Feels thread

>my mom threw me a table:(
why

Something is wrong with my left ear, I've lost a chunk of hearing and I'm afraid to go to a doc

Bruhhh, fuck that shit.

You will find someone better. Woman aint shit.

Take this coming from a guy who hasnt slept for 2 days and recently friendzoned the 2 girls who he had something going with lmao.

i'm about to flunk my two summer classes after being dismissed from college. i've lied to everyone who's asked including parents and said i'll pass. this is weighing heavily on me

*bro hug*

Didn't go to college because poor and kinda retarded and instead joined a local labor union and now am thinking I'm just working away the prime of my life

this is gay

yeah i guess i used to martyr myself as a kid because id rather die than hurt someone else

That my entire life my family has fucked my reputation to the point i legit am going thru some intense gangstalking bullshit and i’m not fucking making this shit up
I’m really on the verge of fucking murder
I’m/i’ve been struggling for years with jobs and income since 1. I don’t have anything higher than high school and 2. Am constantly rage quitting my job out of intense harassment that nobody fucking listens to me when i report it and end up getting worse
I’m currently on unemployment and i pretty much don’t even have a month left and was planing to get a loan for a trade but realized it would put me in debt and i know i won’t be able to find a job because of all the bullshit goong on in my back so i’ll just end up back at square 1
I’m kinda depressed and spend most of my days on YouTube because i can’t go out because of some muscular imbalances that gives me a hard time skateboarding and i don’t have any fucking motivation to play guitar, track/record stuff and am pretty much overly pissed all the time
Hopefully that fucking acid i ordered will help me to get me back on my feet for as long as i can

im 27 and still stuck in college (engineering) , feelsworseman. wish i started working earlier...

>be me
>don't know place in life
>anti-social
>"friends" haven't texted me in over 2 weeks
>listen to crywank/flatsound to make it worse
>too sad to masturbate, don't know how else to pass time
why am I so retarded Yea Forums?

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i dont know how to wish anymoreeeeee

bro ur a fag u been talking to maggie too much

omg ur a fag look at what ur sa

I forgot to get some tortilla chips at the store today, and I was too busy at the movies to see the yesjuliet stuff yesterday. So it was kind of a wasted weekend.

Just go. Probably just clogged with wax. If not on the outside maybe the middle ear instead.
It feels amazing once it finally clears up.

we we're arguing 'bout me being gay, she was drunks and had like a berserker explosion and started screaming and shit

my dad got remarried and now he's not fun to be around anymore. He was the only person I ever wanted to be around in my family

Anniversary of my moms death coming up in a week or so. Its been 2 years and I only went to the wake, never been to the grave. Not sure how to feel.

i'm sorry user, I hope mom realizes that being gay is sweet!

I don’t have active members In my kik group #aliencheekclappers

Gf broke up with me today.

My gf makes my life hell and I can't escape her. I had a few beers yesterday with my brother and cousin and didnt message for 2 hours so she lost her shit. I gotta go see her now and it's depressing me. I'm tired

I just feel like my brains cooked today... These days come and go.

I have the opposite problem, she doesn't fucking texting me rather she answers my calls, I feel shit about that all the time

Don’t do it... It hurts cutting the string, it’ll hurt when she starts fucking another dude but the longer you leave it the more it’ll hurt

Fuck her dad

Girlfriend that I cleaned up my life for (quit drugs, started working harder, taking care of myself ect.) and planned to have a life with was struck and killed by an off duty cop who was drunk from a party. He lived.
Honestly the thought of putting a bullet in my brain comes up every day but the weed helps push that down.

Take a load up your pooper and shit it on the table to reveal your true power level user

Try amphetamines?

I really wanna kill myself bros

I don't want to look like a crack whore

Be aloof, pretend like you don’t even notice she’s a good looking girl, make her laugh, get her drunk. When you’re both alone and pissed say “I’m probably gonna regret saying this but fuck you’re gorgeous”

It’s worked for me a few times.

My uncle died. I loved that man more that my mother or father.

Eh just don’t do a lot of them, just use when you wanna be social

For ripped off today for 240$ but it was my fault for having shit judgement but still pissed/down about it because I left myself 6$ till Wednesday fucked myself pretty hard

pills are great for the moment , but i get a 3 day hangover + 2 weeks of depression/autism

What sorta pills?

mdma

I'm sorry for your loss user. Look back and remember the good times.

Yea that’s too much... Use adderall, MD has too much of a comedown

>Be me
>Be supervisor to peons in a busy yet basic work environment
>Friendliest guy at work. The heads are absolute ruthless cunts and regularly make people cry
>People love working with me because i'm the only positive supervisor, I end up making friends with everyone outside of work and we have a good time
>Regularly stick my neck out for people and try and provide them with opportunities to actually succeed and grow
>Bosses are dicks, just "Fire everyone if they're shit"
>No, i'll actually see if I can help them out and make them into decent employees

But wait, a predictable yet saddening twist occurs -

>Every one of the people i help
>Every single one
>Abuses the kindness and good faith I provide
>Performance drops in the workplace
>Can't hang out with them at all
>Missed hangouts, people go quiet for days at a time
>At work, it's like there's nothing wrong at all but they start doing really random stupid petty shit like being retarded and forgetting everything, being late, starting arguments with randoms
>People start just straight up ghosting me when I call them out on it outside of work, trying to chase them up and actually get the result they promised
>Yesterday was the last straw
>Start messaging my bosses and starting disciplinary procedures
>Message people about how much of a shitass they are
>They have 0 fucks
>Sucks knowing I have to report on good people being shitasses. they're probably gonna get fired but oh well
>I now have to get mad and angry in the workplace, and make the decision to cut them out of not just the work life but also the personal life

It's upsetting to put your faith in people and have them just... not. Pull their weight through. Kicked my depression off again like crazy, but... gotta pull through and learn i guess.

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Fuck that, sounds like he deserves the bullet instead.

Live stronger and better for her sake, regardless of if you believe in an afterlife. Because should you have to face her again once you die, you better make her fucking proud. And if you don’t, at least you’ll know you will have lived a life worth living.

Be careful might stop your dick from working then you won’t be able to jerk off

I went to college and one year after graduation I'm an accountant working away the prime of my life, I think the route is the same no matter what

>be me
>be 17 years old
>go to school on a thursday
>pretty good day
>get home
>mom in room
>ohshit.png
>mom asks why there's a sock filled with shit under my bed
>mfw mom found poop sock

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I have a crush on a coworker
And she declined my friend request

>there's 8 or so billion people
>they're all sitting in a room with a big table
>rumor has it there's another table in another room
>but I can't see it
>and I'm the only one talking to myself
>every once in awhile I'll blink a little longer than usual
>then sometimes graffiti pops up on the ground around me
>more than I suggested I saw at first
>sometimes there's headlines that look like they might have something to do with what I'm thinking about
>or writing about
>but it's hard to say for certain
>without doubt there's people taking deals I wouldn't take
>or compromises I wouldn't ever even think about

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yikes

greetings mr cia

Just don’t hey

hwy? thats just asinine

i hate my pale skin :(

Why? It’s not that bad is it? I’m pale and I don’t mind it. Tattoos look the best on us

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>more morbid are the things I see
>my eyes are laced with nuclear secrets
>the kind of lies that cause stars to implode

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All the hate on here, it wasn't like this it was never like this. I used to go to Yea Forums to try and escape my depression but all the anger toward each other just makes me sad. I love you all every last one of you

I met the one. Same interests and everything, she moved away and wanted me to come live, had all the talks and promises ect, was going awesome for 7 months, then she got really depressed ect to fix herself and dumped me on the street with nothing.

I'm fucking heartbroken and want to do some very evil shit. It hurts so much. And I sound pathetic, but I'm in a major city with a shit job no support, friends. My mother's near suicidal because she's spent her life trying to help my sister who went back to jail for the 20th time. I'm half considering getting a gun and ending it. I know time heals everything and I have to endure this shit but I'm so lonely and just want people to talk to...

I come here and talk but it's not real.
Just a bunch of randoms trolling and porn posting. Fuck sadness..

im from south america, everyone is brown/tanned. feel like an alien

Thank you Yea Forumsro.

I've got a date later today. It's the first one I've had since breaking up with my girlfriend. Well, we never called it an official relationship, but we were dating and exclusive sexual partners for 8 weeks. It fell apart because I graduated a year before she did and now I'm across the country at a new job. We still talk, and are very friendly towards each other, but I really miss being physically intimate with her. She was the first sexual partner of mine to be more than a one or two night fling, and that meant a lot to me. I'm not going to see her again until next year (if ever), so that's why I'm trying to date and get out again. But I liked what I had

The fact that because im severely autistic im incapable to adapt to my society.The only way to combat this is throught friends but i don't want to burden them with my problems since I feel like relying on people won't really compact the core of my problem and I honestly don't see myself achieving my desire result by myself since i wasn't born a person that leads and is capable of thinking and making decisions on his own.My Autism is really my only burden and gift since I see things others can't see and ik that i can achieve success in other ways but i first want to combat my core problem so it can make my following success more enjoyble and satisfactory but idk how to go about it.All i can do is relax and don't feel anxious.

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How did your family ruin your reputation and why are you getting gangstalked?

a plane went down in sweden yesterday with 9 skydivers in it. that took alot of the mood. so its been cocane and alkohol and xanax ever since.
not healthy. i know

>I feel like I've been left in the lurch
>I'm really offering (you) the universe
>the heart of the future
>and (you)'re pretty much staring at me like I'm fucking insane

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Eh you’re a diamond in the rough mate haha. Embrace who you are, get some coloured tatts, hit the gym, kill it bro

yeah they all died in the crash. 2, one in the season. first one was the one in Hawaii

whats better; very cold yogurt , cold yogurt or room temperature yogurt?

My girl got my fired from my job and cheated on me with my best friend

what is wrong with girls these days uwu

Can someone reply to my comment.Is not that i don't like attention but I really like feedback.It could be on anything like my grammar,spelling and punctuation since im terrible at those.Give me a (you).

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>I want to tell (you) that I am not a myth
>simply a legend
>from out of the darkness it's clear that (you) could make me shine
>and (you) should love me
>It's not what I want
>I want us to be free
>to have the truth
>and ourselves back
>and I hope (you) will one day love that
>what is going to happen will probably make me cry
>and when (you) see those tears
>know the heavens have finally let it rain
>I hope (you) see it as a sign to find the light in me
>stand up for what I've done for (you)
>I am a good person
>who has fought for (you) every single day
>I deserve better than what the world is going to give me

idk bro , meditate . the beginning of freedom is the realization that you are not the thinker, the moment you start watching the thinker a higher level of consciousness becomes activated. You then begin to realize that there is a vast realm of intelligence beyond thought, that thought is only a tiny aspect of that intelligence. You also realize that all the things that truly matter – beauty, love, creativity, joy, inner peace – arise from beyond the mind. You begin to awaken.

also eat raw liver and meat, high meats also cure aautism . start a ketogenic diet

Lost all my friends due to being a dumb alcoholic and the social isolation is really starting to mess with my head. Where would be a good place in a small town to make friends?

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I stop reading at
> idk bro
But regardless, thx.I can't take advise from a person that is unsure on wheter they are giving good advise.

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Definetly not your basement.

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fair

im sad because the yellow army diddnt work and now i have to use /bant/. i miss you Yea Forumsros

i dont ever try and talk to her because if I fuck something up she wont like me anymore.

shes stunning and gleams every time I'm around, but I can't muster the confidence to tell her how I feel.

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i live with this girl, lady i've grown up with and i'm in love with her, i've told her and she knows, we hug and cuddle a lot, fuck on a daily basis, but she says she don't like me like that, i am both confused and a bit hurt by this

2 1/2 years later my feelings for the female that flipped my lufe have not changed after everything ive been through
Im sure ill be dead soon something tells me i have hwart diseases from smoking so damn much to rid the anxiety and depression
Act like nothing is wrong pull up the old standard to be a man.
Didnt cry from age 6-16
Havent cried since 16-18 present
Life ended after a whole ass story happened

Just don't act as yourself, act colder, and she'll ask what's wrong.

I’m very saddened by what Yea Forums has become. I know I know Yea Forums was always shit but it used to be that only 2 or 3 thread on page one were porn. Now it’s the other way around. At least most of the furries left.

we have talked about it at length but i am none the wiser, i dont usually like to say this but fucking women man

trying to get a job again and being denied for 4+ months because '' we are not hiring we just taking applications'' . while my bro who just got out of high school has connections with managers , teachers etc and so he can ask for a job and they will pretty much hand it to him on a silver platter. while i have to work my ass off to even get a chance at getting a 4 hour job at fast food. '' you just need more experience '' i cant get experience if i cant get a job in the first place

I was in this same position. You just gotta think of it like this. No one is gonna lose an ounce of sleep if you lose your job. So why should you care about them if they don’t care about you. Continue to weed out anyone who doesn’t adhere to the culture you want to create. They should want to be there not dread it.

Dated a girl for nearly two years until she told me she doesn't want a relationship anymore and how maybe we can try again in the future but not right now.

I fucking hate it, I've been so out of it lately because of it. This happened two months ago now and it just eats away at me cause its not like a "normal" breakup where she tells me all the things that are wrong with me and tells me to fuck off.

There's just nothing, no explanation, barely any texts.

I've already considered that she broke up with me to ho around or just to date someone better, but nothing on social media about it.
If I ever saw her with anybody else it would be the kick in the ass I need to move on.

God user's you have no idea how much I wish she just told me to fuck off, how much easier I can move on with my life, but instead I'm in this shitty limbo where I'm holding out for the future in hopes that I can be with her.

I thought I knew what love was user's, and now I'm lost

Have you tried sucking dick?

You'll feel what you want to feel...

Schizophrenic detected

Watching a movie I watched with my ex... Didn't realize it was the last thing we did "together"... Its been 3 years.

Movie: The Lost Skeleton of Cadavra

Also got rejected yesterday from a girl but that wise is perfectly fine. She has a boyfriend who I mistaken for a friend.

everytime i walk away from you my thoughts are blue 。。。

Do breakups ever get any easier? Over years?

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self proclaimed chads are never real chads

Yeah, honestly I am over her but it just struck me in the feels pretty badly.

It took me quite a while to move on from her, roughly 2 years to be honest. I went from being suicidal to over the moon to being kicked to the curb... Just gotta keep on trucking, days, months, years, centuries it takes whatever it takes... But to say I don't think about her once in a while would be a lie.

can't decide if i should say
at the bar
or
definitely not at the bar

Everything I work on crumbles to dust. My studies, my career, my love life, even my body.I keep working, starting over, over and over again. I'm exhausted and have nothing to show for it.

story?

Someone murdered my ex-girlfriend a couple of months back. Fed her drugs and took her to a hotel room. We were together for 3 years, but always kept in contact.

I had gotten over her, I had moved on. I changed, I got off the drugs that kept us down. And now I sit here, staring at old photos of us, wondering what went wrong.

What I could've done to save her from this.

Rebuild, fail, rebuild and fail again and again...

Every set back builds up your life... I went from walking to work, building a sick ass dirt jumper, getting into a H&R having it totaled luckily walking away, now I sit here with 3 bikes in my room. A touring bike, road bike and another Dirt jumper... Set back, build up again.

"You could of" will haunt you til you die man, you gotta accept you had nothing to do with it and nothing you could of done to change it...

I could of stopped her bleeding by using a towel, could of used my belt, could of ran a little faster, could of grabbed my bike, could of skipped putting on my pants, could of skipped grabbing my phone but yet at the end of the day she still died... Nothing nor anything I could change to change that fact.

I'd highly suggest seeking mental help if you can, it'll take a long time to accept it but you will. Lost her at 14, took me til I was 18 to almost move past it, turning 21 in 15 days...

what do you even do/talk all day with a gf?im afraid of getting one because im boring as fuck,drugs and vidya are enough

Its like a friendship and a pet you care about. Share your world and fun together.

Something hard to describe man.

After 17 years I'm beginning to understand that my wife is a crazy bitch, and it's to late to start over.

From personal experience they do and they don't. They do because eventually that person will no longer mean anything to you because you might dehumanize them as a coping mechanism.

They don't because you miss the concept of that companionship you had, it's not something you can get from friends and family, it might leave you with trust issues that make it very difficult to open up to anyone, it could make you feel like a failure, and the sense of self doubt+low self-esteem can compound over a few years until you have nothing left and you simply don't care anymore because there is nothing to care for because you are unable to succeed thus because everything you do ends in failure, the best thing to do is nothing.

Of course I might just be projecting a bit.

hang in there man

Fiance cheated on me with my best friend.

I never thought shit like this would happen in real life. I lost the two closest people in my life and I don’t feel anything so far. I think my brain is blocking me from experiencing emotions because of how traumatic it actually is to me. When it hits it’s gonna hit bad.

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Got broken up with

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I've been there. Also could probably use or instead of and.

I am also confused now, thanks.

sucks bro, hope something changes

It's been a year since I've last seen her. She has been in town and invited me to plans whenever she's here, but she always cancelled. We don't text, call, nothing.

Three years of fawning over some girl that was far too good for me, simping at every opportunity and even though I knew it was a lie when things turned out good I still wanted to believe it. I just can't stop thinking about everything I've done wrong with her and what I could have done better and in turn I end up thinking about how pathetic of a person I am. I'm stuck up over a girl who, honestly, probably has forgets I exist until she comes in town and decides to get my hopes up. And because I'm so pathetic every relationship I have is destroyed by my emotional incompetence.

I would kill myself if it weren't for my brother and sister, being the one that has to care for their retarded asses after my parents are gone. At least that's what I like to tell myself.

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>parents keep bitching about each other and they bring up divorce all the time. They separated for some time over easter and I had to spend it on my own in my house. Then all of a sudden they forgot about it and now they're going on a holiday and refuse to listen to any advice I'm giving them to help their marriage.
>my best friend's ex was getting too close to me and eventually made me move away from her and she makes it look like it was my fault that she didn't understand they'd probably kick me out of the house or worse if I did anything with her
>said "best friend" stopped talking to me one day (we live together), he found himself a new girl and talks to her all the time over the phone. Then started treating me like shit and now I found out they're planning on kicking me out of the house, not sure why.
>I failed one of my modules on my finals and I had to repeat, still waiting on results and its stressing me out
>I can't move back to my parents' house because there are no free rooms
>I have to move out of town and I'll have to find a job there too otherwise I'm fucked
>I had a band going for awhile and I was super happy about it since music is my best thing in life, but now everyone just lost interest and stopped playing with me
Its really hard to stay motivated these days, I just end up sitting on the computer all day and keeping distracted

>everytime i walk away from you my thoughts are blue 。。。
Nice convolk reference

the only thing I can think of is that you've been friends with her for a very long time and she thinks that of you, but somehow you manage to fuck and keep it stable so she doesn't want to ruin it by potentially you or her fucking things up in a relationship. Now you're technically not together so she can fuck with no responsibility and when someone she wants comes around to be with her, she'll stop and probably have a chat with you about it.

I know you're confused by this. But what also confuses me is that you know she isn't into you and instead of moving on you keep fucking her preventing yourself that? if you really want to be with her then its either all or nothing, can't compromise like that because she gets to have all the benefits of a relationship without any commitment and responsibility and she can still be on the look out for someone else, why wouldn't she like it?

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Never too late man