How much USD is enough heroin to kill myself with (Never done anything worse than just drinking)

i'm a combat veteran, and i have put my beretta m9 in my mouth more times than i care to recall. there is always ALWAYS ALWAYS another way. don't you have a mother, or a father, or siblings? we love you. we will miss you. we don't want you to go!

I'm really fucking sure that none of my family would care a whole lot if i was gone.

that's hard to believe. is anyone that cold?

i would care. others would as well. just because you have never met me doesn't mean i don't care.

just please don't. tomorrow is a new day.

I won't. I'll probably just drink till i pass out as per usual. But why do you care?

that is somewhat difficult to explain. it mostly has to do with the fact that someone said something to me like what i said to you. except it was said to me, when i was much younger and in a bad place. it made a difference in my life, and i never forgot the help it gave me. i literally thought that no one could possibly give a fuck about me, that i was a useless piece of shit that just drained everyone of everything. but it turns out that's not true. please don't give up.

and don't drink too much. it is not good for your liver.

bout tree fiddy

Thank you user. And I've been working on my drinking a bit too.

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>I'm really fucking sure that none of my family would care a whole lot if i was gone.
I bet they will...they get a tax break because of you, don't kid yourself.

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Heroin is difficult - try an opiate instead as said.

take care. deep breaths in through the nose, hold, and breathe out through your mouth. normal breaths and repeat. relax your shoulders and back.

I have to bury one of my navy buddies tomorrow, and it's late. at least here (US EDT).

I was a medic, and I qualified as a corpsman as well. watched too many deaths.

TRUST ME someone will be very, very upset that you are dead.

i must say, that was the worst part of my job, writing the death letters. the commander signed them, but I was the one who wrote them.

and an opiate overdose is a very unpleasant way to die.

peace, brother.

I think I'll be okay. Goodbye friend.

a one-way trip to the empire state building is only like $50

Heroin is an opiate. Why you say"heroin is difficult, try an opiate instead?" It is an opiate I test dirty for them all the time at probation!
And (b)ro who wants to split his own wig, I'm not telling you what to do but it would be highly beneficial to yourself to not wack yourself. Reason 1 there's so much drugs and pussy out there just waiting to be consumed and fucked and greatly enjoyed by you, at least try smoking a little heroin and speed and jacking off all night for a while and honestly being a loner is the best we don't have to deal with all the fake 2 faced mother fuckers out there, I've had thoughts of what it would be like to not be here anymore but man ever since I started smoking heroin and meth everyday with hookers, the only thoughts I have now is fuck I don't every want to die, I wish I could live to be 900 and just do my thing every day until then.