cut it out quickly, what else can you expect.
Nothing matters, not even your death, in the end, so you really should try to relax and get the best you can until it's there.
