Past experience confession

past experience confession

I'm asian grill adopted into a white family, I'm 26 now, but I remember being shown pron at eleven by my older 'brother', he never did anything with me though, I kept checking it out for like a year and it sexually awakened me early on. It planted a seed in my head that grew for a year about wanting to give a blowjob. Until my dad found out by catching me watching it, I had to explain everything and was vulnerable so I told him how I wanted to try sucking a dick because my vulnerable honesty felt like it would get me into less trouble. He took away my computer privileges but that night while everyone was asleep, he showed up in my room and asked if I still wanted to try it. I could tell he was nervous and horny and was just waiting to unzip, and that made me nervous and equally excited. I said yes and he showed me his huge adult cock already erect, he was probably thinking about it all day. I watched enough videos to know exactly what to do my first time, I naturally and eagerly started sucking it well, and that kinda drove him crazy, he didn't last long and he pulled out and came on my face.

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We kept doing that in secret until I got a bf, then after a brief pause I still sucked it for him in secret while I had the bf until I moved out.

I lost my virginity to him 2 years after we started. It was doggystyle, he was gentle but he eventually pounded his entire size face down ass up is how he liked taking me. That year he started getting into raceplay talk, and he got me into it. He says how he likes that he conveniently has adopted asian pussy to fuck after work, and he doesn't even clean up when he gets home from work, he liked to just wash hands and just fuck me with his fresh musk he created throughout the day, he has pounded me countless times just like that, he got me on the pill early, he prefers all natural feeling, we were along in the house the first two hours each weekday. He usually wants to pound and unload as soon as he gets home.

>I'm a femanon

Prove it LARPER

>be me
>be 9 years old
>vacationing with another family, they have 3 kids, one of which is a boy one year younger than me
>we sleep in the same bed next to each other, just innocent kids

Keep in mind that I matured sexually very early, I was masturbating since age 7

>while in bed one night, get horny, ask him if I can touch his butt
>he says sure, I touch him, and I let him touch me, feelsgoodman.exe
>we eventually touch each others dicks, jerk each other off
>cum, feel really guilty and gross, he still wants to touch me but I suddenly don't want it at all anymore

This went on for a few more years every time we met up, we stopped around the age of 15/16, his dick was 8 inches last time I remember, he was pretty big and I miss it, I saw him about 6 months ago but he wasn't into me even as a friend, showed little interest in getting to know me agian. Feelsbadman

because of this, I'm 100% sure im bisexual, but I haven't taken any other steps towards having sex with men, but i think about it often, feels weird
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This is why we rarely have nice posts like this anymore. Because losers like this ruin it with this shit; drive all the women away why don't you? What if she doesn't want to prove anything and just share her experience.

Retrospect is a bitch I bet you regret not thinking about at the time sucking him to completion. I know the feels.

You know the rules: Tits or GTFO.

HERP A DERP

That policy has been on Yea Forums for 15 years. I'm surprised it wasn't made Global Rule 1

*AUTISTIC NOISES*
ITS DA RULE FO LONG TIEM, FUK IT IF NO ONE SHOWS UP ANYMORE TO ENFORCE IT ON THEM WE LOVE MAKIN THEM RUN FO DA HILLS *FAPFAPFAP* IM GOOD JUST BY MYSELF AND MY GLOBAL RULE *FAPFAPFAP*