I have no friends
I grew up with a bunch of betas. My best friend literally turned into a cuck. Literally has dudes bang his girlfriend in front of him. Stopped talking to him. Everyone else just wanted to smoke pot with me. Or was just a deadbeat alcoholic that never moved out of their parents.
My family is honest to God retarded. My dad left when I was 3. My mom bounced from dick to dick for years. She's completely useless and kind of hates me because I'm everything she isn't [Not retarded. Lean. Fluent with technology]. No one talks to her because she just wants to put people down to her level
I want to make friends or date. But I'm lower class. I'm almost done with school [nutritionist] but it's so painful. I'm so lonely. I haven't hung out with someone in over a year. Not kidding
I fucked a few sluts. But that's a hard truth. I fucked a few sluts. Just whores off tinder who rawdog every other guy that makes the cut. No one I'd ever really want to continue with.
I just don't know what to do. I want to make friends but everyone's just. Stupid. I'm also in really good shape. So it's hard when I'm constantly being judged by fat people. But I'm also poor right now. So the healthy upper class people don't want to talk to me either
I'm just so fucking lonely
