I've become so fucking miserable since. Like, I'm really, really depressed. Nothing's happening and I'm beginning to hate my life. I was so much happier when I was doing 3G of cocaine a week.
Should I just go back to doing cocaine? Is there any reason why not? I mean, I quit to try and be "better", but I feel so much fucking worse.
I used to be a cocaine addict as well. The problem is that cocaine is expensive as balls, so unless you're ready to go back to this I suggest not
Jackson Cook
Existential pain is pretty normal user. Grow up and learn to deal with it like the rest of us. Drugs are for people who can't handle the problems life throws at us.
Sebastian Allen
i just took the day off from work cause i snorted all morning and now easy my up with vodka Stay clean bro its never worth it
Zachary Ward
tl;dr: dont start coke again; it will kill you, and drain your bank acct you are depressed because it uses up all of your dopamine, take more to feel happy again; but this shit will kill your heart, and your bank account. addiction is a mental disease, but in the end the choice is yours, im not saying "get high on life", but consider other drugs, less harmful/more pure, eg. smoking weed helps with withdrawals youll be happier in the long run when you kick the habit
Brandon Collins
try weed. its easiear to get, cheaper an less harmful than coke
James Sullivan
Try never trying a drug in the first place like your mother told you.
Camden Hill
how long have you been sober?
Austin Sanders
you can try kanna , all natural cocain like feeling. and a lot cheaper ;)
Justin Scott
Buy an 8ball and have a fucking bender. snort all of it at once and wipe the earth of your worthless existence. You’re a fucking addict and an absolute blight on society. Tattoo do not resuscitate on your chest with your signature underneath and fucking do blow until your eyes bleed faggot.
Austin Reyes
Maybe since November or so? That's when I moved away.
Before that I couldn't even socialise and enjoy myself without cocaine and then I began buying 3G every few days so I could do that at home.
Like. I'm trying to enjoy life. I really am. But I can't help but get the feeling that life fucking sucks and cocaine makes it better.
Justin Harris
jeez bud relax. shouldn't you be at camp?
Well I was into different drug from you (heroin and downers) and I've been sober for about 3 years now. What I'll tell you is that the depression and shit you going through will pass, eventually. You need to add something new to your life, get a hobby or something, meet people, maybe smoke some weed (if it doesn't trigger wanting to do coke, like I assume drinking probably does). Just do something so you aren't sitting around at home all day, thinking about how much you'd rather be high, ya know?
Oliver Jones
That's the emotional side of addiction dude. After you surpass the addiction of your body you get swarmed by feeling empty, bored and unhappy
Another way of your body trying to get what it's craved after the bodily impulses failed
Doesn't get better if you go back to the drug controlling your life, if you want to not feel like a degenerate all your life you better stop touching that crap. Accept the fact life is shit right now, force yourself to go out and do some nice things and give yourself the much needed time to recover