Yea Forums I need help
>dating girl for 2 years
>I watch a lot of cuckold porn
>ask her to cuck me
>she hesitates at first but eventually we have threesomes with black guys
>she ends up fucking around 20 of them while I watch
I feel ashamed of myself and want to stop being a cuck. Every new girl I meet I would rather see her fuck another guy than fuck me
how do I get this out of my system? I was never like this before. Should I go to therapy?
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Experiment more with your partners. Maybe you're just the kind of sub that hasn't expressed that enough in the past so you make up for it in this potent form of humiliation. Start by easing your way out of porn. Move into more selfishly submissive activites, more often, instead of just watching porn. It depends on what turns you on about cuckold porn I guess, but there is more than one way for a woman to show you that she won't fuck you than that she'll fuck other people.
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stop larping faggot
accept your place as the cuck in a relationship. it happens.
plus watching black men fuck your gf is hot af, you know that, user.
what other activities would you suggest?
You have a mental disorder get help
just give up
your brain has already turned to mush
you not capable of separating the desire for humiliation from your sexual desires
just give up and enjoy watching other men take what's yours and abuse it right in front of you
what would I even look up to get help?
Take a 3 month break from sex, porn, masturbating. Then start having sex.
You’re either a complete larp or you should just kill yourself. If larp, holy shit bro this gay shit is so tired and lame. If real, this is the sexual equivalent of being a fucking heroin junkie, like lowest of the low, loser-tier, “wow I fucked up my entire life” kind of retarded mistake. And for what? A fucking sexual fetish? Absolutely ridiculous. Rot in hell.
I literally watch porn almost everyday. I don't know how I'd go even 3 days without it
and that's why you'll never escape, faggot
Well she'll likely get HIV so have fun with your already fucked up life
how long should I quit for to be able to "reset" my mind?
I'd suggest killing yourself, above all else.
you wont be able to