So tell me, user... why haven't you killed yourself today?

So do I, but aren't you tired of day in, day out of the same job? I know I am.

I'm begging in Steam threads. This is the only thing that is keeping me alive.

Same tbh

so....video games. sigh

Cause I'm a fucked up well of emotions that hopefully makes someone feel a little less shitty at my expense

suicide is for loosers.
I have psoriasis and arthritis but i earn 2k/month (a lot for eastern europe)
life is to be lived, noone is entitled to a good life. You just do your best to enjoy as much of your life as you can.

>I have slightly red skin and bones hurt, but I am smart enough to make 2k/month in Eastern Europe

You don't care, because you were blessed with intelligence that helped you earn that much. I make 600$ per month, and I live in a rich Western country. There is nothing I can do to earn more, because I was born stupid.

And you want me to not want to kill myself?

My work isn't done. I'm ~70% sure I already have CTE, and failing that 99% sure I'll develop it in the next couple of years. I have a couple of things I want to produce before I off myself. Once those are done I'm out. Becoming an hero is better than slowly burning away from the inside out.

Well, OP - as it is, I rather enjoy being alive.
I like the little things, sunlight on my eyelids, fresh air down by the harbour, the sound of people talking, kids playing and birds chirping.
I like walking, I like the way my feet ache after a good long walk, and then put them in a pail of hot water. I like the smell and taste of good coffee. I like to talk to people, I like to listen to people - I like to eat a simple meal, but also a complex one. I like to drink water when I'm thirsty.
I like to kiss someone I love, to hug a friend, to laugh and cry and experience everything.
I like life, I even like the little aches and pain I feel - I like how my thinking changes with age.
I like a rare shot of Gin, or Rum, or Whisky.
I really like everything.

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dont patronize me. Hardships in life are subjective. I cant imagine how it feels to not be able to get a job you want and you cant imagine how it is to feel like an alligator and be afraid of people because of that.

Don't respond to the petty trolls, user - it's a waste of time and it changes nothing.
Be glad you are who are, and that despite pain, you are alive and well, mentally.

>hardships in life are subjective

Then why do you say suicide is for losers?

Because i got children i guess, and a Job. A few friends. Shit i got so much to live for. Do i wanna live idk feels empty at times.

What about you, OP?