So I've had these rats. They were for a science thing and then they stopped being useful. Now they are just here...

So I've had these rats. They were for a science thing and then they stopped being useful. Now they are just here. I've been ignoring them and forgetting to feed and give them water, now I've started to torture them by opening their top and then crushing them with it when they try to escape. I've also set up rat traps for them outside of the cage for them to perish if they leave. How do I stop this madness. I normally am very loving to these animals. It was only a few months ago I sat in their cage playing with them.

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igger34jkl:

It hasn't. I lay awake at night feeling guilty yet I still feel bouts of rage...I think I need to release them. Also so far there is 1 I can't bring myself to even bother. That's my first one Osama. He's so kind and it's odd. I also have a dog and 2 cats yet I haven't abused them at all. Nor could I even stomach it.

Damn dude give them to someone else or even bring them to your local animal shelter, they'll take them and give love no questions asked :(

What is it about your life that's so bad you have to pick on defenseless animals to feel better?

One day you will die and no one will notice.

What is going on with that board behinnd the cage?

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igger34jkl:

you're going to go to your own personal 'hell' ehen you die; and when (if) you make it to old age, no matter what you do to 'right these wrongs', you shall cary this guilt until the day you die.

the very fact you made this thread is proof this guilt already exists and is germinating eith you.

>why do you do this to yourself when you yourself know it's wrong?

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See that's the thing I normally don't. It's like I black out and it's like watching a movie. I don't have control. I've never done anything like this. I am one of the kindest people you will meet. Yet I can't hold back. Also when I leave my house for periods of time I feel my sanity com back.

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igger34jkl:

Drive them out to the wilderness and release them back to nature.

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Again it's like I black out. Also I didn't ask for these rats. My school made it my problem. I was forced to take 15 of them. Now they hand babies because of misguided care at the school so I now have 31 total.

Google "places that take rats".
Please look into this, OP.

That's what I'm planning on doing. I've been trying to find the best spot for them. It's obvious they are not happy here and I'm unable to care for them like I have.

As a human with immensely more intelligence and physical strength than these creatures, you should be doing your best to protect them and help ensure their survival. They didn't want to be born rats, nor did they want to be born into captivity. You may not have necessarily wanted them and they probably wouldn't want to be with you, if they could somehow make that choice. So let them free or at least give them to someone who will treat them better. They haven't done anything worth deserving torture.

Can you post gif of you tourturing them plz

You live like a scumbag. You literally have a cage full of rat shit that is spilling onto your floor, the trim is falling off and to top it off you are torturing rats. Get your shit together. Set the rats free in the woods and make your place not look like a crack house

At least gas them with co2. Get welding bottles,put hose in plastic tub. Couple holes at the top of tub to let the air out.

Oxygen pushed out, co2 sinks. Rats fall asleep and don't wake up.

Don't be cruel to them. Really not cool

For them to rescue my rats they would want $3000, also I'd be Labeled as a breeder.

No,

Look out for the cool kid

one day youll kill someone like that and spend the rest of your miserable life behind bars.

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igger34jkl:

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igger34jkl:

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O P here, I'm going to release them tonight. I also am going to get therapy. I'd like to state this I have only "tortured" 1 rat and it was once. Today I shut the cage top on accident. I heard her scream in fear and I didn't do anything. She wiggles her way back in. She then collapsed. I feel sick like I may pass out. I have always been a good person yet this event has scared me. I've been traumatized as a child via molestation and I believe it's coming out this way, I'm going to maybe kill my self as well. I don't want to hurt people. Thank you bros for helping me gain clarity. Remember the rats please.

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igger34jkl:

How bad does your place smell?

>17
>MOOOOOOOOOOOOODS

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igger34jkl:

Baseboard "heater" cover panel is falling off.

>They didn't want to be born rats,

Of course they did.
That is about the only thing we can do is choose form before we are born.
Everyone who exists. Has existed for long long before they were born. Which is why no one is innocent.

>welding

Please do not actually be this stupid.
CO2 is not a welding gas.

It is a compressed gas and a CO2 "container".

Forgive yourself.
Do not commit suicide.
Take the Rats to a shelter.
(They will destroy them - humanly)
But no guilt is required of things you do with out intention.

This. Best of luck, OP. Get a psychiatrist before you turn someone into a skin-suit

It seems you either have some built up aggression or some negative energy

The fact that that you haven't thrown them out yet means there is some attachment maybe you still have lingering anger over stopping the experiement.

Hmmmm

Please take a walk with a stiff drink or Jay or something and really think about ur situation something has to be making you want to relieve stress by hurting or feeling superior or a sadistic sense of cost and payment

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Christ, just take them out to a cornfield and let them go, then immediately get in your car and drive away

You need an outlet it sounds like.

doesnt change the fact you're a fucked up psycho

>Turning Hunter S. Thompson into a furry
I want you, and whoever drew that to eat shit

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