User

Get someone to record you getting a blowjob.

Based.

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Get as many bj like that as you can. They are especially hot if it’s wives or gf of guys you know.

Probably the girls boyfriend. Pic related I snapped of her drunkenly sucking our friend.

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You know nothing.

you mean t he girl's bitch. You aren't her boyfriend if you let her suck and fuck other dudes.

I know my cock and balls are darker than the rest of my body.

Lol semantics. Dude was a virgin and we let him lose his virginity before he turned 25 on his birthday eve. Dude blew a huge too.

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Post vids/pics of her taking his virginity.

Find an activity you like more than eating, focus on it, get good at it, go to events for it, socializing becomes easier, your conficende in the activity relays to your confidence in personality, people take notice, opportunities arise, the world is your oyster, user.

by
Lowering your expectations to the point where they are already met.
or
Making peace with the past, and ghosting the toxic poisonous people in your life (friends and family)
or
Moving somewhere where no one knows you and starting your life narrative over
or
Retrospectively looking back at your life an old man, imagining your youth was Arcadia
or
Making peace with the fact you are a terrible person, you've made terrible choices, done terrible things to other people, and loving yourself anyways.

More?

>Making peace with the fact you are a terrible person, you've made terrible choices, done terrible things to other people, and loving yourself anyways.

How the hell do you do this? I hear it all the time and I want to love myself despite the numerous terrible decisions I've made, but I just can't.

By taking the place of that girl

By having a huge dick apparently.

Beautiful, she sucks so gracefully.

You can’t change what you’ve done, but it’s best to own up to it and decide who you want to be moving forward. Habits can be hard to break, and since bad habits tend to be the easiest and most comfortable, they’re especially hard. You have to decide what you’re willing to sacrifice for your own convenience.

user,

I was largest mover of Xanax between Pensecola and Gainsville for almost 7 years. God alone knows how many deaths and rapes and broken homes are attributable to me.

I broke up 3 marriages that could have possibly been salvaged. I betrayed my best friend and caused him to lose his job, home and family.

Nothing I ever do, say or feel will ever change this. This is the reality of the wreckage I created. We are all monsters to a greater or lesser degree. All of us. Every single one of us.

BUT

The monster is part of me, but its not the ONLY part me. I do not have to indulge it or feed it.

BUT

Remember you can change who you are on the outside, and how everyone sees you. In time, those changes become like muscle memory for the soul. The monster is still there, and you must acknowledge it and the past and say. "I was there, but now, I am HERE, and this direction is the direction I am going. That is where you can start to respect yourself and eventually, hopefully begin to love yourself. NO one can do this for you, but you, do not look to others for validation or pity.

gods speed user.

Just back yourself then faggot

Thank you. No one has ever been able to explain it so simply.

Seriously, thank you.

When the bad moments return to your thoughts, and they will...
Remember
I was THERE once, but now I am HERE, and this is the direction I am going.

Good luck.

any more of this vid?

He does what he wants while keeping those he care about safe and free.

a large cock is a requirement
as per video (related)

wait is this not the standard?

Sometimes I wish was a bimbo, so I can suck dick

I wish I had a friend to blow regularly without screwing up the friendship, sigh.

There is a secret tecnique:
You know you can do the damage but you dont do it because of the "chaos" you can cause. Then you begone wiser because people will relay on you; knowing only you that they shouldnt.

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Meaning comes from within even if it relies on outer sources to be satisfied so that's subjective.
Depends on your race, a ton of people with 25% seem to have this, or those that are lanky white boys but with cuban 50% or something of the like. I personally find it fucking repulsive and weird but it's just life.