Google "vaginismus"
Femanon here. I'm 19 and despite multiple attempts with my ex., We could never get his dick in me...
Bentley Hughes
Christian Johnson
get drunk and take some ambient (the sleep aid meds that are Rx)
play with yourself with a vibrator over your panties until you pass out
once you do, tell that faggot to lube up and ram it in until he's balls deep
repeat step three until you wake up
when you come to you'll be sore for 20 hours or so but the booze and the ambient will make it a foggy memory
repeat next weekend as needed.