I purged out my content, and basically "killed myself." My name's not on there anymore.
I mean that the fact that fluffy pony abuse is making a comeback is depressing. I remember making content there a few years back, and thinking I was in on a big joke. The reality was quite the opposite. It should die, and stay dead.
William Murphy
You should repost your content
You're not wolfram are you? The artist's name is sexygoatgod
No but I was active back when Wolfram and Carpdime were making content. I deleted everything I drew, and wrote after I had a breakdown.
I found fluffy pony at a really dark time in my life, and I am glad I found it, but nothing good came from it, except for maybe my nervous breakdown. I mean i shouldn't blame the booru for my breakdown, because the booru and my contribution to it for me was a symptom of much greater issues in my life.
I have some genuine regrets from those days.
Hunter Morales
How the fuck did you lose autism
Thomas Butler
I think you made a mistake tbh, but if nothing I say or do will convince you to repost your old content, then I guess it's dead forever. Which is a humongous shame really.
I grew up I guess, I learned some coping skills, therapy helped quite a bit. Its funny, I found the booru on Yea Forums and its been 4 years since I left the booru and deleted everything. This is actually the first time I've seen it since my breakdown. I feel nostalgic, and quite sad really.
Even if I wanted to Its lost for good. I want you to think about why you are interested in it, and what you truly get out of it. I was trying to channel the frustration of my failing career, my relationships, and a general lack of community and meaning in my life. I sincerely hope you aren't where I used to be, and if you are please do what you can to pull yourself out of it.
Alexander Sullivan
This concludes our current incantation visitation. We now return to your regularly scheduled revival thread, already in progress ...
>I sincerely hope you aren't where I used to be, and if you are please do what you can to pull yourself out of it.
Like hell.
If it means becoming one of the fucking zombies I'd rather be doing this for the rest of my life.
Really your "bad spot" was the closest you ever got to being a real person and not a brainless monstrosity that dots the landscape. The things you endured helped you understand that. You didn't like the truth, so you turned away and blinded yourself like Oedipus.
You probably can't understand what the fuck I'm saying now, because you're not the real you anymore
I'm genuinely sorry you feel that a really fucked up fad is what makes you feel like a fully actualized person. I hope it is just a phase for you as it was for me. You do you though.
>I'm genuinely sorry you feel that a really fucked up fad is what makes you feel like a fully actualized person.
It's not just fluffies. Fluffies are simply one of many of my interests.
What makes me real is that I am not one of the normal people, and I mean that. I am not a blind trend chaser or some hipster faggot, I am not a pollutant.