I've just realized how good it feels to use violence and intimidation on another person.
As I was coming home today, this fucking bum with his cart is going through the trashcans in my neighborhood. Not that I usually care, but this fucker just leaves the cans open with all the garbage all over the place. And if that happens, the trucks don't take the garbage.
I wasn't having any of it. I got out of my car and said, "Did I leave my garbage cans like that? GO FIX IT!"
Then I just stared at him. I starred at this man who was physically smaller and weaker than I was (I'm six foot). He said, "Hey, don't give me those crazy eyes."
I didn't say anything to him. I just watched him. He then went over and started fixing the can and started saying, "Haha... I wouldn't like it if anyone messed with my cans like that."
I didn't say anything. I just looked at him as he fixed the can. Then I watched as he got on his bike and rode away.
I felt like hurting him. I really wanted to take an insignificant situation and deescalate it into something violent. And I knew he was afraid of that. And I enjoyed looking at him as he scrambled to fix the can.
All these years of taking shit and being alone has done something to me. I was never like this. I feel the urge to result all my problems with anger and force, when as before I'd try to use reasoning and compromise.
>years of taking shit and being alone There you go. You're psychologically wounded and this is a release for you
Mason Torres
You probably just need a hug.
Hunter Morales
You’re a fucking manchild with a superiority complex who can’t manage his emotions well Congrats nigger, smoke some weed or do some drugs Your neves will thank you if you allow your mind to open and relocate You nigger
Hudson Morgan
This might seem like a random question, but I am leading to something: Do you have problems with weight, drug use, or the ability to strongly focus?
Ethan Perry
Hey guys Puke user here. It's getting worse. I vomited 8 times today. Inbetween vomits is the worst pain of my life. My stomach is empty , but demands I vomit. No blood thankfully. My arms were numb and shaking today , like an electrical current running through it. I battled passing out all day. I slept and woke up to vomit more. But after this last time I think it's over for today. It will start again tomorrow and keep getting worse. It's not my habits. I eat healthy and don't drink or do drugs. I'm dying I think for no reason
Though, I've realized that I can't focus on anything anymore. Nothing feels new anymore. Nothing feels enjoyable.
Honestly, I think about ending my life a lot. Makes no difference if I'm dead or not. Family members wouldn't care and I don't have any friends.
Joseph Scott
I think you replied to the wrong post you stinky nigger shit >b-but i’m white SHUT UP you stinky nigger
Henry Johnson
Had something similar happen. Old asian neighbors would go through trash cans and pick out recycling for extra cash. One morning my buddies and I were fucking hammered in my garage, and we heard him open my can. It was pretty dark, so we opened the side gate by my cans, while on of my friends flicked the lights on and off, we went to confront him. Idk if it was three big ass drunk dudes, or the seizure inducing flickering lights, but he about shit himself and begged for forgiveness and he put them back and ran off. I actually felt kinda bad, I didn't want those empty beer cans. But I didnt see him ever agian at my place.
Brandon Ward
Go to a fucking doctor if you're apparently healthy
Brody Rogers
You are just angsty.
Julian Myers
OC has never been in a fist fight before and its violently obvious
You terrorized an old Asian man who was trying to make some chump change from your unrecycled trash. If he didn't leave trash all over the place after he was done, you and your friends are douches
Wyatt Lopez
Have you recently quit using drugs or drinking?
Liam Martinez
Nope.
Never even touched the stuff.
Alexander Mitchell
I actually did make an appointment this time. This was the worst of all days. Wake up at 6am sick and vomit and am literally unable to function today until 2pm. I couldn't even fix myself a glass of water dude.
Also OP. I feel like I've taken the other path than you have. We are very similar , when I mistakenly get angry and intimidate someone I am haunted for days.
Xavier Campbell
I am vomit user. That guy is not me. No drugs or drinks. I used to he able to drink. A single beer will have be sick for a day now
Grayson Collins
I siad I felt bad. The guy didnt really make much of a mess. My friends father would pile up his dogs shit on top of his cans, so the asians had to dig through dog shit to get the empty cans. People dont like others going through their trash. It's just an invasion of privacy.
Jackson Howard
>I've just realized how good it feels to use violence and intimidation on another person. You are normal.
That's called Power. Power is tempting, but immoral. Who's more moral? The Sheep or the Wolf? The sheep can't be moral because it is powerless. The Wolf who chooses to live as a Sheep is the moral one.
"The Meek shall inherit the Earth" "The ones who wield a sword but choose not to use it shall inherit the Earth"
Nathan Martinez
Something’s really, really not right. Hope it’s not stomach cancer or something...
Maybe u are right and society is wrong. Last time I checked, We are born with free will. Don't listen to these beta males
Cameron Price
So it's ok for u to be angry but not op? Why are u such a fucking retard? Where do your morals come from?
Isaac Thompson
I sincerely thank you for the nickname. I'm 23, I hope it's not cancer but probably is lol. Will be doctored tomorrow by noon I hope. I'll stop fagging up the thread now thanks y'all
Hmmm. You should probably go to the hospital user. That’s a sign that something is very wrong.
Carson Mitchell
Cool story bro....
Angel Bell
I feel the same OP. I've noticed that lately I'm more inclined towards violence even if it's over something simple. it doesn't bother me though, I know it isn't right but I no longer care
Joseph Ross
Hope it turns out okay. Could be an ulcer or something, I doubt it's stomach cancer at your age.
Cameron Phillips
I can respect that. That's why you talk to them like a mature adult and tell them to please stay out. No need to get all petty or drunk macho over something so harmless.
Owen Williams
I was diagnosed with a benign ciss on my pituitary gland that made me unnecessarily hostile at unfitting times. I went in for an MRI and it grew onto neural tissue and affects my Hormone balances and emotional status. Go get an MRI user lmao
Parker Brooks
Once I yelled at the subway sandwich bitch for closing early and told her make me a sandwich anyway.
It still haunts me to this day legit
Ryan Scott
She actually did it I legit feel terrible still I gave her a 20 lmao
Oliver Cook
I was in detroit. dont live there, visiting my grandparents. Like 12 years ago now. Met this kid. Dude was a spaz. had his moments where he was funny but other than that drove everyone nuts. 11:00 at night me nd him grab our bikes and roll out to a construction site nearby to jump dirt piles. We do just that but after we start climbing on the structure the workers were bulding. we get higher and higher until we're taller than the houses. I tell him "Go one more up and we win" or something stupid id say as a kid and he does. he goes up then invites me up behind him. (Now looking back, that board was really just being held up by maybe 4 nails.) I put my weight on the board hes sitting on and it just falls. Nothing breaks, it just falls from where it was being held along with my friend.. all the way down the side of the structure.. I saw him scwerming on the ground. Gasping for air but all i did was go home. They found him the next day. The parents had him cremated and to this day they thought he was alone.
Nathan Martin
Damn. Some hardcore shit I'm sure has lasted with you. I love b cobfessionals
