Losing my virginity in 3 days

>Take your time. Dont be in a hurry.
thats what they said when i was 19
>I fucked a virgin that was 24 before.
are you girl or guy?
>make you weirder completely different experience with a sex worker.
well, the way i see it. Elliot rodger had too much of an ego to use a hooker and kept his rage bubbling up on the inside till he exploded. I also hang out with a lot of incels who never think of using a hooker. I feel like this is the best solution to my problem. This may sound hypocritical, but Im really disgusted by virgins who are above the age of 20 (me). They always made me cringe and weird out growint up. I dont want to become like them. if it makes me weird or different, fine, but at leasts its better than being a khhv (i know a lot of fags says it dont count, but i think theyre mad i have the doe)
im paying for really high class one.
>most girls will be digusted losing v card to hooker
most girls are disgusted and dont give a fuck about me now.
Besides, im already disgusted by a girl if she had lots of dicks or did weird shit like anal. Why ia having tons of dicks in you better and cleaner than fucking a prostitute?
So, we would both have mutual things were disgusted about.
My friends range from asexual incels and norms to chad lites. I guess youre right, they probably were super nervous their first time too.
But, i come to Yea Forums anyway cause need comfort

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Guy, was 18 when i lost my vcard though.
Took 5 vcards ober the years.
I guess im chad.

Try asian girls? They might be just as awkward as you.
Also, do you do sports? Are you fat? Bitches are shallow, a lot of them anyhow. If you cant make them laugh and their pussy wet from talking with them, they wont be interested in you.
Im telling you if you have your first time with a hooker it wont help you. Girls will still percieve you as before. If you want real change youll probably have to work on yourself a bit first.
But i guess if youre dying to find out hiw sex is like, go for it, get it out of your system. Its pretty meh without real reciprocal emotions.

Don't fuck it up faggot

okay. well you have really no right to say wait it out if you lost it so young. Honestly, a these women and chads saying to just wait , dont do this, dont do that, all feel like theyre just doing it to keep betas down and making sure they live as crappiest life as possible.
Youre a chad, and no offense, but do you like to feed malinformation to betas just so the dating scene is less competitive?
>try asian girls
you dont understand.
i love asian girls. Im naturally more physically attracted to asian girls than white girls. Its almost like my yellow fever is a sexual orientation at this point.
I seclusively asked out asian girls in college. I wish there was more, cause i kept on being rejected by the so few there were on campus. I also never bothered asking out girls in highschool because there was mostly white hispanic and black girls. Sometimes i wonder if id end up a normie if i was born in Japan or something ( im white)
I could of lost virginity to a fat white chick in college. But i chose not to. I would have definetely done if it was fat asian
but guess i have shit luck.
>Im telling you if you have your first time with a hooker it wont help you.
And im telling you. All the incels i ever speak with. none of them went down the hooker path. Elliot rodger had too much of an ego to use hookers.
Dont you think theres a connection? Like maybe Elliot wouldnt become crazy if he lost it to a hooker young.

>do sports/workout
A body will never compare to having a good face. Girls always look at faces first over body. Im considering getting plastic surgery done on face to improve it. Also, mewing is a fat load of shit

stop larping fag

i dont see how i could at this point. I would have to die within the next 3 days

Fucking faggot

bamp

prepare to be disappointed

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if sex is so disappointing. why does the casual sex atmosphere exist? Why isnt everyone asexual or in relationships?

Sex is one of those things you get better at with practice.
If you're both virgins it'll be clumsy and awkward but it'll get better as you start to explore.

It's more of an obligation out of boredom or addiction. It's become an activity to pass the time for some people. But take my words with a grain of salt because I only go for long-time relationships and I'm not up for casual sex.

the thing is, when you get done with it, you feel the same. it's like when you have a birthday or graduate or whatever. nothing really changes. you check a box and you've got the experience now but it's not like you're fundamentally different as a person. i remember being 16, and thinking "wow this is it i can't wait" and then it's over, and it's cool right don't get me wrong, but it's just a thing that you've now done. nothing really changes and nobody really cares.

i don't really get how you can avoid having sex and being like 25 years old. you'd have to be actively sabotaging yourself. as in, actively avoiding social interactions, actively letting your hygiene fail, etc. i mean, i was actually diagnosed with asperger's in high school, and i stay inside a lot and don't really like interacting with people, but i've always had at least a few friends to interact with regularly, and as a result, females that let me put my penis inside of them.

i remember my freshman year of college, there were two dudes at the end of my hall that were both virgins. i guess we were like 17-19. i thought it was crazy. they were normal, okay looking dudes. they could hold conversations and they went to parties and bars and shit, but just could not make it happen. and not for lack of trying (at least that's the impression i got). i regret not talking to them more about it, so i could figure out why they were they way they were. it's such an interesting concept to me.

well. i plan to go about 5 to 10 times
well, i fap to porn and hentai all the time. So, if i enjoy falping id probably enjoy sex all the time
well, maybe it did change you since you were 16 and you just dont notice cause so young (that or youre femanon). As a 21 year old, i feel like its been on the back burner too long to not have an effect.

protip:
the hole is lower than you think.

also, it's probably going to be looser than any sleeve, fleshlight or grip that you're used to.

im a guy. 23 years old now. i remember on south park chef once saying "you'll be ready at 17" but i ended up doing it at 16.

maybe it changed me, or maybe it would have happened anyway because of the way i operate as a human. maybe it was inevitable, because of the way i carry myself. i subscribe to the "fake it until you make it" philosophy. if you want to be any sort of "thing" you have to actively work at being that thing and eventually you'll convince people you are that "thing". be it confident, or happy, or whatever. i'm not here to give you advice though. it doesn't matter to me whether you live or die frankly, because i'll never interact with you ever again in all likelihood.

we can wax poetic all day about the social structures underlying intercourse, but i couldn't give less of a shit about what you do tomorrow, and you the same about me.

no one wants to admit it, but the truth is God takes a shit on quite a select few of men. There are a lot of guys who should of had some sex but remain virgins. In the order of priorities i think its
looks > luck > personality
No one wants to admit how much luck plays a role in it. I feel if i was on a college campus with a lot more asian girls, id be easier to find girls to ask out and stuff. but here, asian girls are rare.
one person i chat with who claimed to be ugly said he had multiple girlsfriends because of his personality. But having an attractive personality is all luck like genetics. i dont think you can change a personality much. Not saying Bee urself. But, i thinks an impossible for someone not to be there self

Take a deep breath, calm down and use protection, just be smart about it

thanks for heads up.
ive fucked an onahole and fleshlight before. It feels less tight i guess it wont feel as good. But flesh lights and onaholes feel weird tbh. Not worst tham fapping, just different.

how do i pick out condom that isnt too tight or too loose?

>Not saying Bee urself. But, i thinks an impossible for someone not to be there self
i don't think there is a "yourself". the person you are in private is different from the person you are around friends, and different from the person you are around your grandparents. none of them are any less "you", but they are all distinctly different.

when you meet someone new, you show them a version of yourself, a persona, and you meet their persona. you don't meet the real them, you meet their representative. i think some people are unaware of this social game we are all playing, and therefore they are at a disadvantage.

> I feel if i was on a college campus with a lot more asian girls, id be easier to find girls to ask out and stuff.
what makes an asian girl distinct from any other girl? i date whites, because i'm white, but the wet hole the woman possesses is less important than the brain attached to it. girls aren't out there waiting for you to sweep them off their feet, they're just living their lives and if you happen to sync up then great.

i say there are rules, but we're just humans on this planet and the rules are made up. you're born with nothing and you die with nothing and the stuff in between is what life is. we'll all figure it out eventually, or maybe we won't, but the time is ticking so you might as well enjoy it while you can. a life of missed opportunities is worth less than a life of poor decisions, but they're both worth nothing when your corpse is in the ground.

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yeah. But if i could i choose to have the same personality as my friend, i would. but i cant. its impossible
>why asian
im just naturally more attracted. people think its some fetish or im settling, but im literally more attracted to asian girls than white girls. Whenever i think of romance fantasies, my thoughts immediately go to asian girla by default. Whenever i see an asian girl in public, i immediately feel this special attraction towards them, i dont feel with white girls or any other race of girls.
in a way i hate it. Ive been treated like total shit from asian girls I think theyre bigger cunts than white girls. (black and mexican girls are the biggest cunts tho). But the point is, even though i hate how asian girls have made me incelibate with how scarce they are and how theyve caused me the most psychological harm out of anyone, im still morr attracted

Well unless you have a mAgNuM dOnG or a mini pp then all you really need to do is just pick out a pack of condoms. Do a small, cheaper pack. If they're the wrong size then at least you can go buy more.

You got king soopers? Tesco? They're at grocery stores in the self care aisles. It can be a little nerve-wracking looking around for them the first time

People can do what they want

The best thing with sex is the pizza afterwards and naked cuddeling while watching stupid horror movies on netflix.
>feels good man

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