Anything helping or hindering your sobriety tonight anons???

Looks like some one is still trying to find an easier softer way
> keep coming bback!

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Yall alcoholics/addicts BETTER GET IN HERE!

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Ahem.

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I overdosed on Christmas, so I immediately put myself into inpatient for 4 months.

Drinking can bring up old thoughts of using if I get super smashed, but i dont like doing that anyways because I hate not being myself, but its happened with friends who drank alot..

I dont really do anything besides work now so if I really feel like I wanna do something to wind down ill buy a 6 pack or some wine or something.

Idk I could be just supplementing but it works.

But I moved 4 hrs away from my old city, changed my number and deleted all social media.

Im very confident in myself, but still cautious

Thats good bro... from one anonymous to the next. i went to rehab 21 months ago and started smoking a little weed. nothing came of it but it could be a slippery slope for both of us. I hope your life has dramatically improved because of it and good job no getting rid of old social ties.... that can be difficult.

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Im surprised there is a 4 months inpatient program like that though i only did 30..... then IOP after

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WHERE MY ALCHYS/ADDICTS AT!

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bamp

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I have really good insurance, its called NorthBound out in california.

>BAMP
>BAMP
>BAMP

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How old are you man?

Cool bro. What about today anything helping or hindering that you want to get out?
>its only you and me in here LOL

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25

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I'm addicted to porn.
Cost me several relationships. Been alone for the last 10.

IDK how to stop...maybe when I'm old and I cant get a boner

Well since I'm in a new city I have been struggling a ton because I don't know ANYONE.

I went as far as applying for college with fall just to meet people.

Its frusterating and I feel like all i do is work and drinkings really not even fun.

It's made me want to use on multiple occasions but i always decide against it.

idk it sounds kinda dumb but it fucking blows lol

Wow ive never had sex and im 25.
> any sex addicts willing to stop lurking?
Are you powerless over porn? do you feel like it?

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Dude. i have a hard time socializing to. thats why im on b. Any hobbys? im thinking of getting back into karate just so i can get out more.

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Hard to get an erection and hard to finish without porn when masturbating

When I'm with a women, everything is cool.
I like sex. Hate relationships

BAMP

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I like too skateboard, and yeah thats why I use Yea Forums too.

But this town has no parks which is garbage..

Its a small town in the middle of fuckin no where.

I really just hope i can meet some people in college. but thats not til september

What is it about relationships that you hate?
> again user im a virgin im just trying to help you a little.

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I hope they have a meeting hall by you. maybe find some qt 3.14 to get you away from drinking

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They do, they do.

I'm not looking for a gf in recovery though. lol.
I hate feeling like recovery is a big part of my life, I need to feel on the normal side.

If your talking about meeting a qt in college tho I'm all for it. hahaa

So many failed ones. been divorced.

I really cant take women and their bullshit anymore. really, they have been spoiled...
I used to bend over backwards to make my relationships work, but the more you give women the more they take. I am so surprised on the games women play to use you up to get what they want...without any work on their part.

So I guess its on me then allowing this BS to happen.

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Theres gotta be a way we can talk outside of Yea Forums lol

u got cord?

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aa is fuckin shit

it has its ups and downs.

The counselor at rehab i went to said to wait a year so maybe 9 months is okay.
When i was 6 months in i felt the same.. like its a chore of sorts. But you get what you put in and eventually youll have "normal" days where you honestly dont even think about using/aa/na all that stuff. But we gotta stay on guard BECAUSE
> CUNNING
>BAFFLING
> POWERFUL

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I have a friends discord but its for wcIII game

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Are we STILL tryin to find an easier softer way?
TOP KEK
> TFW

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I will live a normal life.

I set my whole life on reset, and as long as I dont go back to my old friends or use drugs again, im going to live in this new town like nothing ever happened .

wanna add me so we can talk on occasion?

BAMP MOTHER FERS

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Ill have 9 months on the 10th. Doc was opiates(oxy and roxy)/ suboxone/alcohol.

Yep

BRUH thats great if you stay clean NO ONE CAN EVER TELL YOU WERE AN ADDICT AT SOME POINT... ITS FUCKIN AMAZING ISNT IT!?

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How are AA meetings in the usa? Here in mexico are all filled with screaming, swearing and people insulting and degrading each other (which I assume is some sort of cathartic method). Shit's pathetic and all but I guess it's a thing that varies from people to people but the people in charge insists that everyone follows the same damn format of speech.

yeah sure i dont wanna post it on here for reasons.

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Its very relieving.

I was from a small town where everyone knew your business.

I was pretty popular and pretty obessed with my status quo but xanax brought me too harder drugs and as soon as that happened BOOM. Everyone knew.

It was very difficult to deal with.

My discord user name is

Oghoffer #3410

add me

That sounds toxic and dumb as fuck. leave that hall and go else where if your sobirety depends on it. I wouldnt make it if i had a bunch of poeple acting like active addicts still..
> Thats fucking dumb.

test

Anyone in the fellowship from michigan?

Hey jordan!

Skating is my passion but i flushed that dream with them sweet oxys. Im about 5 years sober now. These days my street is enough for flatground and escaping my shitty childhood of addiction. Just find a bball court somewhere in your podunk town and dont leave til you learn something new everyday. Dump all that negative energy into your hobby and dominate it.

Im mike.... idk if jrdans 25...........

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This was actually pretty motivating lmao.

Thanks bro

CONGRATZ user WELCOME
wanna tell us a little about yourself?
I was in a situation like that.. except my family told everyone not like its fucking embarrassing or anything amirite?

yeah, its been a rough run, but i kicked coke a couple months ago or so
shit was fuckin bad, but the problem paid for itself so i didnt get the memo that i was a walking corpse until i overdosed on a weeknight

it sucks cuz there isnt much you can do about a cocaine overdose, you just gotta lay down and breathe. theres no narcan, theres no reversal drug, youre just painfully aware of your body overworking itself and waiting for it to pass

just knowing that if i died, right there in my dorm, nobody would ever know until the girl next door noticed the smell a week later

i realized i was wasting my time in a snowstorm, and it was already too late for so many things

ill never forgive myself for not taking the time to make memories and live slo

i still push weight, i just dont use. ive pulled my shit together, and i feel better than i have in the last couple years. its become easier to not just dose when i get bored, and finding interest in other than drugs. ive got an ounce sitting in a pokeball to move, but as long as i dont open that ball when im alone and bored, everything will be okay

this is GREAT.

Yup my family is very similar when it comes too that shit too..

When I overdosed the whole town was made sure to know.

Close

Wow. I thought I was the only sober user on this board. Good to know I’m not alone.

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oooof congrats on your changes in life... but keeping that in your House? FUCK that'd be like if i left a bottle of daniels in my fridge! no way could i handle that even with 20 months bro

fuck off spamming faggot.

this is for sobriety.

Give me a sec user

Never.

Maybe we need to accept the things we cannot change... lol

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I'm all for it most days lol

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Was clean 3 years. Relapsed. Realized it wasnt the end of the world and now keep drinking to a very low key thing, by myself and over do it. Wake up super hungover but no one gets hurt. I tell everyone im still sober tho. People arent rdy to hear that i can control drinking and treat it like a serial killer just getting his kill and cooling off. Havent had a drink in a month. Just chilling.

Nothing wrong with the program. If it works for you, more power to you. Different things work for different people. Just be honest with yourself and accept your flaws. We all have them. It's all about what we make of ourselves. Everyone is at different points in life and there's no hurry for anything. Just chill and take it as it comes. Many things in life we have no control over and some people get dealt worse hands than others. It's all relative.

The 12 step program doesnt say anything about not drinking btw

Yeah I honestly would react the same to. But if you were anything like me? ( a handle a day) your playing with fire... pls stop :)

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That made my night user TY!

OKAY ANONS THIS IS OP ITS BEEN AN HOUR FOR THIS MEETING. I WILL BE MAKING MORE THREADS LIKE THESE FOR THOSE WHO CARE TO JOIN US FOR THE LORDS PRAYER!
> Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen

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Wow im going to have a drink now. Dont leave me

jej that sounded sarcastic.

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KEEP COMING BACK IT WORKS IF YOU WORK IT.

God, grant me the serenity too accept the things i cannot change. The courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

amen.

TY ANONS ILL SEE YOU SOON!

its only been 56 days, i just counted, but its gotten so much better in that time

youre definitely right about keeping it in your house being a stupid move, but for some reason i dont want to pull out of this thousand-dollar game. im just some dumbass kid whos never had a job, this was just a hobby that got out of control

ive definitely had some bad days, but i still refuse to open pandoras pokeball

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>drink
>does nothing to me aside from a slight dizziness and nausea
>dont know what the fuzz about alcohol is to this day

And that's why I rather smoke weed. Which I can go for weeks and/or months without craving. I'm kinda lucky I guess except that I've been sent to rehab 3 times for smoking weed. Yeah, fuck that.

nvm op here i lied.
Are you saying theres liquor in that?
> but for some reason i dont want to pull out of this thousand-dollar game. im just some dumbass kid whos never had a job, this was just a hobby that got out of control
A counselor told me in rehab.. that apart of sobering up is growing up.... if you feel like a job would help you? then do it! take small steps! who cares if its some small pizza shop job. youll feel better about yourself and that you have some purpose.
I BELIEVE IN YOU user
> baby steps its how i made 20 fuckin months bro

OPEN THAT FUCKING POKEBALL

oy you fat cunt go fuck your syphilitic mother

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Deathly Hallows

Hindering: My dad was murdered in 2016 and the court date to determine if he, a 16 year old at the time, was an "adult" during the commission of his crime. He's 3 for 3 on a life in prison charge, having discharged a weapon during another felony offense (murder) and having "lied in wait" for his victim. He fired the entire clip into an unarmed man at virtually point blank range when no credible threat was presented to him.

Forget not drinking, if they say a Blood is just a kid I'm going to mix up some thermite to go with my Jack and coke.

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not alcohol my dude

im from an upper middle class family, weve never had a problem with money but i just got bored. getting a job would be helpful, something productive to occupy my time, but right now i need a break after last quarters shitstorm of classes
ive picked up a lifestyle not revolving around drugs, i considered thats the first big step, to find interest in something other than drugs. picked my soldering iron back up, started talking to people, being nicer to my parents (who have no idea that ive ever touched this shit) and just having fun and taking it easy for a while
hang in there Yea Forumsro, i hope i last as long as you have

NO FUK U IM NOT ALLOWED TO OPEN POKEBALL WITHOUT A CLIENT WITNESS so heres a pic from two months ago

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