Anyone molested as a kid? Yea Forumsro's and femanons tell your stories / secrets here...

"Raped" by my former babysitter at age 11 (she babysat me from age 5 to 9).
I can't really talk about it with anyone but my therapist, since everyone just does the "niceeee" shit from Southpark.
Basically she played weird, fucked up mental games with me. Told me she loved me, but we had to keep it a secret. Said we were going to get married. Told me we had to have sex or she'd kill herself. Made me watch her blow another kid as "punishment."
Then she really did kill herself. It's basically fucked me up for life. I've had "intimacy issues" my whole life. I'm in my 30's now. You'd never know from looking at me or interacting with me.
I sometimes think about killing myself, too. She's always on my mind.

hi liz

Damn. At first I did go "nice", but then when you got into the dark and demented shit I started realizing this bitch was fucking crazy. Sorry to hear you went through that.

got gropes by a senior at my hs couple months ago. slashed his tires, anonymously reported him to this big college that he was supposed to go to and told them that he liked to rub it out in the middle of class and be racist 24/7. last time i heard, they kicked him out. lol i ruined his life

>"Raped" by my former babysitter at age 11 (she babysat me from age 5 to 9).
>I can't really talk about it with anyone but my therapist, since everyone just does the "niceeee" shit from Southpark.
>Basically she played weird, fucked up mental games with me. Told me she loved me, but we had to keep it a secret. Said we were going to get married. Told me we had to have sex or she'd kill herself. Made me watch her blow another kid as "punishment."
>Then she really did kill herself. It's basically fucked me up for life. I've had "intimacy issues" my whole life. I'm in my 30's now. You'd never know from looking at me or interacting with me.
>I sometimes think about killing myself, too. She's always on my mind.

nice

How old was she?

I don't get sensitive about that really. I mean, I get it. People don't picture it like how it happened.
It went from when I was 11 to 13, when she killed herself. She was 19 when it started, 21 at the end.

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Lol

Holy shit, Yea Forumsro. Just... wow. My sympathies, man.