I can’t stop hitting and choking my cat

You already >inb4'd your solution, you dumbass. The fact that you're aware of the fact you should seek help and still don't is evidence enough that you are not same and need to be held in a cage and pumped with meds indefinitely.

Kys

>inb4 bait

You lack empathy, not the faggot shit, but the very basic lesson of not doing to others what you would not wish be done onto you.

I'm guessing your dad wasn't in the picture growing up, or a total cuck.
The summation of this lesson having someone scare the shit out of you as a kid, when you pulled the dog's tail or threw the cat across the living room.

Now you have internalised the social contract without understanding the soul of the rule, making a simple issue of everyday morality into an existential nightmare, you probably lie awake at night wondering if you are a psychopath, or secretly fantasize about being Dexter, living a double life like a faggot.

Change or die. Stop hurting things you claim to "care" about. Liars are the worst kinds of people.

Don't worry OP, just post your address, I'd be happy to come give you some "therapy"

this

Nobody normal does this. You need therapy, get over it. If you can't accept that then yea, kill yourself.

Highly recommend you just kill your self. Lots of easy ways. Get a handle of liquor and some Xanax. Take as much as you can of both and close your eyes :)

Thanks for understanding rather than calling out filth or bait. I was raised by two loving parents, I genuinely love people and love helping others in times of distress be it emotional or physical support.
The only harmful things I’ve ever done to animals was poke fish eyes and throw sand at seagulls when they get too close to me, but that was all when I was like 5.

I study psychology and social work in college and I’ve never heard of psychotic symptoms or episodes happening outside of early human development without some traumatic event triggering said symptoms. If I was really crazy, I would lack empathy. Obviously something is wrong, but it just doesn’t make any sense.

Why not see a therapist? I’m really afraid to find out the answer and I honestly can’t afford it.

You are a serial killer

you're a fucking asshole; and I hope someone on here figures out who you are and exposes you as the soon to be child killing rapist you likely are.

Only the lowest bottom feeding scum of society harm animals this way.. I hope you fucking die.

Mom and Dad were both in the picture, neither of them meant any harm to me.

And no, I don’t wish I was someone like Dexter. The thought of it makes me sick

This, but seriously.
An addiction to (non-consensual) sadism (especially on non-human animals) is one of the largest signs of a violent criminal, probably a serial killer in OP's case since it's such a cerebral problem.

but user I’m too lazy and full of anxiety to kill people

>You are a serial killer
Which serial killers ever feigned remorse? I'm sure you've got a list of them btw.

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Bait or not either way you're a cunt. Fuck off.

So it’s odd that you’re having this dilemma. I am going through something similar with this. I am living at my girlfriend’s uncle’s house with his cat (that he hates too) until I move into my new home. The cat incessantly meows at you for food and he’s fat as fuck.
I get like this weird primal rage that comes over me about him. He loves me and is so chill, but like I did the same thing. What I learned to do is simply walk away when I feel that rage come on. I know you can do it; it’s hard at first, but just walk away. Remember that that cat is loved by your s.o. As well—do you want hurt something she loves? I totally understand that feeling though. I threw this cat against a wall and stuff before. Just do your best to remember that.

In hindsight, do seek talking to a professional about this if it continues to get worse.

That's what you think, but just you wait until you no longer get that feeling from inflicting mild violence onto small animals, like cats. Eventually, it'll escalate to prolonged torture, then murder, and small animals will get boring and you'll move up to larger animals. Dogs, pitbulls and then danes. Then even larger animals. You might find access to a donkey and kill that somehow. Or you'll just make the jump directly from large dogs to humans.
You'd be surprised how far the mind is willing to push itself once it has had a taste for something it really, really wants.

Seriously, thank you, user. I love this cat, I cried and cried when gf gave me the news we might have to put her down. I left the cat alone a bit more after hearing that. I cried to see how much it hurt gf to have to accept it and to see her trying to comfort me.
I don’t understand how I could do something like that to something so loving. She still purrs and cuddles with me and I hate myself for it. Every time gf brings it up I want to tell her that it’s probably my fault, but I’m too afraid to lose her too.

Basically, something's wrong with you. See a psychiatrist before this escalates.
Or don't. Start killing people and post updates. Could be interesting. IDK, I'm just a stranger on the internet.

I think it's normal where I live I kill cats because they mess with my chickens they are nuisance.

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I'd say you might have either pressed emotions or just have the idea since its a cat you have power over it, i for sure would stop as your gf might find out and that will be hell for you, i would recommended visiting therapy if you cannot fix this yourself

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Realistically, I am probably going to see a therapist in the near future, but if I become the next cereal killer I’ll post here first and be the next subject on internet mystery Youtube videos.

Besides, you might not only be cunt.
You might be autistic as well.

What happens when you get mad at people?

You probably snap as well...

Wanna know if you really need therapy? Film it, and analyse it. Anger is like a ladder. Once you're on the first step you just have to get off of it

Habits are a funny thing; you may be able to stop this behavior if you're not already addicted to it and be fine but after a certain amount of time elapsed under this lifestyle, violence will become addictive for you and by that time you may have passed the point of no return. You'll start to feel funny after having not inflicted violence for a prolonged period. You'll start to get angsty and jittery. You will absolutely have to seek out another victim or you'll start to feel like you're going crazy.
You dissociate when you lash out. That could be a good thing; it could mean you're still sensitive to blood and gore. Some engage in this sort of activity specifically because of that, which doesn't seem to be your case. You seem to be doing it for catharsis, which is still quite addictive.

Please do seek help.

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Make sure that you keep your head on and walk away when that cat gets you angry. Knowing the mentality of it, the time it happens is most likely when you’re alone with that cat. You’d never do that in front of her, so act like you would if your girl was there. It’ll be a good shaping process for you. I had a similar upbringing, and I just know that this experience will help you grow in learning your faults.

If it isn't bait, see a doctor about it, this isn't normal behavior. Or at least take some anger management classes.

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I went through a phase like that when I was a teenager. I used to catch mice and torture them. Started getting pretty inventive with methods on keeping them alive and in pain for as long as possible before killing them. Felt an urge to 'graduate' to larger beings. Fought the urge for years before it finally went away.
Had to draw a hard NO at animals bigger than rats, but the urge does eventually go away if you suppress it long enough. You just have to commit to it.
I'm totally fine now.

fuck man i have a cat and it makes me angry sometimes but i don't fucking hit it, because i'm not a schizo who needs anger management classes. honestly, only niggers abuse animals

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I wonder... do you feel powerless in your life? Like you lack agency maybe you’re exercising your power over the only thing you can- a helpless animal

Just... Just... JUST STOP HITTING THE FUCKING CAT

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You need to commit suicide. Psychopathy has no cure.

idk, maybe? I was bullied in school years ago, but I have no reason to be upset about anything now. It’s hard to get motivated to do some of the things I want and I’m kinda poor, but for the most part my life right now is pretty good. Definitely nothing to complain about aside from the same shit everyone else goes through.

Psychopathy can't be treated.

I wonder how long before your gf becomes a homemade skin-suit because you needed to know how it felt

Hey, you're psychologically fucked, and it's unfixable. With some serious help and some serious pills, you might be able to suppress it and make yourself a zombie or something, but even with a lot of mental discipline you'll be one bad day, one personal tragedy away from full-blown psychopathy.

I genuinely wonder if you have the ability to feel the full range of emotions the way an actual human being does.

Do everyone a favor and don't pass on your defective genes. Consider suicide, frankly.

I’ll be her skin suit faster than she’ll be mine when she shoves an 8” purple strapon up my ass

Go fuck yourself scum. Abusing an animal like that is unacceptable. Listen to what everyone else is saying and realize you're fucked.

imo; this behavior is similar to when guys beat up their gf for "no reason".
testosterone makes you do crazy stuff sometimes.
people who say you are psychopathic don't understand that there is feelings driving these behaviors, be they repressed or denied.
i'm not talking out my ass here either i have been where op has.
you have to control yourself better, and get a better output for your aggression and frustration.

If you had siblings, you would be the person to push or intentionally hurt them just so you could cuddle them afterwards. Lacking in feelings, you make up for it in the only way that makes you feel something. You're a monster not because of what you do, but because the one on the receiving end cannot possibly comprehend your intentions, be it human or mammal. Please stop.
t. Felis catus catus.

good thing I’m not black

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Stop finding excuses you fucking dick bag....there is no excuse; you are a sick human being, and need to sort your shit out.

Listen fucktard, sign up for a gym membership and get into the boxing ring. That way you can take in where you are in terms of human strength and can accept your position as in the bottom rung of power. Right next to the shit-filled-shitter.

Your problem is that you feel stronger than a kitty. That makes you feel strong as shit. Getting your shitty ass kicked is going to give you a reality check that will get you away from power structures and which will traumatize you into collecting MLP pillowcases like other fag-wad Yea Forumstards who got the shit kicked out of them at some time so as to realize how repulsive they are to other humans and how weak and pathetic shitty fucktards like you are. Faggot. Shit your mom. Shit your dad. Lick your dad's shit hole you fuckwad.

Probably just subconsciously enjoying the power trip. I used to beat my sister when my parents weren't watching before she could talk and blamed the bruises on her toys. Now i just quietly subvert her life like talk shit to her boyfriend's behind her back and pee in her garden. People might call me a faggot but and i should kms but I'll remind everyone the stories on this board are autistic (kek) works of fiction only a fool would believe

Yo, I was the one who cried when my little sibling took my toys tho

You deserve to bleed out on the side of the road

Hi, I've read your posts; and I hate you.

In 6 months, I can't wait for the; " I beat my girlfriend and I feel bad " post; where you proceed to try to justify why you do it.

What State are you in? I wanna keep an eye on the news for the inevitable multiple hooker murders.

Wont this make him hurt more kittens as he struggles to put someone/thing below him on the totem pole of power?

>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood. Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

Honestly, you need to own up to your behavior with your girlfriend so that she doesn't kill an animal that is, in reality, perfectly fine (other than the shit you've put it through)

You're probably gonna get dumped, and frankly, you will deserve it. If you ACTUALLY mean what you say about "feeling sad" you will act on that and make it right -- the same way you act on this disturbing psychopathy. Otherwise you need to stop lying and admit that you feel nothing, and then you need to own that fact -- own that you're defective as fuck.

You understood their intentions. Your mammalian buddy does not understand yours. Your actions towards it serve no purpose.

I want you to understand that if that cat gets put down, you're literally a murderer.

>These threads come a dime a dozen these days...

Fucking kill yourself. There is no help for people like you. Fuck the other people who are on your side too. Fuck you OP.

I don't believe you user

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There's no reason for your redundant comment and life yet here you are

Tbh I’m afraid that I wouldn’t live with myself if this happens and would an hero because of it.

you need to sick help if you think animals understand corporal punishment.

x5

You have pent up anger issues and they're manifesting into nasty bad shit. You have to look at the cause even if you don't like it.

NM, and honestly my gf and I both know that if I ever laid a finger on her I’d have a studded army boot to the gonads faster than I could say ”I have to return some video tapes”

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Where is the redundancy?

Honestly this is probably the soundest explanation as to why you are fucked up OP Not like the other fags who are getting a quick moralfag high by calling you names but probably dont even understand why they think they need to.

If I had an excuse, I’d ride it through the highway to hell. That’s the problem, there’s no reason I should be doing the things I do. There’s no evidence to support me being fucked. I’m scared user.

Honestly? This society removes any semblance of connection between actions and consequences. The average person cannot make any decisions that affect their life in any meaningful way. This utter lack of control has caused your organic computer to seek any control it can find, resulting in you microing your cat (for the worse), the increase in o n i o n people, and a variety of other common social problems.
TLDR You're a cow in a herd looking for an even lower beast to own so you feel better about your own situation.

I know handling a cat can be frustrating. They beg for your attention, claw and scratch stuff, throw up here and there... but you really need to manage your anger and frustration better.
Try seeking proffessional anger management help. In the meantime, atleast try to just walk away when you get a feeling to hurt the cat.
Also - and this is a tough one - talk to your girlfriend (if you fail the first two). The problem is you, not the cat. And the cat shouldn't have to suffer.

What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I'll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I've been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I'm the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You're fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that's just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little "clever" comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn't, you didn't, and now you're paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You're fucking dead, kiddo.

Excellent bait.

Now kill yourself.

>all these retards falling for old bait
sure is summer

This is all just a simulation

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I’m the same way. When it bit me to the bone it was put down. Please stop because I hate myself for what I put that cat through

I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU
DOX THIS FAGGOT AND SAVE KITTY!!

>catfags seething
go back then

One time I accidentally scared my cat so she swiped my hand with her claws so I swatted her away and kicked her hind legs (not like so she fell over in pain but so she'd run away). I apologized profusely to her and held her in my arms and damn near cried.
Cats do not have the capacity to leave us besides trying to run away. They don't have the intelligence to comprehend that it isn't their fault, so they'll always try to make you happy no matter what.
Kill yourself, whether this is real or you're the I abuse animals spammer.

Im coming for you,OP...

A- everyone else said OP should to kill self
B- your life and everything in it is already done and being done again. You are not a unique snowflake. There is no meaning or reason for you to be here. The world will keep turning when you die.

Same goes for me, but just saying. Gonna need a better reason to neck myself than the comment proposed.

Thank you as usual based assbot

You know what you need to do. Stop being a coward and do it. Tell your girlfriend what is really wrong with her cat so you're not a murder who has to become an hero.

I’m really proud of you, user. And I’ll think of your advice when I do the same.

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OP here, I’ll neck myself if you do it with me, user-chan.

While you're not wrong, never did I say I was unique or that my opinion mattered.

However when there is a group consensus, especially among mongoloid fucktards like Yea Forums, then maybe you should start to realize you dun goofed.

i'll be sure to kill a kitty for you user

>posts
>s
I have one post, kiddo

Cum hard for me with those dubs, daddy

this is why redneck yeehaws deserve to die

XVideos

I went to high school with a guy we always thought was a psychopath. I saw awhile back in the news he was shot by a police officer during an armed robbery, go figure

>copypasta
>fake and homophobic

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