Seems like a solid sad boy hour. Get it off your chest, user. What has been weighing on your soul lately...

Hope. And the fact that I only have one shot at this life shit. I can’t throw life away. I treat it as a gift, even if it’s a shitty one.

I try to. I have a few hobbies, I work out. I save my money. I try learning new things. It still doesn’t make me feel any better about myself. I feel like this is all a result of being a social outcast as a child, seeing other kids hangout with each other outside of school, getting into relationships, etc. it crushed my self esteem to not have any of that ever and though I don’t feel bad about it as a adult anymore I still feel like it affects me on a subconscious level.

I'm never good enough for anybody. I'm always the last pick or not chosen at all. I'm not even the protagonist in my own damn life. I'm so lonely and sad. There isn't anyone there for me ever.

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If it helps you feel any better there’s a ton of us who live the same way. It’s a sad existence, but sometimes it helps knowing others out there know just how it feels.

>dream job of 2 years now a boring dead end career
>broke up with gf/fiance 5 years ago
>tfw no gf for the last 5 years
>moved out of state, have no friends/family nearby
>alcoholism getting out of control
waiting on the good times now user

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Thanks man.

My health fails me in the shittest way making any prospects hopeless

gf lives across the ocean and I'm too poor to visit her. she's also gotten quite distant lately. we used to say "love you" and do all sorts of "romantic" couples stuff. she went on a rant about how she says "love you" to everyone and that she hates it when guys thinks she means. I think I've ignored too many red flags and might just leave her. she's said "love you" since we met which just further confirms that she either doesn't mean it or doesn't understand the weight "love you" carries. she's got a nice body and face and we have similar personalites. might give her the boot any, other fish in the seas right?

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I'm a white 32-year-old dude living in Cape Town, South Africa. I have lived here my whole life (yes, Africa does have white people) and is relatively modern compared to the rest of Africa. Awesome nature, hot babes, and good food. - just full of barbaric niggers who hate whites.

Unfortunately, I lost my job about two years ago to make way for a nigger that had absolutely no experience whatsoever. I had been working at a medium-sized business for 10 years, which offered IT support to other businesses. I was a sysadmin and manager there.

But, due to government policy, affirmative action (AA) & black economic empowerment (BEE) I was retrenched and had two months to train this guy before I had to leave the company. AA & BEE are policies which dictate that ALL companies in South Africa have to adhere to strict laws which dictate that companies have to employ people according to skin color, rather than merit and experience, and each company has to employ according to the countries demographic which is 80% black and 8% white. This is the only country which has laws that protect the majority from the minority.

For two years I have been looking for a job, but I can't get one because I am white, companies sit with vacant positions because they can't get black people with experience. My only source of income has been trading crypto, up until last week, when I had a trade go wrong and I lost everything.

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Continued...

I had to sell my car last year to pay for rent, and have already borrowed $1000 from a friend to keep me afloat, she is living in the UK now and wanted her money back three months ago. Almost all of my friends have moved out of the country over the last two years. My mother died from colon cancer when I was a teenager, and my father had a stroke last year and requires assistance with things every now again.

The only thing stopping me from becoming an hero is my beautiful 4-year-old German Shepherd. Currently, I'm sitting in a house with no food, I made some bread on the weekend and fed my dog the rest of my eggs yesterday.

So, if any user reads this, I would really appreciate if someone could send me $10 of BTC just to be able to buy some flour to make bread, get some instant soup, and to buy some dry dog food. I wouldn't have written this essay if I wasn't really desperate.

I hate asking for money and am cringing as I type this, but my BTC address is:

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I sometimes wonder if I can have something nice with someone without fucking it up, then realize no, no I cant.

Life sucks

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It's the man, man. They're always after me, you see, telling me to get a job and become a productive member of society. But I live in the forest and I like to mate with bears. There are no bears in society, man. Just robots and that one cashier that's like really, really hot. I dunno, man, it's like people just don't get me or something. Just like I don't get why Bush had to do 9/11 and have all those people killed.

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