What's the most autistic thing you do on a regular basis?

I can't believe I'm saying this.
But I can't shit if I don't have a finger in my butt. I knows it's fucking weird. I started when I was like 5. Then it became habit and now the muscles there are too weak to push on It's own. It's actually really disgusting and embarissing. It's the one secret I will never tell. Outside of being user.

You'd be surprised.

Who was putting fingers in your ass when you were 5?

I piss in the sink to save money

I do this too also walking up and down stairs over and over late at night

to save money on what?

i'd be interested to know what people do or say when no one is around, whether sitting down or otherwise

I did.
I know this sounds gay as hell, but I wanted to know what it would feel like for a woman. I might of been older maybe like 7 or 8. I was molested as a kid though. So idk I got fucked up in the head

Touch peen

it's so autistic i'm not even comfortable posting it to complete strangers