I'm about to kill myself, where can I buy fentanyl laced H?
I'm about to kill myself, where can I buy fentanyl laced H?
go to the shittiest part of town and start asking random people or hit up the worst people you know and you'll find some.
I would feel like a complete shitbag if I just ignored this so here I am. Don’t kill your self. I honestly can’t give you reasons because idk why your doing it. I’m not going to go “oh, find your soulmate and drink water and you’ll feel like you don’t want to die!” Because that’s bullshit and will probably only make you feel worse. All I can say is that life probably has something else to offer and all I can ask you to do is find it. Idk. Just don’t kill yourself. Not only will you regret it last second, something almost all suicide survivors report, you’ll probably leave someone depressed and even in the same state as you. Trust me on that. Obviously, I ultimately can’t stop you or even find out what happened because of the nature of this site, but just consider this.
Jesus, I hope you’re still here to read this.
Don't do it nigga. There's a slim but existing possibility that you might end up tapping something like what you posted I'm ugly and depressed and still every now and then I end up banging a hot chick or going to a cool party or something. It's not because I'm outgoing or cool because I'm not. It's just because I kinda wander around and I try to stay open to new experiences.
I can't say that'll work for you because we each have our own paths to a successful life, whatever that means, but if you hang in there and keep searching you'll find it.
From your coke dealer
Don't you have forks and a plug socket?
Just came back from the funeral for a friend I hadn't seen for two years.
It was always wonderful and fun when we met, but we were both in our mid thirties with demanding jobs and lives thousands of kilometers apart.
It hurts that he didn't even call someone and tell them what was going on. Just a simple phone call. It was more difficult to call someone and say "I'm in pain and need help" than to kill himself.
Its not like I couldn't have flown in to meet him, or better yet, gotten him a seat on a plane away from his daily dredge to come do something else than whatever it was that gave him so much pain. I mean, for fucks sake! Just a phone call!
Sad and angry. That's all I've got now. Sad and angry.
>Sad and angry. That's all I've got now. Sad and angry.
I lost my job, and then I ran out of money. Bank account was in the negative. Im behind child support payments, new GF left me because I lost my job. And Im not hearing back from employers, fuck this
I have no idea how you live, what social dynamics are in place where you are, who you know, your background or education. But that does sound fucking harsh.
That does really sound like a time to swallow your pride and reach out for anyone to get some respite. To find some way to stand up again. Parents maybe? Good friends? Other friends? Social services? Maye a church or something where you can talk to someone about your problems?
It certainly sounds like something you shouldnt sit in alone. Please don't.
>what social dynamics are in place where you are
I moved away from everyone, literally me alone in a new city, with dwindling funds. All my shit in my car
, who you know, your background or education
Basically CPG sales/merchandising. Applied to every job here and surrounding cities. Alone back home. Nada
>It certainly sounds like something you shouldnt sit in alone. Please don't.
Ive been staying a a ghetto weekly motel for six weeks now, drinking went from half a can to 2-3 to feel relaxed. Its just been mounting
Please don't kill yourself, man
Don't do it. It gets better. You just need more time to find the thing that you were born to do or be. It is coming I promise. It might be small. It might be painful. You will make the world a better place and you will feel like it was worth it when it is over.
Life gets better, man! Want to talk?
you don't necessarily need fentanyl, it's still easy to OD on straight heroin especially if you inject
Don't do it, user. I don't know you, I don't know what you've been through.
It can always get better though.