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Thank you this is inspiring ,

lmao i was late fuck me fuck t his thread bye

user why don't you go out and be social. Or do something to improve yourself. Take up a hobby. If you don't have a hobby and are lost where to start, make a short list and just do one, what's the worst that can happen. Also drop the weed if you're addicted or have a feeling you're addicted or waste too much time using it, weed can affect your mental health. Either way you just need to pick something and do it, like other anons have said, if you lay around at home all the time it will become depressing and you'll get into a cycle of doing nothing, getting more down etc.

If you talk to “mom” and “dad” every one asks shit like, “how is work” “is home life ok” “do you need help with anything” no one asked the important stuff like “are you happy” or “what do you want to do next” sorry there isn’t more people out there like that user, I don’t even have that. Knowing that tho allows me to understand I have to ask myself that. No one should give a shit if your a hobo, married, rich, etc. only thing others should be concerned with is if you are happy.

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Nah you are right homie

You're living a hedonistic life user.

From your post I induce that you think you should be happy because you have:

- Done every drug possible
- Have a great job
- Have a hot girlfriend
- Have had lots of sex

In your mind the above should equal completeness and happiness.

And yet you feel empty. You feel like life is escaping you, and you're right. Your glory years are about to leave you. 30 is just around the corner.

Im no psychologist, but I think you need a purpose. You need to find something bigger than you. I have no idea how to achieve this, im kinda retarded anyways so better if you this to a psychologist or some professional.

In the mean time I suggest dropping weed. You're just numbing yourself to your problems. Honestly it fucks with your lungs and your brain. Do it with your girlfriend from time to time but best if you try to drop it all together. You might experience withdrawal symptoms ut if you truly dont smoke weed as often as you say in your post, than you should be fine.

In the meantime you should pick up a hobby. But make it something that interests you. Also dont making it too expensive. Hobbies are something nice to have in life because instead of turning to porn or weed to distract you, you can just pick up your paint brush and paint some toy soldiers, which is better for you than jacking off or getting baked out of your mind.

tl;dr you're living a hedonistic life. You need to stop and find a purpose. Talk with friends or family or your girl and than with a psychologist and try to find meaning.

God speed user

> every sexual fantasy

Care to develop?

hey OP I was in a familiar position to you - decent job, great gf, pretty happy rolling but felt empty so I shanked a hobo and felt like a god for an evening, killed that fucker and listened to him choking drowning in his own blood worthless cunt fucker. anyway yeah do something to get your adrenaline flowing, or find a hobby, i'm also growing some indoor succulents and thats going well too

Op here thanks everyone I’m out now peace.

let's see that gf

drop drugs make babies, problem sovled

>no hobbies
This.
You hit 25 years old and realized that partying all the time, getting laid, having a job that pays well and doing drugs isn't everything.
Go out and try some new shit. Do yoga, try rock climbing, get surfing lessons, do painting/art classes or something.
Just try random shit that seems cool until something sticks.
You'll meet people, learn shit and find something to be passionate about that way.

It's funny, in situations where we feel this way we tend to answer our own questions without even realizing it. Dude, get a hobby. Go try new shit. Boxing, swimming, painting, photography, fuckin bird watching fucking cooking man! Everyone feels this way at some point or another, your mind and body are craving creative stimulation my man. It sounds gay, but seriously, just do something. It's better than nothing.

>nothing going on in your life other than drugs, a job, and a gf

HMMM I WONDER WHY YOU'RE UNSATISFIED WITH LIFE WHAT COULD IT BE???

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Start doing illegal graffiti

>I’ve done so many drugs why aren’t I happy

It's hard to be certain.

money only buys freedom and having a girl can be a pain. one thing you didn't mention was travel. go far away by yourself. maybe start a new life in different city.

btw is there anyway you could spare couple USD? i haven't ate anything sold in days.

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ur gay

You've got one fucking smart guy in this thread and everyone ignores him.

The only thing I'd add is that you can find meaning by trying to solve mysteries or using your time to volunteer for causes you are passionate about

You dont do anything meaningful, basicly you are male version of basic bitch

Tends to happen when you fuck up your dopamine receptors with drugs and can’t feel joy anymore.

Probably because the Jews have made society into a pitfall where happiness is allegedly at the bottom, where all of the degeneracy lies. You're under the impression that all of this "cool" stuff is what should be making you happy. If you really want to be happy, look to what people did before (((they))) came into the picture. Build something, nurture something or just contribute your time into making a better place for your countrymen. Don't let the Jews keep you in the hole user.

$20/hr is pretty fucking bad unless you live in a shithole state with absolutely bare minimum living expenses, which sucks also

Because you aren't procreating with an Aryan woman to do your part for the preservation of the white race

Took you this long to realize you've only ever been reacting to the pain?

Now your just lookin for some huh?

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jesus christ where is there a little monkey smoking weed? where did this happen i need to know more. what a great little guy.

I can tell you what will work for a while. It is not a permanent fix. What you do is, select 3 active areas that will challenge you
1. Find a decent martial arts studio. Tae Kwan Do is a good one because it is relatively cheap, gives reward belts for progress, and you will get in incredible physical condition. It is pretty useless for actually learning to fight BUT THAT IS NOT THE POINT.
2. Take some community college classes in something you don't know about, preferably something physical. Wielding is good. Something you have to study to do well in.
3. Take a dance class, something not for the clubs but something that will stress you physically. Take private lessons (or lessons with just your girlfriend) from a private teacher. I recommend "electro swing". It is hard to learn and will stress your body, but the music is cool and if your gf is into it you can both become amazing.
Note: all three suggestions are PHYSICAL! From your description you deeply lack kinesthetic development and your body (and thus your subconscious) is unhappy with you.
Trust me on this. Get off your couch, find sources for the above 3, sign up, go do it, and report back in 3 months. You will then be mostly unfucked - for a while.

ffs get a hobby

You must find something greater than yourself and commit yourself fully to it. It can be anything from spreading religion, working on a piece of art, achieving mastery of a skill, anything. But it must be something which requires you really give yourself to it. There will be a certain emptiness to your life that you just can't fill otherwise. The price of this will be high, it may mean giving up the comforts you enjoy currently, but the reward will be knowing a life filled with purpose.

Nice

Ahh, a fellow youngster livin' the life

I smoke broccoli too, buckeroo

I have seen it a million times. You're just gay OP. Get you bum shagged by a hung nigger dick if you want any ounce of hope

Before I even finished reading your post I got sick of your bullshit. You are trying to spin a narrative you fucktard. That whole "intro" is you flaunting what you have but what you brought up afterwards isn't the bottom being out of the Universe. It is what happens to fucktards who try to make a narrative out of life.

> I’m a passenger on a routine train.

You are a cliche you moron. Everyone living here has a responsibility to look around at people's fuck-ups and to not repeat the same mistakes...common...fucking...sense...

> Medical weed. Xanax and adderall prescriptions,

Do you know why people don't do that on a regular basis? Because it deplete your pleasure/reward neurochemicals you fucktard. If you are going to shove 21st century, industry-grade neurochemicals into your brain, then you should have some basic understanding of the factors involved. Unless you want to end up like the army of 'Merican oxy-whores that are so rampant nowadays.

> A sexy Asian girlfriend.

Fuck your girlfriend you retard. Remember these words when ya'll break up. I know "sexy girls", am well-liked by them, and I wouldn't stand being with the dumb bitches for more than 2 minutes if I had to. Looks are over-rated you fucktard. These "sexy" ho's eat away at your psyche from within by use of their stupidity. You sound like a fucktard making cliche mistakes and your girlfriend must be a fucktard too if she is dating you. Remember this shit when the chickens come home to roost. You dumb motherfucker.

>I’m 25 healthy normal guy
> weed. Xanax and adderall prescriptions,

Fucking moron.

In all seriousness?

Because you now have everything all set up at the perfect time to start a family, but you've been trained by society not to want a family. You're missing purpose beyond yourself. That's what reproduction is for, that or a great novel or something.

this. this is the right advice, and also a clear description of exactly why OP is unhappy. well done

You’re pretty much set, idk surprise vaca, n start investing, maybe more heavily always good to have money put aside

Music fest

Get some kids u giant homo